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my blog is, and always will be, a safe place for people who are not confident in their english speaking abilities. you will never be judged or mocked here.

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There will be Three, kin of your kin, who hold the power of the stars in their paws. & Knuckles

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changed my whole blog again hi shitlords

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Cowards won’t Reblog

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mental health went from okay and more stable than ever to absolutely horrible relapsing dissociating and losing chunks of time within a week i love winter i love having friends i love caring about people everything’s just been very triggering lately :(

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✨💕 Taking some quick commissions to donate money to some friends and family! 💕✨

Will be doing bust shots like these! Payment through Paypal only! Please provide references with your requests! Dm me to get started :)

Pencil Sketch -- $5 USD

Lined Drawing -- $7 USD

Lined and Colored -- $10 USD

WONT DRAW:

complicated/mech designs

nsfw/suggestive

anything bigoted (nazi symbolism, racism, lgbtphobia, etc)

WILL DRAW:

furry stuff

real people

ocs + existing characters

pets (headshot: $3 USD || fullbody: $5 USD)

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my batsona is a combo of a grey long eared bat and a honduran white bat with a purple snout. just thought i should put that out there

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friendly reminder that i have a discord server for punks! (16+)

pls reblog if u can :]

ps nazis, racists, homophobes, transphobes, terfs, transmeds, etc. are not welcome!!

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rebloging for future ref!

What taking testosterone will change: 

- how much body hair you’ll naturally grow (hint: a whole lot more)

- your muscle mass. you’ll gain muscle taking T, especially in the shoulders and you’ll lose body fat in the hips. it’s different to everyone how the body fat is redistributed but taking T is the best time to get in an exercise routine because you’ll gain muscle a lot faster. 

- your clit might get bigger within like the first two weeks. get ready for that because I wasn’t

- you could get mood swings when you first start because it’s Puberty: The Sequel

- within 3 months you’ll notice your voice begin to drop

-hunger and hot flashes. Hunger and Hot Flashes

- you may notice that a lot of anxiety is going away! that’s because testosterone (may possibly, this one is just my experience) can help mellow you out, and also some aspects of your dysphoria (high pitched voice, periods) are going away

What taking testosterone WON’T change:

-your aggression. you are not going to turn into some out-of-control rage beast. if you are, then you probably need to talk to your doctor about it. T can give you mood swings because of, like I said, you are going through puberty again, but it’s not going to make you an angry person. 

-your personality. i say this all the time, but deciding to transition does not equal deciding to be a brand new person. you are still you! in fact, transition means that you are becoming more you than ever! adding testosterone to your body is just something that you decided you’ve been missing to help you grow into the great person that you are!

-your overall health. of course, there are concerns when taking a new hormone, but if you look at the health risks, it’s mostly risks that cisgender men typically have. Increased heart issues? That’s a cisman thing. And the increased risk for problems in your ovaries/uterus? I mean, yeah, people who naturally produce the levels of testosterone that we are going for usually don’t have ovaries. So that one makes sense, you know?

Moral of the story is we need to stop scaring people who are taking hormones! Yes, it’s a big step and an important decision, but it’s has nothing to do with changing who you are on the inside. In the end, you are still who you are, just with a few different features! 

The stereotype that transgender men are sweet, soft boys before T and then afterwards are hairy, aggressive men is problematic and very tiring. 

EDIT: Since this has blown up, I want to say that the physical aspects are definitely based off my own experiences and what the given medical pamphlets say. Testosterone affects everyone differently! Each person will have variations and their own specialized journey!

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i will wear this, which is very normal for me but i’ll add a shit ton of accessories so we match

Will you platonicaly marry me 🥺😳✨💍

fuck the institution of marriage lets platonically elope into the thick of the woods

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Will you platonicaly marry me 🥺😳✨💍

fuck the institution of marriage lets platonically elope into the thick of the woods

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YES YES YES!! even aside, being proud and confident in your identity is a huge nonissue!!!!!! if you have any problem with people being openly and unapologetically queer you should reflect on why you feel that way.

this kind of bleeds into respectability politics which i could rant about for paragraphs but heck yeah!! do what makes you happy!!

Rant time for no reason:

Okay so people who are like: "people with their sexuality's in their usernames are annoying" or "people who announce they're gay on the internet so much are so annoying" annoy me

Cause like personally I can only really be me on the internet. I can only be a lesbian on the internet. I can't say I'm gay in real life I'm terrified of a homophobic parent finding out. I would like to be myself somewhere so I take the part of me that's quiet in real life and I make it loud where I can be loud about it. Just maybe before you get mad at people for something harmless maybe just maybe think about it. Think about the fact that maybe they have to hide themselves elsewhere and this is where they can be loud and proud so they can be "annoying" about it but just leave people be please and thank you.

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also blankie! i saw a person saying that they were happy stimming by saying blankie while in a cold duvet and now the word brings along such a nice feeling

i like the word mush. good word.

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i like the word mush. good word.

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i don’t know if this will help anyone but i'm making a list of resources for gender-ignorant parents!! (and other people)

https://www.plannedparenthood.org/learn/gender-identity/transgender/transgender-identity-terms-and-labels

https://www.hrc.org/resources/transgender-children-and-youth-understanding-the-basics

https://www.albertahealthservices.ca/assets/info/pf/div/if-pf-div-terms-and-phrases-to-avoid.pdf

https://mashable.com/2015/10/18/transgender-ally-words/

https://deconforming.com/offensive-terms-transgender/

https://everydayfeminism.com/2015/02/phrases-marginalize-trans-people/

https://www.glaad.org/transgender/allies

please add more links or blogs if you want!!! i’ll reblog this whenever i find more that i like

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i miss @cute-gutz *cries*

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you though this was gonna be a christmas post? guess again bitch! happy hanukkah! may your latkes be delicious and you have a blessed holiday season! אני אוהב את כולכם כל כך !!!