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Posting again once I rewatch the show/watch the clips and stuff <3

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The end

I- it doesn’t feel real, like it legit feels like I only finished a season and not the WHOLE show… I miss it already, thinking about it. It feel so unreal to have finished it. I mean come on! I- yes 15 seasons are a lot, but o would have loved more, longer. I love the ending, the o my think i would change is that 1) Dean days Ily to Cas before he died and 2) Dean reunited with Cas in heaven.

It doesn’t feel real. I- I have a list of shows and fanfics I want to read. And after that. I’ll probably be over 20 when I rewatch Supernatural, but I hope it will be much sooner. I hope, I hope I will be able to watch it again and live in the world of supernatural once more.

Well than small changes. I’ll probably shift to supernatural to feel closer and to be able to live with it not being produced longer.

Supernatural saved me. It saved me and gave me a place to be able to look at characters and relate to them like none other. It saved me, it helped shape who I am right now and who I want to be later in life. It teached me the hard things such as loss, pain and grief. But it also teached me the good stuff such as heal before running, be yourself no matter how wird your hobbies are, and most important of all, there is ALWAYS a home for everyone.

So long my Angels, Demons, Vamps, Werewolves, humans and every other supernatural being out there. I’ll see you all on Monday with some good old scenes and screenshots from season that I have watched and documented <3

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How it started

This scene started it all-

Because of this scene right here i started to watch supernatrual along side the scene with the “i love you”

I shipped Destiel before i even knew about the show- i watched amv’s of destiel with 0 knowledge of the show XD

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Ooo! Posting~

Gonna go back to posting 3-5 times a day pretty soon~ Finishing up season 13 at the moment and after season 15 I’ll be back bro post~

Also? What’s your Favourite Prince of hell? Mine is definitely Asmodeus ~ <3

Getting Hurt so bad!! Like Bobby and Charlie dead and than Season 13 comes with their Endverse versions and I’m like fuck! Shit! Ahh! No no no! Cuz I don’t wanna be hurt cuz Ma baby (Charlie) died so early T~T

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HeadCanon

Charlie made/forced Dean to watch Star Trek, Star Wars, Lord of the Rings & Harry Potter.

Before they met Charlie, Dean didn’t mention anything about any of these shows/movies along with never referring to characters, making jokes, puns ect related to the shows. BUT he made those jokes, puns and references after they met Charlie.

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Pls if you know me !!Do not read this ff!!

Anyways~ back at it again!~ posting yeye! Soon done with spn and soon can post ALLL of the captions, ss and such~

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Officially Back ✋🏻😩 missed y’all!

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FANFIC IDEA!!!!

Posted this on my Insta:

Ngl would LOVE absolutely LOVE to see an Dc Legends Of Tomorrow x Supernatural Crossover! Especially with Aliens, Demons, Angels ect ect! I feel like John & Dean would be great partners, along with Sam, Sara & Ava.

I would absolutely LOVE if like Cas walked into the room while John & Dean drink, and Dean does his usual Destiel staring at Cas and Cas does back obi. And John asks Dean about it later! And John as a Bisexual man himself helps Dean get his man (Cas).

Should I write this fanfic?

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Quick Info

i won´t be posting for a few days, or more so i will post just not dialogue and scenes from the show. I love doing it but it makes it take so long to finish an episode and i would love to get a bit longer into the series as i do have other series to watch, fanfiction and books to read. I might post dialogue´s here and there but not as often. I do apolegize for those who found it fun and interesting to read. I will ofc post here and there just not dialogue stuff.

I will be writing down Destiel moments and scenes I enjoy (timestamps) and post it later once I’m done with the series <3

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Destiel Fanfiction - By @winchesterthe5th

Pls don’t steal~

Name: The Heart-Shattering Vow of The Hunters Oath

POV: Dean made the Deal with the empty not Cas. She took Dean not Him. Dean is looking over at Cas, Jack and Sam as a spirit. He didn’t know why. You aren’t supposed to be anywhere just gone with the Empty, right?

P.S) I am not that far into the series so this is my own spin on it.

Word Count: No Clue XD didn’t count haha

Ship: Destiel (Castiel x Dean)

Warning: Angst, Death, Love

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Dean’s Pov:

They say, if you are in love, you are the lucky one. The one with the golden apple. They don’t see the pain it causes until it’s too late. Love is pain, and you can’t fight pain when you are dead. You can’t do anything when you are gone. Not being able to saying words back, not being able to kiss the one you love. Not being able to tell Cas I love him too, hurts worse then 400 years in hell.

