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Hellooo!
It's been a long time. I'm really sorry that I haven't been active this last period, but I've struggled with school and how hard it has been (expecially the last three weeks due to how bad my teachers organised their work).
I'm alive! And I intend to write for the requests I've received! I promise as soon as I can I'll post!
Thank you❤💚
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Helloo, I really love your Laxus one shot! If your requests are open, could I request another laxus one shot where laxus and the reader find out they’re having a baby?
Soooo, this is my first request ever and I'm really excited! Yes, my requests are open, I'll write a post with the fandom I can try and wright for. I made it a little bit angsty since Laxus is not the type of character who radiates fluff. Anyways, hope you like it, please let me know♥️
I should be happy... right?
Laxus x pregnant! Reader
Synopsys: You have been with Laxus for a long time, even before his exile. Now after the Great Mage games, you receive news that will change your lives. You love each other, he'll be fine right?
Your eyes were wide open, as you stared at your hands.
Your hands were gripping the fabric of your pants as you tried to breathe. Your mouth was dry, no sound dared to come out. Your heart was beating fast, as your lungs started to increase their rhythm. Tears started to dwell in your eyes, threatening to fall.
"Y/N...." Porlyusca whispered.
You heard her, but your mind wouldn't acknowledge her, busy repeating over and over again the same questions that made even more anxious and sick. "what is going to happen.... why me.... how is he going to react... I don't want to... I don't want that..... I don't want him to leave me...."
Your breath was now so fast your chest hurt. And then everything became black.
"Y/N, wake up" You heard Porlyusca voice speaking and opened your eyes, sitting on the bed you were laying on.
"Porlyusca san, what happened?" You asked, "After I told you the news... you had a panic attack, so I sedated you, you slept for an hour" she explained, sitting on her little chair near the bed. You couldn't bear looking at her, you felt ashamed, after what she told you all you could feel was anxiety and preoccupation.... what a good mother you thought, slowly caressing your stomach.
"There's nothing to be ashamed of" the medic said, as you continued to stare at the white cover, "It's normal to feel overwhelmed... especially if the child wasn't planned... if you want... there are ways to...." You stopped her immediately, staring at her with fear in your eyes, but there was something else, "I... want to have it" you whispered, now staring at your hands on your stomach, "I'm so scared I could pass out.... but I want to have it...." Porlyusca smiled and nodded.
As you walked back to your apartment your mind was wandering through all the possibilities. You were so worried at how he would react, and it scared you the most the fact that him leaving you and your child was a plausible option. After all... was he ready to become a father... was Laxus Dreyar ready to have a child... dang you weren't even sure you were ready.
You sighed and dried the tears with your hands as you reached your home, feeling anxious at every step you made.
"Tadaima!" you spoke, receiving no answers. You let out a breath you didn't know you were holding. You weren't ready to tell him. Sighing you lay on the couch and swiftly fell asleep.
When you woke up a strong scent could be smelled coming from the kitchen. The smile that naturally grew on your face was swiftly blocked by the thought of the news... You shook your head and buried it away, letting the smile grow.
You reached the kitchen and there, your boyfriend was, cooking for you. You stared at him, feeling your stomach flips, just as years ago, feeling your heart melt, as you knew how much he hated cooking, feeling your eyes wet, as the fears you were trying to cast away were crushing you once again. However you knew what to do, you knew what you wanted and he didn't want to be involved in your decision... then...
"Don't stare too much or you'll consume me" he said, still looking at the pan in his big sift hands, you giggled, "Sorry, wouldn't want that to happen" you replied and made your way to him, hugging him from behind, breathing him his scents.
"Is everything alright?" he whispered, as you nodded, tightening the grip around his torso. He sighed, aware of your lies. During the meal, you were silent and distant. Laxus stared at you as you ate, preoccupied.
"I'm going to have a bath" you said, as he nodded. You reached the bathroom and started crying. why were you so anxious? He loved you, he was going to be there for you... "Y/N... are you ok?" you heard his voice from the bedroom and tried to stop your tears, "Yes, I'm alright" you replied, "Do you want me to come in?" he asked.
Your mind was once again running around. You took a deep breath and clenched the doorknob. Another deep breath, you thought, calming your mind and your body, "No...I...I'm coming out... there is something I need to tell you....". You opened the door, revealing your teary eyes and puffy nose. Laxus was shocked and preoccupied, he followed all of your movement, never leaving his tough facade. He observed as you took his hand and led him to your bed.
He observed as you took a deep breath and left his hand, feeling his preoccupation rising.
He observed as you brought your eyes up to his, staring deep in your eyes, searching for something, strength...? Love....? He couldn't tell.
He observed as your mouth moved. As those words left your mouth the world stopped. Silence filled the air.
"I'm going to have it....." silence...." With....or without your involvement..... you are free to choose....".
Nothing could be heard in that household. Laxus was staring at the floor and you were staring at your hands, waiting for the moment of truth. I... should be happy right? you thought as tears ran down your cheeks.
The silence was broken by the sound of the front door shutting. You were now alone, almost.
You cried, feeling all your emotions flowing down. This child. She was going to receive so much love, you will make sure of it, you thought, as you fell asleep, tears still streaming down your face.
The sun was beaming through the curtains and the birds were chirming.
Your eyes slowly opened, still puffy and red from the night before, his heart melted. You turned your head and saw him, sitting on the armchair opposite your side of the bed. Now your anger was taking control of you.
"Y/N...." he whispered, as you got up and moved your hand to slap him, he stopped it, placing it slowly on his cheek.
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry that I left" he continued, "I'm scared..." Your eyes, before full of anger now lovingly staring at him.
He has always dealt with things his way, "I... I'm so scared...." he repeated, as tears streamed down his face. You moved your hands to dry them, caressing his cheeks, "I'm scared too... but if you want... we can be scared together, you don't have to carry burdens all on your own, we are in this together" you said.
He was staring at you, your strength was the only reason he became the man he was now, your love, was the only reason he was going to be a father, you were the reason he was happy.
"Let's do this together.." he whispered, placing his forehead on yours, you nodded, kissing him.
The kiss was gentle, slow yet passionate.
I'm happy now, you thought.
LITTLE EXTRA BC IT'S MY FIRST REQUEST...
"Gramps... We needed to tell you that.... well....Y/N's pregnant..." Laxus said, scratching the back of his neck, as she half hugged him, smiling.
"Gramps!" Laxus yelled as Makarov passed out. "Guess it went well" she said, laughing.
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Sometimes it's hard
Pedro Pascal x reader
Synopsis: You and Pedro have been together for almost a year. During this period you've had fights, but none like this, it started as something small but before you two noticed it blew off. You two love each other, you're sure of that.
You didn't even remember why you started yelling at each other. You didn't remember what caused you to shout those awful things, you didn't remember why he started insulting you like that.
It didn't matter, you said those words and there was no way to go back now.
You sighed, feeling tears streaming down your face. You sighed, unable to move from your position on the bed.
When you reached the most hurtful comment, you couldn't handle it anymore. You left him in the living room as he was shouting something back at you, you stormed into his bedroom and lay down, crying.
It took you probabòy two hours before you calmed down and let all your emotions flow down your eyes. You sighed, entering the small bathroom to take a glass of water. You drank and washed your face, useless.
Your red puffy eyes and nose were visible.
You sighed, drinking another glass and splashing water on your face once again.
You wanted to apologize, after all, you were the one who started yelling, after all, you were the one who stormed away in the middle of a discussion. You sighed and grabbed all your courage, summoning all the strength you could. You slowly trespassed the door and took a deep breath. You reached the living room, where Pedro was sitting on the couch, eyes puffy and red and tissue in his hand as more tears flooded down his cheeks.
He was staring at the void, replaying the argument in his head, trying to find every way he messed up, but there were so many he couldn't stop. He sighed, crying more. You stepped into the living room, silently.
He saw you.
You didn't dare to look at each other, ashamed and hurt.
You sat down next to him and waited for a moment, trying to find the best way to apologize, scanning each word.
