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May in Aotearoa turns the volume up on the sounds that don't fit neatly into a box. Alternative NZ music thrives in the shadows in bedrooms, basements, and backroom gigs where creativity isn't polished, it's raw. This month isn’t just about radio play or industry polish; it’s about noise with meaning, mood with melody, and lyrics that cut deeper. From post-punk angst to shoegaze haze, lo-fi beats to experimental folk, NZ’s alt scene is loud, weird, and completely unmissable. This is for the ones who never needed permission to be different and made music anyway.

Anti Matter

Anti Matter is the moniker of Courtney Newbold, a producer and vocalist from Auckland, New Zealand, who has carved out a distinctive niche in the emo trap and electronic punk scenes. Emerging from a background in punk and electronic music, she draws inspiration from artists like Lil Peep, Ghostemane, and Wicca Phase Springs Eternal, crafting a sound that blends moody synths, gloomy guitar riffs, and introspective lyrics. Her music delves into themes of dark nostalgia, emotional vulnerability, and the complexities of human connection, resonating with listeners who feel like outsiders.

Anti Matter's discography includes singles such as "Broken Skin & Tattoos," produced by Yung Cortex, known for his work with Lil Peep. This track captures a yearning to return to the initial moments of love before disillusionment sets in. Another notable release is "Angels," which combines lo-fi trap elements with ethereal synths to evoke a sense of comfort intertwined with dissonance, reflecting the tumultuous state of life in 2024. Her debut music video, "Deadspace," released on Halloween, visually represents her experiences with burnout and mental health struggles, featuring imagery inspired by the video game of the same name.

Beyond her solo work, Anti Matter collaborates in the duo Lux Graves, further exploring her musical versatility. Her commitment to authenticity and embracing individuality has garnered praise from industry professionals, with vocal coach Caitlin Smith lauding her as "the best lyricist I know," and Cherrie Mathieson of Sola Rosa affirming that "Courtney belongs onstage." Through her evocative music and compelling performances, Anti Matter continues to connect deeply with audiences seeking solace and understanding in the shadows.

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Head Lock Grave

Head Lock Grave is a rising force in New Zealand's underground metal and punk scenes, known for their high-energy performances and raw, genre-blending sound. Formed in Auckland, the band has made a name for themselves through relentless gigging and a DIY ethos that resonates with fans of hardcore, metal, and alternative rock. Their music combines aggressive riffs, pounding rhythms, and emotionally charged vocals, creating a sound that is both intense and cathartic.

In 2023, Head Lock Grave released the single "Take Control," recorded and mastered by Dave Rhodes. The track showcases their evolution, blending gritty textures with anthemic hooks. To celebrate the release, they headlined a show alongside Death Chemist and Will Saunders, further cementing their status in the local scene.

Their live performances are a testament to their prowess, with notable appearances at events like the "Grave Gathering" at Dead Witch in Auckland, where they shared the stage with Grym Rhymney, Senarius, and On Tick. These shows are characterized by their unrelenting energy and the band's ability to connect with audiences through sheer intensity.

Head Lock Grave's commitment to their craft and the local music community has earned them a dedicated following. Their presence on platforms like Spotify reflects their growing reach, as they continue to push boundaries and redefine the landscape of New Zealand's heavy music scene.

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Brackenwood Coven

Brackenwood Coven is a formidable presence in New Zealand’s underground metal scene, delivering a potent blend of instrumental doom, sludge, and stoner rock. Formed in 2019 by bassist Craig Pearson, the Auckland-based trio also features guitarist Doug Robertson and drummer Summah Auvae. Their music is characterized by slow, sludgy riffs and captivating solos, conjuring sinister soundscapes that resonate with fans of heavy, atmospheric metal.

After a hiatus prompted by the pandemic and internal challenges, Brackenwood Coven re-emerged with renewed vigor, culminating in the release of their debut EP, B.C, on March 30, 2024. Produced by Tyler Tantin, the six-track EP includes titles like "Cernunnos," "Dionysus," and "Goat Lord," showcasing their commitment to crafting immersive, heavy compositions.