The thing they don’t tell you about being a Hunter for so long is that Vows become your daily mistake. Especially vowing on the Hunter’s Oath. Of course They don’t tell you that when you do your ceremony at the age of 10. They expect you to say the Oath in front of at least 17 Hunters with experience. The Oath sucks! It has nothing to do with being a person, more like a Maschine. The Oath is to Vow on the life of your family, to protect and kill monsters or any supernatural creature that stands before you. The Oath is just a big ass lie. If you tried to kill everyone in front of you, the world would be empty and dead. When vows become your daily mistake it’s hard to understand why the rules are how they are. Especially those god damn old ones. You are supposed to kill evil, good, they don’t care. You kill and that’s what it’s all about. No matter Good or bad, they die and you are the killer.

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Question: This is just a small scene/taste of this fanfic it would happen more so in the middle of a first chapter. Should I write it as a whole Fanfiction and post it on ao3?

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Supernatural Daily Thoughts - T

Okay so Chuck is God and God loves Cheese and Wine. Chuck (God) invented Chuck e Cheese.

Don’t ask me, I’m just here with my weird ass brainXD

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DS (Destiel Screenshot) Pt4

You don’t look at each other like that unless you have chemistry beyond explanation of words.

Dean clearly wanted to Kiss Cas and Cas clearly wanted to either hug, kiss or shag Dean.

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DS (Destiel Screenshot) Pt3

I absolutely LOVE how Dean and Sam were just casually talking and when Cas comes in and says “Better?” dean Legit covers his private area.

Like Dean Darlin, we know XD no need to hide it like that ahahah!!!

I especially LOVE how Sam looks at him like “You okay bro” and like Sam definitely was thinking “Seriously dude a boner, now?!” And deans looks is like “Hehe it’s nothing “ but was clearly thinking “I’m sorry it’s not my fault” Dean you clearly love this man Angel, just go on a date or some!! And the smirk Dean gives Cas at the end, like seriously XD

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S8 EP7 Pt4

*Dean gets a flashback on how it at went down in Purgatory*

*Benny, Cas and Dean walking through the woods*

Cas: Maybe you were lied to. Maybe there is no seam.

Benny: I lie. I don´t get lied to. *sighs* Aren´t you guys all about faith?

Cas: Not particularly.

Dean: *looks around seeing a leaf fly with the wind*

*everyone staring at the leaf following it with their eyes, seeing the portal*

Benny: Oh, ye of frigging little faith.

Dean: * staring at it* What the hell?

Cas: *looking at the portal* There it is. *looks up at Dean* It´s reacting to you.

Dean: *looks at Cas and then at Benny*

*benny gives Dean a nod*

Dean: All right, are you ready? *looks at Benny* Just like we talked about.

*Dean cuts open his arm with his handy dandy demon, vamp killing knife*

Dean: *grunts*

Benny: Putting a lot of trust in you, brother.

Dean: *nods* you earned it.

*Dean cuts Benny´s arm around the same place he did with the same knife. Benny putting his hand on dean´s wound with the same hand he has his wound on and Dean does the same*

Benny: I´ll see you on the other side.

Dean: *smirks slightly saying a chant* Conotisu unom sumos.. 

(got no clue what he said soo ehhh this is a pure guess)

*Their hands starting to glow, Benny´s forehead starts to glow. His body merging into Dean´s wound. Dean grunts as Benny disappears into his arm, hiding away his knife. Cas looking at him concerned as Dean gives him a look saying he is fine*

Dean: Let´s go.

*Cas and dean climb and run over the mountain where the portal stands*

Cas: Dean. Wait.

* Leviathan´s appear, Cas and Dean get´s ready to fight*

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S8 EP7 Pt3

 *Sam researching on his laptop while Dean washes his face*

Sam: Hey, so it´s not just Americans who are vanishing. Eh. This guy Luigi Ponzi, disappeared walking between two subway cars in Rome. And right above ground there was a freak hail storm.

Dean: *looks up* Are we going to Rome? That wouldn´t be too shabby.

*he continuous to wash his face and takes a town to dry off. He looks back up after drying and there is Cas standing behind him*

Dean: *looks shocked and turns around staring at Cas*

Cas: Hello, Dean.

