#€d diary

[razorspidey]

i'm such a hypocrite

my boyfriend told me he was jealous of people with a thigh gap and i told him he's perfect the way he is knowing i'm ⭐️ving for a thigh gap

this disorder has turned me into such a fucking hypocrite

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[fattybony]

i want to be one of them so bad

[californiadrugs]

⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ matching bracelets ༉‧₊˚.

Kupiłam dziś takie słodkie bransoletki w kolorach moich włosów! Na ogół nie znoszę nosić niczego na rękach, ale tak mnie urzekły, że postanowiłam kupić je mimo wszystko. Są naprawdę leciutkie i nie czuć ich wcale na rękach, co nie wprawia mnie w dyskomfort. Jestem w nich totalnie zakochana! :3

[xbellarexia]

Why do you keep eating when you know that st@rving is the only way you feel pure and happy?

Don’t you want to feel good for at least once?

[kazuzu0kcal]

você se controlava tão bem.. voce restringia e estava em um bom processo.

e agora você esta parecendo uma porca, que não consegue ver um doce se quer, que come tudo parecendo uma desesperada.

volte a restringir, volte a passar fome.. e talvez assim vc consiga se sentir menos desconfortável com si mesma.

boa sorte, porquinha.

[stvrlightttsstuff]

Fat lasts much longer than flavor

[deerinwhite]

things i'm allowed to eat:

• rice/corn cakes 🍚

• apples 🍎

• grapes 🍇

• frozen berries 🍓

• gum 🫧

• coffee/ water/ tea ☕️

• egg whites 🍳

• lettuce 🥬

• chicken 🍗

• tomatoes 🍅

• cucumber 🥒

• pickles 🫙

• almonds 🌰

• carrots 🥕

i'm gonna keep updating this cause there are probably a lot of things i forgot

[sl3epyskul]

~i need to look like they could break me in half<3

[razorspidey]

we are SO back. i lost 1.3 kg overnight. i'll officially update my weight tomorrow morning though so i'll see how it is then! but wow i went from being like 53.3 on saturday evening to 52 now so this is good!! i just need to keep going and the numbers will keep lowering <3

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[spearmintzero]

i felt so in control today, i was about to fuck up and eat something i’m not supposed to. but i said no, and threw it away. so this is ur reminder that you are the one in control. if you find yourself preparing something you will regret eating, you can always choose to not eat it

[weightlosssoft]

Chce już nie mieć miesiączki z powodu wygłodzenia

[xbellarexia]

Wasting food hurts but being fat hurts more

[miraisick]

czy my mozemy znormalizowac to ze nie wszystkie osoby posiadajace ed maja niedowage??? dslwn ostatnio kilka osob z mojego miasta znalazlo moj edtwt i kiedy poszlam do sklepu to smiali sb ze mnie ze "jestem za gruba na ed" co strasznie zbulwersowalo. troche to przykre jak ludzie sa nieswiadomi i umniejszaja ludziom ktorzy faktycznie sa chorzy tylko dlatego ze jeszcze nie sa wychudzeni czy my naprawde juz decydujemy o tym ze ktos jest chory w momencie w ktorym waga takiej osoby staje sie realnym zagrozeniem dla zycia srs strasznie mnie to denerwuje