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“I’m here, love.”- Steven Grant x Autistic!Reader

Yet again, here’s a comfort fic about an autistic reader going into a shut down this time with our dear Steven! Inspired by @my-secret-shame-but-fanfiction ‘s INCREDIBLE story “Meltdown” as well as my own experiences with autism but this time it’s the reader who’s having sensory overload and Steven who’s looking out for them!

Content warning: Autistic sensory overload descriptions (based on my own experiences), panic attack descriptions, comfort fic

Word count: 779

You hadn’t felt quite right in sometime. You stimmed more than usual, masking becoming harder and harder. Which was difficult to deal with especially as you worked as a tour guide in the British museum. Smiling at a bunch of random strangers and being polite to people who didn't deserve politeness? If only the ground would swallow you whole.

This was why you ended up in your boss's office. A complaint apparently came in from a visitor saying you were too fast talking and walking through the Egyptian exhibit way too fast for their liking. You apparently didn’t smile enough either. As your boss explained this, your heart rate quickened. Palms begin to sweat. You fidgeted with your bracelet, a braided cotton one with a moveable scarab beetle as you tried to calm down.

“You’re a wonderful employee, (Y/N). Don’t let this get you down. It’s a waste of paper, really.” Your boss said as he waved around the paper complaint. You nodded, unable to meet his eyes.

“You alright?” He asked.

“Yeah. I’m fine. I won’t do it again.” You said, your voice more monotone than it normally would be to him. You heard him sigh before saying you can head home, reassuring he was here if you needed him. Finally, your shift was over. But there was a panic settling in your chest. That familiar dread as you winced at every squeak of shoes across the clean floors. The slight tightness in your chest and tremble of your hands. You hurriedly grabbed your bag from the staff room. The chattering of voices and the clicking of cameras were almost painful, even with your noise cancelling headphones and music. Something inside of you knew you wouldn’t make it home before fully breaking down. The Northern line tube had that AWFUL screeching between each stop. But it was too far to walk back to the flat to get there before you could let your emotions out.

“Love? You're not coming to lunch with me?” You barely heard Steven’s voice over your music. Your eyes met his. His face fell as you stared at him like a deer in headlights. Steven knew what was going on. He could always tell when you were on the verge of a shutdown or meltdown. His lips pursed together before he gestured you to follow him. Without words, you did, following him to the gift shop stock room. Away from the public, away from the noise. When Steven closed the doors, you felt your emotions overflowing, your heart rate causing you to pant as hot tears flowed down your face. You sat on the floor, hugging your knees as you felt the world around you begin to spiral. Steven followed suit, kneeling to the floor with that same worried expression you had gotten so used to.

“Breath, love, follow my lead, ok? Focus on my breathing.” He calmly said. Your eyes, blurred with tears, met his. Steven took a deep breath in through his nose, counting on his fingers. You shakily followed his lead. There was a pause as you both held your breath for a brief moment before breathing out of your mouths, his fingers counting for longer. You both took another breath in followed by a pause before breathing out again. It took another two attempts before your heart finally slowed and breathing began returning to normal. The tears kept dripping down onto your trousers. Steven held out a tissue that you used to wipe your eyes.

“Take it easy. I’m here.” He reassured you. With his usual tenderness, his hand gently stroked your upper arm. You took another deep breath before giving him a slight smile.

“Thank you.” You managed to croak.

“Always here for you. Did something happen?”

“I… I’ve been feeling really overwhelmed lately. It’s silly, there’s nothing to be overwhelmed about. But it’s been building for some time. And with the complaint from a customer…”

“Silly question but are you eating enough? Sleeping ok? Hydrated or stressed?” He shook his head “Outside of the complaint, of course.”

You pondered for a moment.

“I guess… I haven’t been sleeping well lately. My brain just won’t turn off.” You said in a quiet voice. Steven nodded as he kept stroking your arm.

“How about I come back to the flat with you? Get you some food and get you set up for a nap. I’ll go on my lunch break early.”

The minute he offered, your shoulders slumped slightly, feeling a little calmer. You nodded. Despite the nagging in your head, you couldn’t resist his offer. Taking his hand in yours, you slowly stood up. Steven joined, smiling slightly.

“I’m here, love. We’ll take it one step at a time.”

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assorted selfship asks bc why not !

(i'm an 18+ blog btw, minors DNI)

💫 is your f/o your sun or your moon? explain why in as much detail as you want !

☄️ you and your f/o see a shooting star and you tell them to make a wish; do they? if so, what are they wishing for?

