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Hiii!! Do you know the fic where y/n gets in a accident while her and Harry are in the phone and then she looses her memory and Harry has to take care of her and stuff like that? Thank youuu

does anyone know this??

edit: i know a fic where the reader lost her memory but its kinda angsty

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Hi, reblogging this because I’ve had the request of writing a part 2 to my Without you piece, but I’ve already done a part 2. Thank you for Reading, I’ve been out of it recently, so I appreciate that everyone’s still enjoying my writing <3<3

Someone who Loves You ( Without Me Part 2 ) - Billy Hargrove

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Hey guys, We’re finally here! this is part 2 to Without me. It’s not really based off the song this time. I was excited to write this, I just want to Thank everyone for the Amazing support I got on the first part, I appreciate it so much. I hope everyone enjoys <3 { Warnings - Language and angst. I make a lot of Freddy Krueger puns, so bare with me }

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I let out an aggravated huff as I walked up the Wheelers sidewalk on the Chilly October night, the Door opened and I was Greeted by a Smiling Karen, who quickly pulled me into a hug. “ Nancy ans Steve are upstairs, still putting their costumes together. You know them, they wait until last minute and throw things together. Yours looks great by the way! ” she stated motioning to my costume, if Freddy Krueger were a female, that’d be me. I wanted to go as something, unexpected. Not like the rest of our girls in school and I also wanted something that would hide my face somewhat, since I was avoiding Billy. I left classes early so I wouldn’t run into him in the hallway, I ended up at classes 15 minutes early, I ate lunch in the office, after volunteering to be an office aid. I might hve been taking this to an extreme, but I already hurt from being used, I didn’t want to feel the whole heartbreak. So, when Nancy guilt tripped me into going to this stupid Halloween party, I knew to expect Billy and his crew to be there. “ Knock knock, Better Stay up late, because you’re never gonna sleep again! ” I chuckled as I entered Nancy’s room, Steve rolled his eyes “ How long were you rehearsing that one? ”. I smirked “ Long enough, can you tell that it’s me under the makeup? ”, Steve and Nancy both nodded. “ Shit ” I sighed while sitting on her bed, Nancy smiled “ It’s a great costume though Y/N, besides I doubt he’ll even know your there, he’s going to be wasted ”. “ No, he’ll know. Yesterday he punched Tommy in the face when he made a nasty comment about you Y/N. Trust me, Billy has it bad ” Steve then stated with a slight chuckle, “ He only has it bad because I took away the only thing he wanted, the first girl to deny the great Billy Hargrove… Besides, I heard he was out with Jessica or Heather, or whoever he was with last week ” I stated seriously while rolling my eyes. “ He was not, those girls love making shit up! I don’t think he’s been out with anyone since you started ignoring him ” Nancy exclaimed, “ When did you you become Pro Billy? ” I asked her with a brow raised. “ I’m not, but when you were hanging out with you, you seemed happy. Happier then what you are now, you barely go out anymore because you’re avoiding him. I miss you sometimes, it’s different, you’re different ” she stated with a sigh, I didn’t reply, but I did stand up and give her a hug, avoiding smudging my makeup I worked 3 hours to get right. Letting her know I was always here, she still had me as a friend.

Once we reached Tina’s house, we all got out of Steve’s car and made our way towards the party. “ Is Jonathan coming? ” I asked Nancy since she and him seemed to be be spending more time together recently, she shrugged “ He was taking Will trick or Treating, I tried to talk him into it, but I don’t know if my tactics worked ”. I nodded while letting out a sigh, “ Wow, great costumes guys! Thanks for Coming, Wooh!!! ” Tina shouted over the music, already drunk. The three of us smiled awkwardly but headed towards the kitchen, I wasn’t much of a drinker, but I needed an escape ( But still needed to stay level headed, because if I got too out of control, I end up in bed with Billy again ). When we reached the kitchen, I grabbed a plastic cup with people were calling ’ Pure Fule ’. “ What are you supposed to be Y/N, a fashion victim ” Carol stated with a smirk, but also rolled her eyes at the same time. Rebecca chuckled behind her, even though it wasn’t funny at all. “ I see you two decided not to wear a costumes, just the same old masks you were everyday. Slutty as always ” I stated with a smile, walking further into the kitchen as Nancy and Steve decided to dance. “ 1, 2 Freddy’s coming for you! ” I heard Billy shout loudly, “ No No, Freddy’s not coming for you anymore! ” I sighed shaking my head as I quickly found an escape route, turning many corners to get away from him. When I managed to do so, I ended up running into someone else. “ Woah, slow down Freddy ” The guy chuckled, I sighed deeply “ I’m so sorry… ”. I looked at the guy, realizing it was Chad from art class. He chuckled “ It’s okay Y/N, great costume by the way. Make a statement, just because Freddy is a guy, doesn’t mean a girl can’t dress up like him for Halloween!… How have you been? ”, I smiled “ Thanks, I’ve been good, just dodging this guy ”. “ Hargrove? ” he asked, I nodded letting out a deep sigh. “ Well, I wish you luck with that then ” Chad stated , I looked at him confused. An arm slung around my shoulder, “ Buzz off Chad, she’s mine! ” Billy slurred. Chad held his arms up in defense with a smirk on his face, I pushed Billy’s arm off me “ I’m not yours, now leave me alone or I’m going to haunt you in your dreams! ”{ End of the Freddy Krueger puns, promise }. I then walked away from him once more, not hearing him whisper behind me “ You already haunt them ”. I ended up leaving the party after that, unaware of what happened after that. I walked to the bus station and caught the closest bus that would end up close to my house. I sighed deeply, receiving weird looks from the other people in the station, I ignored it though. Once I got home, I sighed deeply. My dad wasn’t home, thankfully he had left on a business trip that lasted until Tuesday. I went into the bathroom, stripped out of my clothes, jumped into the shower. Scrubbed off the three hours of work I had put into my makeup, the got into my pajama’s and then climbed into bed, Good Fucking Night Halloween.

Since Halloween fell on a Friday, I got to lounge around all weekend at home and I planned on keeping it that way. Halfway through the day, around 4pm. There was a knock on the front door, making me groan deeply. I got up and answered it, Nancy rushed her way in while looking frazzled. “ What happened to you last night, I thought you left with Hargrove! ” she exclaimed quite dramatically, I rolled my eyes “ You thought wrong, he was bugging me and I didn’t want to deal with it ”. “ It;s just that, he left soon after I noticed that you were gone and I can’t remember anything that happened after that. Steve won’t answer my calls, I was worried about you, I was freaked out this morning ” she then stated, making me nod “ Billy’s an idiot, he had so much to drink last night, he was drunk out of his mind. You know I’m not that stupid to get in a car with someone who’s drunk, whether I love him or not! ”. Nancy’s eyes went wide “ You love him, why didn’t you tell me before ! ”, I groaned deeply “ Because I’m trying not love love him anymore, that’s why I’ve been avoiding him ”. “ ” Oh my gosh, your first love! “ Nancy smiled widely, causing me to roll my eyes and groan ” Okay, I think visiting hours are over “. ” Y/N “ Nancy sighed deeply, ” No Nance, I’m trying to get over it okay. I’m going to move on and one day fnd someone who’ll treat me better. No one ever ends up with who they date in high school anyway “ I muttered loud enough for her to hear. She sighed once more while awkwardly nodded ” Fine, I’ll drop the subject. Can I stay and hangout with you for a while? “, I nodded ” Okay, you can stay, but no more mention of my love life or I’m kicking you out “. She chuckled slightly, but she knew I wasn’t joking.

Nancy ended up staying a few hours, we baked cookies, watched a dramatic movie and did little bit of homework. By the time she left it was almost dinner time, so I warmed up leftover pizza and made myself comfortable on the couch. That is until 10 minutes later, I heard a loud bang come from upstairs. I furrowed my brows, grabbed the closest objects to me, which happened to be my math book, then made my way upstairs. Checking all the rooms, until I landed on my own bedroom. I let out a deep sigh, then pushed open the door, only to see Billy laying on the floor groaning. ” What the hell are you doing? “ I asked tossing my matchbook onto my desk and placing my hands on my hips, ” I wanted to talk, why did you move your furniture around, I expected to lad on your bed like I used too “ he groaned while rubbing his knees. ” Maybe you should’ve used the front door “ I stated, he groaned once while getting to his feet ” You wouldn’t have answered and I saw that your window was open and took the chance “. ” Your right, I wouldn’t have answered. Because, when you avoid someone that’s what you do “ I stated walking out of my room and back downstairs, back to my pizza. Billy followed my of course. I sighed deeply while sitting back on the couch, ” Y/n, are you going to avoid me forever? “ he questioned sitting on the arm of the couch. ” That’s the plan “ I stated with a smile, focusing back on the TV. Billy let out a deep huff, then grabbed the remote from my hand, switching off the television. ” Billy, give it back! “ I yelled, making him shake his head no. ” Billy! “ I exclaimed grabbing for it, making him stick it in his pants. ” Go for it now “ he smirked, making me roll my eyes ” That’s all you care about! “. He looked at me confused, ” Sex! Billy, all you care about is sex! “ I exclaimed loudly. ” That’s not true “ he stated bluntly, making me roll my eyes. ” If all I ever wanted was sex, I would have ditched you the minute after we fucked “ he stated with a sigh, ” You did, you were gone by the time I woke up and if you really cared about me, you would’ve stayed or at least told me you were leaving! “ I snapped back. ” You now my dad would’ve killed me “ he stated, ” You didn’t care any time after that, when you were taking out other girls, your dad didn’t expect you to come home those nights. So you ended up here, toying with my fucking feelings. You used me “ I spat. He shook his head while fishing the remote out of his pants, dropping it on the coffee table, then started walking towards the front door. ” I did not Y/N, I care about you! “ he stated loudly on his way, ” No! You wanted to talk, let’s fucking talk! “ I yelled chasing after him. ” You only ever came around for sex and for me to make you feel good about yourself! You never once did the same for me, never cared about what was going on in my life or how I was feeling. You took advantage of my feelings, especially when I told you I loved you… So, if you can’t accept that, then leave and don’t ever come back. My feelings are just as important as yours, stop acting like your the only one that’s been through shit! “ I yelled, causing him to turn towards me with a softer look on his face, it reminded me of the look I saw the night I met him. It didn’t last long, he got that harsh look on his face once more as he stomped his way towards his car, jumping in and then pulling out of my driveway like a bat out of hell. I only hoped now, he got the message.

The weekend passed quickly, as did the weeks leading up to Thanksgiving. Finally confronting Billy about everything, felt rewarding and I stopped hiding from everything. He had yet to try to contact me again, so I guess he got the message. Wait, unless you count the midnight phone calls I had been receiving. I knew they were him, the caller never spoke, they waited until I said Hello three times before hanging up. Nancy said, that maybe my voice was like a security blanket, that he still wanted to hear it, maybe it helped him sleep. To that I rolled my eyes, it was just another way to annoy me, but I continued to answer those calls, because somewhere deep inside, I missed him. But after we all returned to school after the Thanksgiving he fell back into his old ways, he pretended as if I wasn’t there, had a different girl on his arm everyday and always gave that said girl a ride home after school ( And we all know what happened on those ride homes ). As much as I wanted to stay strong and get over him, it seemed to be a lot harder than I thought. I found myself crying late at night about the old days with him, waiting for him to climb through my window and make everything okay again. Why couldn’t I figure out what I wanted, I couldn’t get my feelings in check. I’d curse at myself when I woke up in the morning, realizing I’d left my window open the previous night, on purpose. The relationship he and I had was unhealthy, I made the right decision when I ended things, but that thought never brought me any comfort. This pain I was feeling for that boy, was worse than when my parents got divorced, I wasn’t sure how I’d get through it.

The week before the Winter Formal, notes had started appearing in my locker out of the blue. Simple ones at first, telling me how nice I looked, congratulating me on how well I did in science class, Odd things. At first I took it as a joke, kids at school were cruel and knew what had gone down between Billy and I. The notes though, were always signed - Someone who loves you. So, it couldn’t be Billy, he didn’t love anyone. I was taken by surprise when I opened my locker this morning and the note read - Be my date for the Formal? Circle Yes or no, then slip it in locker 306. Someone Who Loves You -. I didn’t do anything with it at first, just put it in my pocket and made my way to my first class. I’d deal with it later. Once lunch came along, I grabbed my food and sat down at the normal table. Nancy and Jonathan joined soon after, I let out a deep sigh ” I have to talk to you! “. Nancy looked worried as I pulled the note out of my pocket, slamming it on the table. ” Oh no, what did Mr. Someone who loves you, say today? “ Jonathan smirked, Nancy picked up the note and read it. ” He asked her to the winter formal “ Nancy smiled widely, I rolled my eyes ” I’m not going “. Nancy then scoffed ” What! Why not? “, ” Because this is probably some prank on Carol’s end, they all know what went on between Billy and I… I don’t want to show up and be made a fool “ I stated with a shrug. Nancy sighed ” What if it’s not a joke, what if someone actually like you in this school other than Us! Don’t you want to find out? “ again I shrugged ” I’ll think about “. She nodded, ” What if it’s Billy? Maybe hes trying to right his wrongs “ Jonathan stated with a smiled. ” Billy’s locker number isn’t 306, it’s 490 “ I sighed running my hand through my hair, ” Well, we have to figure out who’s locker is 360! “ Nancy exclaimed. ” We don’t, I wasn’t planning on going anyways, it’s just a stupid dance “ I stated honestly, ” Just a stupid dance, I’m appalled! I’m on the dance committee, it’s going to be amazing “ Nancy stated dramatically. I just rolled my eyes, I hadn’t made my mind up yet. This is my decision and only I could make it.