*slight time skip*

Sam: Unbelievable, man. I-i cannot believe it. You´re actually here.

Dean: *stares at Cas with tears in his eyes*

Cas: Yeah, I´ve been trying to reach out, but for whatever reason I wasn´t at full power, so I couldn´t connect with you.

Sam: That must´ve been why you kept seeing him. I mean, you think?

Dean: yeah.

*Sam looks Dean up and down with a look that asks him he is okay*

Dean: eh ye. *wipes away his tears* I gatte be Honest. I-I´m thinking how the hell did you make it out?

Cas: *looks in Dean´s eyes and then down*

Dean: I mean, I was there. I-I-I know that place. I know how we had to scratch and claw and kill and bleed..

Cas: *looks back up at dean*

Dean: ...to find that portal and make it through it, and it almost finished me.

*intense destiel stare*

Dean: So i-i..

Dean: So how exactly are you sitting here with us right now?

Cas: *looks down* Dean, everything you just said is completely true. *looks in Dean´s eyes* And that´s the strangest part. I... I have no idea.

*Intense Dean and Cas stare*

Cas: I remember endlessly running and hiding from Leviathan a-and then i was on the side of the road in Illinois and... and that was it.

Dean: A-and that was it.

Cas: Yes. *looks at dean, then at sam and then on the ground*

Cas: *looks at himself* I´m dirty. *looks a dean*

Dean: *looks Cas up and down* Well Purgatory will do that to you.

*Cas stands up and walks past Dean. Dean looks at Cas walking by starting at him with longing eyes and pain*

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S8 EP7 Pt2

* Benny, Cas and Dean walking in the woods of Purgatory*

Benny: We´re getting close.

Dean: Really? *sounds slighty annoyed* I don´t see crap. What the hell is this escape hatch supposed to look like?

Cas: He dosen´t know.

Dean: *looks back at Cas and then at Benny* You drove me through the fire. Please tell me you know.

Benny: It´s here. They promised.

Dean: Oh, they? Well that´s comforting.

Cas: Well, even if it does exist...

Benny: Broken record, Cas.

Cas: Dean, this, it´s human portal. There is still no proof that an angel can pass.

Dean: Stow it, Cas. You´re coming. That´s final.

Cas: I´m just saying... * gets a hold of Dean´s shoulder and stops him* ... if it dosen´t work...

*They both look in each others eyes lovingly*

Cas: ... thank you *looks down and then back up at Dean* .. for everything.

Dean: *rolls his eyes* Save the Hallmark. Okay?

(P.s Hallmark is most often than not known for their seasonal romance movies and series)

Dean: It´s gonna work. *Looks Cas up and down* Nobody gets left behind.

*They keep walking*

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S8 EP7 Pt1

* In the Motel Room after their interrogation with Ms. Webber. Sam is asleep and Dean is looking at the news article on the laptop*

*He looks over at the window when the lightning strikes and sees Cas for a quick second. He closes the laptop walking from the bed staring out the window. Seeing Cas gone yet again*

Sam: *wakes up and sits up* Dean? What’s going on? You all right?

Dean: *still shocked* I don’t know. I think I just saw something.

Sam: Ehh. You see what?

Dean: Cas.

* Sam stands up and walks closer to his brother*

Sam: Cas? Where?

Dean: *sighs* Right there. *stares out the window* And- and earlier, on the road.

Sam: *stares at Dean*

Dean: I feel like i keep seeing him.

Sam: That’s not possible. I mean, you said it yourself. You made it our, and her didn’t, right?

Dean: * regrets* I tried so damn hard to get us the hell out of there. * turns away from the window*

Sam: I know you did.

(The fact that they have been fighting for a while and on good ish terms now but still kinda fighting. Yet believing his brother that he would do ANYTHING to save Cas. I mean come on if that ain’t some Destiel stuff then idk what)

Dean: * gets teary but pushes them away and sighs * You know, I could have pulled him out. I just don’t understand why he didn’t try harder.

Sam: Dean. * walks closer to his brother*

Dean: * turns around facing Sam*

Sam: You did everything you could.

Dean: Yeah, then why do I feel like crap? * holds back tears*

Sam: Survivor’s guilt?

Dean: * nods slightly*

Sam: If you let it, this is gonna keep messing with you. You gatta walk pass it. * sighs and “hits” Dean’s shoulder walking to the bathroom.*

Dean: *gets flash back from Purgatory*