😴 what does their bedtime routine look like?

🌞 what does their morning routine look like?

🫂 are you close with their family? are they close with yours? ('family' can be interpreted however you like!)

💐name one of the little things your f/o does for you + one you do for them !

📸 does your f/o keep any pictures of you? do you keep any pictures of them? if so, where?

🎶 pick a song lyric that you associate with your selfship and explain how it relates !

💞 did you have any relationships prior to your f/o? did they?

🌥️ what's your current relationship status with your f/o? (dating? fwb? married?) do you see it changing in the future?

bonus not so sfw questions:

🪽 was your f/o a virgin before you got together?

🌷 have you ever invited another person into your bed? if not, would that be something your f/o would want?

💖 what was your first time together like?

💋 does your f/o have any kinks? or are they more on the vanilla side?

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Eurovision at the X-Mansion

Eurovision is coming up and I wanted to shove two of my hyper fixations together! Headcanons on how the X-Men would get involved with Eurovision or a Eurovision party. Enjooooooooy!

CW- Mentions of alcohol.

Kurt- Probably either votes for a song he genuinely likes, no matter how popular the song is or tends to vote for countries like Poland or Austria. Voted Poland the year of “My Slowanie” without seeing the entry beforehand. Whether you’re a fan of Freaky(™) Kurt or Innocent baby Kurt, either reaction would be hilarious imo. One of the few people who knew about Eurovision prior to the mansion’s now annual watch party. 

Jubilee- Votes either for girl boss babe entries or preferably any cute boy band entries. Think Joker who represented Czechia two years ago! In charge of decorating the lounge area before the final as she LIVES for Eurovision. And by in charge I mean she plans it all, gets the decs and then gets someone else to actually put the decorations up. Loves the really campy or emotional songs as well. Also LOVES the drama. 

Scott- Tends to vote for Scandinavian countries as they normally bring out metal music acts. His logic is “metal=down with the kids”. Voted Iceland in 2021 without realising it was the year Daði og Gagnamagnið represented them. Unironically began loving the song. Gets confused constantly when he watches the show (“San Marino, where the fuck is that?”) and is some kind of alcohol monitor but likes that it's an easy team activity. 

Logan- Says he doesn’t care about the show and “it’s all political now”. But he secretly gets invested and will get mad when a country gives his favourite a low ass score or if they don’t end up in the top 10. Even if he gets invested, he’ll need a TON of alcohol to get through it. Another who knew about Eurovision before the parties started. Probably ended up having to go to a Eurovision contest live for a mission before he joined the X-Men and knew about it from when Celine Dion (Canadian) won it when she represented Switzerland. 

Storm- Votes tactically. How long has the artist been singing for? Do they have a singing career outside of the contest? Are they good in other areas like dancing, acting, etc?. She’ll do her research before the contest, probably even listening to the contestants before the final unlike other members of the team. Loves any older female representatives (think Hurricane’s Loco Loco or the little Russian grandma’s). Also love the fashion aspect of the contest! 

Jean- Probably votes diplomatically, tends to do the UK to keep good graces with Muir Island in Scotland. Isn’t as enthusiastic as other members but loves being involved. I can imagine the team throwing snacks/drinks when the winner is announced and it’s someone no one wanted and using her telekinetic powers to stop them before they hit the ground and cause a mess. 

Remy- Obviously is in charge of snacks/food. Probably votes for Italy or France more often than not as they serve looks and tend to do more serious or ballad style songs. Though he does love the ridiculous entries too, he’s more likely to vote for La Zarra’s style of performance. Would probably also point out the differences between Cajun French and European French constantly. 

Rogue- There for the tunes and Remy more than anything else. Probably would actually like the metal Scandinavian bands unlike Scott. Probably ends up sitting next to Jubilee and they spill the tea together as well. Isn’t likely to vote but happy to have someone else take her vote unless she feels VERY strongly about a specific act. Just enjoy being with everyone :) 

Hank- Like Jean, would probably either vote diplomatically or maybe vote for a song that’s a bit slower or incorporates interesting/unique elements (such as instruments that originate from the country they’re performing for). Watches the show with everyone mainly for the staging. Loves discussing the history of the countries or historical references. Will discuss politics during the final voting (“Interesting they gave 12 points to them because back in 1822…”). 

