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Goddess of motherhood.

Summary - A cult tries sacrificing you to the god of murder, but the got the dyslexic dude to read the chant.

Warnings - mommy issues, murder, kidnapping.

I screamed and kicked as i was dragged from my run down home.

I had just gotten back from school when a big group of guys barged through my flimsy door taking me by force. My neighbour hood was so run down that nobody batted an eye as i was hauled into a truck and whisked away.

Of course i was panicking, my hands were bound and the guys that took me looked like they ate puppies for fun.

I struggled to breath, worried about what would happen, i mean I haven’t really been kidnapped before so I didn’t really know what to expect.

It felt like hours passed before the truck jolted to a stop, if it weren’t for the fact one of the guys grabbed me buy the jumper, i would have flown out of my seat, which would have been very embarrassing.

I looked around frantically my heart beating out of my chest, despite trying to act brave, i was actually very scared, who wouldn’t be?

My eyes scan the area, trying to spot a good time for escape. We were inside a garage, there were no windows so maybe we were underground? There were like 20 guys all having their face covered by bandanas and all wearing military style clothes. There were other trucks too but nobody else seemed to be kidnapped.

My eyes dart around landing on an opening, the garage door was in the midst of closing, there was my chance! I dart forward as fast as my legs could carry me, internally groaning about needing to participate in PE more because gods i was so out of shape.

I run getting closer and closer to the garage door, just as i was about to slide underneath, maze runner style, i was grabbed from behind, lifted high in the air and thrown on the ground face first.

The only thing i could think about was how bad my head hurt, as i was dragged by my leg over to a mat that had candles and weird runes all around.

Dazed and confused my legs and arms were bound, and a rag was shoved in my mouth. I whine as people began chatting, the noise hurting my thumping head.

“Yo this is some Shakespeare shit i cant read this!” A particularly large man exclaims, looking at what to be a spell book.

“Just read the damn thing before the police come knocking!” The leader barks, the man with the book in hand shakes his head, as if exasperated “ok but if this goes sideways its not my fault” he mutters joining the circle that had formed around me. “Just hurry up!” The leader rushes.

The man clears his throat, pulling the book closer to his eyes he begins to read, his voice slow and confused “I hunc puerum tibi, maturum dues, Audi. Te voco! Veni ad regna viventium, sicut ego iubeo!”

The more he spoke the worse the pronunciation, until it just sounded like he was speaking in tongues.

But clearly the spell was working, as the candles around me flickered out, there. Was a high pitch ringing and the smell of jasmine invaded the garage.

“Wha- man why does the god of murder smell like jasmine” someone mutters, before the lights flicker off and then on.

“Oh dear, you really messed that spell up” a feminine voice mutters condescendingly.

Everyone’s eyes shift to a tall woman hovering a few inches in the air. My breath caught in my throat, she was beautiful. Her brown hair fell over her shoulders, her green eyes gleamed maliciously, her hands were clasped together in front of her belly.

“Ay who are you!” A brave or idiotic man yells, though I’m leaning more towards idiotic, though the woman was beautiful she looked like she could snap you in half with just a thought.

“I am the goddess of motherhood, and i am very disappointed” her face turned to a mock pout, “my own creations dare to harm an innocent? Well that is unacceptable” she shakes her head, her voice low and soft, despite being quiet, the room was dead silent everyone confused and angry their spell didn’t work.

“Yea and what are you gonna do about it huh? Tell our moms?” The same man who asked who the goddess was, piped up looking very cocky.

“That’s adorable” she chuckles lowering herself to the floor, “just as i have given life to everyone in this room, i can take it away just as easily”

During the whole conversation i managed to spit the gag off and chew through the ropes on my hand.

The goddess chuckles at the fearful looks, a strange red glow emanates from her hands, the tendrils trailing to the men, and entering their chest. One by one each man had a strange wisp taken from their chest, and their dead soulless bodies slump to the floor dead.

“Oh shit!” I exclaim scared at how easy you just killed them, frantically i claw at the ropes bounding my legs together, only to yelp as the ropes disappear in a poof of red. My eyes shoot up, noting how the lady came closer.

“I’m not here to hurt you dear” she says reassuringly, showing her hands as she crouches down to my level. “My what a beautiful soul you have” i freeze, “t-thank you?” I stutter unsure if she was going to steal it or simple she was just complimenting me.

“I don’t steal souls, love that’s my brothers job” she giggles getting a little closer to me.

I flinch crawling back “be still dear, your injured” i freeze clenching my eyes shut as she reaches her hand out, one hands on my forehead the other on my chest. I flinch as a warm feeling engulfs me, and the pain disappears.

“How-“ i say shocked, opening my eyes to look at her. “I’m a goddess silly” she hums cupping my cheek, “such brutes” grumbling she eyes the body’s.

“I didn’t think gods were real” i mutter “wait am i going to hell?” My eyes widen in terror. “It doesn’t work like that dear, don’t worry your little head about it okay? When your time comes you will be judges fairly, not for how much you worship” she runs a hand through my hair and i melt, she was so gentle and her voice was so soft and soothing.

“Ok” i say quietly leaning into her touches. “Oh you poor thing hmm? C’mere” without warning she grabs me under the armpits and lifts me into her lap with surprising strength. I wiggle in surprise “hey!” I mutter but am immediately hushed “hush darling, your exhausted” she tuts “what keeps you up at night hmm?” She pushes my head to lay on her chest, pulling my legs so i was curled up, her arms wrap around me, one around my middle the other stroking my hair, she gazes down at me with nothing but love in her eyes.

I was a bit shocked by the love and affection, but I wouldn’t fight it. “School, and i like watching shows” i explain gazing up at her, no longer very nervous.

She tufts “school” she scoffs, “i remember when it was made, How eager and happy the children were to learn, how fast that excitement faded” she sighs, before a small smile appears on her face, she starts rocking side to side.

“What type of shows do you like?” She asks quietly, bringing the hand that was in my hair to my nose, gently she trails her finger from the bridge of my nose to the tip, her touch feather light.

Against my will i feel myself tire, suppressing a yawn I respond “superstore is good if you like comedy but i really like SWAT” i mutter eyes growing heavy.

“Hmm sounds interesting” I couldn’t help but feel as if she was humouring me, the way she was coddling me felt like she was trying to get me to sleep, and honestly I didn’t want to fight it.

“Sleep child, i promise i will be here when you wake” she smiles seeing my eyes flutter closed.

I knew what i asked was childish, but cmon if you were in my position you wouldn’t want her to leave either, “promise?” I ask, eyes barely open, they felt as if weights were weighing them down.

“I promise child” she coos, holding me tighter.

Her warmth and soothing hums surrounding me, and within minutes i fall asleep, praying she would still be here when i woke up.

Haven’t written in a while, lowkey rusty. But i hope you enjoy (:

[blackhill2245]

Hello, I was just wondering if somebody could tell me how to block tags pls 🙏

[blackhill2245]

SO FUCKING REAL, I love mean girls with a soft spot

[blackhill2245]

Wolf walker and the witch.

Wanda maximoff x fem reader

Warnings: use of y/n

Wanda huffed as she tripped over a branch.

