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i feel like life has just been passing by recently.

its not been bad, but it also hasnt held its full potential.

how do i stop this loop?

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q.o.t.d - when and how do you feel most connected with yourself, and how do you feel in those moments?

i personally think i feel most connected with myself when i do thing i want to do, like reading, writing or listening to music. when i do those things i feel a certain feeling which i find hard to put into words. its almost like im at peace and compleatly calm.

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how to start over

୨ৎ get rid of toxic people and things (stuff you associate with bad memories).

୨ৎ clean your room.

୨ৎ throw away things you don't need.

୨ৎ delete conversations with people you don't talk to anymore.

୨ৎ stay hydrated, drink more water.

୨ৎ remember positivity is key.

୨ৎ find new hobbies.

୨ৎ learn to love yourself.

୨ৎ don't be negative towards others.

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i am a garden that is constantly growing.

but sometimes i forget to water my plants.

“ill do it tommorow” i claim.

i dont.

then its too late. my garden was rotting, the beautiful flowers looking droopy and mournful.

i re-plant the flowers taking extra care this time, promising myself to look after them.

to look after myself.

the garden is appealing again, maybe even more.

its easy too acidently let them die again. but despite knowing that fact its still harder to start from fresh.

but every time they start rotting, every time they loose the little life they had in them. the next time they florish they’re stronger and beautiful.

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12 Deep feelings you never knew you had.

Novalunosis - The state of relaxation and wonderment while gazing upon the stars at night.

Wundervei - The deep introspection experience in the moment of isolated silence during a solo nature walk.

Eramnesia - The realization of being born in the wrong time period and wishing to live in another.

Witnessoja - The feeling of accomplishment following a long period of habitual procrastination or failure.

Sundreesoro - The disappointment felt after waking up from a plesant dream and realizing it wasn't real.

Livilence - The mix of eerie calmness and nostalgiac experienced when returning to the home one grew up in long after moving away.

Seatherny - The serenity one feels when listening to the chirping of birds.

Drizzlosis - The distinctive calmness one feels while listening to rainfall's ambiance.

Zigwè - The feeling of hopelessness one feels after trying to multiple, diffrent life and career paths and still not knowing what to do with one's life.

Teresaurum - The innate desire to be physically surrounded by gold.

Wistoragic - Characterized by lingering sadness and nostalgic following the recent end of a great story or series.

Altermapid - The nagging feeling that one lives in the wrong state or country.

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"Your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul."

- Charlie Chaplin

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peonies - symbolism & meanings

peonies have long been used in bridal bouquets to represent a long happy marrige

peonies symbolize:

love

harmony

prosperity

good fortune

in Chinese culture, peonies were known as "the royal flower" and "the flower of riches and honour".

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She always loved green

loved the colour of nature

of life.

He grew to love the colour too

watching her brush her fingers through the grass

pluck sour strawberries from their stems.

Now his tears glint in the sunlight

as the green trees begin to glow.

They both lie here at this tree

except she’s ten feet below.

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consumed by the idea of love. i stare up at the ceilings most nights, fantsizing about something i worry i will never recive.

that soft gently love. the sweet smiles. the caring words. i crave it. more than anything.

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Two People

She reads the paper, while he turns on TV. She likes the mountains, he craves the sea.

He'd rather drive, she'll take the plane. He waits for sunshine, she walks in the rain.

He gulps down cold drinks, she sips a hot.

he asks, "Why go?"

she asks, "Why not?"

In just about everything they disagree, but they love one another and they both love me.

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hopeless romantic

This person is in love with love. They believe in fair tales and love. All hopeless romantics are idealists, sentimental dreamers, imaginative and whimsical and when you get to know them. They often live with rose coloured glasses on. They make love look like an art form with all the romantic things they do for their special someone.

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we are nature

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"said" is dead - words to use instead:

hesitated

trailed off

distributed

expressed

sobbed

mocked

teased

passed on

put out

put forth

mimicked

shared

exclaimed

suggested

replied

insisted

grumbled

hissed

quaked

snapped

responded

acknowledged

ordered

pondered

requested

recalled

countered

whispered

warned

muttered

shouted

ventured

commanded

begged

added

reasoned

laughed

cried

stated

giggled

roared

whined

groaned

joked

cheered

agonized

exposed

began

called

went on

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poetry prompts

love me like we're underwater.

why did you leave?

are you coming back?

hold my hand.

i missed the train.

it's too quiet in here.

running through a field of fireflies.

writing love letters in the sand.

i saw you in my dreams.

lets take the long way home.

i forgot my umbrella.

singing to the rhythm of the rain.

what if we never met?

i'm not sure where i am.

can you keep a secret?

i was meant to be there.

dancing on the edge.

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sit with it.

sit with it.

sit with it.

even though you want to run.

even though it’s heavy and difficult.

even though you’re not quite sure of the way through.

Healing happens by feeling.