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Things got out of hand again. I just need to control myself better, and everything will be fine.

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if you’re an 3d account please reblog this!! i need more mutuals<4

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Told my bf I might skip dinner cuz I ate a lot today (we had McDonald's) and he was like "did you?... Yeah, you kinda did. But still."

Ok thanks?? Time to get bad again.

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One of my fav coping mechanisms is when I'm hungry or feel like snacking on something caloric while I shouldn't, is drink a cola/pepsi zero or a sugar free monster energy. It barely has any calories and has a taste, so it tricks me into feeling like I had a snack or meal and keeps me going until my designated meal.

Obviously water works too but sometimes, I need a taste of something in my mouth and that helps me.

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I'm an uni student who goes home during the weekends. My mom decided she'll cook meals for me again, which I appreciate but at the same time hate because I can't count my calories. What helps me from overeating is simply allowing myself to eat more Sunday evening, a bit from every meal. Then I have less for the next days and even my 1 meals are smaller.

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Update: Ever since I talked to my best friend and she said they the way I acted is really giving 3D vibes, I decided that if imma be sick, I might do it properly. So ever since I started doing it about 2 weeks ago, I lost 5kg so far 🫡

On today's strange addiction w me

My gym has these scales that show exactly how much of your weight is muscles, fat and bones and I LOVE it. I avoided the scale for super long, but I got over my fear and tried it. It's nice to see having less fat and more muscle

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I hate how wide I look

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On today's strange addiction w me

My gym has these scales that show exactly how much of your weight is muscles, fat and bones and I LOVE it. I avoided the scale for super long, but I got over my fear and tried it. It's nice to see having less fat and more muscle

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one of my new safe foods/meals is literally one or two (if I'm really hungry or plan to not eat another meal for the rest of the day) fried eggs and half an avocado. It might sometimes feel like a lot of calories at once (just my 3d being funky?), but I just allow myself because of the proteins in the egg and all the fiber, vitamins and such in the avocado.

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post eating clarity never fails to devastate, especially when u eat carbs

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⭐ving is not enough, i need to manually rip my fat out

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At a certain point, I'll stop being ashamed of my body and I'll slay all those outfits I want to wear.

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I feel like I need to outdo myself and others in order to prove myself. I feel like I need to get worser until I'm sick enough so people will notice and stop fatshaming me. I'll only be beautiful if I'm skinny.

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I can always be thinner, better

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I saw someone post something that helps them lose weight and that resonates w me so well. It's basically "don't eat when u don't need the energy. Eat to live, not live to eat." and that genuinely is such a valid point. Because if you think abt it, humans do need food ofc, but it's main and only goal is to keep you alive. You can enjoy it, obviously, but at the end of the day, this shouldn't be your main goal in life. You need it to survive n that's all.

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My toxic trait is that ever since I've geniuenly started eating less and working out more, my stomach has been getting thinner. Good thing, obviously, but I feel like I'm starting to look a bit thinner and in my brain, I'm like "if I already look like this, imagine how I'll look once I lose even more weight"