Herself and natahsa had been sent on a mission in the middle of yellow stone park, apparently there was a hydra base hidden in a gold mine, but the intale was false, they couldn't find the base, so now they were hiking back to the jet.

"At least the views nice," natasha grumbled as they went up a particularly steep part of the hike.

Oh it was also pitch black out, only the full moon provided light and even then it was very dark.

Distantly, there was a howl, "Better hurry up before we're eaten." wanda rolled her eyes, shrugging her backpack further up her shoulders.

Natasha chuckled before stopping dead in her tracks "Вот дерьмо (oh shit)".

Wanda tilted her head confused, about to move closer to see what natasha was looking at, only to stop dead in her tracks as she heard a growl. "Oh".

In front of them was a large brown wolf with glowing orange eyes. "Nice puppy," Wanda's voice quiverd as she lowered herself to the ground to make herself as non threatening as possible, natasha followed her lead.

The wolf - no beast quietly and slowly stepped forward, revealing just how large it was, its head would have reached just under Wanda's chest If she was standing full height.

The wolf sniffed around, growling a little as it did so, after a tense minute of sniffling the wolf backed away before turning and leaving.

Natasha took a breath before turning to wanda, "nice puppy? Really?" She laughed adrenaline running high.

"OH shut up," was wandas retort as she shakily continued the hike. "Let's hurry up before the rest show up".

The jet was visible, just up a hill on top of the mountain. Wanda groans, "Why is it so far?" She questions for the millionth time. "Wanda for the love of God shut up -" natasha cut herself off as she spots a woman in the distance. "You see that?" She questions, not waiting for a response she approaches the figure, and bending down, she checks for a pulse "alive. " she gives Wanda a look.

"What do we do?" Wanda questions, "we bring her with us, " natasha decides, picking the short but muscular woman up in her arms she gets ready to continue up the hill.

Wanda takes a closer look at the girl, she was wearing tattered clothes, and her hair is rugged clearly cut with something other than sizors. shes small but clearly strong.

"I don't know natasha," she mumbles, getting closer to the pair, "I think we should leave her"

"And let her get eaten?" Natasha questions, "wanda, come it'll be fine".

Wanda sighs, looking around, not noticing the yellow eyes staring at her through the darkness. "i- fine," she gives in helping natahsa hold her with her magic.

As they walk up the hill, they hear a branch snapping, they don't think much about it as there are a lot of animals in these parts. But the noises grew closer and louder, making it hard not to notice.

"Wanda?" Natasha's voice was quiet, but the surrounding Forrest had gone suspiciously quiet, no birds chirping or foxes moving through the bushes. It was utterly silent.

"Nat," Wanda's voice shuck as she spotted the wolf again. "Is he following us?" She questioned, standing still getting in front of nat and the mystery girl the protect them if something were to happen.

The wolf growled more vicious than before, it's teeth bared and head low.

"What do we do?" Wanda questioned, humans she could fight but animals?

"Uh, just scare it with your powers," nat stutter unsure herself on how to deal with the wolf.

Wanda shot a glowing ball of scarlet magic near the wolf's feet, but the wolf didn't even flinch. If anything, it seemed more angry.

The wolf lunged around Wanda and at the girl in Nats' arms.

Natasha yelped in suprise, her grip loosening on the girl, consequently dropping her to the ground.

Nat steps back, getting closer to wanda as the wolf stands over the woman protectively.

"Is it protecting her?" Wanda mumbled, "I think so, " nat nodded.

Wanda, feeling a little brave, stepped forward, ignoring the wolf's warning growl. "Were not going to hurt her," she reassured the wolf.

The wolf, as if understanding perked up, "does it understand you?" Nat questions.

The wolf perked up further, looking off into the distance, where you could see the sun rise. "We want to take her with us, where she's safe" Wanda continued.

The wolf growled, lowering its head to sniff the body. It looked around as if anxious.

The beast lowered its head onto the body's chest as the sun fully rises.

Wanda and natasha wouldn't be able to explain what happened next. The wolf transformed into a golden like spirit, it jumped into the woman's chest and disappeared.

"What the fuck" natasha mutter. Watching as the woman's eyes blinked awake.

The woman sat up as if confused or disoriented. She looked around frowning her brows before standing up.

Natasha got into a defensive stance, "who are you?" She questioned voice full of authority.

The woman growled baring her teeth, exactly how the wolf did. "Why did you move me?" She asked.

Wanda swooned, her voice was rough and hoarse as if it wasn't used often, oh she was to gay for this.

"Why did we move you?" Natasha scoffed "because the wolf was near. Did you want to be eaten?" She asked retoricly, crossing her arms.

"Well, if you haven't noticed, I am the wolf," the girl rolls her eyes, leaning against a nearby tree.

"Yea?" Wanda asked jumping into the conversation, "so are you a werewolf?"

The woman grimaced "fuck no!" She says offended, "I'm a wolf walker, human during the day, wolf during the night" she smiled.

"Right big difference" natasha rolled her eyes.

The woman growl in offense, but before she could snap back, wanda intervened.

"Hey, hey, let's calm down," she approached the woman. "So what's your name? I'm wanda, and that's natahsa." She points to herself and then natasha.

"Y/n," she answered shortly, eyeing the red heads. The taller one is paticular, catching her eye. "You're pretty," she says bluntly, not an ounce of embarrassment.

Wanda's ears turn pink, "oh thankyou" she smiles.

Natasha butts in, "So why were you sleeping on the ground?"

She tilts her head. "I live here," she shrugged.

"In the woods?" Wanda questions concerned. Only getting a nod in response. "Maybe you can come back with us? Have a shower. Maybe we could cut your hair with actual sizors?"

"That was rude wanda" nat sighed.

"Hey, don't sweat it. Pretty girl has a point." She nod's, walking over to the paire, "there's only so clean I can get in a lake. " she sighed, smelling herself with a grimace.

Wanda giggles to herself as natasha rolls her eyes.

Together, the three hops on the jet, talking the whole way to the compound about random things.

Natasha whistles in appreciation. They had gotten back to the compound two hours ago, in that time y/n had a shower and nat cut her hair to just under her ears, she also got loose baggy jeans and a nice flannel shirt.

"Wow, you actually look good, mutt." Natasha blinks in faux suprise.

"Wow," Wanda mumbled.

"I look good." Y/n nod, "Hey, I might have to stick around, "

"Well you'll need a place to sleep, unfortunately all the rooms are under contlstruction right now" nat frowns.

"You can stay with me." Wanda jumps into the conversation. "I mean, you'll be a wolf when you sleep, so you won't be bothering me," she quickly rushes out, seeing the looks Nat was giving her.

"You sure, pretty girl?" She questioned."I might get a bit much as a wolf, " she sighed, running a hand through her freshly cut hair.

"I can handle it" Wanda winked.

That was all three months ago. The whole team had basically adopted y/n as they're pet of sorts, she could always be found outside in the surrounding woods or in wolf form snuggled uo to Thor, if you couldn't find her there she's always with Wanda either as a wolf or human.

