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stuck in a cycle of overeating and feeling guilty. i just don’t have the discipline to restrict anymore and it’s making me feel like a disgusting pig.

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are you ready for anorexic academic autumn????? 🍂☕️👻

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i can’t seem to get back to being under 7st. it was so easy for me before but as i’m getting older it’s just so difficult. i’ve been stuck between 7st2 - 7st7 for so long it’s actually driving me insane.

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gonna start doing wieiads bcs i keep eating more than i should

here’s one from the other day:

like these r great lower cal meal options if im only having 2 meals but all of them in one day feels like such a waste like i shoulda just ate a burger atp so i could save these for when im actually locked in

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it hit me and i’m so back !

it shouldn’t be hard for me to stay skinny this summer bcs it’s around this time of year where i always get hit with an unexplainable wave of sadness and lose my appetite anyway

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Couldn’t be me haha...

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heinz tomato soup been there for me since day 1 😫🫶

Just found out that Heinz tomato soup is 204 cals for a whole can! Idk why but i thought it would of been more

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i’ve been starving myself for like the past four years and somehow i’m still skinny fat at best ???

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“why are u so obsessed with calories” god forbid a woman has hobbies

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it shouldn’t be hard for me to stay skinny this summer bcs it’s around this time of year where i always get hit with an unexplainable wave of sadness and lose my appetite anyway

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i’ve put on so much weight these past few months but i’m back and ready to lock in

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a reminder to myself !

reminder:

a calorie limit is a LIMIT not a GOAL

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wouldn't wish an ED on my worst enemy cuz what if they get skinny before me

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to feel confident in nothing

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i carry my shame on my flesh and it suffocates between my back fat

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ive gone wayyy over my calorie limit for the past month and i have the audacity to get upset when trying on clothes for my holiday

i deserve the punishment of looking frumpy in my photos. it'll remind me to think twice before i let myself slip back into old habits.