By the end of the day, I had slipped the note, that I had circled yes onto, back into locker 306, hoping I didn’t just make a mistake. I got a ride home from Jonathan and when I arrived home, I wasn’t surprised to find the house empty. My dad had been dating a new woman recently and he was gone most days / nights. Even though I spent so much time alone now, he seemed to be happy again, so I guess I approved. He was a good man and deserved it. In preparation for the Winter formal, Nancy and I planned on going dress shopping Wednesday after school. Mrs. Wheeler ended up driving us and dropping us off, before running errands of her own. Nancy was extra excited for the formal, she and Jonathan would be going together and I was very happy for the as well. What I wasn’t happy about was because our town was so small, there was only one dress shop and it seemed other girls had the same idea coming after school. Wow, look who it is girls. Wheeler and her little side kick Y/L/N. Tell me, did you both finally find dates or are you going with each other ” Carol stated with a cackle, I rolled my eyes “ Just because this is a stupid dance, doesn’t mean you can’t go alone or with Friends ”. She scoffed “ Your lame is you go alone though, imagine how awkward the picture will be. Tommy and I are going together, Heather’s going with Josh and Tina tell the who your date is ”, “ Billy ” Tina smirked. Causing me to roll my eyes “ Give me a break, did you really think I actually cared who your dates are? You and Tommy are always blowing each others ass holes and I remember both of you last year trying to fuck Steve, face it. You’re both pathetic ”, “ then why are you talking to us, if we’re so pathetic? ” Carol smirked. “ Well, I didn’t start talking to you, you both came up to us as soon as we entered the store and started this. Clearly bored with your own lives and Now I’m ending it ” I stated with a smile as I grabbed Nancy’s arm and walked towards the back of the store. “ I’m shocked Y/N, I didn’t think tonight would end up like that. I don’t get why they have to ruin everything ” Nancy stated while looking through a rack of clothes, I just lent up against the wall and sighed “ They aren’t going anywhere in life, so they have ruin good times for everyone else to make themselves better ”. She nodded, picking out a few dresses. I heard the bell ring and noticed Carol and Tina leave the store, carrying large bags with them. “ Come Y/N, I know this started off bad, but let’s make it more fun, your frown is bumming me out ” Nancy then groaned, “ Sorry, I just can’t get excited for something like this. Especially when I know it’s going to be a let down ” I stated with a sigh as I glanced around the shop. “ Why do you think it’s going to be a let down ” I stated with a serious look on her face, I shrugged slightly “ I just feel like this is one big joke and I’m in the middle of it ”. She let out a deep sigh “ Well, at least you’ll have us there if something goes down. You’ll still have your friends to keep you company ”, I nodded while sending her a smile “ Okay fine! Let’s stop talking about it and get back to dress shopping. I actually see something I’m interested in ”. She smiled widely as we walked over to the strapless white dress that had pale color marks on it, I ended up getting that one in the end. Now with the formal only two days away, I was getting even more nervous, which was annoying. But what’s done is done and hopefully, I wouldn’t regret it in the end.

The night of the winter formal, Nancy and I were getting ready in her room, with the help of her mom. The day before I received another note from someone who loves you, saying they’d met me in the back parking lot at 9:30pm. That’s about an hour after the dance began, so I’d be able to hangout with my friends before I had to meet this mystery person. Steve swore it was Billy, he said throughout the last week that Billy couldn’t keep my name out of his mouth. I just brushed it off, Billy would never go to this amount of trouble to ask someone to the dance, let alone go to the dance, it wasn’t his thing. I sat on Nancy’s bed, flipping through a magazine as she curled her hair, I just couldn’t stop thinking about tonight. It was driving me crazy, not knowing who this mystery person was and I was terrified of looking like a fool in front of the whole school. “ Come on Y/N, your turn ” Nancy stated wearing a large smile, I sent her a panicked look “ That’s it, I’m not going, I changed my mind! ”. Nancy let out a deep sigh knowing I’d been thinking far to into this and she was probably tired of hearing my worries. “ Y/N, everything will be okay. It’s only a stupid high school dance as you put it, but it’s also a time to unwind from all the stresses of School and have fun with friends ”, Nancy stated with a small smile “ Don’t let the fear get in the way of your happiness ”. I took in her words and nodded, “ And you have to go and find out who wins the title of the Ice Queen and King. I Won when I attended Hawkins High, I probably still have the Crown around here somewhere ” Mrs. Wheeler stated proudly. Causing me to chuckle and Nancy to roll her eyes “ Not now Mom ”, I let out a deep sigh as Mrs. Wheeler left the room in search for her Ice Queen crown. “ So, are you ready to get pretty? ” Nancy asked with a small smile, “ Bitch, I already am pretty, but there’s always room for improvement! ” I stated with my own smile. “ Look girls I found it, I can imagine there much small nowadays! ” Mrs. Wheeler exclaimed excitedly while walking back into Nancy’s room with a large white crown on her head, Nancy groaned loudly as I chuckled, everything was going to be okay.

Jonathan picked Nancy and I up, looking very dashing himself. I let out a sigh as we got closer to the school, the nerves already setting in now. Nancy turned her head towards the backseat, “ Hey, remember it’ll be okay and besides, if things don’t work out, you can always get Steve to dance with you ” she stated with a smile. I rolled my eyes as we pulled into the packed parking lot, next to Steve’s car. I let out a deep sigh as I stepped out of Jonathan’s car, wishing I had worn a heavier sweater. “ Wow Y/N, you look… The best I’ve ever seen you look. Damn, if only I’d known, I would’ve picked you over Nancy ” Steve stated with a joking smile, “ Ew.. But, thanks ” I smirked giving him a hug ( Steve and I have always had a brother/sister relationship ). “ Ha ha, funny Steve! Okay, let’s head inside, I’m freezing ” Nancy exclaimed grabbing my hand and pulling me towards the front door, Steve and Jonathan following close behind. Once we reached the gym, I looked around, taking in all the faces. Who was I kidding, I was searching for the specific blonde. Tina, Rebecca and Heather all had dates off the basketball team. “ Tina’s a Damn liar, she’s here with Trey not Billy. How many people has she been screwing around with, does she not realize that Billy and Trey are two different people ” Nancy stated with an eye roll, causing me to chuckle loudly. 9:30 was approaching fast and I couldn’t stop biting my nails, thinking of all the ways this could go wrong. “ You okay? ” Steve asked sitting down next to me and handing me a glass of punch, I only shrugged because I had no words for the battle that was going down in my head. “ I get that your nervous Y/N, but I’ll let you in on something, it’s not a prank ” Steve stated with a sigh, I looked at him confused “ How would you know? ” . “ Because, Chad couldn’t shut up in the locker room four days ago. Team members kept asking him who he was taking to the Formal, he didn’t say a nae, but said that he asked a girl in a creative way. Through a note ” Steve stated honestly. I looked at him shocked “ How could he be the note holder? Sure he’s a nice guy, but Chad is very artistic, any notes he would’ve slipped into a locker would’ve been more deep then. Hey, you looked good in History today. That doesn’t sound like him ”, He nodded “ I get it, he’s been my lab partner for 3 years. He doesn’t speak like a normal person sometimes, more like a novel. Bit, I’m just telling you what I heard because I know you’ve been worrying about this ”. I smiled slightly glancing up at the clock, seeing that it was 9:22pm. “ Thanks for telling me, your a good friend ” I stated with a sigh, him nodding in response while wearing a similar smile.

I walked through the school, more like snuck, because students weren’t really allowed to venture through the school after hours. The faculty was worried kids were going to sneak off and have sex in classrooms, thankfully I had a good reputation around here and the staff weren’t worried about me. Once I made it to the back door, I let out a deep sigh, Now or Never. I walked slowly towards the dark figure, butterflies in my stomach and my dinner was ready to make a 2nd appearance tonight. Once I saw that the figure was indeed Chad, I couldn’t tell if I was relieved or a little angry. “ So, your the mystery note holder ” I stated with my arms crossed, Chad let out a small sigh but didn’t respond. I rolled my eyes and started walking back towards the door, to possibly salvage and make the rest of the night good. Chad quickly ran around me, halting me in place. “ Where are you going? ” he asked nervously, “ Back inside, if you wanted to ask me to the formal, you literally could of just asked. Instead of writing all those simple notes, that sounded nothing like you. I would’ve said yes ” I spat. He let out a sigh, “ Other than my friends, your the only one who’s treated me like an equal, the only other guy that’s been nice ” I stated honestly. He nodded “ But Y/N, I didn’t write the notes. I’ve just been the middle man through this whole thing, hell I’ve been dating the same girl for over 2 years. Natalie Wood ”, I furrowed my brows in confusion. Yes, I remember seeing them together, but never thought they weren’t anything but friends. “ Middle man? ” I then questioned, earning a nod from him. “ Middle man for who? ” I asked, only getting a smirk in return as he pointed towards the parking lot behind me. I took in a deep breath as I turned around slowly, letting out a slight groan as I saw Billy standing there, leaning against his car, holding a handful of flowers. I turned back towards Chad, who was still wearing a smirk. “ My locker is locker 306, he didn’t want to use his own because obviously you would’ve known it was him. So, he paid me 5$ to help him out, but this was all his idea, he wrote all the notes, he’s got it bad for you ” Chad stated with a smile before patting me on the shoulder and making his way inside. The degree’s had dropped slightly, making it even colder now. I sighed deeply while walking over towards the blonde, unsure of what I was going to say to this boy now. “ Before you say anything, I just want to say… Hi ” Billy started off nervously, “ I know this is probably very confusing and I know you told me to leave you alone, but I can’t. I just want a chance to explain everything to you and after that if you still want me to leave you alone, I will ”. I had no words, but I was curious as to what he was going to say. So, I nodded. He let out a deep sigh “ Okay, cool… Oh, these are for you… Stole money from my dad to buy them, I’ll probably hear about it later, but it was worth it. Didn’t have enough for a new suit though… ”, he handed me the flowers which made me smile. “ Thanks, they’re beautiful and I recognize that suit from when we first met, on the beach in California ” I stated with a smile, making him nod. I didn’t say anything further, waiting for him to continue. “ So, the last time we spoke, it didn’t end well. But since then, I’ve realized how much I miss and need you in my life. I will do anything to have you in my life again ” he stated with a deep sigh, he’s dropped the tough guy act, he’s more vulnerable. “ I know that you think when we were messing around, I was also fucking with other girls, but I wasn’t. Before we started doing things together, I had slept with two girls, none that go to our school. But as soon as we got together, I didn’t want another bitch. Anytime I climbed through your window and told you I was out with some girl, I lied. I always came straight from home after having a fight with my dad. I didn’t want to tell you, because I know you always worried about me when I was at home. Now I realize that I made the wrong choice in lying. I stayed all night at your house those nights, not caring about the trouble I’d get into when I got home, because at least I got to spend time with you, even if we were just sleeping ” he stated a bit winded, I however furrowed my brows in confusion. “ I understand that this is a lot to take in, but I want to be with you ” he stated strongly, making me let out a deep sigh “ But when I told you I loved you, you never said anything, you chose to ignore it ”. He ran his hand through his freshly styled hair “ I didn’t ignore it, I just didn’t confess that I felt the same way. I’ve never felt this way towards someone before and I was afraid of what people would say at school, you know Billy Hargrove being tied down. The longer I kept my feelings to myself, the more I felt guilty. Then you started distancing yourself and I knew I had fucked everything up. But, I love you Y/N and I don’t give a fuck what anyone thinks or says! ”, I looked at him shocked. I wasn’t expecting this to come from tonight, something told me that he was telling the truth. Billy cleared his throat, making me realize I hadn’t said anything in a while. “ SO? ” he sighed deeply, “ Your serious, no games? ” I asked looking at him intensely. He nodded “ Absolutely, I don’t want to spend one more day without you ”, I smiled at him slightly as I pulled him into a hug. “ But, what about Heather and Tina, they both swore that they were screwing you the same time we were messing around. ” I then asked, “ Both liars, Heather had herpes the last time I checked and Tina is such a fucking snooze fest. You know she asked me to the formal, I told her I’d rather hammer nails into my toes. I was working on getting my girl back and I wasn’t risking that on her boring ass ” he stated with a slight chuckle pulling me into another hug. “ It’ll take some time for you to gain my trust again, but if you’re willing to put in the work, I think we could get back to what we once were ” I stated honestly, making him hug me even tighter “ I’ll do whatever you want! I’ll wait forever if I have to ”. I smiled to myself, “ Hey, you’re freezing! Here take my jacket ” he stated taking off the leather jacket and placing it around my shoulders. “ Come on, let’s get inside, I want to dance with my girl ” he stated with a smile as he locked his car and then walked me back into the school. 

