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I have good news and bad news. The bad news is my mental health has never been worse. The good news is I’ve never felt closer to Bucky Barnes or Bob Reynolds in my life😅

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Haiiiii! Thank you for the tag!!

Name: I like to stay anonymous

Age: 23

Relationship status: single

Sexuality: straight

Crush initial: b(ucky and bob)

Followers: 1.7k (and grateful for every last one)

Favorite friends and moots: don’t do this to me🥺 literally I can’t not say everyone but my best besties are @like-what-the-fuck-scoob and @obsidianvibranium

Birthday: May 24

Favorite song: too many and it changes everyday BUT my favorites right now are “boy in the bubble” and “funeral”

No pressure tags:

@obsidianvibranium @like-what-the-fuck-scoob literally anyone who sees this

Go here (I couldn’t reblog it again)

@annoying-atom-ace @sebastianbeanz @blueandbetaraptors @saturnidiot @i-had-a-bad-feeling @the-lucky-charm @atrprkr @thatone-midgardian @parasite-the-symbiote @jade-lopez-maximoff @procrastinatingwritersblog @buckyfan-fluid @spiderboi-parker @wind-the-music-box @daisydaisies23 @oswildin @luniimunii27 @plasmas-arcade @chekko-the-boi @thenameswinter99 @dollface-xoxo @merc-with-a-mouth-69 @allie-the-cinnamoroll @watermeezer @multifandomneeerd @kayotical @a-study-of-the-stars @over-usedlittlespoon @avastarr-official @im-feeling-blue-today @vesperinaofsin @sunbeesol @birdboycrow @insomniac-lifestyle @wifeduplokilaufeyson100pc

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26 for the ask game please 🩷

26 - if you could live anywhere with anyone you want, where would it be and who would you bring?

OOF what a loaded question…visiting would 100% be Europe, probably Italy specifically. I just feel like living in Europe would be so nice. As someone who loves to travel it seems so much easier to get around. So I’d probably go with that. Now I think if I could get anyone I’d go with Sebastian Stan or Lewis Pullman, but if it’s gotta be people I know, I have some friends I’d take with me and probably my mom too. I get too sad if I’m away for too long.

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I saw it 3 times and it just left my theatre😭 I fully plan on watching this every day for like a week when it comes out. Top 3 movies ever made for me personally

you're not alone.

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Hi! I'd love to hear your answers for soft asks numbers 2 & 14 if you'd like to answer them! <3

Hiii!!

2 - what is your favorite comfort show?

I’m not a big tv show person but I do love me some criminal minds and 24. The Pitt is also a new one I can see myself rewatching once I get maxx. And heartstopper too, because I need a nick in my life. And then not a tv show, but good mythical morning on YouTube ALWAYS gets me out of my head and laughing

14 - what’s something upcoming that you’re excited for?

Oooooo such a good question! I have a tattoo scheduled for July which I’m so excited for. It’s gonna take 2 sessions at least which will be fun haha - I was supposed to get it last October but then a BUNCH of stuff happened and I’ve rescheduled 3 times already hit ITS GONNA HAPPEN!

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Having stuffed animals is 100% not cheesy 🩷 (as someone who has some 😭) Hot chocolate is SO good! I've never had tea before - I'm an adult and I still haven't had it 😭 I've tried coffee but it's really bitter... But Mac and cheese is AMAZING!! (Even though I'm lactose intolerant- cheese is too good 😭) I draw Bucky a lot! I like paper crafts! But I'm getting into wax seals again! Games are super fun! Now that I'm out of college, I'm trying to find my hobbies again 🩷

-🍪 (I might send in a few more asks I hope that's okay)

Amazing!!! And yeah I have a feeling I’ll never outgrow my stuffed animals hahaha. And drawing is amazing!! I used to sketch Bucky back in the day too.

Feel free to send more asks!!!

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Hihi! Cookie anon here! 🍪🩷 For the soft ask game 11, 15, 21, or 30? Whichever you feel comfortable answering! I really love hearing from you! 🫂

Hi cookie!! 🍪 I love hearing from you too!!

11 - do I have a comfort item?

I do - and it’s gonna sound really cheesy I’m sure, but I’m a big fan of stuffed animals. I have a green weighted dinosaur that’s gotten me through a lot haha

15 - comfort food

This one’s kinda tough tbh - I’m a big lover of fried chicken or mac and cheese - thankfully I’ve found some good dairy free brands (I have a raging dairy allergy that oddly enough came after I got the thing that was big in 2020)

21 - tea, coffee, or hot cocoa?

Honestly gotta be hot cocoa by default - I sadly do not like coffee or tea. I’ve tried so hard you don’t even know. The one exception is a chai tea latte, which I always get on my way to therapy

30 - what do your hobbies look like?

Well writing has been on a bit of a pause😅🫠 but I’ll occasionally play around with poetry and song lyrics (if you dig there’s some awful poetry I’ve always meant to delete - I’ve gotten better but haven’t posted). I’ve submitted a few pieces to be published but they keep getting denied. ANYWAY - aside from that, I love music/singing - in the shower, car rides, I’m always singing or humming something. I used to do musical theatre but a girls been STRUGGLING to get cast. I also love a good cozy day reading, playing video games, or doing diamond art!

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This was my favorite moment of the movie. The way he looks up at her, as if surprised she’s about to sit with him and not run away. Then he looks at her, almost like he might be about to say something along the lines of “oh well, what can ya do?” And very quickly realizes he can’t because it hurts too much, and looks away instead so she doesn’t see him break like that. She’d told him to stuff his feelings down, hadn’t she? Even if she’d been joking, how could he be sure? After all, the person (Valentina) who had JUST assured him that he was chosen, that he was “her guy,” had turned on him. Why should he think that Yelena would after fighting her and after she sees the darkest part of his void?