Morph- Votes for any LGBTQ+ entrants or those that serve looks. Loves the campier/funnier entries too (think Cha Cha Cha) but won’t likely vote for them unless they have a good song too. Will shapeshift when someone says something like “I’d love to wear that!” On the decorating committee with Jubilee and Bobby but they;re in charge of the alcohol as well. Absolutely would be one of the most excited of the group. 

Bobby- Votes in a chill way (aka whoever he’s genuinely interested in or whoever he finds hottest). Keeps all the drinks cool in the way he kept Logan’s during the movies. Some will absolutely HATE that but he finds it hilarious. Probably also makes lil disco ball ice cubes for the drinks too. Will argue with the other X-Men members about their choice of who they vote for. 

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Captains finding their S/O napping

I had a fat ass nap today and made me think of Bleach. So ya'll're getting this. Let me know if you want other Bleach characters like Ichigo or previous captains. Enjoy!

Content warning: Potential spoilers for TYBW (only covering the currently canon and serving captains), g/n reader, other than that- pure fluff!

Captains finding their S/O napping: 

Shunsui- Would chuckle to himself, finding you having fallen asleep incredibly endearing. Despite being head-captain, he would 100% join you. Whether it’s as simple as getting into bed with you or adjusting himself to fit around you on the sofa. So he doesn’t wake you, Shunsui would either just lift your legs or head to rest them on his lap for him to nap in a seated position or sleep beside you on the floor, draping his kimono over your and holding onto your hand. 

Soi-Fon- Will stare at your gentle, sleeping form for quite some time. When she’s brave enough, she’ll sit beside you. Eeeeeever so slowly, she’ll inch closer, hoping to stroke your head or hold your hand if it’s within reach. If anything even THOUGHT about disturbing you, she would death glare at them and deal with it immediately.

Rojuro- At first, he would just smile before backing out of the room. But the moment you seemed to be stirring, he would pull himself back into the room. Sitting beside you (or laying if you were napping in bed), he would gently stroke your cheek and hum. He loves music, that much is obvious, but he would hum lullabies or music with a slower tempo to help you drift back off again. Might even join you in a nap too. 

Isane- Squeaks when she realises you’re asleep. Goes to apologies, thinking she had disturbed you but you kept on sleeping. Isane would sigh, muttering about how she knew how hard you had been pushing yourself lately. Like the kind, gentle woman Isane is, she would drape you do subtle things to ensure you sleep soundly. A soft blanket across your body, a bottle of water beside you for when you wake up, closed curtains and a sign on the door asking others not to disturb you. 

Shinji- Shinji would grin when he finds you asleep. You were so cute when you were like this, all content and curled up. He’d take a photo of you on his soul phone for later before walking closer, observing every breath and every subtle twitch or noise. And if you were to subtly mumble or moan out his name? Oh boy, he would be teasing you for that one when you woke up. But all the teasing came from a place of love and endearment. 

Byakuya- Seems like the kind of guy who would try and wake up an S/O from a nap for one reason or another (“It’s too late in the day for napping”, “You have too much to do to be napping”, “How can you sleep on something this uncomfortable?”, etc.). But… Maybe this once it was a good thing you felt comfortable enough to sleep. You always work yourself to the bone so maybe you just needed it. He’d pull the curtains to help darken the room, gently kiss your forehead and whisper “sweet dreams” before leaving the room. 

Iba- Iba’s a normally very macho man, too enveloped in his duties to have time for a S/O. But he would absolutely fold the moment he gets one. And the moment he finds you fast asleep? It would be like he’d come into contact with the cutest puppy in the world. Like Shinji, he would definitely take a photo (or several) so he’s always got a photo of your cute, sleepy face. He would probably sit beside you and just watch in awe and love. 

Lisa- The moment she sees you asleep, the first emotion across her mind is annoyance. Annoyed you hadn’t told her you were going to nap and offered to join you/ But then she’d sigh and sit beside you, reading her manga in silence in case you woke up having a nightmare. Every so often, she would gently pat your head or shoulder, a silent promise to keep you safe and to watch over you. 

Kensei- Like Lisa, his first emotion is annoyance you hadn’t offered him to join you for a nap. And probably further annoyance that you’re ditching duties just to nap. He would call out an “Oi” in an attempt to wake you. But, when you didn’t he huffed, closing the door behind him so he wouldn’t disturb you further. You needed sleep. But don’t expect to get off that easily, he will bring this up when you wake up and ask if there’s anything wrong. 