It was safe to say wanda and y/n had formed a close bond, and wanda found herself crushing on the little wolf.

One day, wanda and natasha had a mini sleepover where wanda confessed her crush on y/n, and after a lot of nagging wanda agreed to tell her.

Currently, wanda was in bed snuggled up with y/n who was about to fall asleep, one thing wanda noticed was that y/n was a big cuddler.

"Hey y/n?" Wanda questions softly, running her hand through y/n's hair.

"Yea, witchy?" The half wolf questioned, eyes closed in content.

"W-woukd you like to go into for dinner... with me?" Wanda questioned clenching her eyes shut from nerves.

Y/n sat up smiling ear from war "finally! Of course I would!" She pounced on wanda smothering her in a bear hug.

Wanda laughed in relief "you sound relieved" she commented.

"I've been flirting with you for four months. Of course, I'm relieved" y/n snorted.

"Oh" Wanda coverd her face in embarrassment.

"Hey, don't be embarrassed. You're just a little oblivious, that is." y/n grabbed Wanda's hands, removing them from her face, "your cute$" y/n smiled, leaning close so they're noses were touching.

Wanda moved first, leaning up to connect their lips.

She broke the kiss. "Your lips are so soft." Wanda whispered, "thanks pretty girl" y/n layer her head back on Wanda's chest, a big smile on her face.

Later that night, as y/n transformed back into her wolf form, she'd watch over wanda, her tail wagging in pure happiness at how she scored such a pretty girl.

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I am a LESBIANNNNN🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

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"I love you, and."

Warnings | mommy issues, abandonment issues.

Note | Has anyone ever listened to please be rude by Gigi Perez? That's what I listen to whilst making this 10/10

I walk into Grey Sloan Memorial Hospital, a bundle of nerves.

I was the new resident cardiac surgeon, but I was also only 24.

I know it's very young, but I had spent my whole life studying to become the best surgeon I could be, not by my choosing, though. When I was younger, I wanted to be a firefighter. In fact, I still did, but it's too late for that now. My father is one of the most well-known plastic surgeons, and once I was born, he was determined to make me exactly like him but better, so he pushed me to my limits, and instead of having sleepovers, or going to the movies with friends, I spent my childhood at home being taught by highly respectable tutors, by 14 I graduated high-school then 18 I entered my intern years. Now, at 24, I was one of the youngest residents in the world.

After a minute, I realized I was standing in the middle of the hallways like an idiot, I quickly snap out of it and head to the nurses desk.

"Hello?" My voice was small and hesitant as I looked over the counter to see the nurse, who was busy typing away. "Um- I have a meeting with cheif bailey, I was just wondering if you could give me directions?"

I fiddle with my fingers as she looks up, eyeing me she handed me a map and went back to whatever she was doing. "Thank you," I squeak, all but running away, God she was scary.

After getting lost 3 times and realizing the map was upside down, I finally make it to her office.

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After a meeting that lasted two hours and a bunch of paperwork, I was finally given my badge and pager, I was also introduced to a couple of people, one of which I already hated, Owen Hunt.

He hadn't done anything bad but I just got really bad vibes from him.

Currently, I was sitting under a gurney. Why? you may ask, well, it's simple, really, it was dark, cold and cramped, a perfect spot for me to eat my lunch and I wouldn't be bothered.

Well, that's what I hoped for anyway, but it's a hospital, the most peace you will get is in the time it takes for you to get out of your car in the morning and making your way to the building.

As I was minding my own business munching on my cafeteria pizza, a head pops under the gurney, she was pretty I had to admit, but it didn't stop me from being annoyed at being interrupted.

The strange woman plopped on the floor, sitting criss cross she had to bend down further to be able to see me.

"What are you doing?" Her voice was soft, with a hint of bemusement as she scanned me from head to toe.

"I'm eating my lunch" I thought it was obvious why else would I be laying in a weird position under a gurney with pizza and choclate milk?

"Clearly," she rolled her eyes, "but why here?" She tilts her head, her blue eyes crinkled as she smiles at me.

I eye her for a moment before I let my own smile appear, there's something about this woman that makes me think we're gonna be best friends.

"It's comfy and quiet," I say, my mouth full of pizza. She grimances as she gives me a faux stern look, "chew with your mouth closed".

I laugh the pizza in my mouth, almost flying out as I rush to cover it with my hand, I quickly swallow the remainder of my food, "what's your name?" I realized I hadn't gotten it yet.

"Amelia Sheperd, head of neuro, you?" I place the empty paper plate down and take a sip of my chocolate milk before responding with my name and position, as I expected I see her suprised expression, "your a bit young, no?" I sigh I hated that question.

"I'm 24, skipped a couple of grades," her expression was one of the funiest things ever. Her eyes were wide, and she was clearly trying to hide it, and it was just too funny.

"Your practicly a fetus!" Scratch that, her response was funnier.

Although I didn't know it just yet, this interaction was one of many that led to our strong friendship.

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Three weeks later, me and Amelia were practically inseparable, we were always having movie night, or helping each other with hard cases.

Currently I was slumped over in a gurney, no energy to hide beneath it.

"Whats up, buttercup!?" I groan, "shhh. " I hush amelia. She was a little too loud for me, right now.

"Whats wrong?" This time she was more quiet and a little more concerned, "I couldn't sleep last night my neighbors were fighting and chose to be as loud as possible" I sigh scrubbing my face tiredly.

Instead of responding, Amelia just grabbed my hand, dragging me somewhere, I wasn't all that botherd, this was a regular occurrence being dragged by her. I just got used to it.

"I want you to meet someone," she leads me outside to a cute little coffee cart, she shoved me over, telling me to order something so I don't fall asleep.

"As long as you're buying," I giggle, buying myself coffee. She rolls her eyes fondly, whipping out some cash to pay before dragging me away, almost making me spill my coffee.

"Hey!" I whine as I nearly burnt myself. "OH hush," she finally stops dragging me.

As I look up about to argue that I would I fact not hush, I spot a lady beside her.

I get shy, I mean wow, she's so pretty... and her hair is so red. I blush bright red hiding behind Amelia, who only chuckles.

"I'm not that scary, am I?"

I peep around tentatively, before amealia steps to the side.

I glare at her before I hear a chuckle, turning to the new lady she introduces herself "I'm addison montgomery" she holds out her hand, I introduce myself a lot less confident than her, but only smiles fondly pulling me into a hug.

I squeak, not expecting it, Amelia laughs as addison lets me go. I don't go far, sticking by her side, I blame the clingyness to her amazing smelling perfume, not the fact she made me all warm and fuzzy just from a look.

"You must be the baby resident Amelia has been telling me so much about" she has a little smirk as I glare at Amelia, yet again.

"Well, it's not my fault yous are all fossils!" Addison laughs in amusement as me and Amelia bicker between each other.

"Amelia, I love you, and you're acting like a child." her tone is full of amusement, but I was more focused on the wording.

For some reason, it stuck with me, I always hated hearing 'I love you, but' to me, it's like saying I loved you, or your annoying so I don't fully love you. I don't know how to describe it, but hearing that made me feel weird, but a good weird?