…but she instead reaches over. Grabs his hand. Tells him that she was wrong about what she said, and that you can’t stuff it down. And it will get lighter if you let others in.

you're not alone.

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This could be fun and sweet. Come say hi (please)

✨soft asks✨

What song makes you feel better?

What is your go to comfort show?

Reading or writing? Why?

Whats your favorite feeling?

How do you like to take care of yourself?

What’s your favorite candle scent?

Who do you feel most like yourself around?

Whats a fabric/texture that’s nostalgic for you?

Best childhood moment?

When was the last time you laughed so hard you cried? (or just felt really good afterwards)

Do you have a comfort item? Tell us about it!

What calms you down?

Bath or shower to relax?

Whats something upcoming that you’re excited for?

Comfort food?

What’s something you want to create soon?

How do you feel best loved?

What age in life do you think you’ll feel most yourself at?

Have you ever written or received a love letter?

Tell us about a memory you hold close to your heart.

Tea, Coffee, or hot cocoa?

Name of your favorite playlist?

Have you ever received flowers?

Who is your bestfriend?

If your soul was a color, what would it be?

If you could live anywhere with anyone you want, where would it be and who would you bring?

Do you like to garden? Have you ever grown something?

What are you proudest of?

Are you a kind person?

What do your hobbies look like?

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well this social situation isn't going the way i acted it out in the shower

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BAHAHAHAHA

11:00 am - anything is possible

3:00 pm - but not today

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Picture this: reader does yoga to help her mental health and takes Bucky with her to a yoga class. That’s it that’s the post.

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I went for Bucky with my mom, we both ended up crying because of the mental health stuff 😅 to be fair, it was the first thing I did after being in mental health treatment for 3 months but still😂😂😂

Might just see Thunderbolts with my parents this week <33 told them it had good mental health stuff, and I like Yelena and Bucky. What they don’t know is that I am waiting for Yelena to just be Yelena for the entire movie

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Ain’t no way that personal post gave me a notification on “congratulations on reaching 500 posts”💀

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Cookie anon here!!! I'm so happy you're doing better!! 🫂🩷🩷🩷

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Cookie!!! Hello and thank you!!! 🥰🥰🥰 I’m always so happy to see you in my inbox

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Personal post for a hot sec

So a few months ago I had posted some things about being offline and yada yada - and essentially I was not doing well with my mental health at all and things were pretty bad. I ended up needing to fly cross country for mental health treatment and it took a while but I can honestly say that I’m doing so well now 🎉 it took a lot of work and no one is more surprised than me but I couldn’t be in a better place.

So thunderbolts for me was really full circle. As someone who felt like Bob/the Void did for a very long time, now relating to Yelena telling him that things will get brighter/lighter because it already has for her - whoof. I feel that In my soul.

So I guess the point of this post is this: even if you think it is impossible. Even when it feels like it has been so dark for so long. Things can get better. No matter who you are or what you’ve done - there is still light.

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“#the idea of 50/50 makes him want to become the winter soldier again” Is DIABOLICAL😂🥰

going on a date with bucky barnes and it all goes so nicely, so sweetly, so smoothly. you both had so much fun, chemistry and a good time. he's charming, witty and he keeps flirting and complimenting you at every chance he gets. he held your hand all night long, neither of you even noticed it, it just happened naturally, your cheeks hurt from how much you're smiling and both of your hearts are at ease.. that's until the date comes to an end, it's time to pay and you ask him if he wants to go 50/50.

that would be the first time he lets go of your hand that night, it's unintentional just happened out of pure shock. "50... what.." the confusion on his face, you'd think he's an alien seeing earth the first time.

"you know.. 50/50.. we'll split the bill between us"

"split the bill?" he asks and you just nod, he'd blink at you, "50/50.. splitting the bill.. what is this about, i asked you on a date"

now it's your turn to be the alien seeing earth for the first time, "we are on a date, bucky. this is a date"

"no, it's not a date."

"it is a date"

"you're asking me to split the bill, this is not a date"

"oh my god sam was right, you can be such a drama queen." you laugh, he just stares at you, blankly. "it might've been a while since the last time you went on a date so let me break it down for you.. these days, people who go on dates split the bill, they go 50/50" you shrug, "it's normal"

"it's normal? you've done it before?"

you nod, "every date i've been on has been 50/50 yeah"

bucky nearly flips the table. bucky who spent all of his three dollars in the 1940's trying to win a teddybear for a girl he had a crush on, bucky who used to save up most of his income in an old shoe box underneath his bed so he can take his girl to a nice diner, bucky who went to the florist to get you a bouquet of roses and didn't even ask for the price just handed his credit card because to him your smile is priceless, bucky is about to have a stroke.

"you've never been on a date" he says, face still blank.

"yes i have"

"no you haven't. this is your first date." he says, "i'm your first time." he smirks and you blush at the possible implication. "50/50.." he scoffs under his breath, "what else are you gonna tell me next? i should walk on the inside of the sidewalk? keep my jacket on when you're cold? sleep further from the door? not open doors for you? jesus sweetheart what has the world come to?"

you hide your smile, you love it when he rambles like that, he's so calm yet so offended all at once somehow, it's funny and endearing. "what's wrong with walking on the inside of the sidewalk?" you joke and he rolls his eyes making you laugh, "so.. no 50/50? are you sure?" you ask one last time, hands on your purse on your lap.

he keeps his eyes on you as he pays the bill, glaring playfully, gets up and pulls out your chair before putting his black leather jacket on your shoulders, "no doll," he offers you his hand which you quickly hold, intertwining your fingers with his, and opens the door with his metal hand, "no 50/50."