When Billy and I walked into the gym together, we caught everyone’s eye. A few people laughed, some gasped. Steve smirked, making me think he might have had a part in this too, despite the hatred he had for Billy. Billy and I  got out onto the dance floor, I put my arms around his shoulders and he put his hands on my hips, as we started to sway to the music. I had never seen Billy smile the way he was smiling at me know, things were finally right. Jonathan and Nancy both sent me smiles, causing me to roll my eyes, but smiled happily back. Not long after the principle was on stage, ready to announce Ice Queen and King. “ And the Winner is… Jonathan Byers and Nancy Wheeler! ” the principal shouted , causing a wave of applaud to abrupt in the gym. I let out a loud shriek of excitement as they were both crowned, Mrs. Wheeler was going to be very happy about this. Billy put his arm round me, pulling me closer and kissing the top of my head. Things seemed to work in my favor I guess, but even though I was happy now, there was no way to tell what was going to happen in the future. But, let’s forget about that now and Enjoy the moment.

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Hey guys, I totally over did it with this one, but I enjoyed writing it so much. I’ve been in a slump lately and haven’t been the best of health, so the fact that I was able to enjoy writing this so much means a lot. And I hope Everyone Enjoyed reading it, I just want to say Thank you for the amazing support I’ve received on this series. You’re all Amazing <3<3

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Hey Everyone, I’m so sorry that I basically dropped off the earth and Disappeared, but My life is kind of a Mess right now. Not only is my anxiety worse than ever, even though I’m on medication for it. But, my depression is bad again too. I have absolutely no motivation to do anything but Play the sims and Color on an Paint by number app. I have no idea what I’m doing anymore and can’t get out of this rut. So, unfortunately, I haven’t been writing and I’m basically taking a hiatus. The reason my depression has taken a turn is because, not only did my Aunt pass away in October of 2017 and I’m no where near over it, still cry almost everyday. But, yesterday my sister was diagnosed with Breast cancer as well, they’ve caught it really early, so fingers crossed everything goes well with her. I just am not in the mood to write, honestly. I’m thinking about creating a new tumblr account to share my favorite SimsCC because Yes, my life. So yeah, that’s about it. I just wanted to keep anyone who is interested Updated. Love you all, have a wonderful day <3<3 

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Update

Hello everybody, this is an update on me because I realize that I haven’t posted in a while, but I currently am going through a few life changes, A lot of stress and I’m struggling for ideas to write. I will be back soon hopefully with another angsty Harry piece, so thank you all for the support, it’s been really amazing and just know I’m here if anybody ever needs to talk<3

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Hey Friends, so since my follower count has basically doubled withing the last month, I’ve decided to tell everyone a little about myself.

Clearly from the pictures, I love Border Collies, but I actually love all dogs I’ve just chosen to have Border Collies. Flynn Rider and Marty Mcfly. I’m 27 years old, but don’t really have the mind set of one and get to more of that later. 5 Seconds of Summer is my absolute Favorite Band, but I’ll always be a Directioner and I’m also huge into Little Mix. Stranger Things and RuPauls Drag Race are my two favorite shows. I love to Write, but it hasn’t always been easy. I was horrible in school and because I missed so much, I dropped out and got my GED, that wasn’t easy and it took forever!

Medical History: I was diagnosed with a Disease called Primary Pulmonary Hypertension when I was 8 years old and had a Heart and Double Lung Transplant at the age of 11. At 15 I had a major Stroke because of a nasty blood clot in my brain and mentally I feel like I’m still 15 at times, like i’m not very independent at all. Also at that time I was diagnosed with a type of Cancer that transplant patients are known to get, I also was diagnosed with a blood disorder that I still currently live with. At 23 I was placed on dialysis and at 24 I was given a kidney by my mom, so I’ve been around the block when it comes to medication and hospitals.

If anyone ever has a question about anything, please don’t hesitate to ask, I’m very open about this stuff and I’m willing to share things I’ve experienced. Or if you wanna talk about Drag race, I’m fine with that too. I hope you all Have a lovely rest of the day and this has just been something about me. Lot’s of Love, Katie <3<3

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Hiiii is part 4 the last part?

Actually, there won’t be a part 4. I basically left this open for interpretation, I didn’t want her to take him back after how he treated her, but maybe it would happen in the future

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Together as A family ( Part 3 ) - Harry Styles

Hello Everyone, I'm here with Part 3 of The Tears of a Mother series. Back in the readers Point of View, I just want to say Thank You again for all the Love and Support on this series, it's been Amazing! I really Hope you enjoy <3<3 Warnings : Angst, Language, small bit of domestic abuse from previous relationship ( Not very detailed though ) and Fluff. [ Y/N = Your Name ]. Here we go..

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The man in front of me cleared his throat "Yeah, they're mine... Ours actually", I furrowed my brows in confusion as I looked over at my mom, who nodded sadly. Then I looked at the two boys that were apparently, but I couldn't remember anything about them. I then looked back at the man more confused than ever, "I'm sorry... I don't, I don't remember you or them" I stated with a sigh. 

I continued to stare at this man, who my mom had informed me was my boyfriend, but I had no memory of our relationship. I watched sadly as he broke down in tears and I couldn't do anything about it, because he was a stranger to me. "I'm really sorry" I sighed quickly getting up and walking towards my mom, I didn't really know what to do or how to react. "Wait. Can I come back and see you tomorrow? I know it's strange, but I'd like to still see you" the man stated quickly as he wiped his face, I thought for a moment before nodding. "I'll take Y/N back to her room and I'll be back Harry" my mom stated, guiding me back towards the hospital room and leaving me with Mila. "What's with the long face?" Mila asked as I sat down on the bed, " I have kids?" I muttered. Mila looked at me confused "Yeah, two boys. Why?", "I can't remember them, I can't remember anything. Like, how and when did we end up in London?" I exclaimed. Mila sighed deeply "What's the last thing you remember, I thought hard "Jamie... We were celebrating your promotion at your favorite club in LA, Jamie and I were fighting, he stormed off and I found him later that night in the bathroom with two girls.  That's all I remember. Wait, You were dating that douche Carter at the time". Mila chuckled slightly at the comment about her EX, but then sighed like something was troubling her. "What's up?" I asked looking at her suspicious, "I probably shouldn't tell you the full story of that night" she stated again with a sigh. I furrowed my brows "You'd better tell me, I thought we didn't keep secrets", "Fine, but if your mom gets mad at me for this, I'm blaming it on you" she stated while rolling her eyes. I just continued looking at her curiously, "What happened with Jamie, that was 9 years ago. After you found him with those other girls, you had finally had enough and dumped his sorry ass. He didn't take it well, ended up beating you up, bad and left you in the back hallway of the club. You were unconscious and ended up in the hospital after I found you. You met Harry three days after you got out of the hospital, in that small bakery you used love. You ran into him, spilling your coffee and knocking him over. And what you told me back then was that there was an instant connection, you gave him your phone number. Then the two of you started out with just a friendship, but obviously things ended up going further. You moved to London after dating Harry for just a year and I followed because, I thought you were making a stupid mistake because I wasn't going to let my best friend move to another country and then end up breaking up with this dude you only knew for a year. I was proven wrong and your decision wasn't a mistake, but I enjoyed living here, so I stayed. Harry ended up being the best thing that's ever happened to you, I could just tell how happy you were" she stated with a sigh. I looked down, quickly losing control of all my emotions. "I can't believe I was with this man for almost 9 years and I can't remember any part of our relationship! I have two beautiful boys, that I don't remember having. What kind of mother am I?" I sobbed, Mila stood up and rushed towards me, hugging me tight. "It's okay" she spoke quietly, "Nothing about this is okay! I'm a horrible mom snd girlfriend, who can't remember her family" I yelled still sobbing, just as my mom walked back into the door. "Honey, please calm down" she stated sternly as she took Milas spot next to me, "But, mom..." I started, only to be interrupted. "No, none of this is your fault. I know it's a lot to take in, finding out you're a mom suddenly, but you're not a horrible mom. You were in an accident, things are cloudy in that brain of yours, but please don't let this thing bring you down". Mom stated hugging me tight, I nodded as I continued to cry. After a few moments of silence, well other than my loud sobbing, I let out a deep sigh. "I think you need sometime to take in all this and rest" My mom stated with a smile, I nodded "Yeah, a nap sounds good right now" I sighed laying down. My mom and Mila both smiled, understanding fully. "Okay, we'll go grab lunch" Mila stated with a smile, "Call me if you need anything" My mom said kissing me on the forehead. I sent them both a semi soft smile, but after they left, I couldn't fall asleep. All I could do was think about those two little boys and their handsome father, who I wish I could so deeply remember.

I stayed in the hospital for another week, still trying to recover from a few injures I had. Mostly scraps, a few cuts and multiple bruises. On a sunny Tuesday afternoon, I was awoken by Dr. Stevens. "Good Morning Y/N" he smiled, "Morning" I sighed as I sat up. After doing his usual checkup, he smiled once again "Well, I think you look good. Everything seems to be healing nicely, so I think it's time to get you out of here". I smiled, but then looked at my mom confused. "Where would I go though?" I asked, "I've talked to your mom and I think it would be good for you to go home with Harry and your boys, it might help with the foggy memory" Dr. Stevens stated. I thought to myself about it, Harry had come to visit with the boys and even though it was a little awkward between us. Things were going good with the boys, it must've been that motherly instinct somewhere in me. "Don't worry, I'm staying in London until we know if you're going to regain your memory. Hell, I might just move here" my mom stated seriously, making me look at her shocked. "I do most of my work online and there's nothing really keeping me in the US, your brother is in Australia and you need me now" she smiled, I nodded happily, I'd love for my mom to live closer to me. I then realized that maybe going home with Harry was a good idea, clearly I could trust him because our relationship was obviously real and my mom loved him. But, being in the house, where I was raising my children with my boyfriend, was going to be hard. But maybe being there would help regain some of my memories, or would it only made things worse. 

Later that day, I had gotten changed out of that horrible hospital gown  and into something comfy. ( Authors note: If you've never worn one, trust me, as someone who basically grew up in and out of hospitals, they're horrible and I hate them. Okay back to the story ). Someone knocked softly on the door, causing me to sigh and look that way. "Hey" Harry stated wearing a small smile, I nodded awkwardly back. Things were weird, like I felt he was to attractive for me, Like how did I end up with this Gorgeous man! "You ready to get going?" he asked, making me awkwardly nod again. Harry grabbed the small bag I had and slung it over his shoulder, before helping me out the door. I technically didn't need his help, but the support was nice. I waved to all the nurses as we made our way towards the elevator. Once we got outside, there were many people gathered around. Most of them had camera's and were screaming Harry's name. He rushed me into the large black vehicle, getting in after helping me. "Are you okay?" he asked breathing heavily, I nodded "What was that? Why were their so many people waiting for you?". Harry sighed deeply, but didn't answer. So I didn't push the subject, I'd just find out on my own. We drove in silence for a while, neither knowing what to say. "So... What should I know about you? Anything special?" I asked awkwardly, quickly wishing I hadn't said anything at all. He sighed as he drove, "I'm a musician" he stated quick. I nodded, that must've been why they're were so many people trying to get his attention. Things went quiet again as we pulled up to a large home. I gasped quietly at the beautiful sight "This is where you live?", he sighed "This is where we live". "Right" I muttered as I limed out of  the car, I get that this was hard, but he wasn't the only one going through it, so he could've been a bit nicer with how he handled this situation. He grabbed my bag out of the back of the vehicle and walked with me inside, where we were met by not only my mom and Mila, but Harry's Mom and sister as well. I was introduced to both Anne and Gemma when they came with Harry to visit me in the hospital, both were sweethearts and I would love to get to know them again. "Welcome Home" they all shouted, Mila being the loudest because she had the biggest mouth. I smiled widely, feeling the love. Mason jumped up off the couch and ran towards me, Ethan was in my moms arms with a extra large smile on his face as he reached out for me. I smiled even more as I embraced Mason as he collided with me and after hugging him tightly, I took Ethan from my mom, hugging him to. "Mommy, I drew this picture for you!" Mason shouted loudly as he ran towards the coffee table and grabbed the paper, "Mommy, cookies!" Ethan demanded which made me laugh, "Don't tell me, I still make grandma's cookie recipe all the time" I asked with an eyebrow raised. "Yes, and we all love them" Gemma smiled, "Daddy does to" Mason smiled. I nodded standing up and sighed, "Let's get mom settled and maybe she can make some of her famous cookies tomorrow, if she's feeling up to it" Harry stated blandly. I bit my lip nervously, following Harry upstairs. "I figured since you don't remember who I am, you wouldn't want to sleep with me in the master bedroom, so I've changed the sheets in the guest room" he stated making me nod awkwardly, "You have lots of privacy, the bathrooms through that door. Ethan's room is right next door and Mason's is two doors down and the master is at the end of the hallway, that's where you're clothes are... Well, I'll let you get settled and meet you back downstairs" he sighed quickly leaving the room without another word. 'Why do I feel like this relationship was already over between Harry and I?" I thought to myself as I looked around the room. Baby pictures of Ethan and Mason lined one of the walls, causing me to smile. A framed photo of Harry and I in front of the Eiffel tower was sitting on the nightstand, I picked it up and read the small message on the back. 'First anniversary, many more to come'. Well damn, only dating a year and we were celebrating it in Paris. I sighed to myself, putting the photo back where it belonged. I then left the room and mad my way back downstairs. That's when I heard talking, "Harry, what's wrong with you?" Anne asked her son sternly, "Yeah, your making a fabulous impression on your girlfriend, that has amnesia" Gemma stated sarcastically."Gem" Anne warned, "I'm sorry! This is hard for me you know. Living in the same house with someone you love, but is also like a stranger to you now. How else am I supposed to act, it's awkward!" Harry exclaimed loudly. "You think this is hard on you? Try being Y/N right now, waking up without a clue that your a mom. But, at least she's trying! She didn't have to come home with you, she could've just moved in with Mila and only spent time with her boys, leaving you out of this. SO, please Harry, don't act like your the victim" Gemma spat, "I know! Okay, I know... Things could've turned out a lot different and I should just be happy that she's alive, but this is still hard" Harry then sighed deeply. "Just be kind to her Harry, give her time to take everything in. She'll open up and maybe you can bring her back" Anne stated, but Harry didn't respond, I hoped he nodded in agreement. I sighed again as I made my way into the living room, I sent the three of them soft smiles. Noticing that Mila, my mom and the boys weren't in the room any longer, but could her Ethans laughter from the kitchen. "Hey um, do you want to get something to eat? Take out?" Harry asked lightly while wearing a smile, I nodded with a small smirk "Pizza". Harry chuckled quietly "Of course", I looked at him confused and he picked up on it. "Anytime I offer getting take out for dinner, you always choose Pizza" He smiled dialing the number on his phone, I smiled back while relaxing on the sofa next to Anne. Somethings never change, not even my love for pizza.

