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Another update:

Welp. I’m preparing to leave this sad platform. Asking for all my data, first.

It was fun trying to convince myself Tumblr are different than Mark Zuckerberg, Spez, or Musk. All of those billionaires, and wannabe billionaires (Spez lmfao), who turned social media into a weaponized sewer against the people. One giant network of what used to be called yellow journalism.

And I think about earlier 2024 when Tumblr stole all of our data and gave it to AI without notice or consent. That was the second to the last straw, really. They regularly attack and misgender queer and trans people. They support Israel and allow money scams pretending to be Gazans. They let absolute toxic shit (covid denial, vaccine lies, insurrection bullshit) pass as an ok blog. They even redesigned the site to attract more of that, gaslighting us the whole way. It’s like, the porn bots are one thing. Being autocratic, gaslighting, nazi zionist supporting cunts is a whole other.

Recently, my account was yet again attacked and targeted by @staff. The first time was because I said Yelp as a business was extortionist scum. I think that’s what it was. They didn’t have the spine to admit it. The recent time was because I did their job for them in wiping the platform of a couple money scammers impersonating Palestinians.

And to think this happened on the heels of asshole @photomatt trying to claim Tumblr is “different.” That they have trans people on staff. Lol. Ok. You have working class traitors on staff who run a platform that is only an ally to white supremacist ideals. Not to actual society. Anyway.

This is a sort of a sign off rant. I’m heading off to the fediverse, to neocities, to spacehey, to non silicone bro parts of the Internet. Idk… May even go back to making my own handcrafted small web server. I’ll figure a way out to network but I definitely don’t need Tumblr to do it.

I may not know where but what I do know of I’ll live to see the day Automattica fails and at least on that day I’ll have a giggle.

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Further developing thoughts will go here for now.

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Oh post from like 2015:

I lost my domain for this site because the people who control the dns weren’t awesome at making it accessible to me. =(

I̶d̶i̶o̶t̶ T̶u̶m̶b̶l̶r̶ a̶l̶s̶o̶ m̶a̶r̶k̶e̶d̶ a̶ b̶l̶o̶g̶ a̶b̶o̶u̶t̶ c̶a̶t̶s̶ a̶n̶d̶ c̶a̶t̶ r̶e̶s̶c̶u̶e̶ a̶s̶ “m̶a̶t̶u̶r̶e̶” b̶e̶c̶a̶u̶s̶e̶ t̶h̶e̶y̶'r̶e̶ i̶d̶i̶o̶t̶s̶. E̶v̶e̶r̶y̶t̶i̶m̶e̶ I̶ e̶m̶a̶i̶l̶ t̶h̶e̶m̶ t̶o̶ a̶s̶k̶ f̶o̶r̶ j̶u̶s̶t̶i̶f̶i̶c̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶ t̶h̶e̶y̶ i̶g̶n̶o̶r̶e̶ m̶e̶.

UPDATE! After like … uhhhh four years??? My tumblr cat blog has been free’d from the “mature content” shadow ban. That’s nice. Maybe I can get back to posting about more babies in need of help as well as the constant flow of good ol’ cat (and dog/birb/hamster/kawaii animal) mems.

Anyway - I created a few sub-blogs that are me as well.

@kawaiiinlaLA = my cute culture blog

@fahk = my chronic illness blog

@letslookatart = Just art I like

@prettygenuine = Old ass blog where I admire things that are beautiful to me

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Shadow banned? a) Got "asks" on Friday from two clear Palestinian genocide donation scammers b) Reported them to tumblr for multiple days without a response c) Messaged the scammers and told them to kys. I'm not fucking sorry. d) KINDLY messaged all the folks who reshared the scams about those accounts e) Monday rolls around and my account and sub-blogs apear to be restricted

I will be going to the Cal AG about this.

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I'm an aspiring med student with chronic issues that started after covid and made it almost impossible to keep going under the ableist and misogynistic medical education system. Let's get this conversation going and take note of what (in my ex. - mostly males) entrenched assholes refuse to change.

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i'm tired of being tired and other feelings

i am tired all the time. like, i'm concerned of how tired i am. idk if this is normal but i feel like i need to sleep probably 60% of the time I am awake. it really sucks and effects how i operate. i don't have energy for anything. i remember being like this right after covid in 2020. i did have covid in october of last year. maybe it's this shit again? or, idk what. i have a new health insurance. i know i need to see the gyno for two issues. the uro for an issue. the cardiologist for an issue. probably the endo for whatever reason. blah. i don't want to see any doctors.

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For my fellow interstitial cystitis sufferers.

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Almost every day 😂

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Yk i wish medical professionals could actually act fucking professional and understand that being in constant pain is not something that 'everyone has' or 'just growing pains'. I want them to recognise that I'm not just a whining kid who wants attention, or an unhealthy kid who just needs to exercise. It fucking pisses me off. I'm also pissed because I feel like my level of pain doesn't warrant any help compared to others. I know some people with chronic pain are bed bound 24/7 and because of fucking medical gaslighting I feel like I'm not worthy of a diagnosis because I'm not also stuck to bed forever. Like Im with my chronic pain people's who have to deal with such bad pain that they probably will never be able to leave there house and I feel for them, but just because I'm not 'as bad' as them doesn't mean I'm just a pussy bitch.

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The little things we take for granted!

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I get tired of taking daily meds

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A reminder to myself and others: It’s important to let yourself rest when you need it 💙

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Hmmmm. I agree but I also wonder now about the design of the world.

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Same

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I asked chat GPT about the financial gains of the healthcare insurance racket:

Why is it that what they take in is known but what they spend is unknown? One would think the insurance industry would want to show the consumer what they're getting for a monthly luxury car payment.