"I'm sorry" you said, now your eyes fixed on his as he was staring at the floor, "I shouldn't have yelled, nor say all those awful things, I'm so sorry…" you started, feeling tears on your eyes once more. "I didn't mean all those horrid things I said, I just… I'm so sorry, I wish I could turn back and stop myself… please forgive me" you continued.
Pedro looked at you. "It's not only your fault, I also shouldn't have said all those terrible words, I regret each letter so much, I…I'm so sorry, please forgive me too". You placed your hand on his knee. He placed his hand on yours.
They waited for a moment, crying.
"I forgive you" he said, causing you to cry even more,
"Are you sure, I said so many terrible things" you said, stuttering.
"I'm sure, I love you" he said. Slowly he placed his arms around you, as the both of you continued to cry. You hugged him back. "I forgive you too" you whispered.
They hugged each other for a while until Pedro broke the hug and placed his forehead on yours, "I love you so much" he said, "I love you too" you replied, connecting your lips.
You cuddled on the couch, hugging each other. You both fell asleep, tired. You woke up after an hour and yawned, feeling your head heavy and your eyes still puffy. You looked up at the man hugging you and smiled, feeling the warmth and the love you needed so much.
You stared at him until he woke up too. "We fell asleep" You said, hugging the man thigther, he smiled and caressed the arm you had around his torso, "What time is it?" he asked, controlling on his watch, "I'm hungry" you said, "Me too" he replied, "Want to order something, I don't feel like cooking" you asked, "Me neither, pizza?" he asked, receiving a nod as an answer
Pedro made the order and waited. You were still tight around him. "Y/N…" he whispered, "Mh…" "I love you" "I love you too" you replied, as he leaned down to kiss you. You talked quietly, afraid to raise your voices once again. The bell rang and you sighed, but got up nevertheless. You took your pizzas and placed them on the table. Meanwhile, Pedro was preparing the table. You ate, smiling and laughing. After dinner, you cuddled on the couch, watching a film.
During the film, Pedro's hand was rested on your thigh, as he caressed you, and gently made its way up. Pedro was biting his lip, feeling your finger slowly trailing shape on his chest. At that point you didn't care about the film at all.
You just needed each other.
Pedro's hand was now far up your leg. You gulped, now understanding his actions. You stared at him as he moved towards you to kiss you, lovingly.
"Y/N…" he whispered, between kisses, as he made his way down to your neck. Your hands were now on his hair, gently stroking them. Pedro stopped and looked at you.
You saw his eyes unsure and insecure, he was asking you if you wanted to, if you were fine with that. You kissed him, passionately, and Pedro knew. You moved to sit on his lap, your legs on either side of him, still kissing him deeply. "We should go to the bedroom" Pedro said, between kisses and touches. You nodded and swiftly got up, followed by the man she loved.
That night, they were smiling, happy.
You stared at the man who was laying on your chest and smiled, kissing his head. Pedro chuckled and leaned to kiss you once more. "I love you" you said, "I love you too" he replied, feeling your hand gently stroking his hair, as his eyelids closed and he fell asleep.
She sighed, but smiled, slowly drifting off.
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I wasn't reckless... I was kind
Laxus Dreyar x reader
Synopsis: You're an S class mage, with the ability to bend elements (like the avatar). While you were on Tenroujima for the exam, Grimoire heart attacked. You and Freed found yourself fighting Kawazu and Yomazu. Freed is in danger and you jump in to save him, not knowing someone else, someone really special to you has arrived to help.
Freed was stunned, his voice wasn't coming out.
He stared at your figure in front of him. "Y.....Y....Y/N...." he stuttered. You coughed, as blood flooded down your mouth.
"You don't hurt my friends," you said, looking straight in the eyes of the wizard in front of you. He laughed, pushing his sword deeper into your side.
You coughed again.
"Y...Y...Y/N..." The green-haired male cried out.
"Freed, don't worry, I'm not gonna die, I promised him" you managed to whimper, as tears streamed down his face. You breathed out and placed your hands on the sword, pushing it even deeper, as the enemy wouldn't leave the grip on the hilt. The wizard stared at you shocked. You, then, centimeters away from him, placed your hands on his shoulders. "Kaze" you whispered, bending the wind to hit him while sending Freed far away from you two. The wizard started yelling as the element was crushing the bones inside his body. You stopped, and he fell to the ground.
"Freed, are you alright?" You asked, coughing more blood, turning your head to look at him in the eyes, smiling, the sword still inside your body as blood continued dripping out.
He waited for a moment, then nodded, crying. "I'm so glad" you whispered, feeling your strength abandon you. You collapsed, falling on the ground. "I'm sorry Laxus, guess I didn't maintain the promise, at least I saved him" you thought, as salty water flew down your almost closed eyes.
"Guess I'll never live the future we dreamed about".
Freed ran towards you. "Y/N!" he yelled.
He bent down and slowly removed the sword. You were still breathing, he thought. He placed a rune on the wound to stop it from bleeding, but it wasn't gonna last. He rested your chin on his shoulders and started running. Wendy, he needed Wendy.
The battle against Purehito had ended. They were all sitting on the ground, tired. Laxus was alone, away from the others, waiting for his Gramps to yell at him, but mostly waiting for your figure to appear and smile, or do whatever, it didn't matter, he just wanted to see you, he would've never admitted it, but he missed you, he missed your smile, your skin, your laugh, your hair... He missed Y/N.
However, what his eyes witnessed stopped his heart.
"WENDY! WENDY!" She heard her name being called, from a crying Freed.
"Freed, what's…" she didn't finish, as her eyes were locked on the woman he was carrying. They all were astounded. "She needs help…I…I stopped… the bleeding, but the wound is still deep……Please Wendy… do something… please" he said, falling on the ground with the woman on top of him. Wendy ran towards them and placed Y/N on the floor, as all the wizards there surrounded her. She was unconscious, as soon as Freed lifted the mark, blood started flooding out, Laxus, along with everyone else, started panicking, his eyes were fixed on your features, as pain filled your expression.
Noone dared to speak.
Silence filled the air.
Wendy was sweating, trying to stop the bleeding and close the wound.
An eternity later, or what seemed like one, Wendy stopped and breathed out as tears streamed down her face. "She's… safe" she spoke.
Laxus left a breath he didn't know he was holding, his knees couldn't sustain him anymore, he kneeled down next to you, as he tried to steady his breath. He moved the usual strand of hair away from your face, as he stared at your unconscious figure, now more relaxed.
Everyone was relieved. Freed was staring at the woman, who minutes before almost gave her life for his.
You woke up hours later, under a tent. You immediately tried to stand up and winced in pain. "Don't" you heard a male voice speaking. You turned your head to meet a green-haired man behind you. "You should rest" he continued, "I'm fine" you said, getting up, you felt dizzy, the world was spinning. "Y/N…" "I'm fine, don't worry" you repeated again, earning a sigh from the male. "You shouldn't have done that" he said, offering you a shirt to cover your torso, full of bandages. "I knew what I was doing" "That's not what I said…" "Freed" you turned yourself completely, staring into his eyes, centimeters away from him. You placed your hand on his shoulder, and spoke, "I care about your life, I care about you, I knew I could survive the wound, I wasn't sure about you though" you finished chuckling, as the man sighed once again. "Freed…" you started, whispering, breaking the eye contact "Is he… I mean… Is he here for real…?" you asked, Freed smiled and nodded. "He's in the woods, in that direction" he gestured towards the end of the camp. You nodded and walked away.
He was sitting on the grass, legs crossed, thinking about the events of the day and his future. He sighed, finding no answers in his mind.
You stared at him, sighing. He was there in front of you. He was real. Since the moment he left you've been thinking about him, about his scent, his smirk, his laugh. You've missed him like crazy. There he was, feet away from you, and you were scared, scared of what could've changed, what he was going to do.
You took a deep breath and summoning all your courage, you finally took that step.
"You shouldn't think so much, your brain can't handle it" you spoke, causing the man to turn his head and stop his thinking.
"You should rest, you were wounded badly"
"Mh…" you hummed in response, he sighed, "You shouldn't be so reckless"
"I wasn't reckless, I was… kind" you said, sitting next to him, he looked at you, and sighed again, "You shouldn't be on this island" she said, "Mh… but here I am" "I see", you couldn't look at him, you didn't want to break, you had been so strong, you had resisted so much.