2 weeks had gone by and things were slowly coming back, I had been remembering more things about the boys. Mason was the artist, at only 4 he already knew what he wanted to do for the rest of his life. I remember on his 4th birthday, Harry and I bought him a mini easel, the most paint he could ever need, loads of paper, new crayons and many more art supplies. He didn't use the easel though, claimed it was to tall for him right now, so he just stuck to crayons for now. I remember that night when I tucked him into bed that night, he told me he wanted to be the next Pistachio, which made me laugh. I knew he meant Picasso, but then again he was 4. i remembered how Ethan wanted to take after both Harry and I, if he wasn't in the kitchen with me while I was baking, he was with Harry, pounding on the piano in the office. I remembered when Ethan went to preschool for the first time, he was terrified at first, but later when I picked him up, he was full of smiles and didn't want to leave, telling me how many friends he had made. I remembered both days I gave birth to those precious little boys, Mason was first and surprisingly easy for it being the first baby I'd had. Harry and I had been so sleep deprived because of the last week of my constant back pain and moaning, he ended up falling asleep halfway though, but woke up the moment I threw something at him. Ethan however, was a hard birth, because he was a breech baby.  And because I wasn't pushing him out fast enough and I started having breathing issues, the doctors decided to preform a C - section to get him out. He was a healthy, large baby boy. So, for that I was thankful. I also remembered months after Ethan was born, I felt insecure about my body and the large scar on my abdomen. ( Authors note: Scars are beautiful, so if you have one, embrace it. Trust, I have two Large scars, one running down my chest. So if you have one, know I'm with you ). I wore large shirts or dresses, never really showed my body anymore. At the time, I remembered how Harry had made me feel gorgeous, but that's about all I remembered about Harry.  The few other things were when we did things as a family, but I couldn't remember anything about our relationship before Mason and Ethan. I was still trying my best to remember the love between us, that's all that mattered, Right?

Ethan's second birthday was upon us, which meant were we throwing a party for him. His school friends, Harry's friends and family,, along with Mila and my mom. Anne and Harry decided to take both of the boys to the zoo before Ethan's birthday, I decided to stay home and work on some baking. It was time to get back to normal around here, I was a baker. Instead of asking Harry were all my baking supplies where, I tried to trigger my memory of where everything was. "Okay... Cake tin, cake tin... Y/n, where is the cake tin?" I asked myself while looking around, I then closed my eyes and thought hard. I opened my eyes, letting out a deep sigh while walking over to the cabinet closest to the refrigerator, op shelf. There sat a pile of different cake tins, I smiled widely "Yes!". The rest of the day went on quietly, just e baking alone, but it was peaceful. By 5pm, the front door opened and laughter filled the house. "Mommy, come see what Nana bought us!" Mason shouted, making me chuckle from the kitchen. "I thought it was Ethan's birthday tomorrow, not yours" I smiled as I bent down to place a kiss on their heads, "Well it is, but  he gets two presents and I get three because I'm older" Mason then giggled. Making the room explode in laughter. "Did you get a lot done?" Harry asked curiously, wondering if  I remembered where everything was. "Yeah loads, cookies, cupcakes and even macaroons. I knew where all the supplies where" I stated with a proud smile, "Oh that's wonderful Y/N!" Anne stated wearing a large smile. I nodded letting out a sigh, Harry had taken Mason upstairs to go potty. I sat down on the couch next to Anne and Ethan, who was close to falling asleep. Anne and I spoke for a few moments before she had to leave, I gave her a tight hug before standing up and sighing. I think it's time for dinner, my sweets" I smiled picking Ethan up, carrying him into the kitchen "Did you have a good day with Nana and Dad?". Ethan nodded, placing his head on my shoulder. I smiled widely as I placed him into his high chair, before fetching his dinner.  Tomorrow was going to be even more exciting, I still couldn't believe I was a mom. I was so lucky to have those two little boys in my life, I just wish I could remember more of their lives. But, things were looking up, hopefully soon I'd be back to normal and I hoped Ethan's birthday would go down without any problems. 

The morning started off early, waking up to make Ethan's favorite Micky Mouse pancakes with Harry. The party started at 1, plenty of time to get everything situated, or so I thought. Harry had to make a run to the store, because Ethan couldn't make up his mind on what the theme for the party was and woke up this morning wanting a Mickey Mouse party. I had learned though that a simple run to the store took longer for Harry, needing someone with him because he was Harry Styles. He also had to pick up the cake, I might have been a baker, but I was no professional cake maker. I was busy tidying up the house, making Mickey Mouse cookies and getting both boys, plus myself ready. Harry made it home just as guests started to arrive, they were showing up fast and early, but I wasn't even dressed yet. So, once Gemma showed up, I left the boys with her and ran upstairs to change. I looked out the window seeing Ethan and Mason running around with their friends, I couldn't wipe the smile off from my face. I changed quickly before making my way downstairs, walking past the office, hearing voices coming from the room. And at first I paid no mind, until someone said my name. "Harry, how's things going with Y/N?" I heard someone ask, but the voice was unfamiliar to me. "Yeah mate, has she made anymore process?" Now that voice I knew, Niall. I had met him a few times after getting out of the hospital. Harry sighed deeply "She only has remembered things about the boys, nothing about me and I'm honestly done with it", "What do you mean?" Niall questioned curiously. "I mean, clearly her memory for me isn't going to return and even if it does, things between us will Never be the same. The tension in this house is just driving me insane and it's draining everything from me, I can't write or come up with idea's for songs. Waking up in the morning, wondering if the girl you care for will remember you and then being disappointed when she doesn't. I've had enough of this" Harry stated seriously, I didn't know he felt that way. I knew this was hard for him, but I thought we were getting past the awkwardness and tension, maybe it was only me thinking that. "I just think it would be best if she went and lived somewhere else, I don't care where it is. I'm tired of this and I think it's time for the both of us, to move on" Harry then stated with a sigh, "So, you want to move on from the mother of your children, the woman you claim to love. You're insane!" Niall then shouted. "Yeah, well maybe I am. This might all just be a sign that the good between us is over and weren't meant to be together anymore" Harry responded, making Niall scoff, but I stopped listening after that. I walked towards the bathroom, breathing deeply. "Why am I living here? Clearly he thinks I'm never going to remember our relationship and even if I do, he doesn't think we'd be the same? What kind of bullshit is that?" I whispered to myself leaning up against the door, but maybe he was right. Maybe, it was time for me to live somewhere different, I would still spend a lot of time with those boys, but maybe getting away from Harry was a good thing. I wiped my face off with cold water before leaving the bathroom and then walked out back, I silently made my way towards Mila, trying not to bring any attention on myself. Rapid thoughts shot through my head, like why he had to be talking about this on our sons birthday, Why couldn't he have just told me before spreading it to all his friends, I know how to take a hint and if he wanted me to leave, I would've left.  "What's wrong?" Mila asks, noticing the puzzled look on my face. I sighed deeply "Are you still looking for a roommate?", she furrowed her brows and nodded. I'd explain everything to her later, now I just wanted to enjoy Ethan on his birthday. 

Three days later, I had secretly packed two large suitcases and had them sitting by the front door. I had already explained everything to Mila, my mom, Gemma and Anne. They all understood, but now it was time to speak to Harry about everything. "Hey... What's going on? What's with the suitcases, are you going somewhere?" he asked as he walked out of the kitchen, I sighed deeply while nodding slightly, "I'm going to stay at Mila's for a while" I stated.  Harry looked at me confused "What do you mean Y/N? Why are you going to stay at Mila's". "Harry face it, this thing that we've got going on, isn't working" I stated serious, making him look even more confused "I don't understand". "Harry, please drop the confused act. I heard you tell your friends that you don't want me here anymore, that you can't stand the tension in the house anymore. So, I'm leaving. I still want to see Ethan and Mason everyday if I can, I want to spend time with them. But with the memory loss, I think it's just best if I left, it'll be better for the four of us" I stated, but he just continued to look confused. "Listen, I get that this is hard. You living with someone who is basically a stranger to you now, you feel like you're walking on eggshells around me, there's a tension between us and we both don't need to be around it. I'm still trying to remember things and maybe it'll be better if I do that, away from this house" I then stated sincerely, Harry nodded "I hope you realize that I didn't mean anything the other day, I'm just under a lot of stress and said things I didn't mean. And I understand, I can't say I'm happy about this decision. I was hoping to help you with everything, but I think it'll help us if we're living apart. I'll bring the boys over whenever you want to see them, I want Ethan and Mason to spend time with you. They love you so much". I sent him a smile as I heard Mila honk outside, "Well, um. That's Mila, I guess I'll see you soon" I stated awkwardly. He nodded giving me a slightly tense hug, this would be better for the both of us in the end, because how things were going, weren't working for us.  

I'd now been staying with Mila for a little over a week, I felt happier, I felt free. Harry had let the boys stay over for a few nights, since Mila's house was big, Ethan and Mason loved it here because of her three dogs. Plus I wanted to spend time with and I could tell, Harry  my brows a break. I woke up on Wednesday morning feeling refreshed, I was the first one up and instead of waking the boys up, i decided it was finally time to unpack the rest of my suitcases. I was planning to be here for a while, so. While unpacking the second bag, I stumbled upon what seemed to be a ring box. I furrowed in confusion, had I packed this on accident? I didn't remember packing any jewelry, mainly this. I picked it up and opened it, looking at the ring inside. As soon as I laid my eyes on the ring inside, memories came flooding back. I remembered everything, the relationship between Harry and I. Everything about Mason and Ethan, the horrible words Harry yelled at me the night of the fight, when I stormed out of the house and got into the car accident. I looked at the ring again, not it wasn't the engagement ring. But, the promise ring Harry gave me on our one year anniversary in Paris. It was my favorite piece of jewelry and the one I held most special.  The emotions came rushing out, making me sob loudly. So loud, that Mila came rushing into the room, looking panicked. "What's wrong? Are you hurt? Did something happen?" she asked fast, I shook my head "I'm fine, I'm fine. I just, I remember everything". She looked at me with furrowed brows, "Everything, you remember EVERYTHING?" she questioned.. I nodded still crying, but I had calmed down significantly. "That was quick!" Mila stated honestly, making me chuckle quietly "I remember it all, my life with Harry, the boys and the accident. Everything".She hugged me tightly "I can't believe this Y/N! Are you going to call harry and tell him", I shook my head no. "He said some horrible things before the accident and I don't think he deserves it. He's just made so many mistakes and I don't know if I can forgive hi right now, I just want to focus on the boys. Harry will find out eventually, but I'm not going out of my way to call him" I stated honestly, Mila nodded and I knew she understood. I was happy that I was back to my old self, but I was also determined. The relationship between Harry and I had to change and if it didn't, it was over. As for right now, I needed time, space and a drink.

