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(guy experiencing ocd) maybe its not ocd. maybe im evil

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i dont think people talk about the similarities between avpd and npd enough

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i was wrong

Something thats really hard for me is coming to terms with the fact that i dont think i will ever really have a healthy relationship where im actually happy, for now at least. I just wish i didnt have bpd or avpd and i wish i wasnt trans, i want to be seen as "normal" and live a normal life but i feel like i cant and i never will. I know i *can* but because so much stuff in my life has gone wrong i cant convince myself otherwise. And i know relationships arent the most important thing but ive always wished to have a "true love" like in some silly kids fairytale that i can grow old with and who will love me unconditionally. Bpd makes me think i can never have that and i hate it

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(said shakily, through tears) I'm so cool and nonchalant... i handle criticism so well... I don't need to strive to be the best because I'm already the best... I'm the genius of the century... everyone loves me...

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How narc abuse truthers sound to me

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avoidant attachment culture is having avpd 👍

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Bojack horseman characters disorders!

(These are just my headcanons please dont send me death threats if you disagree)

Bojack - NPD, BPD, Bipolar 2, SUD

Mr peanut butter - NPD, DPD

Sarah lynn - HPD, Bipolar 1, MDD, SUD

Diane - NPD, PDD, GAD

Princess Carolyn - OCPD, GAD, PDD

Todd - SUD, Adhd, Autism, situational depression

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Avoidant attachment culture blog

This is for those with an avoidant attachment style (dismissive or fearful) to vent, talk about experiences or send in characters that you relate to.

Rules

- Open with "(dismissive/fearful) avoidant attachment culture is.." for each ask.

- Do not demean other attachment styles by making negative blanket statements about their nature e.g. "anxious attachers are always x". Avoidants go through this a lot and it does not give you the right to inflict it on others.

- You may submit asks if you only have avoidant tendencies or swing between attachment styles as long as it relates to the experience of being avoidant.

- Do not submit asks talking about avoidant partners/relationships if you are not avoidant yourself.

- You may use sign offs, they will be tagged for filing.

@narcissisticpdcultureis

This is run by >> @evilsystemm <<

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My favourite band

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I love mistakes!!!!! such a human thing a mistake is!!!! such a human concept for a mistake to exist at all!!!! you produce something you dislike, you simply finish it (sometimes accentuenting the unpleasant parts, there's another kind of beauty in that) and then!! you can move on to something else!! because the wonder and joy of it all is that you have the ability to make something you don't like in the first place!!!! it creates variety and opportunity and how cool it is that your hand moved in such ways and made such a thing and yet the conscious being behind such hands condemns it!!!!! what power you possess to judge yourself!!!! everything is yours forever and you are everything!!!!!!

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I hate the word orifice so much "body orifice" get out, just get out its so uegh. like just say hole, please, why do you have to say orifice it sounds so disgusting im

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Mfs when my personality disorder affects my personality

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I miss lamb :(

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probably gonna be really cringey but i gotta spread my word so

I love my fp so much genuinely as much as i hate having bpd i feel like my love for them/p wouldnt be the same otherwise. i feel so deeply connected to him its like we are on the same brainwaves and everytime i talk to him i get all giddy and its so refreshing to have someone that just doesnt judge you for anything (to a point obviously). Hes so supportive to me and he always knows what to say and can tell when im upset even if i dont update simply plural or mention it. no one else does that for me. And the fact that i am *chosen* like the whole concept behind that it makes me feel so special and wanted that someone so guarded and who has been through so much can trust me and i dont think i will ever find someone i can love more than him because the standards have been set so high theres no way i could ever settle for less in a friendship or a relationship (not that i havent tbh actually thinking about that but the thought is there)

The fact that we could go back to talking like normal after 6 months of no contact is insane? Like we are literally so similar yet so different hes like my second half. Also like we have literally never argued more than like once? Over the four/FIVE? years we have known eachother woah gang woah.

ILY YOUR MY BEST FRIEND EVER BESTEST BESTEST FRIEND GANGNAM STYLE

/ALL PLATONIC PLEASE PLATONIC I SWEAR