"Thank you" you whispered,
"Mh...?" "Natsu told me you helped them" "I was just passing nearby…" "Anyways thank you, you could've left us, you saved everyone today" you smiled. He turned his head away from your figure, as your smile caused his cheeks to burn.
Silence filled the air once again.
You two didn't dare to talk, you didn't want to break the thin tranquility.
"I missed you" you then said, unable to keep quiet anymore, causing the man to stare at you. You looked at your hands, running your finger on the scar you had on your left arm. "Gildarts…told me about the mission you took after I was expelled", you waited, ashamed of the scar that started on her right hand and reached her shoulder. "Mh…" "You were reckless…" "Mh… I know".
He gulped, his mind was running, he felt so angry at himself, he was the reason she had been sad, he was the reason you had taken that mission, he was the reason you were hurt. He sighed.
"I'm sorry" he started, feeling your gaze shift to his face,
"I'm sorry for everything I've done to you and to the guild… When I saw you today, unconscious... I realized how bad I've treated you and... I regretted ever hurting you... I'm so sorry..." you smiled, as tears started to stream down your cheeks. "Welcome home Laxus-Kun" you said, closing your eyes and laying your head on his shoulder.
He smiled, trying to maintain his tough facade, but failing miserably as tears streamed down his cheeks.
You were with him and as long he had you, he was going to be fine.
But he was never going to tell anyone.
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Stealing their boyfriend’s catchphrases to show how much they love them
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I don't know how to love
Gaara x reader
Synopsis: Y/N is a Konohagakure ninja, she has been in love with Gaara for years, but Y/N has never told him. She knows he has never dealt with those types of emotions and she fears he would freak out and reject her. However, Temari told her something that will give her the courage to act and try to reach the happiness she deserves.
"Your mission is really important, be careful" "Yes!" You and Kiba replied, bowing your head and exiting the room, saluting the sixth Hokage.
"Agh, another mission, I'm so tired" Kiba said, massaging his shoulder, "I know, but we need to find the information in time for the Kage summit" you replied, walking towards the exit of the building, "Well then see you tomorrow, don't be late" you continued, leaving Kiba and directing your tired body towards the library.
You were walking, when suddenly you spotted him.
His red hair gently ruffled by the sweet breeze, his eyes happy, as he was smiling about something Lee told him. You stopped on your track, feeling butterflies in your stomach.
He spotted you too.
He coughed, feeling a warm sensation rushing inside him.
"Oh, look, it's Y/N!" Lee shouted, waving at you, as you woke up from your staring and waved back. You reached them and all the greetings started. You hugged Kankuro and bowed in front of the Kazekage. Gaara blushed a little, "Y/N, dear, you don't need to do that" he said, taking your hands in his. Your face turned a deep shade of red as you nodded, "It's great to see you again, Gaara Kun" you whispered, enjoying the feeling of his hand on yours. Meanwhile, Lee, TenTen, and Kankuro were staring at you two, shocked by your intimacy. "Anyways..." Lee started, causing the two of you to break eye contact and the hands contact.
"Where are you going?" Lee asked you, "I'm headed to the library, Kakashi Sensei asked me and Kiba to retrieve some information for the summit" you explained, sighing "Didn't you just returned from a mission?" Tenten asked, preoccupied for her friend, "Yes, I was, but I and Kiba were the only Jonin free and still in the village" you sighed, obviously tired, "Aren't you tired?" the girl demanded again, "Yes, I am, but I'll ask Mitsuke to run through the information for me and I'll do as much as possible in my state" "Great idea, if you want you can catch up with us at lunch, we're eating at Ichiraku's" Your eyes lit up, "Absolutely, count me in, now I'll go, or I won't be able to join you" you said, smiling, "It was great meeting you, see you later" you saluted, running towards the building.
Gaara sighed as he stared at your figure.
When after the war, you ran towards him and hugged him, as your life depended on it, he felt a spark, he felt something strong, something warm waving inside his body. He sensed his stomach flip and his heartbeat accelerating. He didn't want to let you go, he wanted to feel you, to feel your skin on his and your body so near. However, he never told anyone that, and as time went on, it became only a beautiful memory.
Or so he thought.
When his mind wandered he found himself thinking about you. He thought about your laugh, your smile, and your sparkly eyes. He found himself wishing he could be next to you all the time.
But he had always pushed those thoughts in the back of his heart.
When you were in front of him he couldn't talk, he almost couldn't breathe. He felt his heart skip and his hands shaking. He was so scared that you could sense his changing emotions. Because something was changing right?
"Gaara, is everything alright?" Kankuro asked, "Yes, I'm fine" he replied, was he though? What was happening inside of him and what was this woman doing to him?
You sighed, tired but happy. You had just finished your work and as you were leaving the Hokage's office, you smiled, thinking about your plans for lunch. You found them sitting at Ichiraku's, "Hey guys, I hope you haven't started without me" you said, as the group saluted you, "We were waiting" Lee replied, gesturing for you to sit next to him and Gaara.
"Did you manage to finish the mission?" Tenten asked,
You narrated your morning, explaining the difficulties of your mission and how much you wanted to sleep. They all laughed at that point. "Y/N, I think you should go rest" Kankuro suggested, "I know, but you guys are here for just three days, I'd love to spend more time with you" You said, scratching the back of your neck.
You were telling the truth, you couldn't wait to see Gaara again and spend time with him, even if it meant being tired and not resting. "We have meetings though, you have plenty of time to rest" Gaara replied, causing you to smile, as your food arrived.
You yawned and stretched your arms. "Do you have any meetings today?" you asked, "Yes, we have one in about an hour" Gaara replied, "Which means we should probably go" Kankuro sighed, "Perfect, I'll go rest then, I'll see you later maybe?" you said.
Gaara nodded, "Yes, we can have dinner together..." he started, but as soon as he understood the meaning of his words he corrected himself. "We could invite Temari too" Gaara continued, trying to hide his nervousness, "amazing, it's been so long since I've seen her" you replied, pushing away the strange thoughts his words caused; "Then I'll catch up with you after the meeting, bye" You said, walking away.
You opened the door of your apartment and crushed on the bed, sighing. After all those years, after all those tears, his smile, his eyes, his voice had the same effect on you. He made your knees weak. You sighed once again, feeling your heart hurt, knowing he would and could never feel the same.
Dinner was fun.
You were able to catch up with your friend and to gossip about some of the couples, while Gaara, Kankuro, and Shikamaru, who, suspiciously,  invited himself immediately after you mentioned Temari, were discussing.
"He invited himself I'm telling you" You whispered, eating a piece of meat, "I said you were gonna be there and he immediately found an excuse to come" You were chuckling at Temari, who meanwhile was trying to cover her blush.
"Enough talking about me" she then said, as a mischievous smile found its way on her face, "I have some news..." Temari whispered, causing you to sigh, "I don't know.... we've talked about this... he'll never feel the same... I should probably forget about him..." you started, feeling desperate "He said he's confused..." Temari said, stopping your rumbling, "What?" You asked, shocked, "He didn't go into details, he just said that his heart is in turmoil and he doesn't really understand some emotions he has started to feel... towards... someone...." Your eyes widened and you couldn't contain your smile. Gaara's heart was confused, about his emotions, towards someone, maybe...
You sighed once again, who were you kidding, you thought, it could mean anything, and nothing,
"I don't know... I don't want to get my hopes up..." "You should tell him" she said, "WHAT?" you raised your voice, causing the three males to stop their conversation and look questioningly at the two of you, "Sorry" You said, smiling.
They all turned back to their conversation as you sighed,
"I said, you should tell him" "I heard you loud and clear the first time, why?" You asked, preoccupied,
"He's not good at this stuff, he's never been in love and he doesn't know how to act, if you told him how you felt, maybe he would have a guideline and you know... you two could act on your feelings" You were shocked at her words, but Temari was right if you wanted something to happen, you needed to be honest with him about your feelings, and even help him understand his.
"You're right..." you said, sighing once again, "I'm just scared, that's all" you replied, "I understand, but you've been hiding for so long and you deserve happiness" Temari replied, caressing your arm.