The band is known for their theatrical live performances, often involving ritualistic gestures that engage the audience. They have played at various events, including charity gigs like "Wreck The Halls," supporting the Auckland City Mission. Their dedication to grassroots venues and the local music community underscores their role in nurturing New Zealand’s heavy music scene.

For those interested in exploring Brackenwood Coven's music, their EP B.C is available on Bandcamp and SoundCloud.

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Talismer

Talismer is a Tauranga-based band that has been making waves in New Zealand's underground music scene with their unique fusion of stoner rock and doom metal. Formed in the early 2020s, the band has quickly gained recognition for their heavy, riff-driven sound and atmospheric compositions. Their music, characterized by deep grooves and haunting melodies, creates an immersive experience that resonates with fans of the genre.

The band's live performances are a testament to their musical prowess and stage presence. Notably, Talismer participated in the "Riffual Sacrifice" event at Auckland's Ding Dong Lounge in October 2024, sharing the stage with acts like Achilles Complex, Brackenwood Coven, and Exit Sign. In May 2025, they supported Soul Stroke on the "Twisted Fate" tour, performing in Tauranga and Whitianga alongside Prisoners of War. These performances have solidified their reputation as a formidable live act in the New Zealand metal community.

Talismer's commitment to their craft and the local music scene is evident in their participation in events like the finale of New Zealand Music Month in May 2024, where they performed at The Voodoo Lounge in Mount Maunganui alongside Dead Empire and Somacaine. Their dedication to delivering powerful, authentic music continues to captivate audiences and contribute to the vibrancy of New Zealand's alternative music landscape.

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October and The Eyes

October and the Eyes is the artistic alias of Emma Logan, a New Zealand-born singer, songwriter, and producer who has garnered attention for her distinctive blend of post-punk, industrial pop, and experimental rock. Originating from Blenheim and now based in London, Logan's musical journey began in her teens, experimenting with GarageBand and later honing her production skills with Logic Pro. Her early work under the moniker October, including the 2018 album Ultra Red, showcased a synth-driven pop sound. However, with the evolution into October and the Eyes, her music has taken on a darker, more abrasive tone, which she describes as "collage-rock," drawing inspiration from artists like Siouxsie Sioux, Bauhaus, and Suicide.

Her discography under October and the Eyes includes the EPs Dogs and Gods (2020), Who Upset You? (2022), and Certificate of Participation (2024). These releases delve into themes of love, identity, and existential angst, characterized by gritty guitars, distorted synths, and theatrical vocals. The single "Spiral" from Who Upset You? exemplifies her intent to create music that feels in constant flux, with reverberating percussion and vocals that seem on the brink of spiraling out of control.

Beyond her musical endeavors, Logan has made significant strides in the fashion industry, collaborating with designers like Ann Demeulemeester and serving as a muse for creative director Stefano Gallici. Her live performances are noted for their dramatic flair, often incorporating elements of theatre and avant-garde fashion, further cementing her status as a multifaceted artist.

October and the Eyes continues to push the boundaries of genre and style, crafting a unique sonic and visual identity that resonates with audiences seeking music that is both provocative and deeply personal.

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Lux Graves

Lux Graves is an all-female electronic duo from Auckland, New Zealand, known for their dark wave and synth-pop sound. Comprising vocalist Missi and producer Courtney, the band draws inspiration from witch-house, lo-fi production, and 'sad girl' aesthetics, delivering distorted, raw renditions of human emotion through melodic vocals.

Their debut single, "Girl With a Gun," released in 2020, introduced their signature blend of heavy and feminine synths, influenced by gothic subculture and experimental electronic music. The duo continued to evolve their sound with subsequent releases like the EP Sex and Superstitions (2020), featuring tracks such as "Smoke and Mirrors" and "Strangers."

In 2024, Lux Graves released the single "Duct Tape," accompanied by a surreal and glitchy music video. The song explores themes of heartbreak and the complexities of toxic relationships, with Courtney's production creating a nostalgic dream state and Missi's lyrics adding personal twists.

