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[yeoubiya]

Tw: bdycheck

I feel so big, my progress is lost

I've missed you guys, I relapsed sooo guess I'm gonna be here most weekends (I'm going to boarding school without my phoneㅠㅠ)

Anyways life sucks for me but hope y'all are good

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Girl I know this is hard I was there too but it’s not worth it. You’re so beautiful just the way you are and it’s not worth risking your life energy health and time for this.

But this is the only thing saving me, I can't live on like this, I'm aware it's bad but I can't help it

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I don't know why I keep eating so much, I'M LOOSING ALL THE PROGRESS I WORKED SO HARD FOR!

I disgust myself

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Be careful kiddos, there's a lot of creeps out there disguised as ana coaches, never do what you're not comfortable with and stay safe💕

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Tw: leg pics

I hate my legs but check out my diy leg warmers I just made because your girliee is broke 🥲

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I missed y'all btw, thank God my exams are over in a week!! :3

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Me taking a long ass break because out of nowhere being anorexic is freaking hard, school makes it easy though because I've mostly been eating a meal per day although I wish I could just fast, it's still something ig😌

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One minute I'm like I'm never eating food again literally about to puke by the thought of it and the next, I'm all over it, finishing every meal, so hungry, eating everything :/

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Sorry for the long break school started few weeks ago so I was busy haha

So here's a leg pic for the wait

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p.s I'll soon get a full length mirror instead of using my shower reflection as one😅

(!Not Nudity!)

[yeoubiya]

Going through rocky times, I just binged on cake, I feel awful but my mom baked it and it tasted so good, I feel heavy and not very fairy like

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I feel like I have every mental illness ever, and I'm actually dying inside, and at the same time I feel like I have none and I'm just seeking validation and attention

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Thank you all so much for the support, we finally reached 100 followers in the short span of me posting here, I'm so happy and love you guys so much🦋🎀

감사합니다, 제 친구들!

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It's the beginning of September and all I can say is August was NOT my month🙃

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My blog has no aesthetic whatsoever, might open a new one <3 still based on having an ed and mental sh!t but just cuter cause I don't wanna delete/edit my posts here

Thank you

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My Goodness do I hate exercise :)

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Almost 14 and I still wear "children's" clothes ㅎㅎ

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Why was I born this way, this illness that makes me hatful,sad, angry, cruel, even evil? What’s wrong with me? Why can’t I change why won’t anyone look at me and say I’m good? That I’m worthy of good things??

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