That night, you couldn't sleep, your mind dancing around all the different possibilities. You had never liked confrontation, a fight, sure, you loved fighting, but serious talks and confrontation made you nervous.
You sighed and decided to go on a walk to clear your mind.
As always, you went to the mountain. It was your favorite place, you loved to look at the village asleep, it made you feel calm and secure.
You shivered, feeling the breeze sweetly touching your skin.
"You should go to bed and rest"
You sighed, turning your head to face the redhead man. He sat down near you and crossed his arms, as always.
"I know, but I couldn't fall asleep" you replied, staring at the dim light of the village. "Is something bothering you?" he asked, nervous. You sighed and moved your head to look into his eyes.
"I guess so" you replied.
Silence filled the air as the usual gentle wind blew.
"Do..... do you want to talk about it....." you were now staring at the village, while he was cautiously studying your behavior, "I don't know" you replied, "Is it something really important?" "Yes".
He nodded, unsure of his next moves.
You looked at him as he diverted his gaze from you and, instead, stared at the village and you followed his graceful gaze.
"This is my favorite place in Konohagakure" he spoke, catching you by surprise, "Really? Mine too" "I love how the village is so peaceful and calm" "Me too".
You chuckled, "Gaara Kun... I think I'm going to tell you what's bothering me.." you started, and moved your eyes to his, to find the strength you needed.
I deserve happiness... you thought.
You took a deep breath.
"I hate confrontation, you know that" you started, "Yes, I know..." "Good, so, I need to tell you something, but it's going to be complicated..." "Why?".
You took another deep breath.
"Because I'm sure about it, but I don't know how you're gonna react" "Ok, go on" "I just need you to remember that I'm going to help you and be by your side however you... feel".
You took another deep breath and took his hands in yours.
"I know, for a fact, that I.....I like you....." you said. As the three words left your mouth you felt a weight lift from your shoulders.
Gaara stared at you and at your hands together. "W...What.... does...it..... What does it mean?" he asked, preoccupied. You smiled and tightened the grip on his hands "It means I feel something towards you deeper than friendship...." you explained, calmly.
He thought for a moment.
"Gaara, I told you because I know you are not comfortable with emotions and feelings... and by telling you I hoped we could figure out together if you feel the same way... so maybe we could.... like.... become closer" you explained, now feeling the regrets hitting you.
Gaara sighed, his mind was so confused, and let's not mention his heart.
You waited for his answer.
"Can you.... can you help me figure it out?" the boy asked, you smiled as a single tear fell down from your right eye, you couldn't believe it. "What was that for?" Gaara asked, moving his hand to brush it away.
You smiled and stopped his hand from leaving your check, melting in his touch, you caressed it.
"I'm happy, I've had these feelings for so long..." you replied, Gaara sighed, "Why didn't you tell me before?" You laughed, "Because I was scared you were gonna reject me" "Why would I?" "You see, when someone doesn't feel the same way as you do, you tell them and they reject you, and things get awkward... I was scared you were gonna say no to me" "But I feel something, why would I say no" he replied, chuckling.
Your eyes lit up, now watery, "You feel something...." you whispered, "Yeah..." he replied, ashamed of his emotions, "No... Gaara, tell me, I'm here to help you...".
He sighed and took a deep breath.
"You see... when you hugged me after the war... I didn't want to let go... my heart was beating faster, almost as fast as now... my face was burning and my stomach was flipping, does it mean... I like you back... because I've never felt those emotions before...." you nodded, sweetly, "I also like hearing you speak, I love your laugh and I can't stop staring at your eyes..." "I feel this way too" you whispered, "I also love how there's always a single strand of your hair out from your braid" You laughed, as he mirrored you.
"So what do we do now?" he asked, your hands together on your lap. "What do you want to do?" you asked, he thought for a moment, looking at the woman in front of him, "I want to hug you and never let go" he whispered, feeling his cheeks warm again, you smiled and placed your forehead on his, moving as slowly as possible and never breaking eye contact. He stared into your eyes and felt secure, "Then do it" you whispered. He slowly hugged your figure, sliding his arm around your torso and laying his head on your shoulder.
You didn't want to let him go.
After a while though, you left his side and smiled, "Now what do we do?" he asked, unsure, "We are starting a relationship... as in girlfriend and boyfriend... so we should go to a date... like a dinner or a lunch.... or just whatever... we should just spend as much time together as possible to know each other and.... deepen our feelings." you said, as he nodded. "Would you like to go to lunch together tomorrow?" he asked, "I'd love to... we could go to my place... I could cook for us" you said, he nodded. "I'd love to...".
They stared at each other for a moment.
"Can I hug you again?" he asked, "Thought you'd never asked".
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I've finally understood
William Weasley x Reader
Synopsis: Y/N has had a crush on Bill for years now. That summer her parents left her at the Burrow, since they had business to attend to. Y/N sees him every day, and spend her entire days with him and his brothers, especially with her classmate and best friend Charlie. Bowie, her bowtruckle friend his always with her. Y/N feels desperate, she doesn't know how to act towards her feelings..... but little dies she knows.
Y/NN = Your Nickname
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That night the stars were so bright, so perfect, the two friends layed on the grass outside the burrow, Y/N was thinking so deeply her head hurted,
"Char" she whispered softly, her voice barely audible,
"Mh?" the boy near her asked,
"I think...." she started still staring at the sky above them, "I think I'm in love" she stated slowly, studying each word that escaped from her lips.
Charlie stood there silent, "I know"  he wanted to say, "I've noticed how you've been acting so distant rhese days" he decided against saying, preferring to reply in a neutral and calm way
"Who's the lucky one?" he asked.
She sat up, bringing up her knees towards her face, placing her head on them.
"Why did I said something like that? Exspecially to him" she thought.
Charlie sat up too, caressing her arm, "Y/N, you know you can tell me anything" he said,
"Do you believe that there is someone out there only for us?" she suddendly asked, as Bowie, her bowtrucle, came out of her pocket,
Charlie sighed again, relaxing and laying down again,
"Yes"
"How?"
"What do you mean?"
"How is it possible? Why?..."
"I don't know, I just believe that someday, when you least expect it the one made for you, the other half of your apple will meet you and you'll feel complete"
The silence surrounding them felt so heavy yet so perfect.
"Y/NN! Char!"
"It's Bill, let's go, there's probably some ice cream"
"You go, I.... I want to stay here a tad more" she said,
The idea to ask her if she was ok lingered in Charlie's mind, but he thought it was better leave her be, give her space.
"I'll tell mom to leave you some Ice cream then" he said
"Thanks, you're the best" she said.
As he walked away Y/N sighed, laying once again on the grass,
"Bowie, what should I do?" he asked the Bowtruckle who was now on her stomach, looking at her,
"It's been two years, two years since I've developed feeling for him..." she sighed, "In those two years he had had his own life. Me? Oh, I've been following him like a lost puppy. All his attentions, all our conversations, I guess I was just overanalyzing. I need to go on with my life." She said sighing.
"The problem is that I love him so much" she said, standing up, taking the little creature in her hands, "His gorgeous long red hair, his amazing blue eyes, his sweet yet rough voice. He's so kind, so caring, so honest ,loyal"
"Don't look at me like that" she said looking at Bowie, "Obviously he isn't flawless, He's a tad perfectionist, and commanding, stubborn and too talkative, but that's a Weasley's trait" she chuckled;
"Yeah, I love him so much it hurts, what to do, what to do" she finally said laying once again on the grass, putting Bowie on her bare stomach.
"The stars are so bright tonight" Charlie said entering the house,
"Where's Y/N?" Bill asked,
"She... She needed some time alone" he replied, "Is she fine?" "she needs some.... some alone time, I think she likes a guy that doesn't return her feelings" he said going towards the kitchen.
William looked outside as she moved, talking to her creature, he decided to go see if she was ok.
Walking outside the house he was able to hear just the last part of her little conversation.
"I love him so much it hurts, What to do, What to do?"
"Y/NN?"
