gore-and-poets

[gore-and-poets]

i crave that desire of want

of love and longing

that i felt so long ago,

so i try to fill the holes

with worthless parasociality

that will never get me anywhere

[gore-and-poets]

Fuck you Bela.

[gore-and-poets]

maybe

just maybe

in the end it'll be okay,

no more pain

no more hurt,

i'll be fine,

no matter how many times i fuck up,

the end will be nice.

[gore-and-poets]

I don’t pray to any god but I would worship you until my knees give out.

- Daria Synn

[gore-and-poets]

its cold

my hands are numb

the snow came so fast

so sharp

im so cold

i cant feel

my own anatomy

[gore-and-poets]

im needy.

i need and want and need and want

and thats why you should just fucking hate me already.

[gore-and-poets]

i needed them

i fucking needed them

and they left

left me for nothing

after one mistake

that i didnt even do

after failing to listen to me

after all of it

you hate me.

[gore-and-poets]

you tried and you tried

to move past 100 pounds a year ago

but now i pray

and hope

that ill lose that weight that you gave me.

[gore-and-poets]

it hurt

and it hurt

but it felt so good

the crimson on my legs

streaming down with the clear waters,

making it muddy and red

it hurt,

and i loved it.

[gore-and-poets]

was it just casual,

casual when you showed me your scars and blood and your legs?

was it just casual,

casual when you talked about moving to see me,

so we could be together?

was it always just casual to you?

did my love

my heart

mean nothing?

[gore-and-poets]

I'm trying to stay clean for the summer. It kinda sucks 🙃

[gore-and-poets]

cat scratches hurt most

[gore-and-poets]

For those who don't know 🫘

~Hope it helps💞

[gore-and-poets]

I know. I fucking know,

I know the scars on my ankles and hips and arms will never truly heal,

but maybe

just maybe

they will

even if they dont

ill let them bleed

forever.

[gore-and-poets]

TW - this blog contains; Self Harm, Suicide, Blood, Gore, Cuts, Death, Cannibalism, Mental Health.

There will be no imagery of these things.

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