My love, it is getting so dreadfully dark in my world...
The sun shines and everyone goes about their day as usual and yet I have these demons devouring my mind and their whispers are so cruel.
Sobbing into my pillows, I feel nothing but deep agony and torment over how I can no longer feel you by my side physically.
Reincarnation has brought you to my side once again in this new lifetime and yet I cannot even begin to fathom loving him the way I do you...
You tell me that you want me to try and learn to love him, but he will never take your place love.
He can never be you, for he is a new version of you and he can never give me all of the things that I only ever acquired within the safety of your arms.
I want him, but I fear that I will never desire him in the same ways that I still crave you in so many ways, Hector.
Come to me once again my love- I beg of you, for I cannot last much longer without you by my side.
My soul is being ripped apart and I can feel my body as it begins to die...
Please, have mercy upon me- you will be the only one who will ever allow grace to fall upon my soul and bring me to redemption.