itznothingreally

[itznothingreally]

Imagine dreaming about the same person over and over again, each time in different situations and timelines. They look different yet familiar. You can't explain how you recognize them, but you do. In every dream, the ending is always the same: either you die, or the two of you are forced to part ways. The dreams are surreal and vivid, and every time, without fail, you wake up with tears cascading down your cheeks. As each tear escapes your eyes, the fragments of your dream slowly fade away and it leaves you asking, who are they?

[itznothingreally]

Imagine dying and getting isekai'd to your favorite character's world. You two become friends, fall in love, and then, all of a sudden, their world realizes an error, and you get killed off on your first anniversary with him. Then you wake up in your old body, realizing that you never died and that you survived but were comatose.

Everything that happened was merely a dream, a mirage of what you desire. Unbeknownst to you everything is real for them, your death is real for them. You lie there on the cold concrete, blood pooling underneath you. They rush over to you and caress your face gently as they call out your name desperately. They can't wrap their head around the fact that you were no longer here, one moment you were there smiling at them and the next, you were gone.

You sat on your hospital bed, clueless of the devastation you've left behind. Your dream was beautiful yet painful in the end. As days passed, you slowly forgot the dream and gradually recovered from your injuries, continuing on with your life.

What a tragic ending to your beautiful love story that you no longer remember.

[itznothingreally]

"Early mornings are so cold", I thought as I exhaled, only to see my breath in the air. I shivered when a gentle breeze blew. Suddenly, my eyes caught sight of someone familiar. I called out to him—

(His eye color) met with my teary bleared ones. We stared at one another for what felt like an eternity. Suddenly, a loud bark brought me back to reality. I looked down to see my dog wagging his tail at me. When I looked back, he was gone. Strange... Why was I crying? Why does my heart ache?

I looked at my dog again and asked jokingly, "did you see the beautiful stranger, boy?". He tilts his head and I chuckled at him.

I guess my imagination is starting to bleed into my reality.

[itznothingreally]

I yearn for someone who doesn't exist, he is merely fiction crafted out of someone's imagination, yet he makes me feel things I've never felt before. He occupies every corner of my mind, little things in my reality remind me of him who holds the key to my affection. The more I think about him the more I lose grasp of my reality— but alas I am once again reminded that you are fictional and I am real.

[itznothingreally]

The days passed by in a blur, and I find myself in a state of nothingness. I long for something interesting to happen, to fill the emptiness I feel in my heart, and I wonder— what would life be like if I were part of your world?