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Sometimes I wish I could be the person everyone thinks I am when they look at me.

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Don't hold their past against them... Unless they hold their past against you.

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It was in that moment when I finally worked up the courage to say I didn’t love you anymore, that I once again loved myself.

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The more time we spent together, the more I learned what it was to feel alone.

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The day I began to love with my heart and not my eyes, was the day I saw true love.

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You were everything I EVER wanted. Now you're everything I NEVER wanted.

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It HURT my heart when we would fight. It BROKE my heart the day I realized I didn't care enough to fight anymore.

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I followed my heart and it lead me away from you...

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Did you ever see a couple and think to yourself, “they just don’t belong together”? I did… What hurt was the realization that I was looking at us.

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That moment I realized I would rather feel alone without you, than to feel alone with you...

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Sometimes I look at you and wish we were strangers once again. I wish we could start over from where it all began. I wish I could hear you say my name and listen as if it were for the first time. I wish the memories we share could be erased and we start anew. I wish that when you kissed my lips it reawakened my soul, rediscovering nothing could ever taste so sweet. Then I look into your eyes and realize everyday feels like the first time, as I again fall madly, deeply, forever in love with you…

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You ask me if I'm happy, if this was what I dreamed love would be. As the words leave my mouth in answer to your question, I wonder if my eyes betray me? The passion I feel is found in the pages of the poet, within the words of my favorite song, but in my heart I know, it shall never be you and me. Do I continue to live this lie, to play it safe, or turn my back and walk out the door? The tears of both sorrow and joy fall down my face, as I imagine the feeling of setting this caged soul free. How can I stay, how can I lay beside you for one more night, when I know that somewhere out there the love I dreamed of is held by another, as they still desperately search for me...

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If you treat the ones you care about in the PRESENT, like those who have hurt you in the PAST, don't be surprised to find they won't be a part of your FUTURE

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That moment when I realized I didn't love you... I loved who I wanted you to be.

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I loved you and you needed me, so I gave you all of my heart. When I needed it back, you were gone.

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Don't send me flowers, candy, or cards on Valentine's Day. What I pray to receive is something that can put the pieces of my broken heart together again...

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I thought I was getting to know you... only to realize you don't even know yourself.