As she heard his voice she sat up straight, shocked, causing Bowie to fly on her legs,
"B....Bill!" she said, staring at his figure as he approached her and sat next to her on the grass,
"How much have you heard?" She asked, preoccupied,
"How much was I supposed to hear?" he chuckled, "Not much aniways, just the last sentence" she sighed, relieved.
The silence fell between them, they both could sense a kind of tension, something stopped them from talking; they stayed like that for what felt like hours, gazing at the stars.
She didn't want to look at him, she didn't want to feel those emotions, she didn't want to be hurt anymore.
He however stared at her features, her face lighted up only by the light of the stars, her eyes full of an emotion he could describe solely as sadness.
"I'm sorry" he suddendly broke the silence, shocked by his own statement he looked at her reaction as she faced him, not understanding his words.
"what for?" she asked, "Charlie..... charlie" he coughed embarassed as the girl chuckled.
Has he ever noticed the way her lips quirked up as she smiled, as he ever noticed how that single strand of hair outside her bun fall off on her face as she laughed, as he ever noticed how her laugh sounded, how utterly happyit made him to hear it?
No.
Than why all of a sudden all those little details stroke him like a wave.
"William?" she asked, pushing slightly his shoulder, how long as he been staring at her.
"Sorry.... I.... I was thinking" he said embarassed, thankfull that the light didn't show his blush. She nodded, "What did Charlie tell you?" she then quetioned,
"Right, he told me you have feelings not reciprocated for a guy" he said, feeling a strange contraction on the left side of his heart.
She sighed, bringing up her knees, showing visibly sadness
"Yeah" she replied, "I've been trying to make him notice me for almost two years now, I was talking about it with Bowie, he thinks I should tell him while I think I should just move on" She blurted out at once, only later realizing what she had said, but most importantly to whom.
"Sorry, I didn't mean...." The words she was trying to let out stopped dead on her mouth as the boy took her hand in his, staring at them he spoke.
"It doesn't matter, I'm sorry to hear that, but I must agree with Bowie, even though I don't know how you can talk to him" he started earning a laugh from the gorgeous girl "you should give him a chance...... you know....... you should give you two a chance." He spoke now gazing in her eyes.
Why was his heart so heavy, why the words he was saying hurt him, just the thought of her saying I love you to someone else hurt him.
William only now realized, the way he had looked at her, the way he had talked to her, the need to see her more and more every day, the urge to make her smile, to hear her laugh.
Only now he realized, only now, of all moments. He was giving her to someone else, he was helping the girl he liked find happiness in someone else arms.
"Do....."His train of thoughts was interrupted by her voice, her trembling voice,
"Do.... Do you really think that?" she asked, staring at their hands.
He nodded, feeling tears starting to form in his eyes.
"William......." she started, taking his free hand with hers, sitting on the grass straight in front of him.
"I..... I don't....... I don't know how to...."she started trembling more at every words.
"You don't need to thank me..." his voice was below a whisper, if she had breathed louder probably she wouldn't have heard her.
"Is it....." He couldn't talk, he couldn't formulate words.
"William, I like you" she repeated a little louder this time, crying.
He was speechless, his mind racing once again as the tears on the back of his eyes started falling slowly.
"You don't need to...."
"Stop" he now spoke, causing the girl to lift up her chin and notice the tears on his cheeks.
"Bill.... you're....."
A moment, it was just a moment, all the memories flooded like a river in his mind, all the times she was near him, all the little ways he made her happy, her amazing qualities, all the gorgeous little behaviours she had that made his stomach flip, all the hidden aspects he noticed and loved; now had a sense. He chuckled, still crying.
Gazing once again in her eyes he said smiling.
"Y/N, I like you too"
Her heart skipped a beat as her smile trembled and more tears flooded down on her cheek.
"W...... wil........William...... Are you...... Is this...... Is this real?" She managed to ask crying, covering her mouth with her hands, as he replied,
"Yes, It's real, I'm sorry I hadn't noticed before, I was too caught up on myself to notice everything about you that makes my stomach flip and dance. Please believe me, I want to be with you, to hug you, to call you mine" he replied,.
"Bill...... Bill?" she asked, whispering, caressing his wet cheek with her hand,
"Can... I..... K....Kiss you?" she asked, receiving a nod as an answer.
They started approaching one another, at this point they both desired the other's lips.
As they were inchs away Y/N crushed her lips on his and closed her eyes, his lips were so sweet, rough, nothing she had never imagined before.
They moved in sync, tasting one another, untill they needed to breath.
As they separated, she chuckled smiling. Blushing.
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Pedro Pascal x wife!Reader
Synopsis: You've been married to Pedro for almost a year now, he is going to go away filming in two weeks. Nothing more, enjoy the fluff.
"Love?" Pedro yelled entering his house and taking off his coat, "I'm home!" he yelled again, this time receiving an answer: "In here, I've ordered dinner from our favourite Italian restaurant, I'm sorry if you don't want Italian" you replied from the kitchen where you were getting some work done on the table.
Pedro reached the kitchen and gave you a kiss on the head as he took a bottle of water from the fridge. "How was your day?" you asked as he set down next to you. "Oh, meetings, more meetings, readings, and such, nothing more," he answered casually, noticing that you were wearing one of his hoodies;
"Love, is that my hoodie?" he asked chuckling, "Honey, we've been together five years and married for almost one, and you are surprised I'm wearing one of your Hoodies? Hun, get over with it" you said laughing, still working on your papers, he added and then after a second he started narrating you some funny things that happened that day.
You stopped writing down numbers to look at him as he spoke, you loved those moments, when he gets back from a long day of readings and he sits down and he tells you what happened, you loved to listen to his voice as he tried to make you understand the various situations, you loved staring at his features when he laughed, his eyes lighting up and his hands inevitably reaching for some part of your body to express his laughter. You just loved him; you laughed with him, paying full attention to his stories.
"And that was the funniest thing I've ever seen him doing, he looked so disappointedly that we were laughing at him" you two laughed.
"So I get you didn't have a boring day after all?" you asked him, caressing his right cheek with your hand, he melted in your touch, leaning on your hand.
"No, after all, it wasn't so boring, and you, how has your day been?" he asked kissing the palm of your hand, now your head was leaning on your left hand, as you stroke his cheek with the other one, ha took your hand in his and kissed it, and as you started speaking he begun stroking circular paths on your hand.
He loved that moment too, those intimates moments, where neither of you was naked, but both of you were, your barriers were completely down, but his pants were still on; he likes to think that was the meaning of love, real love, feeling naked still completely dressed, feeling the warmth of a house to return after work, the routine, the same every day, but amazing when lived with someone like you near him.
"Nothing particular, I came home earlier because I had a bit of a headache" he stopped you immediately, "Love, why? and how are you feeling now?" he said caressing your cheek, "I'm on my period, when it starts it always gives me a headache, now I'm feeling better, I was able to finish what I needed to do, but I couldn't make dinner, I'm sorry, I know it was my turn" "Don't worry love, why don't we go sit down on the couch?, I can help you tie up in here." you smiled "Yes, that would be perfect."
And that's what you did, you tied up the kitchen and went cuddling on the couch, he played down and gestured for you to cuddle against him. You put your head on his chest as he hugged you, you snuggle against him, tanglings your legs together. he kissed your head and started caressing your back.
"Besides the headache, did something happened?" he asked, interested to know how your day went. You started narrating him your day and the improvement you made during the day. He didn't understand your job, it implied too much maths, you being a scientific researcher, however, he loved earing you talking about it, and seeing how passionate you were about all that stuff that he had never understood, if it wasn't for you he would've never known what a spectroscope was.
"And then after lunch, I started having cramps, and headache so I decided to go home.", she finished her story, "Why didn't you tell me nothing?" he asked you, "I'm sorry, I didn't want you to worry, besides it wasn't that bad, I took a pill, put your hoodie and your shirt and then I felt better." he laughed.
You smiled, hearing his laugh echoing through his chest.
"I should've remembered that you put my clothes when you are on your period," he said chuckling, "And when you are away filming" you added drawing an imaginary path with your index on his chest, at that moment it hit you, in two weeks, only two, fourteen days he was going away, he was going to stay away from you for two months.
He noticed your change of demeanour and kissed you fiercely on the head; he then started combing your hair slowly.