Two days later. The boys had returned to Harry and I had been out looking for different jobs, hopefully I'd land one in a  bakery. Mila was at work and I had been in the kitchen making cookies, when the doorbell started to ring violently. I sighed wiping my hands off on my apron, making y way towards the front door. "Harry?" I asked looking confused as I opened the door, "Hey... I just wanted to come and see you. I had this whole speech planned, but I'm at loss for words now" he stated nervously. I smirked slightly, "I just wanted to see how you were, wow you look good" he then sighed deeply. I smiled "Come in Harry", he nodded following me in. "I just wanted to say that I'm sorry, for the way I've acted since you got out of the hospital. I didn't mean anything I said on Ethan's birthday, I was discouraged about something else and blamed my frustrations on you.I don't care if your memory ever comes back, we can create new memories together. I want to fight for you, for this relationship, I'm not ready to let you go this easy"  he stated sternly, but also still nervously. "Harry, my memory did come back" I stated simply, making him look at me shocked "Everything?". I nodded, making him pull me into a tight hug "That's wonderful". I sighed deeply "Harry, I get that your excited, but things aren't normal between us right now. Before the memory loss, you hurt me. We aren't just going to rush back into things, we can't go back to normal", he sighed stepping away from me "I know, but I was hoping we could things out and get back together". "I'm willing to work things out with you, but I don't think we need to be together right now" I stated, he looked down for a few moments, looking like he wanted to object. "That doesn't mean we won't ever be together again, I just think we need time to work on ourselves and co parents as friends" I smiled slightly, he stayed quiet for a few moments but then sent me a small smile "I understand and I agree, as long as I have you in my life, I'll take whatever I can get". I smiled while giving him a quick hug "We have kids Harry, you're basically stuck with me until they''re 18", he chuckled quietly. I hoped things would get better in the future. Maybe we'd be together, maybe not. The boys were our first priority, they come first before this relationship.  There was a lot that needed to be worked on, Together as a Family.

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Hey guys, sorry that this ending was horrible. Honestly, it sucked. Like I've said before, the antidepressants, it feels like all my idea's have flown the coop. I also rushed this as well, because I'm going out of town and I wanted to get if finished before then. Hopefully someone enjoyed it though. Thank You all so much for Reading, You're all Amazing! Lot's of Love, Katie <3<3

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Part 3 is coming tomorrow, but the antidepressants are really messing with my mind, so it might not be as good as the first two parts. I just feel like I rushed it a bit, but Hopefully someone will enjoy though <3

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Hi, Hello Friends! I’m just popping by for a quick Update. 

First off I want to say so Many Thanks for the Love on Both parts to my series, I appreciate it so Much, Honestly. Part three is in the works and I’m going to try and have it posted, sometime this week. I’m putting so much work into it, I want it to be perfect for Everyone! I also want everyone to know, I have been receiving your amazing Messages and I’m sorry I don’t reply, I try not to post loads of things to keep my page clear for people to find all my writing, because my Masterlist is questionable at times. But, just know I’m taking everyone's idea’s into consideration and if you’ve asked to be on my taglist, you’re definitely added to it. Lastly, I have Updated my Masterlist so if you want to read any of my other pieces, hopefully you can. Again Thank You all so much for all the kind words and actions, their are times that I don’t feel confident in most of my daily life and I love Writing so much, I just don’t want to give it up. Just know that You’re all Amazing, Beautiful and so special to me. If you ever need to talk, I’m here. Lot’s of Love, Katie <3

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Regret of a Father ( Part 2 ) - Harry Styles

Hey guys, Part 2 to Tears of a Mother is here. It's all in Harry's P.O.V. This starts from where Y/N walked ( Ran ) out. I really hope you Enjoy, Thank you so much for Reading <3 Warnings: Angst, some language and injuries, but nothing graphic. [ Y/N = Your Name, Y/L/N = Your last name ] Also, I named Y/N's mom Sarah, just so I could have a name for her or you can just add your own mom’s name in.

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Harry's P.O.V

"Fine, I'll leave and you can be the perfect parent, that everyone already thinks you are! You can do it all on your own, or until you find someone to take my place in the boys lives. If you haven't already found someone" Y/N sobbed as she rushed downstairs, "What just happened? What had I just done?" I thought to myself before following her down the steps. "Wait" I yelled trying to catch up, but she was too fast for me. She ended up outside before I could reach her, but I wasn't far behind. "Hey, I was bringing them in... What's wrong?" I heard Gemma ask Y/N, but she didn't respond before getting in her car. I finally reached the passenger side to the vehicle, trying to open the door, but Y/N had already locked it. "Y/N!" I shouted trying to get her attention, but she never looked at me. She just switched the car into reverse and exited the driveway.

"Harry, what did you do?" Gemma yelled at me, I sighed deeply while rubbing my forehead. "Why do you think I did anything?" I asked, "How was I supposed to know she was going to overreact and run away". "Harry, are you an idiot! You clearly did something, she was upset, not overreacting. She was running away from you... So, what did you do?" Gemma asked again more calmly as she placed Ethan on the ground. "I just told her the truth about her life, It's not my fault she took it so hard" I stated nonchalantly, Gemma stared at me shocked. "Told her she was a bad mum and maybe she should leave, because the boys hated her. But, I didn't think she'd take me seriously, I was angry and she knows how I get when I'm mad" I then stated with another sigh, "I can't believe you Harry, how dare you say those things to the woman you claim to love. She thinks so highly of you, of course she was going to take whatever you say seriously, you ass" Gemma spat walking towards the house. I let out a groan as I took Ethan's hand, "You'd better fix this, because you might have just lost her forever" Gemma then stated with a sigh. I nodded, because I knew I had fucked up, I was just to stubborn to admit it. "I'll let her cool off, then I'll track her down and talk everything out. Gem, I honestly didn't mean anything I said" I stated, causing her to nod "You need to explain that to her, not me... Come on boys, let's get inside, it's almost bed time". She walked Mason inside as I picked up a sleepy Ethan, I glanced down the road where Y/N had driven. Regret now filling my mind, "Cookie Dad" Ethan muttered. I smiled slightly, looking down at my boy "You want a cookie this late?". Ethan nodded "Want one of Mummy's cookies", I sighed deeply as I walked into the house, hoping Y/N had made her famous cookies that the boys ( And I ) Loved. "Why did I have to say suck horrible things? She deserved so much better than me" I continued to think and I knew those thoughts weren't going to stop anytime soon. 

2 am, I received a call from Y/N's mum. I hadn't been asleep because I was hoping she'd come back and we could talk everything out, like we had done with fights in the past. But, this fight was worse than any we had had before. "Hello?" I asked as I answered, "Harry..." Sarah sighed sadly. I kept quiet, waiting for her to start yelling at me for breaking her daughters heart because I was a dumbass. "Harry, I think somethings happened to Y/N. I'm getting on a plane now" she exclaimed quietly, I furrowed my brows in confusion "What do you mean?". "She called me, extremely upset. She was crying so hard, I couldn't get her to calm down. I heard... I heard a crash and Y/N screaming before the line cut off. It was horrible to hear. Please, find out where she is for me" Sarah stated, I could tell that she was choked up. My Y/N, somewhere out there hurt and I wasn't there with her, what kind of boyfriend am I? "She left hours ago, if she was hurt in anyway, why hasn't the hospital called? I'm her emergency contact" I stated confused, "I know that and I don't know why they haven't called you, or at least me. I just have this motherly feeling that somethings wrong. Please, can you check around for her?" she begged. I let out an exhausted sigh "Yeah, I'll find her and I'll text you her location". "Thank you Harry, I have to go. I'll see you in a few hours. please, Tell her I love her" Sarah stated as she hung up without receiving an answer from me. Now, I was panicked. What if something terrible happened and if was all my fault, what if I never saw her again, I wasn't ready to raise the boys on my own, not without Y/N. I spent the next  hour calling three different hospitals, until I found her. They wouldn't give me any information about her over the phone, so I had to go to her. I shook Gem awake in the guest room, "What!" she moaned, rolling over to see my tear stained faced. "Harry, what's wrong?" she asked quietly, "Y/N's been in a car accident. I have to go to the hospital, I have to be there for her. Can you stay here with the boys" I asked wiping my face. She sat up quick, pulling me into a hug "Yeah, don't worry about it. Harry, please don't blame yourself" , I shrugged "How else am I supposed to feel, I made her upset. I made her want to get away from me, so it is my fucking fault". I pulled away from the hug and walked down the hall to the bedroom, changing my clothes. Something caught me eye though, it was Y/N's  engagement ring. Sitting neatly on the side table next to her side of the bed. "When did she take this off?", "Had I really been ignoring that long, that I didn't realize she wasn't wearing it anymore" I asked myself, I then sighed deeply before Gemma waled into the room. "Harry..." she started, "Gem, I have to go" I stated walking past her. "Alright, just be careful. Please" she stated  from the top of the stairs. I nodded, sending her a small smile "I'll let you know what's going on when I find out". Then I threw my coat on, along with my shoes. I sent Gemma one last look, before walking out of the house and towards my car. I'm coming Y/N.

Once I arrived at the hospital, I parked quickly and dashed inside. "Who are you here to see today sir?" the lady at the front desk asked, "Y/N, Y/L/N" I said quickly. "Suite 3A, you'll have to check in over there" the lady stated sending me a smile, one I couldn't return. I just nodded and said thanks, before walking off. "Was that Harry Styles?" I heard the younger receptionist asked the one who had helped me, "Who?" she asked in return as I headed into the elevator and pressing button three. The nerves were finally hitting me, what if something was truly wrong with my love? How would I live with yourself after that? Once I exited the elevator, I made a right to suite A. Coming face to face with Mila, Y/N's Best Friend. "What are you doing here?" she asked with a scowl on her face, "Sarah called me, asked me to find her daughter after hearing the crash" I stated with a nervous sigh. "I don't know why she didn't just call me and left you out of it" she stated harshly, I furrowed my brows "She's my girlfriend, I shouldn't be left out of anything!". She chuckled slightly "Some boyfriend you are, do you even wonder why the hospital didn't call you when she came in?", "Of course I wondered why! Why would they call you instead of me?" I exclaimed. Mila rolled her eyes "Three months ago, Y/N decided to change her emergency contact from you, to me", "Why the hell would she do that" I groaned. "She knew your relationship was close to over, you were ignoring her, treating her like garbage. She figured that you wouldn't be there for her when she needed it" Mila stated honestly, I sighed deeply because I knew she was right. "I know I was distant..." I started, "Face it Harry, you've been a shit boyfriend" Mila interrupted. I sighed once more "But, that doesn't mean I no longer love her! I do, I always will... I've just been so busy lately, writing the album, looking after the boys, meetings, studio time and talking about a tour. I didn't mean to push her aside!", "You should've included her though, especially with the boys. Harry, she loves you three so much, she'd do anything to make you happy, even if it meant she was miserable. She thinks those two little boys don't like her, that would hurt as a mother" she stated honestly. I nodded, not knowing what to say after that. "Why did she leave last night?.. Y/N told me that she was going to give your relationship one last chance, she wanted to spend time alone with you, to figure out if you still loved her. Why did she leave?" Mila then questioned, making me sigh again " I was exhausted, just had a bad phone call. I said somethings I didn't mean, I regret it so much now". She stared at me for a moment "So, your the reason my best friend is laying in that hospital bed", I looked down at my feet as I ran my hand through my hair. "She's in a coma Harry! She hit her head so hard on the dashboard, the doctors think she might have a major brain injury. She could end up with amnesia or worse, she might not wake up at all!" Mila shouted, making me fall to the floor with my hands covering my face. "Go home Harry" she sighed, "Please, I need to see her!" I sobbed. "You don't deserve too! You can't go from not caring, to suddenly giving a fuck... Besides, you have two boys that you need to take care of. Because of you, their mum might never be the same" Mila stated, before walking back into Y/N's room and leaving e with all those regrets.

