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[francescakittycat]

i actually got so high on friday with my friends and had like 7 hits before nighttime... then i hit THREE BLINKERS IN A ROW. i actually thought i was dying and i was shaking and everything was in slow motion and i made my friend play 50s rockabilly all night but i also only had a few sips of some green tea and half a plain bagel all day!! and i kept saying no to food and im really happy i was able to not stuff my face

[francescakittycat]

nvm went on a binge this weekend till i threw up

on wendsday night my bf took a handful of pills so now hes in the psych ward and i dont know what to do cause hes the only person who actually understands me and doesnt force me to eat. im so worried for him and yesterday was our 6 month anniversary. now my dad keeps getting on my back about eating cause hes worried about me. im actually so upset cause the hospital hes at has terrible reviews and his sister told me he already threatened an evaluator.

I WILL NOT EAT MY FEELINGS. I WILL NOT EAT MY FEELINGS. I WILL BE SO SKINNY WHEN HE GETS BACK. I WILL NOT OVEREAT. I WILL NOT OVEREAT. I WILL JOG EVERYDAY AND BURN CALS.

[francescakittycat]

miau miau....

Im not @n0rexic! There's just a kitten in my stomach and when I eat I smother him! My stomach is not growling he's just purring! (I'm losing my grip with reality)

[francescakittycat]

on wendsday night my bf took a handful of pills so now hes in the psych ward and i dont know what to do cause hes the only person who actually understands me and doesnt force me to eat. im so worried for him and yesterday was our 6 month anniversary. now my dad keeps getting on my back about eating cause hes worried about me. im actually so upset cause the hospital hes at has terrible reviews and his sister told me he already threatened an evaluator.

I WILL NOT EAT MY FEELINGS. I WILL NOT EAT MY FEELINGS. I WILL BE SO SKINNY WHEN HE GETS BACK. I WILL NOT OVEREAT. I WILL NOT OVEREAT. I WILL JOG EVERYDAY AND BURN CALS.

[francescakittycat]

i think im gonna actually combust when joan baez dies

[francescakittycat]

i went to the doctor yesterday and their scale is more accurate. im 101 lbs. i cant do this

[francescakittycat]

anyone have any filling low cal recs? im really into peanut butter right now cause it is pretty filling but i dont know what to have it with

[francescakittycat]

when ur bsf is in recovery and keeps trying to make you eat....

[francescakittycat]

repeat with me,

i am not going to b1nge this weekend