"Mi Amor" He began, speaking with a deep tone, a grave tone, but you loved when he spoke in Spanish, it sent chills through your spine.
"I'm sorry, I'll miss you too, you know that don't you," he said, studying your next actions, trying to understand what went through your mind.
"I know, and don't be sorry, it's your job, one you love, so it's selfish of me to make you feel bad about doing what you love," You said looking him in the eyes from your position on his chest.
"You're not being selfish, you're just being human and I don't feel bad about it, don't worry, I'm sad to be away from you for that much time as much as you are, but you said it, I love my job but remember that you always come first," he said kissing your forehead.
You smiled, happiness rising inside of you, pure and utter happiness.
"I love you and I'll miss you; you know that I'll steal all your clothes during those two months don't you?" you said planting a soft kiss on his lips.
He chuckled, "I love you too, and I'll miss you too, and I know it, after all, we've been together for five years and married for almost one, so I know you," he said kissing you again.
Your sweet moment was interrupted by the delivery guy, but that night was spent cuddling and watching films together, sometimes disturbed by a stolen kiss from one of you two.
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lucasfilm placed poe dameron, the mandalorian, and cassian andor at different points in the star wars timeline because they knew a film with all three of them together would’ve been too powerful
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Why you are the one always beaten up?
TCW!Obi Wan Kenobi x Lover!Reader
Synopsys: You are a Jedi master and a General, but you and Obi wan have been together for quite some time, even before the war started. You two love each other, but every time he goes on a mission with Anakin he ends up beaten up, this time, not only on the outside; something has broken on the inside too.
Silence,
there were no sounds, no noises, no blasters, no yells, no death.
Peace,
everything was so calm.
The only moment of peace you could have was during a meditation's session, it helped you to think, to reconnect to the Force and to calm your emotions and your preoccupations; since the beginning of the war a dark aure followed your thoughts, the dark side was rising, everyone at the Temple could sense it, but no one could fear it, at least no one was supposed to. Meditating was something your master made you love, you were more of a combat person, but he made you see the real meaning of it, connecting, feeling.
You were worried, anxious, just like each time he goes on a mission like this, your heart ached at the thought of what could've happened to him, they, he was supposed to be back four days ago.
Obi wan was never on time when in a mission of that kind, he had the custom to return later than considered. Worries followed you around, trying to hit your strength and blind your mind, but you were stronger, right? Alone, never. But you had the Force with you, so you were going to fight the constant anxiety that never left you by meditation.
"Magistra Y/N?" a voice called out for you, still meditating, eyes closed and legs crossed you reply: "Yes, Young one? What's the nature of your visit?", you sensed something, a presence not seen for long, one much longed.
it was a second, but the silence that the young boy left felt like years, even centuries.
"Master Skywalker and Master Kenobi have returned from their mission" He said, with a light voice.
Your heart dropped, your eyes shot open, holding yourself, containing the wave of emotions, the urge to run, to reach them and to feel him again, after weeks of abstinence, after weeks of silence. His voice, like honey dripping from his mouth, his deep blue eyes, that made you drown, his touch, so light and kind, yet so meaningful,so loving, his lips, always sweet and soft. You missed him, all the emotins you were not supposed to feed, in a moment rushed through you keaving behind eagerness, impatience.
Breath,
you need to think, to stay calm, those emotions will lead you nowhere.
"Young one, where are they?" you asked, now standing up, leading the boy outside of the gardens, "they are in the medical center, Master windu and Master Yoda asked me to tell you to go there", again an uneasy feeling hit you, taking away a bit of hope each time, leaving fear behind.
"Thank you, now if you'll excuse I'll go" you said saluting the boy. As your feet walked toward the medical Area, your mind was troubled nd your heart was pained. You needed calm, you needed assurance that what you feared wasn't true, but you were a Jedi and you knew your feelings.
The walk was anything but short or peaceful, but as you arrived where you were needed, there ws no one in sight, "Magistra Y/N" Anakin call you, you turned your head scanning him to see if he was wounded, but he was fine, as Ashoka was.
That meant one and only one thing.
"Hello Anakin, Ashoka, how did the mission go?" you asked, covering your emotions with a thick layer of calm and peace. "LEt's say it ended, we're heading to the council, we need to report, why are you here?" he asked you, "windu and Yoda told me to come here, I don't actually know why" you replied, "Well, maybe is for Master Kenobi, he could use some company, he's there, if you want, now we're sorry, but we need to go," he said, gesturing toward a door, then he saluted you and left.
All of a sudden the emotions you built up, hid and covered found their way on the surface. Your heartache, your mind was scanning so many thoughts. Fear hit you, Hard, so much that a single tear escaped from your eyes. You swiftly dried it and then proceeded to enter the room Anakin pointed you.
Every step felt heavy and difficult to make, when you got to the door you hesitated a moment, took a deep breath to steady your mind and entered. There he was at your left, you saw him, he was still under the cure of the droid, he hissed a moment at the pain of the medicine. You walked toward his bed, scanning his figure, he was shirtless, seated, he was pale, tired and dirty. In the lighten room, while the medics wounded his back you could perfectly see all the marks all the injury he had on his torso, on his arms, the body you grew so attached for, the body you loved so much, how many times you lingered your fingers on his sculpted abdomen, on his biceps, you remembered the sensation of his soft skin under your delicate touch.
However now there were long red stripes, covering his whole chest, they were numerous, so many that you couldn't count. You started walking towards him, maintaining a calm expression, knowing full well he could read you like an open book.
He stopped for a moment, sensing your presence, then he looked up and saw your facade, felt your fear, your hurt, he tried to look you in the eys, but you couldn't instead you seated near his bed.
"How long no see you Y/N," he said in a joyful tone, however you felt the sorrow, the discomfort, and most of all the tiredness behind it. "Too much" you sighed, "How did the mission go?" you question, looking into his eyes, but as soon as you did so, he looked away, fearing your gaze, "Oh, we did it... we accomplished the mission." silence fell upon you two, a silence that spoke thousands of words,
"At what cost?" you asked staring at his wounded body; grief I in your tone, preoccupation in your mind, but so much love in your heart. Obi wan didn't dare to look at you, he felt lost, the truth is that the mission was much more painful and strenuous as he let you saw. He felt lost, alone, desperate, powerless, as he has never done. The thought of never seeing you again broke him, shuttered his heart into millions of pieces. Now you were before him, hurt, sorrowful, all for him, he was the cause of all your pain and he couldn't stand it, he couldn't bear even meeting your eyes for a split second.
"Could you leave us alone for a moment?" You then asked the medical droid, and it did as you ordered.
Now completely alone you took his hand and started caressing it, "Obi, what exactly happened to you?" you questioned, your voice breaking, he looks at you, absorbed in the action, afraid of looking at him. "It was hard, they.. they took me as a slave, and every time I tried to help someone they killed one of the other slaves. I was completely powerless, I felt... lost.... alone for the first time" you studied him, he was looking the other way, barely whispering, remembering.
"Obi...look at me" you whispered taking his chin with your hand, he stared in your eyes,
"I'm sorry" he sighed, barely audible,
"Don't be, why should you be?",
"Because I'm causing you pain, and I don't want that. It's my fault you're feeling like this right now",
"Obi, I would care for you whichever our relationship was, I'm not in pain, not so much, I'm just worried about you, I'm sorry that you're hurt, I'm sorry that you're feeling like this and I don't know how to help you, to let you relieve the pain."
"Y/N..." your E/C eyes bright again, filled with love and compassion, "You're helping me just by staying here", he said caressing your cheek,
"Good, because I've nothing to do today" he laughed, a bright laugh, pure, happy. "You don't know how much I've missed you", "Believe I know, because I've missed you just as much, if not more." "I believe I've missed you more" he joked, "You had something to do, I had nothing to do, so missing you were at the top of my list."
"I love you so much" he wasn't ok yet, he wasn't heled neither physically, nor mentally, but he was going to e. You were going o help him heal, you were going to stay near him and let him win this.
Together.
"I love you too," you said kissing his temples," However honey, I have a question", "Yes, what is it?"
