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I just wanna keep my cheekbones dry •

This song came out on my birthday. It definitely wasn’t my best day ever and as soon as I played smart shuffle on Spotify , Kato started playing. I started crying. I looked at the name of the song and I clicked on it. Kato. By the Aubreys. Of course, I knew that voice too well. And that face. That face that I’ve been avoiding to see for so much just cause I saw myself everytime it appeared on screen till…what? Two years ago? Three?I was so scared of seeing myself so much in someone that I started to avoid seeing him. And the fact that I started smiling again when I saw you following your dreams, I started acting again after all those years where anxiety took it away from me, and now I’m breathing.And I fell in love again with acting, the set, the people, the time. And I smiled seeing that pic with him smiling with Malcom. And I made a little giggle when I saw that the song came out exactly the same day. My birthday. So thank you the Aubreys, you’ve made me the best birthday song ever, tho it is a bit too relatable. And thank you Finn cause I finally learned that when people tell me that we so look alike, I am human. Sorry for taking so long not to be scared of myself. Now seeing my sharp features, not dry cheekbones, long dark curls, freckles and full lips with hooded and downturned eyes, I recognize my life. And yeah, sometimes I still open tik tok and get so scared when I see some videos of you cause for a few seconds I always think I accidentally posted something but then no, it’s you. So yeah, I drew myself with you and Malcom’s song. I don’t even know what I’m putting into words, I’m just letting them go down right now I guess. But thank you guys for making this part of my soul, thank you for keeping my cheekbones (not) dry, and sorry Finn for stealing your face (my parents fault, or I did a contract to look like you but nah). Seeing a soul in art is always the most beautiful thing.

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they like to change lyrics, they are cringe (guilty, I’m literally Mike)

sorry I disappeared I haven’t drawn in a bit and I’m studying the new script💅🏻 (I have to record tomorrow and I don’t remember anything 🥰😘😍)

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writing a byler song please help me

this sounds ridiculous but I’m writing a Byler song from Mike’s point of view and I need an (ofc original) harmony. The lyrics is pretty melancholic and based off Mike’s sense of guilt for hurting Will and a reflection of his own feelings for him.

if you want to talk about that and if you have any idea for the music you can text me with no problem!

Ps: you don’t necessarily have to be a professional or anything, plus if you can’t sing no worries cause I can (omg I sound so mean, I swear I didn’t mean to)

I really hope this reaches the right audience, sorry this sounded incredibly awkward LMAOOO

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I’ve found Argyle’s Van-trip Polaroid and guys- I think he knows…

Jonathan and Argyle were really rollin’ with the LGBT

🩷💜💙 & 💚🩵🤍💙

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rises the moon

my tarot design, the moon: Mike Wheeler (me)

I inspired this by the song Brain Damage by Pink Floyd and I decided to represent two sides of the moon: the dark one, Mike’s fears, we don’t get to see them cause we just see the light part and it is represented by his fears, which Vecna “eats and gets feed by”, then we have the bright side which is represented by Will’s affection (the choice is kinda obvious so I’m not gonna explain that).

this is also my birth assigned card so this is like super important and significative for me

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the sun: Will Byers

Major Arcana by me (the sun):

I swear I love this, I cant wait to print the tarot cards once I’ll draw them all 💅🏻💅🏻💅🏻

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I’m doing my own Tarot cards and it’s stranger things based…

I did the 6th major arcana hehe

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Oh the moon…Oh the sun

I did this in literally 7 minutes, I’ll try this concept again in a proper manner but for now this is good cause it’s 3 am and I’m going insane (I’m the moon).

and I also took the chance to put the lyric suggested in a repost (I really appreciated all of them btw, thank you so much really i didn’t expect that).

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that would be enough

drew them again, I’m going insane (I should be studying a monologue but shh let me be)

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only us

I’m touch starved and Mike is clingy af (I am the proof, I accept no other opinion on that)

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I saw sparks…and angst kisses? Barely know them-

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This took me literally hours but it’s pretty much nothing compared to how many years it took for me to accept who I was.

I’m not going to repeat once again how much Mike helped me but yeah, I saw myself and I still do. What changed is that I hated it before and now I’m proud of it and it’s kinda fun cause that’s what happened when I started realizing I was Bi.

I am bi and I’m so damn proud of that.

this means so so much to me and I’m genuinely so happy today about it even if sometimes it’s hard and even if some people are awfully mean about it.

don’t care.

you are you and there’s no way you are bad or good.

you are you and I’m proud of that.

this was so awfully Mike coded so yeah I guess-

❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜

🩷💜💙

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byler in winter cause here is too hot and I’m going insane

fanart by me💙

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BYLER FANFIC

I wrote this and I was hoping y'all could give it a go? (I'd be be so so happy)

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when blue meets yellow we get a lovely green

yeah another Byler fanart by me I guess

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Mike Wheeler is a disaster

I’m 100% sure that Mike likes to tease in a flirty way and when Will teases back Mike just goes super red and flustered (not at all cause this happens when I tease and I get the energy back)