hallucinateships
hallucinateships
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hallucinateships · 10 months ago
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"A Message of Obsession"
"Your Secret Admirer" - Chapter Two
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" cal is head over heels in love with andre, so much that others call it an "obsession". he wants to be the focal point of andre's love, attention, affection; he wants to wring andre dry. "
tw : self-harm, unhealthy obsession
uploaded on : august 31st, 2024
tags : calvin gabriel/andre kriegman, calvin gabriel & andre kriegman, calvin gabriel, andre kriegman, cutting, implied/referenced self-harm, self-harm, blood and injury, blood, obsession, cal gabriel is obsessed, toxic calvin gabriel, toxic caldre
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hallucinateships · 10 months ago
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"Sun-kissed"
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" connor and evan are walking around silently within a forest, trees towering over the two of them. eventually connor has the idea to carve their initials into a tree that he spotted previously, which leads to feelings being discovered. "
uploaded on : august 28th, 2024
tags : evan hansen/connor murphy, evan hansen & connor murphy, evan hansen, connor murphy, soft angst, romantic fluff, fluff, forests, warm and fuzzy feelings, hidden feelings, gay panic, gay evan hansen, gay connor murphy, connor murphy lives, soft connor murphy, evan hansen has a crush on connor murphy
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hallucinateships · 11 months ago
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"A Message of Obsession"
"Ire and Regret" - Chapter One
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" cal is head over heels in love with andre, so much that others call it an "obsession". he wants to be the focal point of andre's love, attention, affection; he wants to wring andre dry. "
tw : self-harm, unhealthy obsession
uploaded on : july 31st, 2024
tags : calvin gabriel/andre kriegman, calvin gabriel & andre kriegman, calvin gabriel, andre kriegman, cutting, implied/reference self-harm, self-harm, blood and injury, blood, obsession, cal gabriel is obsessed, toxic calvin gabriel, toxic caldre
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hallucinateships · 11 months ago
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"Hold Me"
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" cal and andre are sat in andre's room, cal's sat on the floor, his back uncomfortably leaned against the bed frame while andre is fully indulged in a film on the tv. he continues to notice how cal is constantly shifting around to get comfortable and allows the blond to sit on his bed. "
authors note : baby's  first uploaded fluff fic! sorry it's short..
uploaded on : july 29th, 2024
tags : calvin gabriel/andre kriegman, calvin gabriel & andre kriegman, calvin gabriel, andre kriegman, gay, as fuck, fluff, my first uploaded fluff fic, sappy
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hallucinateships · 1 year ago
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"I Begged You to Stay"
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" andre got locked away in a mental hospital before zero day could happen, but one night he broke out and said his final goodbye to cal. "
based on : "twin sized mattress" by the front bottoms
uploaded on : july 12th, 2024
tags : calvin gabriel/andre kriegman, calvin gabriel & andre kriegman, calvin gabriel, andre kriegman, angst, hurt no comfort, andre moved away, mourning, everyone is alive, zero day didn't happen, mental health issues, mental breakdowns, mental hospital, mental institutions
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hallucinateships · 1 year ago
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"Unexpected Phone Calls"
"Letting Go" - Chapter Two
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" adam picked strahm up from the hospital, in the car strahm expresses he's leaving his job at the precinct due to stress, but adam has an underlying feeling that that isn't the full story. "
requested by : @narcvampp
uploaded on : july 9th, 2024
tags : adam faulkner-stanheight/peter strahm, adam faulkner-stanheight & peter strahm, adam faulkner-stanheight, peter strahm, angst, pawnshipping, self-harm, everyone is alive, implied ex-coffinshipping, implied/referenced suicide, panic attacks, overthinking, implied/referenced abuse, gay peter strahm, gay adam faulkner-stanheight, post-traumatic stress disorder - ptsd, self-harm addiction
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hallucinateships · 1 year ago
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"Unexpected Phone Calls"
"The Day of Worry" - Chapter One
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" although strahm and his ex have broken up, he continues to think about him before falling into the deep realization that the relationship he has with adam was the place where he truly felt safe within. "
requested by : @narcvampp
uploaded on : july 9th, 2024
tags : adam faulkner-stanheight/peter strahm, adam faulkner-stanheight & peter strahm, adam faulkner-stanheight, peter strahm, angst, pawnshipping, self-harm, everyone is alive, implied ex-coffinshipping, implied/referenced suicide, panic attacks, overthinking, implied/referenced abuse, gay peter strahm, gay adam faulkner-stanheight, post-traumatic stress disorder - ptsd, self-harm addiction
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hallucinateships · 1 year ago
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"by your side"
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“ cal loses himself within depression and gives into the suicidal thoughts, which leaves andre to grieve and mourn. what does he do now? ”
uploaded on : june 3rd, 2024
tags : calvin gabriel/andre kriegman, calvin gabriel & andre kriegman, calvin gabriel, andre kriegman, suicide, suicide notes, grief/mourning, depression angst
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hallucinateships · 1 year ago
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"can you feel my lovebuzz?"
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kurt   adam   dylan   eric
14 year old fanfic writer  𓏴
non human  :  vampirekin , angelkin , zombiekin , godkin , therian.
heavily disordered  :  narcissistic personality disorder , borderline personality disorder , autism , did , adhd , complex ptsd , amnesia / memory loss , psychosis , depression , anxiety , experiences delusions and hallucinations , insomnia , substance abuse disorder , schizophrenia , "obsessive love disorder" , anti-contact paraphile.
fandoms i will post to  :  saw (2004-2010 + 2023) , scream (mainly 1996) , motley crue , guns n roses , natural born killers , brooklyn nine nine , twilight , it , two broke girls , the good place , kiss , zero day , bon jovi.
heads up  :  most of my saw fics are based on turnipodditys chainshipping art, godsplatters coffinshipping art, and bathroomtrapped 3dshipping art, make sure to check them all out.
tw / cw  :  due to heavy amounts of trauma , that i will not be sharing , i post dead dove do not eat fics - with proper warnings. fics can and most likely will include sexual content , violence , drug / substance (abuse) , and triggering topics of course (s/h , sa , ect).
dni  :  i have no dni. please block me if i fit yours though, and i block freely based on how i see fit. although i have certain stances that will make certain people on tumblr pissy, such as: i am anti endo , anti-transid/radqueer/goodfaith , i may be a paraphile but i do not consider acting on my thoughts and i believe in NOT legalizing harming ones or ones that cannot consent.
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