Over the next couple days, I kept hearing the fraise between amelia and addison, like when Addison stole Amelia's charts so she would take a nap she said, "I love you, and you need a nap" or when Amelia stole addisons coffee and said "I love you and drink some water, please?"

Every time i heard it, it rooted itself further into my brain, to the point of starting to say it as well. The first time I said it, I said it to amelia, and she was irritating me.

I was very overstimulated, a big rush of patients came in, and I was swamped. There were so many noises, crying, screaming, shouting, etc. I finally got a second to myself before amelia came over to talk to me. She was rambling loudly next to me when I cut In.

"Amelia, please, I love you, and I'm very overstimulated right now," and although I didn't see it, amelia had the happiest look on her face as she realized what I said.

From then on out, I said it to her, and she said it to me, all the while me and addison got closer.

Addison was like the mother I never had, she made me take naps so I wouldn't get cranky, and If I couldn't sleep she would sit in the room on her phone because she knew it helped me sleep if someone was in the room with me. She forced me to eat breakfast because she knew if I didn't, I would get snappy despite how I never ate breakfasts.

The only bad thing about me and addisons' new friendship is that I became very attached to her. If I didn't see her every 48 hours, I got all mopy and sad, but amelia found it endearing that her two best friends were getting along.

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It has been a full 2 months since I started in the hospital, and honestly? I couldn't be happier, my father had stopped contacting me, which was great, because I hated him.

Me and Amelia's friendship only got stronger, and addison well let's just say I nearly called her mom on one or two occasions which was very embarrasing, thankfully I don't think she realized what was said.

Currently, I was staying with addison and Amelia as my landlord increased the rent to 7000 a month, and there's no way in hell I would be paying that.

I was grateful to have the day off. By the time i woke up, amelia and addison were long gone, and I was feeling miserable.

I felt weak like I couldn't stand up. My stomach was in knots nausea rolling around every time I tried to move, head thumping with one of the worst headaches ever.

Not to my own suprise. I stayed in that bed for hours, not getting up for anything. To be honest, I don't think I could get up even if i tried.

I didn't realize how long passed. It wasn't until I heard keys rattling in the door that I made an effort to get up

That failed. I could barely sit up, I just didn't want amelia or addison seeing me like this.

"Hon?!" I heard addison call out, normally if I was home when they got home I would be waiting at the door to give them hugs.

"Addie!?" I call, because as much as I didn't want them seeing me like this I really needed the toilet and could not stand on my own.

Amelia was the first to enter her face, immediately creasing with concern.

"Oh," she said sympathetically, and addison had to shove her out of the way to get into the room. "Oh baby," she cooed, I could probably imagine how badly I looked, I was sweaty hair sticking to my forehead, I was pale and shaky.

Addison rushed over to feel my head, "You have a fever hun" I Humm nuzzling into her heavenly cold hands, and she chuckles, telling Amelia to grab some medicine and water.

Next thing you know, I've chugged half a bottle of water and had so many pills shoveled down my throat. I'm not even sure what they are.

Addison left to grab some things from the store, so it was only me and Amelia, "Melia?" I mumbled.

"Yes?" She sat up to look at me. "I need to pee," she huffed before helping me to the bathroom, practicly carrying me. Thankfully, she turned around and once finished helping me to my bed.

"I love you, and you're really sweaty," she huffed, I giggled, "I love you too," I see her roll over in the bed to face me and I roll over to face her to.

"You know you're like my weird little niece," I laugh. "What?" She reaches her hand over to swipe my hair out of my face, "yea, I mean, you're not my child. Your addisons and addison is my sister, so..." I smile and decide to just hug her instead of answering, "then your my crazy aunt"

That night, I fell asleep cuddled up to my 'aunt'.

Over the next few days, I slowly improved. I still don't have my strength, but my apatite has come back, and the fever has gone down.

Right now, Amelia is at work, and its Addisons turn to stay with me.

"Addy?" I whine, she was sitting on the chair opposite my bed, reading with her little glasses, god she looked like a librarian.

"Yes?" She looked up, pushing her glasses up. Instead of answering verbally, I made grabby hands, "words honey, " she reminded me, I just whine "too far away." I grumble but smile as she makes her way over to me.

I cuddle my face into her lap, one of her hands holding her book as the other scratches my head, she starts to read aloud.

After a while, I start to fall asleep the sound of her soothing voice, the smell of her perfume, and the gentle scratches lulling me into a sense of calmness.

During our time together, I started seeing addison as my actual mom, I've never had one before, and my birth mom abandoned me, and well, my dad never really dated again, so addison was filling that void. She comforts me when I'm sad and holds me when I'm tired. She's seeks me out and hugs me when she's down, and I make sure she's not too stressed with work. She defends me from mean patients, and if she ever hears of someone bad mouthing me, well let's just say they never do it again.

Thinking about all this made me realize how much I appreciate her and Amelia, so I turn, now laying on my back so I can look up at her.

She stops reading, putting g her book down she carresses my face softly with a questioning look.

"I love you," I say quietly, I see her smile, eyes softening even more, "I love you too." her voice is soft as she holds me like I will break at any moment.

"No, you don't understand," I say, slightly frustrated, "I love you, I love you and Amelia, your family to me."

"Your family to me too," she says, tilting her head in a confused manner, "no, your like a mom to me," I admit, "and Amelia's the weird aunty"

I see addisons eyes tear up and internally panick thinking amelia was wrong and addison doesent think of me like that.

"OH hun," she whispers gathering me in her arms so I was cradled to my chest, "your like the daughter I always wanted" Instantly I start to cry, hearing the woman I thought of as a mom call me her daughter, just healed a part of me I didn't know I had.

Just then, amelia walks in all happy until she sees us both crying, "What happened!?" She asks, panicked, climbing onto the bed beside us, "You're the crazy aunt, " addison chuckles wetly, tears still falling as she holds me tight, amelia smiles brightly, "you both had the talk?" She whispers to addison, although I still heard, I'm assuming addison talked to amelia about all this, and amelia encouraged her to talk to me.

Amelia doesn't need the answer as I grab her and pull her into our hug, we are a family, a pretty weird and dysfunctional one, but oh well.

If you told me a couple of months ago, I would have found two people who made me feel more at home than anybody has ever done, I would laugh straight in your face... yet here we are, and I couldn't be happier.

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Can we all just appreciate how breathe taking this woman is

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I've seen clips of house of harkness trailer and apparently wanda is dead like confirmed.

And I'm genuinely so sad because she could have had so much development she was such a good character, and my comfort character.

I'm very sad right now and I'm sure others are to, but genuinely why would they kill her off such a stupid death to like I suppose it was for a good cause and all that but again why? So much potential.

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Oh shit!

Warnings - guns, like a bit of violence but really

Note - enjoy, not proof read so if there's anything major let me know

I sit around lazily scrolling through my phone, music full blast in my headphones. I was wearing my signature 'nobody will see me' outfit, as in a grey hoodie with stains on it from painting and my at home DIY projects, my black track pants full of cat hair.

"SWAT put your hands up!" I hear muffled through my headphones as my front and back door are kicked open. I sit up in alarm shakily taking my headphones off.

