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I don’t want to hurt people with my death
Instead I hurt myself with my existence
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i feel like i'm gonna relapse very soon
#tw s3lf harm#tw vent#tw edtwt#ed vent#vent post#vent#su1c1dal#su1c1d3#su1c1d4l#su1cide#su1c1d10#sh things#shtmblr#shtwitter#shtblr#sh trigger#tw sh related#tw sh destructive behaviour#ed relapse#i wanna relapse so bad#sh related#i cant do this#tw ana diary#4n0r3xia#th1gh g@p#r3lapse#i wanna lose weight#i wanna kms#i wanna die#i wanna cvt
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it's honestly so sad how i've been overweight, a normal weight and underweight but was never satisfied with my body at any point.
i'm so fucking tired.
#tw ed diet#4n0r3xia#ana trigger#b0nesp0#tw ana diary#th1nspø#vent#vent post#ed vent#tw vent#anorex14#tw ana shit#bulim14#ed bllog#ed not sheeren#ed not ed sheeran#tw edtwt#tw disordered eating#th1gh g@p#3ating d1sorder#@na vent#bpd vent#mentally tired#mentally fucked#kms#im going to kms#ready to kms#su1c1dal#su1c1d3#su1c1d4l
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some info<3
- my name's Nika
- she/her
- 167 cm (5'6)
- i live off caffeine and nicotine
- i've had an ed for like 3 years
- this is a new account but im not new to ed tumblr lol previously i got banned
- fav drink is monster ultra
- i like going for walks
goals:
gw1: 45 | 99.2 | bmi 16.1
gw2: 42 | 92.6 | bmi 15.1
ugw: 38 | 83.8 | bmi 13.6
progress:
already lost:
5 kg ✔️
10 kg ✔️
15 kg ✔️
20 kg
25 kg
30 kg
32 kg (at my goal weight)
#4n0r3xia#anorex14#ana trigger#ed bllog#b0nesp0#tw ed diet#tw ana shit#tw ana diary#4norexi4#3ating d1sorder#tw edtwt#tw disordered eating
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im actually so happy omg i've lost like 13 kg (28,6 pounds) since like the beginning of this school year
#4n0r3xia#anorex14#ana trigger#ed bllog#b0nesp0#tw ed diet#tw ana shit#4norexi4#weight loss#sk11ny#sk1nn1#tw ana diary#tw disordered eating#tw edtwt#ed not ed sheeran#ed not sheeren#3ating d1sorder
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