Toshiro (Adult)- Toshiro would’ve walked in on Rangiku enough times to not be surprised seeing a sleeping figure as he walked into a room. But realising it’s you, he would keep quiet. Well, at least for a while. Then he’d probably grumble, talking to you as if you were awake. About how his day was, how annoying the captain’s meeting was, anything. But he’d end it with a kiss to your temple, a whisper of love before leaving the room. 

Kenpachi- Kenpachi would groan slightly, slightly shaking your shoulder in an attempt to wake you. But you wouldn’t, just continuing to sleep onwards. Maybe it wouldn’t hurt to have a 5 minute break with you. Kenpachi would lift your legs slightly so he could sit beside you before draping your legs back across his lap. Large, rough hands gently massaging your knees and thighs to help you sleep easier as he would occasionally glance at you. You would wake up however if his fellow squad mates teased him about it until he threatened to beat their asses. 

Mayuri- Walked into the room, blabbering and completely absorbed in his work. “Are you even list- Oh, you’re asleep.” Mayuri would say as he realised you were peacefully napping. He’d stare for a few moments, unsure of what to do with this fact. If he was feeling generous, he would simply put a blanket over you and walk off. If not, he would absolutely test the limits on what he could do before you wake up. For scientific observation. Would you wake up if he were to move your arm around or stroke your cheek? Let’s find out. 

Rukia- Finally, Rukia. Like her big brother, she would attempt to wake you, probably more just to check you’re alive. But when she sees how peaceful you look, she’d half smile, whispering something about how happy she is that you feel safe and getting what you need. She’d leave some water and a snack beside you, pull the blanket over you, maybe swap out the pillow you slept on for a comfier one. If she has the time, she would sit with you, probably accidentally falling asleep with you.

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After mining- Harvey x AFAB! Farmer

Apologies for the delay in anything new! As an NSFW fic of Harvey from SDV won the poll, here ya go!

Content warning: MDNI, 18+ content, unprotected p in v (please wrap up irl!), oral (f receiving), slight nipple play, shower, pre-established relationship, reader is married to Harvey.

Word count: 1,465

Harvey didn’t sleep if you weren’t home when he was. He knew of your habit of going to the mines until you passed out from exhaustion. Worry always seeped in when it would reach midnight and you weren’t home. Today, he was lucky, you came home late, sure, but 9pm was better than being dragged in at 2am by Linus or Joja employees. 

You sighed as you entered the farmhouse, skin coated in dirt and grime as you slung your backpack to the floor. Harvey glanced from his book, concern on his face. 

“Evening honey. How’d it go in the mines?” He asked as you put away your loot into various chests. 

“Hi love. It was alright. Not as many slimes as normal, luckily.” You responded with a tired smile “Think I’m going to have a shower before going to bed.” “Want me to join you?” He said with a tilt of the head. You paused, considering his offer before giving him a short nod. Harvey smiled, putting his bookmark in its place and following you to the bathroom. You’d been married for sometime so being naked around each other wasn’t a new or taboo thing. You stripped your farmer trousers and top off while Harvey got the shower going. Harvey stared intently as you removed your underwear. He was worried after all and wanted to check for any injuries (totally not staring at your body with all the love in his heart). A giggle escaped you as you stepped into the warm embrace of the shower. “Care to join me for an up close inspection, doc?” You asked in a flirtatious tone. Harvey’s cheeks flushed that adorable pink you loved before he stripped with shaky hands. As he stepped in, he sighed before cupping your cheeks. “You’re not hurt, are you? I can’t see any marks externally but… Doesn’t mean there’s no internal damage.” Harvey said as his brown eyes met yours. You nuzzled his palms with a smile. “Other than being tired, I promise you I’m not in pain.” You replied reassuringly, cupping his hands with your own “You know I’d tell you if there was something wrong.” 

Harvey nodded, the water dripping from his hair down his body. He grabbed the body wash before lathering it on your loofah. With gentle circles, he began lathering your skin, slowly erasing the remnants of the mines.Harvey’s hands slowed around the more sensitive areas. Chest, ass, down there… It was like he was more aware of them. Despite the weary ache in each muscle, his gentle caresses ignite something deep in your belly. Something that longed for more. Your eyes closed as the loofah grazed your nipples. The slow movements that lathered the soap across your breasts made a quiet moan escape you. Harvey’s movements stilled as your cheeks heated. “Sorry…” You whispered as embarrassment began taking over the deep longing. He didn’t respond at first, the warm pattering water being the only sound in the room. Then, you felt his lips beginning to press gentle kisses to your shoulder as he put the loofah on it’s normal hook. Harvey’s gentle but calloused hands wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer. You felt his half hard cock pressing against your ass. His hands moved up agonizingly slowly back towards your breasts. Kneading the soft fat of your chest and gently tracing your hardening nipples with his index fingers. Your head lulled back against his shoulder, reveling in his gentle, almost hesitant movements. “A-Are you sure you want this, honey?” He asked with a slight pant to his voice “I know you’ve been in the mines all day and, as your doctor and husband-” 