I didn't leave the hospital though, I just couldn't. So, I sat in the waiting room for Hours. I had started to doze, when my phone rang. "Harry... How's Y/N? Gemma called, told me everything she knew" My mum asked in a worried tone, "I don't know, Mila won't let me see her... All for good reason though, it's all my fault. I said horrible things that I didn't mean, she left to get away fro me. If something happens to her, I don't know how I'll live with myself" I cried. "Don't think like that, Y/N's a strong woman, she'll pull through this" my mum started, "I'm just afraid that she'll leave me after this" I mumbled. " Well, if she does, you'll figure things out as Parents" Mum sighed, knowing maybe a separation was what we needed. But It only made me cry harder, because Y/N didn't deserve to be treated the way I had been treating her. I heard someone clear their throat, making me scramble. I looked up and sighed deeply, "Mum, I have to go. Y/N's mum just got here. Love you" I stated and after mum said her goodbyes, I hung up. "Harry Dear" Y/N's mum smiled sadly, as she pulled me into a hug. "How are you sweetheart?" she then asked, making me bust out in tears. "I'm so sorry, this is all my fault... I'm so, so sorry" I sobbed as I shook my head, she sighed deeply hugging me tighter "Shh... None of this is your fault, it's just one giant misunderstanding. Have you seen her?". I shook my head "Mila wouldn't let me, but I just can't leave", Y/N's mum stood up while grabbing my arm "Come on". I furrowed my brows in confusion "But, Mila said I couldn't see her", "Well I'm Y/N's mother, I choose who gets to see my daughter and I know, Y/N would want you there" Sarah stated with a smile. I nodded following her down the hall, nervously rubbing my hands together. When I entered the room, I received a nasty look from Mila, but my focus was on the love of my life. Laying bruised and bandaged, peacefully asleep. I couldn't stop the tears now, they were coming full force. "Come on Mila, let's give him some time alone with her" Sarah stated sending me a small smile, Mila let out a groan "20 minutes Styles, then your gone" she spat as she followed Y/N's mum out of the room, I let out a deeps sigh as I sat next to the bed and held Y/N's limp hand. "Y/N, I know what I said was horrible and I never should have said it to begin with.. Please, just wake up. You can break up with me, take the boys, whatever. Just please, don't die. Mason and Ethan need you, Y/N. I need you" I cried, whispering all my faults to her, even though I knew she wasn't listening. The 20 minutes went fast before Mila was showing me out of the room, but I cherished the 20 minutes I did have. "Go get some rest, take care of the boys. I'll come by later with Dinner, to visit with them" Sarah stated giving me another tight hug, I nodded. Knowing I'd have to face the boys eventually and I know they didn't understand now, but I hoped that they would still be able to ave a relationship with her. And not hate me in the end. 

A week had flew past before my eyes, with being busy with work, taking care of the boys and worrying about Y/N. She had improved, she started moving little by little. I was only able to see her for 20 minutes a day, even though Y/N's mum would've allowed me longer, I just didn't want to overstay my welcome, because Mila Hated me.  About 3 days ago, I received a text from Sarah, letting me know that Y/N was finally awake, things were foggy to her though, so I was told to give her a few days before coming back and it was killing me. Just as much as It was killing the boys, not to see their mum. I had realized withing the week she's not been home, how much the boys actually talk about her. Asking My mum, Gemma and myself where their mum was. How much they missed her, why they couldn't go see her at the hospital. They were young, they didn't realize how serious this situation was. Mason only ever drew pictures of himself and Y/N, which again, I never noticed that before, but looking through his old drawings, that's all he ever drew, pictures of his mother. Ethan started acting up, screaming for Y/N, telling us only she made the best cookies and read the best stories. He'd wake up at night, crying for Y/N and it was breaking my heart. They loved her and I told her they didn't, I was so wrapped in my own life, I didn't realize what I was doing to my family. But, if Y/N would give me another chance, I would change and make it up to her for the rest of my life. So now, the boys, Gemma and I sat in the waiting room, waiting for permission to see Y/N. "When do we get to see Mummy?" Mason questioned, not looking up from his coloring page. "Soon, we have to wait for Nan to come out to get us" I sighed running my hand through my hair and passing a snack to Ethan, I felt my phone buzz in my pocket, causing me to quickly pull it out. Seeing the Y/N's mum had sent me a text, letting me know that Y/N was out on a walk and we'd get to see her after. "Phone?" Ethan asked, holding his little hand out. I smiled slightly, turning on his favorite show and handing my phone to him. "Harry, he's only one. Don't get him addicted to that thing" Gemma sighed, I rolled my eyes " He never get's it, I need to keep him calm right now". She nodded, as we both heard someone walking down the hall, but my mind was other places and the boys didn't even notice. It wasn't until I felt someone sit beside me, that I acknowledged them. And there she was, hospital gown, IV, bandages, but still beautiful. She smiled at me, but it was a different smile, not as bright as it normally is. "Hi" Y/N stated, leaving me speechless because I felt something was wrong. Her mum stood in the doorway of the waiting room, looking anxious. "Adorable boys, are they yours?" Y/N asked, still wearing that blank smile. I cleared my throat sadly " Yeah, they're mine... Ours actually", she then looked at her mum, who nodded. Then she looked at the boys, who were still lost in their own worlds. Before she looked back at me confused, "I'm sorry... I don't, I don't remember you or them" she stated no longer smiling. And that's when my world really came crashing down.

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Hey guys, I know that this isn't the greatest, but I still really hope you enjoyed. I'm still coughing like crazy, but am slowly getting better. Part 3 is going to packed full of angst, I just love angst so much, but I'll end it nicely. Thank you again for Reading, you're all so Amazing and I can't Thank you Enough for Everything. Lots of Love, Katie <3<3

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Tears of a Mother - Harry Styles

Hey guys, I'm back with yet another Harry Angsty story. This idea has been swirling around my head for a while and finally, I'm writing it down. I'm still stressed and going through a lot of anxiety and some depression. I really hope you enjoy and Thank you so much for Reading <3 Warnings: Angst, a few cuss words. [ Y/N = Your Name ]

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Past

Harry and I had been together for a while, three years, before the conversation of marriage was brought up. I didn't ever think about it until Anne brought it up at a family get together. "You know Harry, you're not getting any younger. When are you going to finally settle down, get married and give me some grand kids" she had said from the kitchen, probably smiling because I knew she couldn't wait to spoil a grand baby. I wasn't supposed to hear this conversation, but I was cleaning up and was headed that way to help with the dishes. "Mum, I'm in a serious relationship. Why ruin it with kids and marriage. You have another child that is capable of giving you a grandchild" Harry stated with a sigh, "Don't bring me into this" Gemma shouted, which made me chuckle quietly. "I know you and Y/N are serious and we love her, but you two have been together for almost 4 years now. Eventually, she's going to want to take things further. Most girls dream about that special day, being treated like a princess, marrying their true love" Anne then stated seriously, I loved Anne, but she had me all wrong. I didn't care about marriage, sure it would be nice to have that title attached to our relationship, My Husband Harry. But, if it didn't happen, as long as I had him, I was okay with what we currently had. Harry never resounded after that and as Anne was called into another room, she ended the conversation with "Just keep what I said in mind". Two months later, I ended up pregnant with Our first son Mason. He was definitely a surprise to both harry and I, we had a bad fight over it. Terrified of being parents, but ended up fixing things and when the baby was born, that was the happiest day of our lives. Things weren't easy, they never are with first time parents. Not much sleep, we both had attitudes, but looking down at Mason's little face, made all the struggles worth it. When Mason was three months old, Anne wanted a night alone with her first grandson. So harry and I went out, after three months of parenthood. Beautiful restaurant, amazing food and the night ended with a proposal. I, of course, accepted, ready to spend the rest of my life with this man. Things weren't always perfect in our relationship. but who had a perfect relationship? Harry went on tour for sometimes months, but we had facetime and made sure to talk multiple times a day. It was hard, but we were able to make it work. A year after, Gemma, Mason and I took a trip to visit Harry on tour. Where Ethan ended up being conceived. Again, he wasn't planned, but he was very Welcomed. I now had two boys, that mirrored their father. Curly brown hair, green eyes. They didn't look much like me though, but I was okay with that, having two mini Harry's was enough. After they were put to bed for the night, Harry would tell me how much the boys reminded him of me. Like Ethan would smile at him and Harry saw my face, I didn't see it though. My little family, that I loved with my whole heart, never did I think things would turn out the way they did.

Now

Mason was now 3 and Ethan 1. Harry and I still were just engaged, but it was probably for the best, with how things were going. Harry had taken some time off from touring, wanting to spend time with the boys while they were still so young. And I was happy for that, but it would've been nice if he acknowledged me too. He had become distant towards me, only saying a few words to me throughout the day, unless we were fighting. Then insults were thrown from both sides, but we wanted to keep that away from the kids, so we didn't fight that often. Harry started ignoring me and to make things worse, now Ethan and Mason were becoming distant towards me as well, only ever wanting their father. Crying when they were left with me for only an hour, but my paranoia started after that. Was I a bad mom, was I hurting them without knowing,  the answer was no. Then I started to wonder, what was he putting into their heads, why did they hate me so much? Depression kicked in after my boys decided they wanted nothing to do with me, let's ignore mommy again today. I stopped wearing my engagement ring too, because clearly we were never getting married. I wouldn't be surprised if he kicked me out of the house and served me with custody papers, for full custody. I started sleeping on the office couch, Harry didn't care. Never came looking for me, never asked why I don't sleep in the bedroom anymore. Late at night when I couldn't sleep, I started to regret ever getting into this relationship. I didn't regret having the boys, I loved them, but I left everything behind to move to London for Harry, only after dating him for a year, but that was my mistake. I shouldn't be treated like garbage though, was I? It was too late to turn back now. 

Wednesday evening, Gemma had taken the boys out for dinned and a visit. That left Harry and I alone for once, so I decided that I'd give whatever relationship we had left, one last chance. I cooked us a nice dinner, made myself somewhat presentable. Harry had been locked up in the office since she picked up the boys. So when dinner was ready, I stood outside the door thinking of what I was going to say. It's sad honestly, too nervous to talk to my own boyfriend. I sighed as I knocked quietly on the door, signaling that I was coming in. "Hey... I made dinner, um I thought maybe we could spend sometime together while the boys are with Gem..." I stated nervously, "Okay, I'll be down in a while" he stated nonchalantly. I sighed "Harry", he sent me a slight glare "What Y/N? I said I'll be down in a little while". "Yeah right" I muttered turning to leave the room, "I'm just trying to finish something while I have some piece and quiet" he spat slightly. "Well, I'm sorry. I thought my boyfriend and I could spend sometime together, since he's been ignoring me for moths, but Never mind" I exclaimed loudly before slamming the door behind me, stomping downstairs. "Fuck this..." I muttered grabbing the plates full of food from off the table, dumping the food into the garbage and basically chucking the plates into the sink. "Want peace and quiet Harry, good luck with that now" I continued to mutter under my breath, all the food I had prepared, all in the garbage now. But, that was the least of my problems. Finally, I broke down, letting the tears that I had kept in for months, out. I continued to throw things around in the kitchen, because honestly, I couldn't care less anymore. Harry stomped downstairs, groaning  loudly. "Alright, I'm here. Stop making so much noise, you're doing my head in" Harry stated with a slight eye roll, but my back was turned, so I didn't catch it ( Or did I? ). "Just forget it now, fucking forget it" I spat, turning around and storming past him. "I don't want to force you into doing anything you clearly don't want to do" I shouted making my way upstairs and into the bathroom, at first I didn't expect him to follow. I mean why would he suddenly care what my problem was, but I heard his heavy footsteps coming up the stairs after me. "What the fuck are you on about?" Harry asked me from the doorway of the bathroom, where I was currently scrubbing the makeup and tears off my face. I didn't respond to his question, only making him groan deeply "What's wrong with you!?". "I'm just tired of you ignoring me, not giving a shit about me anymore!" I spat while glaring at him, but also still crying. "Oh my god, here we go again with this shit" he sighed while shaking his head, "Your only mad because I'm too busy to coddle you, well what did you expect. You decided to get pregnant and now your mad that you're not my number one anymore. You're not my first priority, maybe you never were". "I don't care about being your number one pri-fucking-ority Harry, but that doesn't mean you have to treat me as if I'm invisible. You shouldn't push me directly out of the picture, you shouldn't tell me your making plans for us and then ignore me when I ask you about what's  going on. If you wanted to break up, you should've just  told me, I would've understood. But, you never should have treated me the way you have, you shouldn't be trying to make my kids hate me" I shouted at him. "Here comes the paranoia" he mocked, "It's not paranoia, it's the truth! Anytime I want to wake them up in the morning and get them ready for the day, you've already done it. When I want to do bath time, you say they don't need it. I want to take them out, but you already have plans for the three of you, not including me though. It's like I'm nothing anymore! You've been keeping things from me, probably so when we go to custody court, you have all this evidence against me, that I'm not doing anything for them and that they hate me" I exclaimed tears pouring now, as I was trying to conceal my sobs. I held all of this in for so long, it was only a matter of time before it all came out. "Maybe you are right, maybe they do hate you. But, it's not because of anything I've done. Remember when Ethan was born, you became depressed. I remember the doctor telling us that that was a possibility after you deliver, but I figured that since you were fine after Mason was born, you'd be fine after Ethan. But, you became so disconnected from everything, the boys and I. You were around, but not present in the moment. Maybe that's why they hate you, because you missed 7 months of their lives because you were being selfish. You missed almost all of Ethan's life, maybe they hate you because you've been a horrible mother" he spat out like venom, I couldn't believe the an I was still so deeply in love with, was saying these things. "I wasn't being selfish" I sobbed quietly, he chuckled with anger "No, you were insecure about how you looked after, well you never had a perfect body before to begin with. So, yeah. I'd say you were pretty Selfish". I just stared at him, lost for words. Saving this relationship was no longer worth it for me, not after all these unnecessary things he's been yelling at me. I pushed past him, out of the bathroom. "Run away, like you know how to do so well. Maybe it would be best if you left and never came back!" he then stated seriously, topping it off. I slipped my shoes on, grabbed my purse before wiping my eyes once more, because the tears were still falling. "Fine, I'll leave and you can be that perfect father that everyone already thinks you are! You can do it all on your own, or until you find someone to take my place in the boys lives. If you haven't already" I sobbed as I rushed downstairs, I had to get out of this house, because it no longer felt like home. I think once I ran downstairs, that's when it hit him just how far he took it. "Wait..." he yelled as he rushed down the stairs after me, I ignored him because this is what he wanted.