"What the fuck!"

"On the ground!" A girl screams, pointing her gun at me as the rest of her squad runs around my house. "BE careful! The basement stairs are dodgy, and you'll fall through!" I yelp as I spot two men stomping down them.

"I said on the ground!" She shouts again, thrusting her gun at me to make a point.

"Ok, ok jesus" I nod sitting cross legged on the floor.

"No lay on the ground, face down!" She shakes her head grabbing my arm and making me lay down, that was hot- wait.

I yelp as I'm roughly tossed on the floor, blushing madly because oh my God girls in uniform -

Not to seconds later, the rest of the team rushed back to my living room.

"Where is he!?" The tall bald headed one asked.

"Who?" I scrunch my eyebrows straining to look up at them, "Hey, can I sit up now?".

The bald headed one nodded at the girl, who then patted me down and nodded, "Get up." she demands, and well, who am i to deny a pretty woman?

I sat up, and they were all tense waiting for me to try to make a run for it or something, but I was just straight up confused, but also thankful I washed my hair yesterday because it would have been so fucking greasy.

"He asked you a question!" Another dude said he had black hair that actually suited him well. I wonder what he'd look like with a beard, I don't think he'd have the face for it.

"I already answered, who?" I say again looking at the bald headed one he seemed to be in charge.

"Alex Rovio"

"What type of name is Rovio?" I laugh a little but stop once seeing they're glares, "nah sorry man, I'm still confused"

They all stared at me for a while before the bald headed one started talking, but I interrupted them.

"Wait, wait, wait can I get names I mean no offense but I can't keep thinking of you as the bald one" I note a younger man laughing to himself.

The man rolled his eyes but introduced everyone, I learned the pretty lady is Chris, a very beautiful name, if I might add.

"Right sorry what were you about to say?"

"A known and wanted murderer is meant to live here" deacon states his face very serious.

"Uh well I'm on the lease but my name isn't Alex, so-" I shrug

They all exchange looks, "were going to have to bring you in for questioning, Chris took her out to the truck" Hondo instructs his team but once again before they could do as told, I interrupt.

"OH, could I feed my cat before I go? And just tell my naighbor, he's disabled and I don't want him alone"

They nod, so I stand up and just stand there awkwardly, "are you just gonna watch me?"

Chris chuckles, shaking her head she hands her big ass gun to Luka. "I'll watch her. You all head to the car"

They all file out, and I call for my cat, "psst psst, chicken!, chicken!" I call ratling his treat bag.

I hear a meow, and my shaky cat chicken stumbles into the kitchen, "Hey baby!" I coo fixing his nappy.

I place his food down reaching for my phone to call my neighbor.

"Chicken?"

I look to Chris, who has a confused look on her face, "oh I found his in the trash eating chicken"

She nods and lets me call my anighbkr, over leaving a 50 on the counter and heading back to HQ with Chris.

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After a while of discussing, we realized alex the murderer is using me as sort of a cover-up, pretending to live there so police wouldn't be suspicious or something, anyway I was sending money to him and he sent it to the actual renter who didn't know what was going on.

I didn't try to understand it, to complicated but long story short I'll need a new home, my neighbor had to take my cat to her apartment for a while, and I had to stay in the HQ for a couple hours until the team could arrest Alex as I was now in danger.

"Man," I sigh, Chris was designated to watch me, which I really did not mind. Anyway, right now, we were sitting in the boxing ring. Well, I was lying down.

"You alright?" She asks softly looking down at me, she was sitting cross legged next to my head.

Oh. My. God she's so fucking pretty what the fuck.

I realize I zoned out when I saw her smile, "Uh yea, I'm fine." I shrug, "It's a bit annoying, having to move but I've been wanting to buy a house for a while"

"What do you do for work?" She asked playing with her fingers.

"Im a firefighter, it's fun, you know? Helping people and all that" I Humm folding me arms behind my head, sighing.

"Neat job" she nods hesitating before shrugging herself and laying next to me.

"So. Chicken? What's up with him?"

"He's a wobbly cat or cerebellar hypoplasia, his brain is a little messed up, I brought him to the shelter but it was a kil one, I didn't realize until it was nearly to late, I realized he was a lot of work I was still in the academy but, I worked hard learned what I needed to then my neighbor learned about my cat and started to help out, he's so sweet just a little.... special" I rant I loved my cat to bits, and when I showed people him they were always saying mean things.

I look at Chris, noting how she was already looking at me. She laid on her side, looking at me.

"He looks like a very sweet boy" she mutters leaning down to get closer to me.

"He is," I whisper before we fall silent, sitting up as I see deacon approach.

"You're a free woman. He's caught. Just get out of your house as soon as possible and be careful" he walked away leaving me alone with Chris.

"Well, guess I'll head home"

"Wait, uh, I didn't ask earlier because I mean it would be I aptopreite, but since you're leaving and most likely won't see me again, um here" I smiled at how awkward she was being. I look st the peice of paper she handed me and realized it was her number.

"You know to call me incase somethings wrong?" She smiles bashfuly.

"I'd like that." I smile brightly, my cheeks hurting, "but... I'd like to call you, as soon as I get home, not when something is wrong"

"Well then, you'd better hurry home," she smiled once more before walking away, looking over her shoulder and giving me a cheeky smile and wave.

"Fuck me" I whisper, partially shocked and partially actually no, fully truthful.

Sighing I get home sending off a text.

'Hey, hope you have an easy rest of the day <3"

It sounded a bit awkward, but I can't flirt for my life. Immediately, there's a text back.

'Thank you, but don't jynx it, glad you git home safe ♡'

I spend the rest of the night smiling like a little school girl, giggling and kicking my feet.

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Watch my girlfriend

Warnings - none (:

Fem reader x carina x maya

I was sitting on the floor messing around with the new lego set carina bought me.

She promised if I washed her car she'd get me one, but jokes on her I loved washing her car it felt like I was in pressure washer simulator.

I fiddled with a small single piece, trying to decipher where it goes before Maya comes in with her phone.

"Here baby" she hands me her phone, I look up at her confused as she walks away before realizing she was recording.

"Maya?" I question quietly, but she was already gone, "maya?" I look around confused, fumbling with the phone. I look down and stare at it for a minute, "ummm"

I tilt my head as I set the phone down and look at it before shrugging and going back to my Lego. Five minutes later, I realized Maya is still gone, I stand up abandoning my Lego and grab her phone.

I was at the station, as I didn't have work and didn't want to be in the apartment alone so I tagged along with Maya, I sometimes did it with Carina to but it's boring at the hospital so I didn't do it that often.

"Um well hello" I wave to the camera, slowly looking around for my girlfriend.

"Ummm, I'm mayas girlfriend and carinas too," I smile, beaming as I think about them.

"I'm just gonna - hey Andy?" My eyes dart away from the screen as I see one of my good friends Andy Herrera."Do you know where Maya is?" I was a little nervous although Andy is my good friend. i still get anxious around her, "Oh hey, did you not hear the bell?" I furrow my brows,"no?" She shakes her head, amused."They were called to a house fire. " I make an oh face and nod."How come you aren't there?" I question, "I'm not feeling great, so I volunteered for desk duty".