Lux Graves maintains an active presence on social media platforms like Facebook and Instagram, where they share updates on their music and creative projects. Their work is also available on Apple Music and SoundCloud, allowing listeners to explore their evolving discography.

Through their evocative music and compelling visuals, Lux Graves continues to captivate audiences seeking introspective and atmospheric electronic music.

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Snakes: My Latest Obsession

Lately, I’ve found myself mildly possessed by snakes—not the real kind (though I wouldn't say no), but their image, symbolism, and persistent slither through fashion and home décor. There's something refreshing about embracing a creature that's historically been accused of everything from original sin to turning people into stone. Frankly, the drama is iconic.

I’m not saying snakes are the new black. I'm just saying if you're still decorating with skulls and not serpents, you might be a bit behind.

Here’s how I’ve been feeding the obsession without needing a terrarium license:

For the Home: Venomous Vibes Only

Your living space should reflect your inner world—unsettling, vaguely occult, and suspiciously quiet.

Eden Snake Wall Hanger: Nothing says “welcome” quite like a metal snake on the wall. It’s tasteful, ominous, and ensures no one ever asks to stay the night.

Zarina Snake Embroidered Velour Cushion: Plush, embroidered, and just smug enough to make you feel like you’re living in an antique funeral parlour. In a good way.

Saraph Snakes Mug: Because caffeine tastes better when served with a warning.

Saraph Snakes Trinket Dish: Perfect for jewellery, spare coins, or the ring you’ll eventually inherit from that aunt no one talks about.

Saraph Snakes Ramen Bowl: Slurping noodles while staring into the abyss just got more aesthetic.

Wardrobe: Shedding Skin, Gaining Looks

There’s nothing subtle about wearing snakes. That’s the point.

Deception Snake Foil Print Velour Mini Wrap Dress: Looks like something you’d wear to seduce a vampire in the VIP section of a funeral. Ideal.

Zarina Velour Applique Midi Wrap Dress: It’s green, velour, and dramatically embroidered. Wear it when you want to look like you hex for fun and attend brunch out of spite.

Why Snakes?

Snakes don’t care what anyone thinks. They don’t beg to be understood. They’re feared, worshipped, and quietly thriving in the underbrush. Honestly, it’s aspirational.

They’re visually pleasing and vaguely threatening—much like my entire personality.

So if you’re looking to add a touch of serpentine chaos to your look or lair, I suggest embracing the obsession now before it becomes another watered-down Pinterest trend. You heard it here first.

Stay cold-blooded.

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If you’re after a gripping psychological thriller, Sharp Objects by Gillian Flynn is one of those rare stories that keeps you glued from the first page to the last shot of the TV series.

Here’s why I recommend both the book and the HBO series—they each offer something slightly different but equally chilling.

Sharp Objects is Flynn’s debut novel, and she really goes deep with it. The story revolves around Camille Preaker, a journalist with a complicated, traumatic past, who’s sent back to her hometown to cover the murders of two young girls. It’s dark, intense, and full of messed-up family dynamics. Camille’s return home brings back her personal demons, especially with her toxic, controlling mother, Adora.

Flynn does a great job of getting inside Camille’s head. The book’s first-person perspective makes you feel every ounce of her emotional pain, self-harm issues, and the overwhelming sense of dread lurking in the town of Wind Gap. The way she writes Camille’s mental state is disturbing but fascinating.

Flynn’s sharp, uncompromising writing pulls you into Camille’s world, where you can almost feel the oppressive small-town atmosphere.

The psychological depth of Camille’s self-harm and how it connects to the broader mystery is explored more fully here than in the TV series.

If you enjoy complex, flawed characters, you’ll appreciate how the book doesn’t shy away from Camille’s raw, unfiltered thoughts.