Once I made it outside, I noticed that Gemma had already pulled up, parked and was now pulling Ethan out of his car seat. He smiled at me, or at least I thought it was for me, but Harry was hot on my tail. So, Ethan's smile was not for me, it was for his father and that only made me cry harder. "Hey, I was just bringing them in.... What's wrong?" Gemma asked, but all could do is shake my head and jump into my car. She could clearly tell that something was wrong, because of the worried  and confused look on her face. I locked the car door and put the key in the ignition, quickly. "Y/N!" Harry shouted from outside the passenger window, attempting to open the door, only to find that it was locked. I threw the car in reverse, leaving the drive way fast, not looking back. I called my mom, via Bluetooth. She didn't answer the first time, but after a few missed calls, she finally answered. "Hunny, what's wrong?" she asked knowing that something was wrong right off the bat, " Harry... He and I" I sobbed hard, "Sweetheart, calm down. Where are you? Are you safe?"  she asked, trying not to upset me anymore than I already was. Before I could answer though, I made a right turn, not realizing I had just cut off someone else off. Causing them to rear end me hard, causing me to lose control of the car and fly off the road. Smashing my hear onto the dashboard because I had forgotten to put on my seat belt. I could hear my mom shouting the entire time, she could tell what was going on, she could hear the collision and my yelling. The last thing I saw before everything went black, was the two curly haired little boys that now, might have to grow up without a mother.

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Hey guys, I just quickly wanted to make an authors note. I want everyone to know that I do not body shame, I myself am out of shape, no lie, I love food and hate working out. I think everyone is beautiful no matter what they look like, I'm honestly like a peace, love and chill type of person. Like why is there so much hate in this world, I'll never know. I'm sure Harry's not a dick, I wrote it all for the Angst. I really hope you enjoyed and Thank you all so much for reading. Don't forget, you're all beautiful. Lot's of Love, Katie <3<3

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Links to the Shattered Heart Series - HS

Shattered Heart

https://hello-justawriterofthings.tumblr.com/post/182828893870/shattered-heart-harry-styles

Part 2: Piecing back together

https://hello-justawriterofthings.tumblr.com/post/182829778515/shattered-heart-2-piecing-back-together-harry

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I changed it up a little, I hope you don't mind. I got lost halfway through writing this, so keep that in mind.  

Hey guys. So, this is a short little story. I've been really bad with my depression and Anxiety recently, I feel like it's just getting worse. I did want to get this request out, but as of right now I'm not going to accept anymore. I just have 0 motivation to use my brain to come up with anything, all I want to do is play the sims and just lay around, no thinking required. I do hope you enjoy this, even though I know it's not my finest work, but the struggle is real. Thank you so much for Reading, You're all amazing <3<3 There's spoilers, so if you haven't seen the movie, I'm so sorry.

You're in an unstable  relationship with Black hat, but are the Sister of Hicks and Best friend Of Lucy. ----------------------------------------------

The Priest's gave their everything to protect us, but once the war had ended, they faded out of existence. That is, until one day the vampires returned with a new leader that no one saw coming.

Walking through town was depressing at times, the church overpowering every decision made by everyone. Confessions constantly forced, if the rules were not reinforced, punishment would would come. Because, to go against the church, is to go against god. We weren't supposed to talk to the Priest's, or to socialize with them. Yeah, my confession was that I had once been in Love with a Priest. When the war hit, he was taken and killed by the Vampires. But of course, Nobody new about us, because it was forbidden for them to be with anyone. Also, I was never told what had happened to him, so I always  wondered. I let out a sigh, looking through the newspaper. Suddenly pulled into the alleyway, "What?... Hicks!" I exclaimed pulling him into a hug. "Hey sis, thought I'd find you here..." He stated looking worried, "What are you doing here?" I questioned seriously. "It's Lucy, she's been taken... By vampires" he stated seriously, I furrowed my eyebrows "What? Are you sure?". He nodded "Her dad's hurt bad, mom didn't make it... I'm going after her", my brows rose slightly "When do we leave?". Hicks sighed deeply "I can't ask you to do that, you can't risk you're own life to help me", "Hey, she's the only friend I have. We were raised by the same dad remember, I’m just as good with a gun as you are" I stated with a slight smirk on my face. He sighed while nodding his head "We're going to be needing help, her Uncle's a Priest. Do you know where they usually are?" , I nodded while pulling him in the direction I knew Lucy's Uncle Lived. Once we reached the building we headed up, the priest could sense our presence from the moment we arrived. "Who are you?" He asked Harshly, clearly worried he was being tracked. "Hicks, I'm the Sheriff of a small town near here. This is My sister Y/N. We're here because you're niece Lucy was taken by a pack of vampires, you're brothers been hurt bad" Hicks stated quickly, "And Shannon?" the priest asked. Only to have Hicks shake his head, after explaining the rest of the story to him, we headed out, hoping the priest would change his mind and Help us after all, but if not. We were planning to take it on alone.

Hicks and I arrived at the Pace's small house that was located in the middle of nowhere, finding the priest already inside. "Are you sure you two are up for this?" The priest stated glancing at me, "Oh please, I'm an expert at tracking and a better shot than my bro over here" I stated while rolling my eyes. "Good, you're going to need it" he stated, before the three of us climbed onto out motor bikes and took off towards the town my brother was the sheriff in. "Your name is familiar, I had a friend and a fellow priest who talked about a Y/N. The way he spoke was forbidden at times, but if he was allowed to love, I'm sure he would've picked her" the priest said, making Hicks glance at me, but I avoided all eye contact. "What happened to him?" I asked, "Not sure, our team entered a hive, we thought we had found the queen, but it was only a trap. He was taken and I couldn't save him" the priest sighed while carving crosses into a bunch of bullets. Then he eyed my reaction carefully, perhaps I was the Y/N from the story. At dawn we road towards a known hive, after being tipped off that Lucy was being taken west. I let out a deep sigh as we entered, but ended up running into a second priest. "Who the hell are you?" Hicks and I questioned at the same time, but she was a priestess. Who ended up helping kill the hive protector and the four of us to find out that there was a new army of vampires bred. And we were in for another war. The town of Jericho was taken down first, three priests strung up dead and the rest of the residence killed or taken. "What kind of vampire could kill three priests?" Hicks asked, "A very powerful one" the priest stated while looking at he priestess. 

Fast forward to when we figured out that Lucy was being transported on a train, run by a man with the name of Black hat. And when we ended up on that said train, shit went down. Hicks went searching for Lucy quickly, leaving me behind. Before the priest saw Black hat, my eyes laid upon him. "I was hoping you'd come along on this journey Y/N" Black hat stated with a slight smirk, I furrowed my brows in confusion "You knew we'd come for her". "Well, I knew her father would come for her and her little boyfriend, who just also happened to be your brother. So yeah, I planned for it" Black hat stated with yet another smirk, "Why don't you take a seat, I'm sure you'll be staying for a while". I sighed deeply, this was no longer the man I loved and admired, he was but a stranger. I pulled my gun out of the holster and pointed it at him, "You won't shoot me, you and I, we love each other remember" he stated with a slight chuckle. I shook my head "I clearly was mistaken in your character", still with the gun pointed at him, I never broke eye contact. A banging came from the roof of the train, Black hat smiled "That's my cue, I've got to go take care of something. Stay here, I'll be back for you and then we can finally be together at least". He then ran quickly towards the train door, locking me inside. "Shit" I sighed, banging on the door. "Y/N?" Hicks called from the other side before somehow getting the door opened. "What happened?" he asked, causing me to sigh "Ran into someone I thought I knew, but turns out he's a monster". "You're the Y/N from the priests story, Y/N how could you fall in love with someone you knew was not allowed to love" Hicks stated, "We have more important things to worry about then my love life alright, let's find Lucy and get the fuck off this train" I sighed. He nodded and we headed off further into the train.

Pounding came from the roof of the train, which made me think that it was a Priest vs Black hat smack down coming from the roof. Things went so quick after we finally found Lucy, Hicks was thrown off the train. Lucy and I stood next to each other as Black hat and the Priest kept fighting. I didn't understand what this was all for, power? "As much as I'd like to stay and have a chat, it's time to get serious. Join me Y/N, I can take you to the queen, you can become like me and we can rule this forsaken earth" Black hat stated, but as I looked behind him and saw the priest hanging on the wall, I made my decision. "Never" I stated as I grabbed my gun, shooting three times at him, before black hat grabbed Lucy and jumping through the whole in the roof. Then I was thrown off the train by one of the Vampire slaves, through the same hole my brother went out. As I collided with the ground I let out a hard moan, letting my eyes drift shut, losing the world around me to darkness. I don't know how long I was out for, but when I came to, my eyes opened slowly as I groaned deeply. Hicks and Lucy were standing in front on, worried looks on their faces. The priest and priestess looking at me, "Did we win" I questioned with another groan, causing the group to chuckle. "We have for now, but the war has just begun" the priest stated as he helped me up, I sighed deeply while giving both Lucy and my Brother a tight hug. In the end, the Priest and Priestess rode off into the sunset in search for the other priests, because the war had just begun. I ended up going back to the town where Hicks was the sheriff of, I was no longer in search for that man I thought I loved. He was gone and it was time for me to move on, spend time with my brother and Lucy. I was ready for the fight though, To go against the church was to go against god. So, I guess anyone who fought in this war, were going against god.

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So, I know this was bad. I had no clue what to write but because it was requested, I felt I needed to come up with something. I wrote this and I'm posting it within the same day, which is a first for me. Hopefully, someone will enjoy it. Thank you all so much for reading, you're all Amazing and I hope you have an amazing day <3<3

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Can I get a imagine where the reader is the sister of hicks ( fc sophie Turner or adeline kane) and in a relationship with black hat Movie priest 2011 please and thank you

@rachelcarroll1819 Hi, I’m not sure what the request is? Lots of names and are you talking about the movie priest, with the vampires? I’m just a bit confused.

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Shattered Heart 2 : Piecing Back Together - Harry Styles

Hey guys, I'm here to bring you the Second part to the Shattered Heart series. It starts right off where Part 1 ended, so buckle up and get a snack, because this may take you on a bumpy ride. I really hope you Enjoy and Thank you so much again for all the Love on Part 1. I appreciate you all so much <3 [ Warnings - Angst, Fluff and language ]

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Harry Styles escorting a mystery woman down the red carpet, is this the end of Y/N? More at 8.

I let out a deep, sad sigh and then scoff, my emotions were all over the place. "He actually went through with it" I muttered to myself while shaking my head, I was hoping by me walking out on him and not accepting his calls, that maybe he'd change his mind and just go alone. Guess I was wrong. I debated on watching the Award show, but in the end I flipped on the program. Even though I was annoyed with Harry, I still wanted to see how this turned out. It was hard to concentrate though, I was in my head the entire time wondering if this was all my fault. What if I really was a rebound all along, someone just keeping him entertained for the time being. And because I walked out on his that night, it was what he wanted, so he could be with his true love, Julie. Right after the two of them separated, he was a mess, I had never seen him so upset. Blamed himself for all the problems in that relationship, she was a master manipulator. He didn't eat, never went out. When I entered his house three days after the breakup, I was shocked, it took me 20 minutes to find him. He was in the bathroom closet, claiming that that was the only place that didn't remind him of her. The year they spent together was serious for him and only just a fling for her. I helped him through it, through all the tears that were shed. I stayed with him, not even leaving to get things we needed, having Paige pick things up for us, I was afraid to leave him. I tried explaining to him that nothing was his fault, that sometimes people aren't good with being in Relationships. At first he blew it off, but after a few weeks, he realized that she was the one who made the mistake, not him. Now I felt like I was going through the same things, here I was blaming myself for a mistake that he made! If he was unhappy in our relationship and wanted to move on, he should've just told me and ended it. Sure I would've been hurt, yeah I'd probably cry, but instead of ruining a friendship, I would've accepted it. I always thought about the time when our relationship would come to an end, guys just didn't seem to want me, why did I think Harry would be any different. I just didn't want him to end up back with her, if he was really done with me, find someone better than her. Because if she breaks his heart again, I wouldn't there to pick up the pieces this time. I let out a deep sigh as I received a text, from Harry. I then rolled my eyes, but opened it anyway. It read - If I win, watch my speech -, "Yeah fucking right, you already have a supporter there sir, you don't need me!" I shouted to myself, switching not only the TV off, but my phone as well. I let out a loud groan as I made my way towards my bedroom, instead of wasting time watching the award show, I decided to try and get some sleep. Ever since the fight with Harry, sleep hadn't come easy, because even though I was upset with him, I missed him terribly.