Before I could respond the reception phone rings and she gives me an apologetic look before walking away.

I quickly realized the phones still recording, "Oh! I'm sorry I didn't forget you. " I talk to the phone as if it's a person.

I look around before smiling "Hey! I'll being you on a tour" I skip down the stairs passing a confused Andy on the phone and heading to where the trucks are usually parked.

"I call this the garage because I don't actually know the name. It's where they keep the ambulance and the truck" I pan the phone around trying to get everything shown.

"Oh! And that's the pole!- wait. " I quickly rush back up the stairs, arriving at the top of the pole slightly out of breath.

"I should work out with Maya more" I mutter.

"Normally, I'm not allowed down the pole, but... nobody's here to tell me no. " I smile cheerily, setting the camera down to get a good view.

"OH, this is kinda scary," I waver as I dangle from the pole, "Uh well here goes nothing" I slide down, but go to fast.

"Ow, ow, ow." I clutch my wrist legs still wrapped around the pole, but I'm sitting on my bum, my lip wobbles as I stand up clutching my wrist I make my way back up to get the phone avoiding Andy as I knew she'd be mad I went down it with out permission.

I sadly grabbed the phone, walked down to Mayas office and lay on her bed in her bunk room.

I gently toss the phone on the bed before curling up, but not before grabbing Mayas jumper and using it as a blanket.

"I wanna go home now," I mutter sadly, unaware the camera was still pointing at me.

I sulk around for another ten minutes, my wrist bruising causing some tears as I accidentally put pressure on it.

I don't hear the truck pull in, I only realize they're back when Maya comes into her office.

"Baby!?" She asks looking for me.

"In here!" I tried to be loud but honestly I was sad I mean why did I have to get hurt on the stupid pole, now carina gonna be mad at me and so is Maya because I'm not supposed to go down it and I did.

"Hey, what's wrong?" She sits next to me on the bed rubbing my shoulder, "is that still recording?" She says, surprised by taking the phone and ending the recording.

"I did something stupid," I mutter, squishing my face into her leg.

"Well how about we go home hmm? Maybe Carina cuddles will cheer you up" I smile slightly at the mention of Carinas famous snuggles, "but your shift" She shushes me "don't worry it's over now, let's go home" I gets up gathering our bags and leading me to the car, not asking about what I did.

Later that night, after I went to bed, Carina and Maya looked at the recording. They hadn't asked how I injured myself, nor why i didn't stop recording like any normal person. They knew i wasn't normal. They also wanted to look at the recording themselves.

"OH poor bambino," maya shakes her head, "she's such a brat, she knows we don't want her going down the pole" carina shakes her head fondly stroking our head, from my position on her chest I grunt in annoyance "I'm not a brat!" I stick my tongue out at maya, before melting as Ctina scratches my head.

"You're meant to be asleep. You have an early start tomorrow," carina helpfuly points out. "Well it's hard to sleep when your being so loud" I groan dramaticly.

Maya rolls her eyes covering my eyes with her hand, "go to sleep" she chuckles.

I yawn and decide to sleep, but not because she said to!

Maya looks down at her phone, rolling her eyes again. "They didn't watch our girlfriend properly" she referred to the start of the video before she gave us the phone.

"You're so silly. Where did you see this trend?" The brunette asked, stroking our head softly, trying to keep us asleep, "amelia showed me it. i thought it was cute"

"Makes sense" is all carina says before she to shortly falls asleep herself.

Low key hate this doesent sound like carina or maya at all, but like spent a while on this and don't want to scrap it so enjoy (:

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My favorite episode of Station 19 is s3e4 because seeing mintgomery trying to not fan girl over the drag queens is hilarious

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Maya is so adorable. In episode 2, season 4, at 4.09 minutes, she goes, "This is torture it's been thwee weeks"

I don't know why I'm posting about it, but ugh, she's so cute

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Seeing Maya texting her dad about the camping trip because she has nobody else to talk to, is actually so heart breaking.

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Just a quick rant

I hate Pruitt from station 19 for so many reasons, but I also hate jack and the whole team because why are they getting mad at maya for being captain when it wasn't her choice like obviously she's going to take the job who wouldn't like omg it makes me so mad I feel so bad for her she lost all her friends in one day just like that and then when she was struggling the only person she had was carina and whenever maya tried to talk to Andy she always takes over the conversation, and never let's maya talk about her problems and even maya told Andy that she felt like she couldn't talk to her about stuff.

If I ever saw maya in person, I would give her the fattest hug because she deserves it.

I could go on a whole other rant about multiple things about station 19, but this would be longer than the dictionary.

If people actually read this, I thank you and would love to hear your opinions.

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New rookie

Warnings - fluff light angst (very very light angst)

Summary - new recruit reader has trouble sleeping but keeps it a secret, unfortunately for her maya and carina are determined to help her out.

I step into the station, hands shaking with nerves.

I had transferred stations as my last one was filled with angry white men who couldn't fathom the idea of having to work with a girl. I spent three years there and was constantly harrased and bullied, I'm thankful I got out now as I don't think I could have handled another day there without jumping out the moving truck.

I looked around the first thing I took note of was of how clean it was, sighing internally, knowing I'll be doing most of the cleaning now as the new rookie.

I spot a man at reception and quickly approach, my duffle bag on my shoulder and new uniform on. I preferred getting dressed at home.

"Hello, is Captain Bishop here?" I ask politely before remembering my manners, "oh I'm y/n y/l/n. " I stuck my hand out for a handshake.

He snapped his head around to look at me, his hand clutching his chest, "Jesus, you scared me, I'm Travis." he shook my hand, chuckling to himself.

"OH, sorry," I say bashfuly, "hey, don't worry, she's upstairs having breakfast, I'm guessing you're the new recruite?" He led me up the stairs, eyeing me up and down.

My first impression of him was that he was very neat, and I could see him being a little neat freak always having his pens in straight lines.

I huff to myself in amusement, "Uh yea, but I'm not a recruit. I've been working as a firefighter for three years. " he raised a brow but was thankfully interrupted before he could ask, "Oh shit!" I turn my head to the dining table, seeing the whole team sitting down for breakfast and a brunette woman, the one who spoke was a blond woman who I persume to be captain bishop, she was looking right at me.

The brunette gave her a look before the captain bishop got up. "Hello, " she cleared her throat. "I totally didn't forget you were coming," she chuckled to herself, I guess she was trying to joke? I wasn't very good with cues sometimes.

"Um well hello" I smacked my thighs nervously, my hands shaking again, having do many people look at me, "y/n y/l/n" I introduce, to her and the rest of the team.

She seemed to snap out of a trance of sorts as she straightened up and nodded, "Right, I'm maya bishop captain. Over there are Andy Herrera and Jack Gibson, the lieutenants, then there's Travis, whom you already seem to know. There is victoria Hugh's, Ben Warren over there. And my wonderful girlfriend Carina Deluca." She pointed to everyone who waved or gave me a nod.

"It's nice to meet you all." My voice shook, but I don't think k anybody realized. Maya jestured me away to a corner to talk.