The HBO adaptation of Sharp Objects took what was amazing about the book and translated it into a visual nightmare in the best way. Amy Adams is perfect as Camille. You can practically feel her tension in every scene, and Patricia Clarkson as Adora? Absolute gold. The show sticks closely to the plot, but it adds a layer of atmospheric unease that’s hard to capture on paper.

Director Jean-Marc Vallée, who also directed Big Little Lies, brings his signature style—disjointed editing, quick flashbacks, and haunting imagery. It’s like you’re stuck inside Camille’s head, constantly flashing between her childhood trauma and the disturbing present.

Amy Adams' performance—she’s vulnerable, broken, but also determined. It’s some of her best work.

The way the show uses visuals and pacing to build suspense is masterful. Every shot feels intentional, drawing out psychological tension even more.

The creepy atmosphere of Wind Gap is captured so well on screen, with eerie shots of Adora’s Southern Gothic mansion and the town’s dark underbelly.

Book or TV First? I’d say read the book first if you want to immerse yourself in Camille’s inner turmoil and the psychological layers that Flynn writes so well. But if you prefer to see everything unfold visually with a bit of suspense and a phenomenal cast, go for the show. Either way, both formats complement each other, and together, they deliver a complete and unsettling experience.

Whether you read the book, watch the show, or both, Sharp Objects is a wild, dark ride that will stay with you long after you’re done. If you love dark mysteries with complex characters, it’s an absolute must.

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Trigger Warning: The following article discusses graphic content related to extreme gore, which may be disturbing to some readers. Please proceed with caution.

Herman the Shocker, a notorious website known for its collection of graphic and disturbing images, offers a stark, albeit grim, window into human anatomy and the vulnerabilities of the human body. While the site is often associated with shock value and gore, there's a scientific aspect that can be examined, particularly from the perspective of medical and forensic professionals.

At its core, Herman the Shocker serves as a repository for images and videos that depict real-life injuries, autopsies, and other graphic content. These images, while deeply unsettling, reveal the consequences of trauma, disease, and violence on the human body. For forensic pathologists, coroners, and even medical students, such material can provide a harsh but real-world perspective on the fragility of life and the complexities of human anatomy.

In the medical field, understanding the impact of trauma is crucial. The site’s content can illustrate the extent of injuries caused by accidents, violent acts, or self-inflicted harm, offering a visual supplement to clinical education. For instance, studying the images from a forensic standpoint allows professionals to learn about the mechanisms of injury—how different forces and tools affect the body differently—and to recognize patterns that can help in determining cause of death or in developing life-saving medical interventions.

It's essential to emphasize that the content on Herman the Shocker is not curated with educational intent in mind. Unlike medical textbooks or professional training materials, the images are often presented without context, making them more suited for those with a specific interest or background in medicine or forensics. Additionally, the ethical implications of viewing and sharing such content must be carefully considered. The website operates in a gray area where the boundary between educational value and exploitation of graphic content can blur.

For those in the medical or forensic fields, sites like Herman the Shocker may offer a unique, albeit uncomfortable, opportunity to witness the extremes of human anatomy and the realities of life and death. Yet, it is vital to approach such content with respect for the individuals depicted and an awareness of the potential psychological impact of repeated exposure to graphic material.

While Herman the Shocker is primarily seen as a shock site, it inadvertently highlights the intersection of science, anatomy, and the macabre, offering a dark yet informative view into the human condition. This content should be approached with caution and a strong understanding of its intended use, whether for educational or professional purposes.

Morbid Curiosity? Visit the link below.

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In a world saturated with choices, our personal preferences often become intertwined with the brands we hold dear. These trusted companions weave themselves into the fabric of our daily lives, offering more than just products; they deliver experiences, values, and a sense of identity. As I reflect on my own journey through the marketplace, a mosaic of favorite brands emerges, each playing a unique role in shaping my tastes and preferences. Join me as I explore the tapestry of these cherished brands, unraveling the stories behind the logos and celebrating the products that have earned a permanent place in my heart.

