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I realllllllyyy need to stop painting my nails. Not for sexist toxic masculinity reasons but when I write I chew on them while thinking and what's the point if the nail polish is just gonna chip in the next hour or so bc I become physically ill if I'm not frantically scribbling my plot ideas onto a piece of paper or designing a new character for an ever growing world?

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"why do you get so happy when you see a trans character in media?"

No. Here's the thing.

Trans representation in media is so important to me.

I went so long thinking that whatever was wrong with me was fundamental. I spent years knowing that being referred to in a way that boys were made me happy, without having any way to understand why. And especially when it's a such a oppressed minority? That's often fetishized? Of course I get ecstatic when I see a character just like me that isn't treated as some authors kink or a big hush hush secret.

Of course I get excited when I see people venturing outside of the binary when creating characters.

Because it gives me hope that even if it's slow, we ARE progressing. And maybe the next generation of trans kids won't have to cry themselves to sleep every night because parts of their body don't fit, because they'll actually get the help they need sooner.

So yes, carol, I do enjoy seeing trans characters in media that aren't treated like a fetish, because representation is so much more important than you realize.

I'd like to go one day without seeing someone treat a trans person, whether they're ftm, mtf, nonbinary or anything in between, like some sort of foul murderer or a kink.

Please.

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Akutagawa finds a scraggly looking kid one day. Maybe he was out grocery shopping for him and his sister, maybe it was a mission but the kid looks malnourished and bad. And maybe akutagawa sees this kid multiple times afterwards, with their parents at the store, and the kid always looks dull. So, with some... Searching, he refuses to call it stalking, he finds the kids home. And that kid? Happens to be home alone 24/7. Maybe that kids parents work late hours, or maybe they're both just partiers, it's not HIS business. But apparently it is now, because akutagawa begins to leave the kid food. Not much, he makes it seem like it's not on purpose— it's not HIS fault that the place he ordered from happened to get it wrong, and he's actually allergic to the food despite not having any allergies, and okay maybe akutagawa started to leave food for the kid at their doorstep when nobody was home and he was damn sure that there was none in the house- no kid that had food in the house would look thar malnourished right?

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Three of my friends and I went and took some money to buy a kilo of flour, which costs $85, and we were on the way.

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🌍✨ A Voice from Gaza: Fighting for Hope ❤️‍🩹

Hi, my name is Mosab , and I’m from Gaza. Life here has been harder than I could ever imagine, but today I’m sharing my story with hope in my heart, because your kindness has already given us so much strength.

This journey hasn’t been easy. The war has taken 25 family members from us—25 beautiful souls we loved deeply. Their laughter, their presence, their love… all of it is gone, leaving behind memories that are both precious and painful. Every day, I carry the weight of their loss, but I also carry their spirit, which gives me the strength to keep going.

Our Journey So Far

When I first reached out, I couldn’t have imagined we’d make it this far. Your support has been a light in these difficult times, and we are so deeply grateful for every single contribution.

But the road ahead is still challenging. Every day, we’re reminded of how much we’ve lost and how much we still need to rebuild.

Here’s what life in Gaza looks like for my family right now:

🏠 Safety: The uncertainty of tomorrow weighs heavily on us.

😢 Loss: The absence of the 25 family members we’ve lost is a pain we carry every moment.

💔 Dreams on Hold: The future feels so far away when survival takes all our strength.

How You Can Help Us Cross the Finish Line Even the smallest act of kindness can make a difference:

$5 may seem small, but for us, it’s a little relief, a moment of comfort, and a reminder that kindness still exists. ❤️

Can’t donate? Reblog this post to help us reach someone who can. Every share matters more than you know.

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Why Your Support Matters Your kindness isn’t just about helping us meet our goal—it’s about reminding us that we’re not alone in this fight. It’s about hope. It’s about survival. And it’s about giving my family a chance to rebuild our lives, even in the face of unimaginable loss.

Thank you for helping us get this far. Your generosity and compassion have already brought us closer to a better tomorrow, and for that, I’m endlessly grateful.

With all my love and gratitude,

Mosab and Family ❤️

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Disabled Nico makes me so happy. Not that he's in pain, that makes me sad but like, idk. I wouldn't say I'm disabled, but I have chronic leg and back pain that doesn't ever seem to go away and the idea that my favorite character has the same thing and is managing it, even if terribly, gives me some sort of happiness??

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I need someone to play stardew valley with so we can make characters based on atsushi and akutagawa and they can live happily on a farm together with their pet cat (I'm delusional)

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The American school experience is so strange in small towns. I've had my classmates question whether or not I'm even human. One is trying to start a cult surrounding me. Literally said 'lets start a (my name) cult! :D'. I barely know this person

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Why am I just now finding out that the IRL Fyodor looked up to and was inspired by Nikolai

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Do you think Dazai plays

Sometimes to annoy chuuya when he won't come get off the roof