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The moment your lips touch mine, the world gets quiet;

and when my hands find your hips, the sky cries out, oh, so blissfully, my love;

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be loud, bold and fearless. your voice deserves to be heard, so make sure everyone is paying attention, my love 🖤

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Yellow

you taste like honey, lemonade and early morning rays of light; when you are on display, the smell of daffodils and vanilla, of daisies and tumeric fills my head; presenting yourself with a feeling of warmth and security; you embrace me, like arms of a long forgotten friend, being the reason I wake up every morning; your golden lips call me softly; “coward”, they whisper and your eyes look down on me; you raise questions, to which I fail to find an answer; you make me move in endless circles, blinded by your soft glow; almost too much and still not enough, what an addictive thing you are; for you are, in an amusing way, the reason for my suffering;

-b.v.

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ALIVE

when the sunrays caressed my skin and the wind touched my hair, 

when I felt the earth tremble beneath me and the grass tickled my toes, 

when my thoughts were weightless and all in this world seemed to be right, to belong,

that was the moment I truly felt alive.

-b.v.

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With our eyes shut, we set off.

We search in vain for light in the brightness, but what we find are only shadows in the twilight.

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4. grief

It is crushing me,

my bones are weak against the hurt these emotions cause,

but it was for the better of us, was it not?

you were screaming at first,

calling me names,

until your voice broke down and you went quiet,

you were crying when the realization hit you,

you weren’t fighting against it anymore

and you were looking at me,

I remember seeing love in your eyes,

and all of a sudden,

it seemed to me like I did the right thing,

these must have been tears of happiness, weren’t they, my love?

why did you not see my love earlier?

why did you need to die first, my love?

-b.v.

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3. hatred

for so long I have tried to make you see me,

but you never did,

and for the longest time I have wanted you to love me,

but still, you never did,

you were the only one worthy of me,

but you never trusted on your feelings,

I know you felt the same for me, love

my intentions were right and pure,

while yours turned dark,

and I let myself get blinded by your beauty,

oh, my love, you truly were something special,

but you do not see my love,

and I hope that in your next life, you will be a little wiser,

since this will be more painful for me than for you,

but I will make it quick,

even if at the moment I hate you,

my love

-b.v.

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2. obsession

at times you feel lonely and broken inside,

my my, you should never cry, my love

you tell all of them but no one listened and my attention wasn’t enough,

you never cared while I so deeply did about you,

I watch you cry yourself to sleep,

muttering distant words,

quiet through your bathroom windows,

you should not keep them open at night

you never saw me for my true feelings,

only white dust covering your vision,

but I know, it is not your fault, my love

oh, if you cut yourself open,

reveal the deep crimson colour of your insides,

I will follow you without a doubt,

for I know, on this lonesome earth,

there will be no me without you, my love

-b.v.

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1. first sight

never before has my heart felt a stronger feeling,

than when I first saw you,

my breath was uneven,

my heartbeat far too fast,

and you were just moving oh so gracefully,

the loveliest thing I had ever laid my eyes upon,

you were entering the elevator in your short plaid dress,

saw me walking behind you,

uneasily waiting for the steel doors to close in front of you,

and as if the heavens wanted our love to be,

I started coincidentally seeing you every evening,

lucky me,

you always took the same train home, my love

-b.v.

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putting all my energy into becoming more educated, prettier, my health, goals and personal projects.

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Everyone make sure to treat yourself with all the respect you beautiful people deserve 🖤 take care

Hi y'all. Since the new year is coming around and I work in a gym I know I will be hearing a lot talk about diets and weight loss. I just wanted to say that you absolutely should not feel bad if you gained some weight this year. It has been very hard on a lot of people, and if cooking and eating have given you comfort then that's wonderful. Whether you make plans to lose the weight or decide to keep it on is up to you, but you don't need to feel ashamed or bad for putting on a few pounds during a difficult time. As long as you feel healthy and happy then that is what matters.

Look after yourselves 🖤

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“When a flower doesn’t bloom, you fix the environment in which it grows, not the flower.”

— Alexander den Heijer

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I love you more than the desert has sand

more than all the petals on a cherry tree in May

much more than all the stars you can see from your window

and so much more than all these other things

because I know that an immortal love

cannot be counted by mortal amounts

-b.v.

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Nothing would be as beautiful as to get the chance to spend the rest of my Life with you, until I take my last breath.

Our hearts should not mourn when we speak of Death, my love, for they will meet again.

Your warmth makes me feel like Death is nothing to be afraid of; not even Their sly grin can scare me.

-b.v.

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with the taste of persimmons and the smell of cotton candy

you came into my life on a snowy day where the clouds hung low and the sun was shining brightly into my room

-b.v.

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Symbols Chart.

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If I don't dress like an omen of death then what's the point?