"Why you are always the one beaten up?", "Because like that I have an excuse to see you, so you can help me heal" he laughed.
Your hand still in his, your cheek still in his hand, held up by yours, your eyes still in his.
A moment like this, filled with love, laughter, happyness, a moment like this helped you break the code, exactly, you could've left the order to always live a moment like this. With him.
Together
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Young!Remus Lupin x Gryffindor!Reader
Synopsis: You were a fierce Gryffindor, you loved Quidditch and were really good at it, you loved Care of magical creatures, but you didn't like studying for other subjects. Remus, on the other hand, wasn't good at Quidditch, he didn't like Care of Magical Creatures, but was good at it, like at every single subject. You don't talk with each other, you don't like his friend, but he has always been intriguing. Sirius has his eyes on you. What will happen?
"Y/N!, come on or we'll be late for potions!" YF/N (your friend's name) yelled at you, you were currently reading in the common room, not aware of time. "Yeah right, let's go," you told her, she just shrugged, it has been four years and you have yet to be on time for potions, or whatever subject except for Care of magical creatures.
As you walked towards the classroom your attention was caught from the 4 troublemakers of Hogwarts, you sighed here he comes.
"Hello gorgeous, How you doing today?" The one and o ky Sirius Black asked you putting his arm around your shoulders. "Better before I saw you" you replied removing his hand from where it was.
"Oh don't say that, I know deep down you love me"
"In your dreams Black, now if you have finished with this theatre, I would like to go to the classroom, without you following me," you said angrily, his attitude made your blood boil.
"Goodbye to all of you" you stated madly "Oh and have a nice day Remus," you said smiling to the shy boy behind Potter and Sirius, you turned and started walking away so fast that you didn't see his face becoming a deep shade of red.
"Sirius up your gaze" you yelled not looking back, Sirius reddened while YF/N laughed. You smiled.
Potion was so boring, Slughorn was so boring, you were so absorbed in drawing the shape of an Hyppogriff that you didn't hear the teacher ending the lesson.
"Y/N", you looked up and noticed the empty classroom, abruptly you stood up, you were so caught up that you didn't notice who exactly was in front of you, you stopped for a moment and looked up.
There he was, immobile, gazing at you, Remus Lupin, with his beautiful light brown hair, his gorgeous brown eyes and the usual wound on his face, you smiled at him, a bright and pure smile, he reddened.
"Well, hello Remus, "you said, still smiling, "How are you?" You asked him gesturing for the both of you to start exiting the room
"Oh.. well... I'm. I'm fine yes, thank you, and you?" He asked, nervously, "Oh, fine, I'm a bit tired you know" you two were now walking down the corridor towards the hall, for lunch,
"And why is that?" "I don't know, I have to study so much this period, I'm not very good at school"
"But you have brilliant marks in Care of magical creatures and Transfiguration?" "Yeah, but I'm not good at any other"you chuckled,
"Well..." he started stopping in the middle of the corridor,
"If you want I could help you, I have a good mark in the other subject, and I would love some help with Care of magical creatures, what do you think," he asked, not looking up at you, playing with his hands.
"Remus" you started putting your hand on his shoulder, "I'd love that" you smiled.
"Oh perfect, then, what about tomorrow or do you prefer today?", "Today's fine for me", "Ok see you later than" and like that he speeded away, searching for his friends. You looked at him, oh this boy was going to be the death of you.
At lunch you were completely in your thoughts, you couldn't stop thinking about the encounter you were going to have that evening. As you supposed it went perfectly, and it wasn't the last one, it was the first of multiple, you two would stay in the library for as long as possible, hours and hours studying and then just talking.
He was so nice, he was able to make your heart bounce and your stomach turns, his eyes would lit up when talking about certain topics or when he laughed, his hair would fall on his eyes and he hated them, but wasn't going to cut them, his smile brought brightness into the room, it would light up your day.
After three months you two were pretty close, and both of you wanted something more, but neither made the first move, Sirius was still pestering you, now even more frequently.
"Why How is it going doll?", Sirius said putting his arm around your hip this time, "Sirius could you please leave me alone?" "But doll, I want to go out with you, what about tonight at dinner, me and you alone?", he stated still his hand on your hip, "Sirius I've told you no enough, now leave me please, "you said, pushing him away,
"But doll, Look at me.", enough is enough, you tried to stay calm and to contain yourself, but you couldn't anymore,
"Listen here you prick, I don't care who you are or who you think you are, It's been 4 months, I've told you I don't like you enough times don't you think, I don't like you!", Remus was behind him, shyly as always.
"Then who?" He asked angrily.
You were so mad, you've spent so much time on telling him no, you couldn't stand another try, not anymore, not after you've understood your true feelings.
"None of your concern" you said slowly, "Why do you need to know it so badly?",
"Because like that I can punch him.".
There are times, my dear Y/N where you should stop yourself before speaking, where you need to controll yourself in order to speak, and at that moment, that precise moment, you didn't.
"Than you'll have to punch Remus cause it's him" you yelled, but as soon as his name escaped your lips silence fell in the room, you hushed your mouth, Sirius stopped dead in his truck and slowly turned his head towards his friend, your eyes started watering, while Remus reddened, madly.
You didn't wait, you started running away, while every person that was in the room stared between you running and Remus, who was now processing the events.
You hide in the library and cried. Anger, humiliation and finally sadness hit you hard. Remus. He was never going to talk to you again, never, you needed to prepare yourself.
Nobody found you, you were hidden pretty well, and as dinner time passed, you understood that you couldn't stay hidden forever, it wasn't something like you. So you took all the courage and headed toward the common room, there were YF/N shouting at Sirius and the other marauders.
As you entered silence fell again upon the room. Sirius was staring at the floor, Remus instead was studying from the corner of his eyes your movements, YF/N was stunned, she reached you and hugged you.
"YF/N, I'm going to bed," you said and started walking away. "Goodnight," you told everybody.
As you were climbing the stairs, a voice called out for you.
"Remus", his name left your mouth so heavily, followed by a deep sigh, "Listen, can we talk tomorrow... I... I don't think I can handle your rejection tonight....and...",
"Y/N" almost a whisper, you turned araound, recognizing the voice,
"What rejection," he said interrupting your rumbling "I actually, I... Well....wanted to...." He stuttered out, you were hanging from his lips, all your hopes and feelings did.
The Silence was so deep you feared he could hear you heart pounding and bouncing inside your chest. You were trying to calm down, he obviously just wanted to ask you to stay friend, you continued repeating yourself.
Or maybe... No. Prepare for the heartbreak. Don't put up your hopes.
An eternity passed till he finally spoke...
"Would you like to.... Go out with me?"
You were shocked, completely stunned. Happiness, slowly made its way through you, utter and pure happiness. Processing the question, you didn't answer and Remus was scared.
"Y/N" he sweetly whispered
"Yes?.... I mean yes, I would love to" you replied, your face a shade of red indescribable.
"Well... then what about tomorrow?"
"I would love that"
Needless to say that the date was stupendous, you loved him, and he loved you too. You were going to be together for a long time, and even though that night you were angry at Sirius you never thanked him enough for what he had made you do.
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All those emotions
Sirius Black x Reader
Synopsis: Sirius Black has been your boyfriend since the last two years of Hogwarts, after you two decided to go living together, one day he proposed to you, and you obviously said Yes. He is the love of your life. You were together when Harry was born and when he was arrested for the death of Lily and James you were shattered. 11 years later you, teacher of Spells at Hogwarts, got to see Harry. Now on his third year, Sirius escaped from Azkaban and you desire to see him. What will happen?
Your hands were shaking, your eyes wide open, your breathing was heavy and fast. Calm. You had to clam yourself. Breath. You had to begin breathing normally.
Your hands were still shaking as they carried the newspaper of the day. Your eyes were still reading the same sentence over and over again.
Sirius Black evaded from Azkaban.
Sirius Black. The infamous man who supposedly killed James and Lily Potter, Sirius Black, the man who was sorted into Gryffindor, Sirius Black, the man whom you fell in love with. The thought of him sent chills down to your spine, 13, 13 years have passed and you could still remember the scent of his favourite shampoo, the feeling of your fingers through his gorgeous hair, his touch on your skin, and finally his lips on yours. Just the memory melted your knees.