Yves Saint Laurent is undoubtedly my favorite brand because of its timeless beauty and upscale nature. Specifically, one of their delicacies that I love most is the fragrance Black Opium. The intoxication of smell of vanilla bourbon woven into this perfume is very seductive and elegant. Classics by Yves Saint Laurent remind me about Chanel, which is a well-known brand. The black Opium fragrance is an experience that involves all senses, connecting luxury and elegance with the timeless brand philosophy from the universe of beauty and haute couture.

Status Anxiety stands as a beacon in the realm of affordable luxury, captivating my heart with its exquisite leather goods that transcend mere accessories to become timeless companions. At the epicenter of my admiration lies the Audrey wallet, a paragon of both elegance and functionality. Crafted with precision, it effortlessly merges style and practicality, embodying the brand's commitment to quality. The Last Mountains bag, another gem in Status Anxiety's collection, stands as a testament to enduring design. Its durability is not just a promise but a reality, accompanying me through the peaks and valleys of life. The brand's dedication to creating pieces that withstand the test of time elevates Status Anxiety beyond mere fashion; it becomes a reliable confidante, an embodiment of enduring style and substance.

Stolen Girlfriends Club holds an unrivaled place in my heart as a jewelry designer, and it's the edgy punk vibes that resonate with my personal style and attitude. In particular, the Love Claw collection stands out as a daring testament to rebellion and self-expression. The intricate, rebellious designs of the pieces from this collection are not just accessories but statements – bold declarations of individuality. Stolen Girlfriends Club taps into the essence of punk culture, infusing each piece with a raw energy that challenges convention. Their jewelry becomes a form of wearable art, a fusion of rebellion and sophistication that effortlessly elevates any ensemble. With each piece, I feel a connection to the brand's rebellious spirit, making Stolen Girlfriends Club not just a jewelry designer but a curator of bold, unapologetic self-expression.

My affection for Dangerfield Clothing stems from its ability to seamlessly blend quirkiness with timeless style. The brand captures my attention with its distinctive designs, where every garment feels like a wearable piece of art. Whether it's the playful patterns, unexpected details, or the infusion of retro aesthetics, Dangerfield consistently surprises and delights. Beyond the visual appeal, the quality craftsmanship ensures that each piece stands the test of time. Wearing Dangerfield feels like expressing my individuality in a world of fashion conformity. The brand's eclectic charm not only complements my personality but also adds a vibrant and whimsical touch to my wardrobe, making Dangerfield a constant source of sartorial joy and self-expression.

Diptique has woven itself into the fabric of my daily life, earning my enduring love for its unparalleled commitment to craftsmanship and olfactory artistry. Each fragrance encapsulates a journey, a memory, or a moment in time, transforming the mundane into an exquisite sensory experience. The brand's dedication to using the finest raw materials results in scents that are not just perfumes but evocative stories told through carefully curated notes. The aesthetic allure of Diptique's minimalistic yet elegant packaging adds to the overall sensory indulgence, creating a ritualistic pleasure with each use. In embracing Diptique, I find myself not merely wearing a fragrance but adorning my world with an aromatic symphony that elevates the ordinary into the extraordinary. I popped my Diptique cherry with their fragrance Do Son and it's been my favorite ever since.

Doc Martens has become an indispensable part of my footwear collection, with the Jadon Quad boots, the Sinclairs, and the classic platform Chelsea boot standing out as iconic expressions of both style and resilience. The Jadon Quad boots, with their chunky sole and bold silhouette, exude a rebellious spirit that instantly elevates any outfit. The Sinclairs, with their distinctive design and rugged yet refined aesthetic, embody a perfect fusion of edginess and sophistication. And when it comes to everyday versatility, the classic platform Chelsea boot effortlessly combines comfort with timeless style. Doc Martens, with its legendary durability and unmistakable aesthetic, goes beyond being footwear – it becomes a symbol of self-expression, comfort, and an enduring commitment to defying the ordinary. Each pair tells a story, grounding me in a sense of empowerment and authenticity with every step.