I tossed and turned for a while, before finally dozing off. I didn't sleep long though, because it wasn't long before Niall and Paige returned home, slightly intoxicated from the after party I assumed they attended. "What bomb blew up in here!" Niall stated loudly over the mess I had left in the living room, I threw the blankets off my body and then made my way into the living room where the couple were at. "Hey! How are you doing?" Paige smiled as she gave me a squeeze, I shrugged slightly "I guess, how was your night?". "It was good, do you want to know the results of the show, or did you watch it for yourself" Paige then asked as Niall sat down on the couch, opening the box of now cold pizza. I shook my head "I didn't watch it and I don't care to know what happened", "He didn't win anyway, so you didn't miss much" Niall stated nonchalantly. Paige groaned "That's because his good luck charm Wasn't there, without Y/N, he didn't stand a chance", I rolled my eyes "Nice try Paige, but I'm not good luck... I'm going back to bed though, I'll clean up in the morning. Goodnight" . "Night!" Paige sighed as I walked back to my room, "Niall, stop eating the cold pizza! Let's go to bed" I heard Paige groan. I chuckled slightly as I climbed back into bed, tomorrow would hopefully bring a happier day.

About a week later, Harry and I still hadn't talked. After the award show, I didn't turn my phone on for days. Any calls I had to make, I made on my work phone. I still wanted to avoid seeing anything from the night of the Award show and any photo's of the after party, I was also still dodging calls and texts from Harry. Wednesday though, I finally turned my phone on as I expected, it blew up. Texts, missed calls and Twitter notifications. I went straight to Twitter, which was a mistake. Tweets upon Tweets, along with photo's started appearing. Apparently, Harry had been seen all this week with Julie. Out for Coffee, out Shopping, walking into the studio together. They even went to the award show after party together. Clearly he didn't care much about trying to get me back, because if he did, he could've come over after the Award show. Skip the after party and come talk to me in person, I would've been willing to speak to him. Instead though, he went out and partied with his EX. This last week I had been in denial, just hoping that maybe I was wrong about everything, that I was being a little dramatic. But after reading and seeing everything that Harry and Julie have been doing together, it was time to face the fact, that this was over. And it was Not my fault, the more I thought about it, I knew that this was not on me. This was his mistake and I was no longer going to blame myself. The next morning I got up out of bed, after another night of horrid sleep. I took a shower, got dressed and then made my way into the kitchen. "Hey, where are you going this morning?" Paige asked while raising a brow, " Work, I took enough time and my boss is hounding me to come back. I think it's time too " I stated with a sigh. She smiled while nodding, "Hey, you're finally looking better" Niall smiled widely while hugging me. I smiled back, "There's another Award show on Saturday and I already got you two tickets, so you can bring someone along. I don't care what you say, I don't care who's going tp be there, You're going" Niall then stated sternly. Which only made me chuckle "Ni, you're not very intimidating, but I'll go", Paige chuckled while rubbing his back "She's right, but I'm happy your going, you deserve to have a nice night'. I nodded while putting my jacket on "I gotta head out, I have to grab a coffee before work, I'll see you both tonight", they nodded while wearing large smiles as I walked out the door.

I sighed deeply as I sat at my desk, looking at paperwork. There was a soft knock on the door, causing me to glance up as the door opened. "Ms Y/L/N, your new assistant is here" Jen the secretary stated, I smiled rubbing my forehead. I forgot today was he day was the day I was meeting someone new, I was going through enough stuff in my life, hopefully they'd be nice. "Thanks Jen" I stated with a smile, she nodded allowing the assistant to enter the room. I stood up to greet them, but was shocked at who entered my office. "James?" I asked with a brow raised, "Y/N? What a small world" he stated with a smile. James and I dated only a short time, when we were still in school. We started as friends, we had known each other since we were six. We dated 5 months, before I started noticing things were off with him. Like he never wanted to cuddle, hold hands, even kissing was a problem for him. The one time I tried to have sex with him, he panicked and ran. Didn't speak to me for almost 2 weeks, once I finally got a hold of him, we had a long discussion about everything. He ended up coming out and told me he was gay, only dated me because his parents started to become suspicious of his activities and he was terrified of the way they'd react, but he also didn't want to ruin his friendship with me. In the end, I hugged him tight, understanding everything now. I supported him to the fullest and we ended up fake dating until graduation, after that we both went to different collages and didn't keep in contact unfortunately. I smiled widely once I got a look at him, before stepping around my desk and hugged him tightly. "I've missed you James, How are you?! Still good looking I see" I exclaimed, he chuckled hugging me back "I've missed you too, You're beautiful Y/N! I've been great, Married man now". I smiled even wider as I pulled away to look at him " Congratulations, Wow Little James married. You're all grown up, I can't believe your going to be working with me", he smirked "Working for you, Ms Y/L/N". I groaned while rolling my eyes "We have to catch up during lunch, I want to know everything!" , he nodded while taking a seat in front of me, ready to work.

During lunch, we sat in my office, chit chatting about everything. James life, his wedding which he showed me many photo's on his phone, his husband, everything. "Okay, enough about me. Last time I checked, you were dating Harry Styles, which is huge. What's going on there" James stated taking a bite of his sandwich. I sighed deeply, explaining the entire story. "So, he took his Ex instead of you. Damn" James stated with a scoff, I nodded "And I haven't spoken to him for what feels like years and I do miss him... And There's another award show this weekend and I'm nervous he's going to show up with her again. I don't know if I can handle that". He sighed deeply, "Do you want to go with me, I don't have many people in my life and we can hangout" I then asked him. He looked at me shocked " Are you kidding, I'd love to go! I'd never turn a chance to catch a glance of my favorite celebs! Ethan's going to be jealous", I chuckled while glancing around. At least, I'd have people to support me, just in case Harry showed up with her again.

Saturday night came fast, I found myself between Niall and James on the red carpet. It didn't last long though, James and I quickly dashed inside and found our seats. Niall and Paige found us 10 minutes later, sitting down beside us. "He's here Y/N" Niall sighed while rubbing his forehead, I nodded because I knew he was going to show up, I just wondered if he was alone. Other celebrities started piling in and I could hear James gasp every now and then, which always made me chuckle quickly. I glanced around, not looking at anything in particular. That’s when I saw him, looking just as gorgeous as ever. Our eyes met for a split second, before I quickly looked away. I the let out a deep sigh as he approached us, "Hey guys" Harry stated with that damn charming smile that I missed so much. Only to be ignored by Paige and I. "Hey man, congrats on the album and the nomination" James stated with a smile, Harry nodded just brushing off the compliment. "Can we talk, or are you still acting petty and ignoring me" Harry questioned, I scoffed "Petty? Who Me? I'm just here to hangout with my friends and have a good time, since the last two weeks have been miserable". Harry sighed deeply as I heard Niall chuckle, sure he and Harry were still friends, but when It came to this situation, Niall was on my side. "Y/N please" Harry then stated, Causing me to roll my eyes "You want to talk, go talk to Julie". "Really, you're bringing up that shit again. Like your any better, bringing this bloke here instead of your boyfriend. Are you trying to make me jealous?" Harry stated rather loudly, "Doesn't feel good does it, being left out of your significant others life" I spat with a glare. "Harry, just go find your seat and leave her alone" Paige then stated sternly, "All I want to do is talk to my girlfriend!" Harry exclaimed. "There's another time and place to do hat, but if you don't want to ruin your relationship even more, I suggest you just go sit down" Paige sighed, Harry groaned slightly "Fine, but this isn't over". I rolled my eyes as he started to walk away, James looked at me confused "Doesn't he realize, that he's more my type than you are". The four of us then chuckled, thank you James for lightning up this tense situation. The award show began seconds later and it ended up being an amazing night, hanging out with friends. Harry unfortunately didn't win, making Paige give me a look, she still believed I was his good luck charm and since we were not in a good place, that's why he wasn't wining. I however, knew there was a serious conversation coming my way and I was now ready for it. Time to settle things with Harry.

A few more days went by without any word from Harry, Paige and Niall decided to go out of town for a few days, to spend quality time together. Leaving me alone in the house for 4 Days. I let out a deep sigh, settling on the couch, with a cup of tea and my favorite book, just ready to relax. That is until the doorbell rang, making me groan deeply. Work had been crazy the last few days and this is the first time, I had some time to myself. Now, I had someone bothering me. I stood up, letting out a deep sigh. I walked towards the door, opening it before checking to see who it was. There stood Harry, holding a pizza box and wearing a smile. Why did this boy have to be so cute. "Hi" he stated first, "I brought lunch, do you think we could finally have that talk?". I sighed deeply while nodding and opening the door so that he could enter. He made his way to the kitchen, where I followed. I there was an awkward silence for a moment, before he cleared his throat. I opened the pizza box, just to see a heart shaped pizza, with the words ' I'm sorry ' written out by vegetables. I looked at him with my brow raised. He sent me a small smile, "I'm am sorry, I miss you so much Y/N" he stated. I sighed deeply "Really? Hasn't seemed like it, since you've been hanging out with Julie all week", he groaned "Y/N, why can't you just accept that I could be friends with her". "Because, I don't think she wants to be just friends Harry. Take a close look at those photo's of the both of you on the red carpet or going out for coffee, look at how she's looking at you in all those photos and then tell me she's just a friend" I stated sternly, he sighed deeply but didn't reply. "She got to go to the award show, you gave her what she wanted, the Fame, being Harry Styles mystery woman. I would not have cared if you had taken anyone else, I didn't care that you didn't invite me, I still would've supported you from home. What I don't support was that you took her, after everything she put you through. You just trusted that she was suddenly a different person, a good person. You chose to take someone who was clearly using you, instead of someone who loves and supports you. You made that choice" I stated sternly as I walked out of the kitchen and towards the living room. What I didn't expect, was for him to follow me, since the last time we had an argument, he didn't. There's a first for everything, I guess. Because I heard his footsteps quickly trying to catch up to me, he wasn't giving up on me this time. "Listen, you're right okay. I knew from the moment I invited her to the award show, that I had made a mistake. She started hanging all over me, following me places. I only hung out with her though, because I felt bad for her" he stated quickly as he grabbed my hand, I raised a brow "That's because you're to nice". He nodded "Supposedly she just moved here and had no friends, so I felt obligated, it was lie though. When we went out for coffee, she made a move on me, brought up our old relationship and how she wished we could get back together. When she put her hand on mine, I panicked and ended up accidentally spilling coffee all over her. I ran out of there like a goof and I haven't spoken or seen her since, I don't want to! Turns out, she didn't even work at the studio like she told me. She was friends with the secretary, who had invited her to hang around all day and week. The secretary was fired two days ago, now Julie doesn't have a way in. She didn't change, she's still a compulsive liar", I sighed deeply not knowing how to respond. "I regret it all, I know how much of an idiot I've been. I should've taken my Girl. I'm so sorry Y/N" he stated with a deep sigh, I nodded "You made me feel like shit Harry, i thought we had broken up and it was all my fault, I blamed myself for that. I figured I was just a rebound to you, someone to keep you company until you found someone better, or that Julie decided to show back up in your life. She was your first love". He shook his head quick, "Absolutely not! We were good friends before dating and I would never have done that to you Y/N. I need you in my life always. I promise, I wasn't trying  to get back with her, I was only trying to give her the benefit of the doubt and be her friend. Again, stupid mistake. But I never wanted to breakup with you, I want to Marry you and have little babies with you... I mean not anytime soon, my solo career has just started and I'm going to be busy. But, I do want to be with you, forever" he stated quickly. Making me chuckle quietly, "And as for Julie being my first Love, she wasn't. I didn't really know what love was until you came into my life. This last week has been horrible without you, I'm truly sorry Y/N, Will you give me a chance to make it up to you?" he stated with a small smile. I thought about it for a few seconds, but that's all I needed before pulling him into a tight hug. "Next award show, I'd better be your plus one Styles" I stated, he chuckled squeezing me tighter "As long as I have you, you'll always be my plus one. And I think we should move in together now". I furrowed my brows together before pulling away and looking at him, "You think your pretty smooth there, don't you?" I stated with a brow raised, he smirked "I thought I'd throw it out there". I smiled with pulling him into a kiss, a well deserved kiss. Sure I was still upset with the situation, but I was happy that he realized what Julies true intentions were. Thinking about our future together was always exciting. I knew that with the upcoming tours and other albums that could be made, it would be hard, Harry Was a busy man. But I always knew we'd find our way back to each other, we'd always piece back together at the End of The Day. [ End ]

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So, Part 2 is Finished! I am very proud of this short little series and I hope you enjoyed Reading it as much as I enjoyed Writing it. I do have an idea for another Harry angst based on a Little Mix song, so If you're interest let me know. Because, I love Angst! I just want to Thank Everyone again for all the Love and Support I had on this Story, I appreciate it so much, Yo have no idea. You're all Amazing, Love you all <3<3