"So I've already given out assignments, so you'll be on the truck, and your chore for today is to clean the locker room." I tilt my head a little. "Anything else?" I ask, thinking she's not finished. "Nope, that's it, but if you have time, could you just clean off the gym, just sanitize?" I nodded, slightly shocked. That was it.

"Whats with that look, newbie?!" I turn my head to see victoria looking at me, I assume she's the one who asked. "Too much work for you?" I shrunk a little, I knew all people were tough on the new people but I hadn't been one in three years so it was weird.

"Uh no, I'm just a little shocked on how little I have to do." I smile politely, swinging my hands by my side.

"What do you mean, Bella?" I hear an accented voice ask from right behind me, flinching in suprise. I fully turn around, everyone's attention now on Me.

"OH well, my old station made me do laundry, cooking, clean the bathrooms, change the sheets in the bunks, clean the aid car and truck, and mop every floor." I list off not thinking much if it.

"Surely you had help" I turn my head to see Warren talking to me, shaking my head negative, they all give each other looks.

"Um, well, if you don't mind if I?.." I gesture to my heavy duffle bag. They all rushed to say I could go, I make my way to the locker room finding an empty one and putting my stuff away, putting my little toy firetruck and ambulance next to my spare clothes, smiling lightly they were my good luck charms.

It was one month in, and I don't think I have ever felt this happy, exhausted, yes, but happy too. You see, I have insomnia and anxiety, and as nice as everyone is, they are still new to me, so my anxiety is through the roof, making my insomnia bad again.

Currently, I was hanging out. It was a quiet shift, and carina was around again, we were all around the dining table just chatting and having fun.

I didn't partisapate much to exhausted and trying to stay awake, I was in-between carina and Maya, they took a liking to me and are very friendly towards me.

I picked at my food, feeling bad for not eating it as carina made it, I loved her cooking, but I just didn't have an appetite.

I didn't notice the table go quiet until maya gently shook my shoulder, snapping myself upright. I turned to her. "What?" I ask, blearily not realizing how rude it sounded. She furrowed her brows bending her head down to look at me, "You ok?" She said, gently rubbing my shoulder with her thumb.

I nod taking a bite of my now cold food, grimacing a little.

Everyone suddenly gasps. "Something must be wrong if you don't like carina food." victoria accused, pointing her finger at me. I swat her finger away from my face, "Get your smelly finger out of my face," I grumble. "Exceus me my finger is very clean!" She pretended to be offended, "clean my ass, " I huff sinking in my seat.

"What's wrong, bambina? Hmm?" Carina gently grabs my chin, so I look at her, and I immediately melt into her touch, everyone around the table giving each other amused looks, not used to seeing me so touchy.

"Nufin," I mutter, turning my head away. She gives Maya a look, "cmon, we're going home, your shift is over," maya declares, standing up. "It is?" I ask confused.

"It ended half an hour ago, we all just thought you wanted to stay for dinner" Travis says gently, "oh" is all I say in reposnse as carina gently grabs my hands and helps me stand up, "Ok well bye" I say bluntly, turning to leave.

"OH no, you dont." Maya grabs the back of my shirt, pulling me back and keeping me there until she and Carina said goodbye to everyone herself.

I huff trying to walk away, "bambino stay." carina pointed a finger, and despite not being a dog, I stayed put. "Were bringing you home," she told me, gently caressing my head, "I can just go home myself." I didn't want to leave my car here. "Shush," She dismissed me immediately.

Once they said goodbye to everyone, I was led over to the locker room to grab my stuff before being led once again to thier car.

"You're coming home with us," Maya said from the front seat, "but I don't have any clothes or stuff for a sleepover." I weakly protest I didn't have the energy to argue. "We have stuff you can use," carina turned and gave me a soft look quickly buckling me. in. I was bright red in an embarrassment. I huffed but gave in.

The ride was quiet apart from the occasional conversation between Maya and Carina, I was grateful my eyes kept shutting, and I would have gotten irritated.

The car pulled over, and I was again led up to their apartment and brought inside, taking my shoes off and leaving them at the door. I was left standing there like an idiot, but not for long.

"Cmon, time for bed," Maya called from fhier bathroom, I walked over, tilting my head confused. "But it's only 7 pm." I point out.

"Bambina, you're clearly tired, relax it's OK, we'll take care of you" I don't know why, maybe it was her gentle touch and tone or the way she and Maya were looking st me like I hung the moon and stars, but it made me emotional.

"OH hun," Maya said, sympathetically seeing my tears, I'd like to blame my tiredness on why I was so emotional, but carina saying, it was OK, just broke me.

I started sniffling but it wasn't long before I was engulfed in two sets of arms being rocked side by side, "it's OK hun let it out" and "sh sh sh it's OK, your ok" were being whisperd, such a heartfelt moment.

I chuckle pulling away and wiping my eyes, "m ok" I mutter, "you sure" they checked and I nodded, but as Carina went to grab me stuff to wear and use maya stayed with me, always having one hand or the other on me to comfort me.

I got ready quickly before stumbling out of the bathroom in Spiderman fluffy pj bottoms and a Grey batman shirt, "thankyou for letting me stay" I mutter bashfuly heading towards the door so I could sleep in the guest bedroom.

"Where are you going, silly?" I turn to see Maya patting the middle of the bed, "Hmm?" I tilt my head confused "your staying with us, if you're comfterble, of course. " I eye them still confused.

"You're quite oblivious, bambina. Me and Maya want to be more than friends with you." They both suddenly looked shy.

"Oh" I say completely shocked, I did not see that coming I mean yea I had butterfly when I saw them and yea they were more touchy with me and flirty, come to think of it maybe they were crushing on me. "Me?" I point stupidly to my self.

Carina hopped out of bed and dragged me in between them on the bed, "Yes, you stupid".

I huff offended "Maya carina being mean!" I yelp as she pokes my stomach.

Maya chuckled, cuddling on my side, head laying on top of mine, "so how about we go on a date, together" I sigh melting as she played with my hair, Carina pulling the blankets over us, "of course I would are you kidding?!".

My eyes began shutting, but I tried keeping them open "God I'm tired.", "We notice you haven't been sleeping?" Carina said concerned "yes I think changing stations is causing it, It was a lot of stress, and I guess my insomnia is acting up because of that. "

"OH baby," Maya cooed, kissing the top of my head, "Relax, we have you." carina curled on my other side, and I lay on my side head laying on mayas chest listening to her heart beat.

I fell asleep that night happier than ever. Waking up was like a dream the next day.

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Request information

I thought I would start taking requests, so here's who I'll write for and what I will write. I've ever written requests before, so just DM me and I'll try get to it as fast as I can.

Marvel

Natasha romanoff

Wanda maximoff

Pepper potts

Gamora

Nebula

Carol danvers

Maria hill

Greys anatomy

Amelia sheperd

Addison montgomery

Kai bartley

Carina deluca

Callie torres

Arizona Robbins

Station 19

Maya bishop

Andy Herrera

S.W.A.T

Chris Alonso

What I will write

I'll write most stuff, just not smut, male or non binary reader, because I would get confused. I might decline your requests, but I will always tell you why, and we can work something out.