But as the memories faded away as panic took their places, why? why did he escape? , what did he want?. You knew that he was innocent, and you fought for his innocence during the trial, but nothing could've been done. That day you lost your future husband and the possibility to raise Harry.
Shaking your head you pushed the thought into the back of your brain. You had to go help Remus, today was a full moon.
"Rem, where are you?"You asked entering Remus' little cottage, you've helped him with his transformations for a long time, since your third year at Hogwarts, and now, that you two were alone without the others, you helped him on your own.
"I'm here," he said from the place on his couch in the living room, "Are you ready?" "When Have I ever been?" he replied chuckling, he hesitated for a moment, lingering the thought of saying something, "Y/N?" He asked whispering, "Yes Rem?"
"Did you read the news?" He then said, unsure, preoccupied.
"Yes," she replied, starting to exiting the house, towards the little wood behind it. Remus just looked at her unable to form words of comfort.
And like that, the night and the transformation ended, and soon the first day of school was knocking on the door, you were at Hogwarts when the students arrived.
Remus was coming by train, he hasn't met Harry for 13 years and he was excited, eager to see him. When the students finally arrived you spotted Remus walking towards you, he engulfed you in a big hug, starting to narrate the trip he had.
The year was slowly passing, inevitably, bit rumours of Sirius' locations were still heard, until one night he broke into the castle.
Your heart pounding, you whole body shaking, as your eyes witnessed his actions. Animagus. That's how he escaped from Azkaban he was an Animagus. Remus held you from the side, comforting you. You needed to talk with him, you needed to see him, to touch him to hold him, you wanted to help him.
"Rem" you whispered, still into his arm, "I know" he replied, "Go, I'll cover you," he told you packing your forehead.
After reaching the exit, you started sprinting towards the forest, assuming that he was there, you entered and started roaming through it.
A sound echoed into your mind, a deep snarl. You turned your head swiftly, whispering "Sirius?". The dog then comes out from the dark and reached you, your eyes started to water as the canine form began to reveal his real being. You fall to your knees, incapable to sustain your position.
You started to cry. He was there, 13 years of loneliness, 13 years, and now he was there before you, again.
"Don't cry love," he said, you looked at him, he was dirty, thin and he didn't seem healthy. "Sirius" you whispered caressing his cheek "Y/N" he replied mirroring your actions. Then you hugged him thigh, very thigh, "Oh" he exclaimed "Darling, I can't breathe," he said chuckling, "Oh sorry" you replied detaching yourself.
You stared into his eyes, his amazing eyes, you adored them, you've longed for them to watch you again, to desire you again. And it was now happening. His hands, you've craved for them to touch you, to roam your body like they used to. And they were now doing it, caressing your arms, feeling your skin, Sirius had forgotten how great it was.
"I can't believe you're here," you said, "We'll believe it, you almost killed me with that hug" he joked, his jokes, his smile, love fill your heart at the sight of his old self.
"Sirius" you said,
"Yes love"
"Can I... Can I kiss you?" You asked, worried, so many years have gone by, so many, so much time.
"Darling, My hygiene has not been.... perfect" he replied, shame dripping put of his figure.
"When has it been?" you joked, connecting his lips with yours.
His lips were as you remembered them, soft, yet rough, gentle and delicate, but tough. You cried and cried, unable to stop the overwhelming emotion that he brought to the surface. Sirius too was crying, happy to finally feel love again, all his fears of rejection faded away as the night went on, the events that happened that night were to remember, but as he flew away on the hippogriff the future you've longed for all those years finally seemed real.
All those emotions, all the sentiments you felt for him before now we're facing the surface again as the brightest smile found his way to your features.
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I just need you to be happy
Obi wan kenobi x senator!reader
Synopsis: You are Lord and Sector Kanz' senator Y/N, lately on your planet, there have been some problem with a group of rebel who attempted nor only at your life, but also at your queen's one, but you, being a pretty good swordsman, were able to save the both of you. But a Jedi and his padawan were sent on your planet to help you two, an old friend of yours, or more than that, and his apprentice.
A week ago you and your Queen were assaulted by a group of rebels, you still managed to defend the two of you, the senate sent two Jedi Knights to protect you and to investigate on the rebels, you were against it, you didn't like the idea, being perfectly able to defend the both of you, but the Senate decided and you could do nothing.
"Here they are my queen" a serve announced as the two Jedi entered the room where you and the queen were.
The two Jedi arrived and you recognised one of them....him, he hasn't changed a lot, he still had his gorgeous blue eyes, his marvellous features and his usual cheesy smile, he grew a beard but it suited him. Him, Obi Wan Kenobi, the man you fell in love with years ago, when he came with his master, you weren't a senator at the time and you two fell head over heels in love with each other.
"Good evening, I am the Jedi master Obi wan Kenobi, and this is my Padawan Anakin Skywalker, we came here to protect you," he said looking directly at the queen, maybe he didn't recognize you.
"It's nice to finally have you here Jedi. I am the queen Wheela and this here is the senator Y/N, thank you very much for your help." You looked at them, trying not to meet his gaze, instead of studying his young Padawan.
After the meeting, the queen asked you to take both of them around the city and on the place the assault happened. It took a while but finally, you returned to the castle where they divided, Anakin went protecting the queen while Obi wan stayed with you.
You were preoccupied, scared, the memories of your first encounter started flooding in your mind and filling your heart:
"Ben come on, you need to see the view, run faster, Aren't Jedi supposed to be fit ?"Yes Y/N, we are fit, but you managed to run faster than me, so it takes a while, but don't worry here I am now" Look" you said to him, "this is the best place of the city, you can see the coast, the houses and the castle" you told him indicating the various places."Yes this is the best view I've ever seen in my life" he said watching you intently, you started looking into his eyes, his ocean blue eyes, so perfect, he put his hand on your cheek caressing it sweetly. You two started leaning into each other, you could feel his breath on your face...
"Senator?" His voice woke you up from your dream, "Oh master Kenobi, I didn't know you where here, sorry" "Don't be, you didn't do anything wrong" he said smiling.
His smile made your stomach turn around, your organs were running away, you could feel your heart beats faster as a deep shade of red created to your face.
"Anyway, I think I'll go to bed, if you need anything come and ask me, good night master Kenobi," you said walking away but were soon stopped by a strong grip on your left arm.
"Senator..." he said, you turned your head to look at him, he was watching the pavement, not making eye contact with you, "Yes master Kenobi"
"Y/N, I... I've missed you so much these past years" he whispered not looking up at you, leaving your arm free.
"Oh Ben..." you whispered, slowly reaching him, he lifted up his head to look at you,
"Y/N, I've missed you so much, your laugh, your smile, your eyes..." he stopped for a moment and slowly careful as of you could shatter at any moment, took a stand of your hair and put it behind your ear,
"Your kiss" he finished, looking into his eyes you could see the same emotions you've seen all those years ago, Love, pure Love, the noblest kind.
You were tempted to kiss him, to tell him how much you loved him and kissed him, but you resisted, instead you make a step back and said, not looking into his eyes anymore.
"Ben, we can't do that, you're a Jedi Master, you're not supposed to have those feelings" he made a step forward, lifted up your chin so you could look at him, and said:
"I don't care, I don't care about the code about the Jedi, I Love You, I just need you to be happy" right then you started crying, he cried your tears with his hand, "Ben..." you said inch apart from him, again his breath was on your skin, his eyes looked into yours, searching for approval, he started leaning in, you too, and then in a moment you lips were connected.
All those years, all this time, but his lips were the same, so full of love, perfect as they were made to be attached to yours forever. It had to finish, you two needed to breathe, and after the kiss, all the question came in
"What are we gonna do now?" You asked caressing his hand that was in your cheek, "We'll make it work don't worry" he said kissing your nose.
"I've missed you so much," you said squeezing him tightly "I'm not going anywhere, Love, I'm going to stay with you for a long time".
"I look forward to it" you said.
With that you were sealed together, your love was something nobody was going to destroy, it took a lot of organisation and sneaking and hiding away, but you were able to be happy together.
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