Killstar captivates me with its dark, alternative allure that seamlessly blends gothic aesthetics with contemporary fashion. The brand transcends traditional boundaries, offering a haven for those who embrace a rebellious and individualistic style. From occult-inspired graphics to intricate detailing, Killstar's designs are a bold celebration of the unconventional. The clothing not only resonates with my love for the macabre but also stands as a powerful statement of self-expression. Beyond the striking apparel, Killstar fosters a community of like-minded individuals, creating a sense of belonging for those who revel in the shadows. The brand's commitment to quality and craftsmanship ensures that each piece is not just clothing but a wearable piece of art that embodies the darker facets of personal style. In loving Killstar, I embrace a fashion philosophy that challenges norms and embraces the beauty in embracing the unconventional.

Rick Owens holds a unique place in my heart for his avant-garde approach to fashion, seamlessly fusing dark glamour with architectural precision. His designs transcend mere clothing, representing a form of wearable art that challenges conventional aesthetics. The distinctively draped silhouettes and monochromatic palette evoke a sense of otherworldly elegance, making each piece a statement of individuality and rebellion. Owens' commitment to pushing boundaries and defying norms resonates with my desire for fashion that goes beyond the ordinary. It's not just about garments; it's about embracing a transformative experience, where clothing becomes a means of self-expression and empowerment. Rick Owens' visionary creations invite me to step into a realm of fashion that transcends trends, urging me to embrace my unique style journey with confidence and audacity.

Prada has secured my admiration through its unparalleled blend of innovation, sophistication, and timeless elegance. The brand's avant-garde spirit continually reinvents fashion, making every Prada piece a coveted expression of contemporary luxury. From iconic handbags to runway-ready apparel, Prada's designs are a masterclass in marrying classic elements with cutting-edge aesthetics. The meticulous attention to detail, premium craftsmanship, and dedication to quality ensure that each Prada creation is not just an accessory but a symbol of refined taste. Beyond trends, Prada embodies a refined and confident style that resonates with my appreciation for fashion as an art form. In loving Prada, I find a connection to a legacy of style that transcends fleeting trends, making each piece a lasting testament to the brand's enduring influence on the world of high fashion.

Tokyo Milk has become my olfactory haven, enchanting me with its captivating scents and exquisite packaging that transport me to a world of whimsy and mystery. Each fragrance is a carefully crafted narrative, a poetic blend of notes that evoke emotions and memories. The brand's commitment to quality and artistry is evident not only in the enchanting perfumes but also in the meticulously designed, aesthetically pleasing bottles. Tokyo Milk's ability to create fragrances that are both evocative and unique sets it apart, offering a sensorial experience that goes beyond the ordinary. In embracing Tokyo Milk, I not only adorn myself with alluring scents but also invite a touch of the extraordinary into my daily routine, where every spritz becomes a moment of indulgence and escapism.

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Life's twists and turns can be more intriguing than an old car wreck, but how do you navigate it? Picture this: a car accident, not just a physical shock but an emotional rollercoaster. I didn't audition for a movie, but now my body and soul crave care post-accident. It's like embarking on a new workout, with added insurance. Yoga, daily stretches, and exercise are my new allies, a bit like making friends with your elusive neighbor's cat – challenging but rewarding.

Now, let's get to the good stuff: the stats. Ninety-five percent of car accidents result in injuries. But who wants to be part of that club when you can be among the elite 5% of non-believers? It's like gaining access to the VIP room for car accident survivors. If you're still struggling, there's a friend called the law who has all the answers. Speaking of support networks, I've found online groups that feel like social clubs where pants are optional – no one should face trauma alone. It's like having the most entertaining chat with friends.And let's not forget last season was all about bottling up emotions.

Plus, here's a bonus: even a minor accident can turn you into the life of the party with a touch of PTSD. So, let's tackle this together as a team. Recovery is a bit like assembling Ikea furniture – uncertain but an adventure. Be kind to yourself in sickness. This guide has no room for self-critique. Listen to your body, embrace relaxation, and let healing work its magic. After all, we're not just healing; we're embarking on the ultimate post-crash adventure, one step at a time.