You cut off his ramblings by turning around and capturing his lips in a heated kiss. It was so sweet how he always worried about you but you didn’t care. All you wanted was Harvey. Lips melded against each other in a heated, longing kiss. His teeth gently tugged your bottom lip before his tongue swiped the area. You obliged, allowing him to lick into your mouth and feel every inch. Your hands gripped his wet locks, desperately pulling him closer. “Can we… Take this to the bedroom?” He asked breathlessly as he pulled away from your lips. Your hand turned the shower off before intertwining with his. The two of you stepped out of the shower, gently drying each other off with warm towels. You couldn’t help but tease your husband with the towel, slowly stroking his member with it. A grunt escaped him before he stroked through your folds, also with a towel. Another moan escaped your lips as you bucked your hips against his hand. You could see his cock twitch and harden at the moan. Harvey bit his lips as he put the towel down before practically pulling you into your shared bedroom. 

He laid you on the edge of the bed as he knelt beside the bed. Spreading your legs, he glanced up at you with pleading brown eyes. It was as if he was asking permission to eat you out. How cute. Your hand gently played with his locks as you nodded. That was all he needed before diving and lapping at your wet pussy. His tongue swirled your clit before gently sucking on your bundle of nerves. More moans escaped you as he kept lapping at your folds, his tongue teasing every nerve. Harvey loved trying new things when it came to eating you out. Seeing how you’d react when he licked certain areas or slowed down his movements. Whines began emitting from you as you felt that familiar tightening in your abdomen. “H-Harvey… I’m so close.” You whined before biting your lip. Two fingers entered you, slowly pumping in and out as his thumb joined his tongue in teasing your clit. It was too much, too good. A cry escaped you as you felt yourself coming undone, your walls fluttering against his fingers. Harvey grinned as he pulled away, observing you coming undone. His moustache glistened with your juices as he licked his lips. Harvey stood up, his erection hard, leaking pre-cum and on full display. You looked up at him through half-lidded lust filled eyes. Instinctively, you sat up, eager to return the favour until Harvey held onto your shoulders. “My love, I need to be inside you. Please?” He begged. How could you say no? You obliged your husband and shuffled back, laying your back against the soft bed sheets. Harvey leant over you, resting his hands by your head. You licked your hand sensually before pumping his dick. His hips bucked against your hand as he moaned against your ear. Slowly, he teases your entrance with the throbbing tip. A shiver ran down your spine as he slowly pushed himself inside. A sigh simultaneously escaped the both of you as he stilled, allowing you to adjust. “I love you… You’re so- fuck- so warm.” He whispered between pants. Your walls had memorised his length and how each vein caressed inside of you. Your legs wrapped around his hips, encouraging him to move. Harvey’s thrusts started slowly, almost worried he would be too much. But he knew, the moment your hands pawed at his back that he could go faster. His hips pistoned into you, eliciting sinful noises from you as you praised your husband. Nails dug into his back, making him moan too. “P-Please, don’t stop my love. I-I’m close to coming again.” You begged. “I-I won’t. I’m close too.” Harvey replied. A thin sheen of sweat graced his forehead as his hip movements began getting sloppy, signalling how close he was. Your hips matched his speed before your second orgasm crashed around you. A scream of pleasure resounded from you as his tip slammed into your cervix. The constriction of your walls around him ruined him. Harvey’s orgasm soon followed yours as he let out a loud, almost pornographic moan. Your legs shook against him as you panted. Once you’d both come down from your highs, Harvey pulled out of you. A whine escaped you as he left your aching hole filled but missing his cock. He collapsed on top of you, holding you close to his body. The scent of mint and eucalyptus from his body wash filled your senses as your heart beats began to slow. Your hands held him close as you both shifted into a more comfortable cuddling position. Muscles relaxing, you placed a kiss to his cheek. “I needed that. I love you, Harvey.” You whispered as your hand absentmindedly stroked his head. You looked up at him when he didn’t respond, realising he had begun drifting off. You giggled before settling in for the night.

Guess showering together isn’t so bad after all. 

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