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i fucking hate myself

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hi so um sorry i have been unactive i got grounded it was so embarrassing ik im too old for getting grounded but wtv i have my socials back yayy

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food log 02/22/2024

(yesterday)

breakfast-strawberries-38cal

lunch-watermelon-90cal

dinner-pho-267cal

snack-small portion cereal-50cal

total-445

yesterday was such a flop im so embarrassed i legit ate so much and im really feeling it today, i feel like my arms are getting fatter and my stomach bigger, i think its just body dismorphia bc i still weigh the same but honestly id rather go through like 24 hours of intense pain and discomfort than wait it out to see any results. i hate this. im at school rn but im gonna take body measurements when i get home to keep myself from delusions that im allowed to eat lol

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pinterest ‘spo never fails

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food log 02/21/2024

(yesterday)

breakfast: nothing

lunch:

green grapes-17cal

strawberries-19cal

dinner:

spaghetti- 256cal

chocolates-100call

burned:470cal

total:0cal

today was hard my parents bought me some sweets cuz i was feeling sad so it was hard to eat some without concerning them, (in my culture it’s considered rlly disrespectful to refuse food someone has offered you especially if its out of kindness) so i ate 4 pieces and then went to the gym for an hour… today will be better i cant feel it!!

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eating plan for the next 4 months

rules:

1.only 60cals worth of fruit in the morning, no actual meals until dinner, (if nobody is home no dinner at all substitute with fruit or vegan protein)

2.if dinner is over 300 cals per serving do not finish it,

3.when eating out dont eat unless someone offers you food, only eat a small portion but deink a ton of water so it looks like your consuming something

4. if i don’t workout that day i have to walk the long way home and only eat 350 cals max

5.fruit mono as much as possible without raising suspicion

im going to weigh myself each week and update you guys on my progress, ill try to blog my wieiad but i moght forget some days!!

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life update:

me and my bf of 1 year just broke up and im starting a new diet as of two days ago

yk what that means (ed non negotiable now) it kinda helps the fact that im so sad im not hungry

the diet im starting is planned to have me weigh 44kgs by early may so wish me luck! ill post my plan for eating after i post this

(psa i am super heartbroken ik it probably seems like im not but i really am, we just broke up because he’s graduating and he doesnt want to go to uni or college and i dont want to be with someone who doesnt want to be educated [nothing wrong with that i just want to be with someone who cares about education and puts in effort] )

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oh my god

ODDLY SPECIFIC TH1NSP0:

Do it for when you don’t have room in your hands to hold your phone and you try to hold it between your th1ghs, but it falls because there’s nothing there to hold it.

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i wish i had an almond mom

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i wish i could tell someone abt my ed and they dont try to make me recover

i want an ana buddy so fucking bad pls dm me im lonely

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I’ve lost 10 pounds in 4 days

🌸🍄reblog so it can happen to you too!🍄🌸

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how do i starve without ruining my mood? i still wanna be a fun person to be around or at least not mean yk?

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i cant help but feel like stuck woth where my body is, im not obese like im pretty average sized but i cant seem to get skinnier, im only 5,2 but 113-115 (it goes up and down once a week) and i judt dont know how to get too 100… like ive gone back to snacking, its not a full binge but ill bw doing so good then grab a mini bag of chips and finish the whole thing, but i wont be able to purge it cuz its not enough in my stomach. i need help i feel so stuck i want to kms

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its ok

it doesnt matter

youll be fine

one day of overeating won't ruin all your progress

tomorrow will be better

tomorrow will be better

tomorrow will be better

you've made progress, it works, just keep going

consistency matters most.

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i need advice!!! anything helps!!

if i eat like this will i gain weight?

3marshmellows-30cal

1mini chocolate-100cal

pasta-350cals

pasta sauce-50cal

i eat pretty unhealthy stuff will i still gain weight even if i stay under 600cals?

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shes my ult thinspo @/ihaveaguninmybackpack