I love writing trios, for example

Amelia x kia x fem reader.

I don't write for male charecters, they can be friends and all that just not romantic.

I'll do family pairings and kid/teen reader.

I might take other people's on the shows/movies listed above.

I can't wait to start with requests and hope you all enjoy.

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Suyin beifong x fem teen reader

Summary - fem reader gets sick while the team avatar is in zaofu

You do not have permission to repost, translate or copy my work

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I was exhausted, the team and I were heading to zaofu so we could throw a suprise birthday party for Lin.

We were all loaded onto the air ship. It was noisey and cramped, and all I wanted to do was go home. Well, I didn't have a home, but I just wanted to lay down and die.

If you couldn't guess, I didn't feel well, which is weird as I never get sick, I think the last time I got sick was when.... well, I can't remember.

You may be thinking,'Why don't you sleep' or 'stay home' you see I can't.

I was the one who had the idea of the suprise party in the first place, a lot of people needed convincing but I begged and pleaded, lin needed the break so I couldn't just not attend.

I radiod a-head to suyin to help set it up so it would be ready when we arrive, right now lin thinks we're on some diplomatic meeting, it was funny seeing Bolin try to lie we had to keep pulling him away so he wouldn't spill the secret.

I snap back into reality, seeing everybody get up to head off the air ship. I startle when I feel a hand on my shoulder.

I look up my eyes blurry and head thumping, "Kid?" I blink, trying to clear my eyes."Hmm? Oh, lin, " I say, finally able to see.

I see her furrow her brows and immediately stand up, I regret it immediately as my vision turns fuzzy, my head feels warm, and my ears ring. I wobble a little as lin tries to steady me. A few seconds later, everything clears up.

"Maybe you should sit down," asami says from the spot beside the door. It looks like everyone had stopped what they were doing. I let out a wet crunchy cough into my elbow, waving away the concern I waltz off the airship, nearly flying down the ramp.

Everyone exchanges looks but shrugs it off. Except for lin, she keeps an eye on me until we get to the group of people off the loading bay.

I'm not sure what happens next, but the next thing I know, I'm pulled into a hug. I relax almost immediately, smelling the familiar smell of metal and Jasmin. I sigh, snuggling into suyin.

"Hello dear." She smiles amused, and she looks to lin for an explanation. Normally, I'm not this touchy and do anything to avoid hugs or any kind of physical contact.

"She's sick." Bolin chimes in, I grunble."No I'm not" it came out muffled as I was still clinging to suyin.

I thought of suyin as a mother figure, I've never had a mother nor a father and she's the closest ove ever had, similarly lin was like an aunt, that's why I wanted to treat her, show her how much I appreciate her.

Suyin chuckles, her chest vibrating as she scratches the back of my head with her hand. "Hmmm," I smile doppily, "is she now?" From my peripheral vision, I see the gang moving inside. I blink, snapping out of it, clearing my throat. I let go of suyin. No matter how much I feel ill or how much I want to crawl back into her embrace, I planned this suprise, so by spirits, I'm going to witness it.

Suyin let's me go watching in concern as I stumbled to catch up to the rest of the group, we made it inside where the party was , we all sung happy birthday to lin who looked like she would rather be anywhere else.

The day progressed, and I kept getting worse, I was warm but cold, my nose kept running hut was blocked, my head was thumping which wasn't helped by the music, I was dizzy and felt nauseous not to mention the wheeze cough.

It was getting late, it was around 11 pm. we arrived around 6 pm. I hadn't interacted much with the group, which was normal, I was introverted, and although I loved my friends, they understood I needed space sometimes, which is why nobody noticed how unwell I was.

I crept out of the party, stumbling to a spare room unaware of the eyes on me.

Lin was about to follow me, but suyin interviewed, "I'll take care of her, enjoy the party." she spoke loudly to be heard over the music, "Are you sure?" Suyin chuckled she never thought she'd see the day. lin was worried over a 16 year old. "Yes, it's your party, go!" Lin was shood away.

I panted, finally finding an unlocked bedroom. I sighed, trying to take my clothes off, but I felt too weak and only succeeded in getting my pants half off, I felt like crying as I flopped on the bed coughing and wheezing as I went. I whine feeling uncomfterble when I felt a hand on my back.

I gasp startled, but it only led me to cough furiously into my elbow. "Shh, it's alright dear it's just me," I relaxed, turning onto my back to see her. "OH hun you do not look well at all." She sighed, placing her hand on my forehead she gasped "oh your very hot. " I smiled smugly "thankyou I know. " it turns out I had a high fever, making me feel delirious.

Saying rolled her eyes, leaving the room. "Hey!" I whisper, wanting her to come back, tears filled my eyes as I start to cry, a mixture of feeling miserable and feeling abandoned.

What felt like hours to me but most likely minutes in reality she returns with a cold towel, some medicine and tea. Immediately she spots the tears, setting everything down on the desk she rushed over, pulling me into a hug and brushing the tears away.

"I'm just so mean, huh?" She was clearly amused, but I didn't catch it, "yeah, " I sniffle.

"Well, how about some medicine and sleep?" She offers, "you stay?" I ask hesitantly, looking up at her. She nods softly. "Of course," I smile brightly before she finally notices my poor attempt at taking my clothes off. She chuckles. "Need help, sweetheart?"

I give my consent and she wastes no time stripping me, she runs over to a drawer pulling out some of her clothes. It's only then do I notice it's her room I stumbled into.

She dresses me in light shorts and a T-shirt that smells like her.

She gives me the medicine and tea, and it helps unblock my nose. Once everything was eaten and consumed and the damp towl turned into a sweaty damp towl. She helped me lay down, turning the lights off, "goodnight dear I'll be close by if you need anything" She opens the door about to leave.

I whine, struggling to stand up. Once I do, I walk over to her and cling. "OH, you're just a clingy baby, huh?" She was milking this. She was a touchy person, and I wasn't so to have me clinging to her was rather nice. "Uhhuh," I mumbled into her chest. She picked me up, not surprising me as I knew she was strong. She walks over to the bed where she sits down me, straddling her with my head in her chest.

She starts to hum her chest vibrating as she cards her hand into my hair. I relax tearing up slightly, I've never had this much affection from someone before it made me realize how much I love suyin,and how I viewed her as my mother. So I decide to tell her that as my fever makes it so I have no filter, how convenient.

"I love you," I whisper. She stops for a second hand stilling in my hair. She takes a shuddering breath, "I love you to my darling girl." I cling to her tighter, holding back tears, "you're like my mom" I tensed waiting for her reply.

"You're like my daughter too, and I'm so proud of you." she hugs me tighter. I feel a tear land on my hair, but don't mention it.

She starts humming again, gently swaying side to side. "Good night, my daughter." I smile so bright my cheeks hurt, "good night, mom.".

Although I was miserable for another couple of days after, I was happy, I got the family and home I've always wanted, and I got loads of snuggling. Turns out I don't hate physical contact, I'm just touc starved. Who would have, though?

Anyway, I hope you enjoyed it. I didn't have a plan for this lol I went with the flow.