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pls reblog if you’re an active €d blog in April 2024 whose 18+ at least

I need more moots and ppl to follow

[iwouldstilldrink-dietcoke]

april 22 2024

201.1 lbs

lunch: 168 kcal

afternoon snack: 160 kcal

dinner: 180 kcal

evening snack: 370kcal

total: 868 kcal

i would've rather not had the evening snack but theres only so much i can do without my mom getting suspicious

[iwouldstilldrink-dietcoke]

DON’T MAKE COMMENTS ON CHILDREN’S WEIGHT

This is the fucking reason for my disorder

[iwouldstilldrink-dietcoke]

Reblog if you’re pro recovery because we love recovery, we’re just not ready for it

[iwouldstilldrink-dietcoke]

I'm really tired of looking in the mirror and feeling disgusting

i need to change, i can't live like this anymore

[iwouldstilldrink-dietcoke]

april 20 2024

breakfast: 148kcal

morning snack: 180kcal

afternoon snack: 140kcal

total: 468 kcal

201.8lbs

[iwouldstilldrink-dietcoke]

what do you hate more, that 30 min walk or those extra 30 lbs ?

[iwouldstilldrink-dietcoke]

I don't want to be a fat fxck during summer AGAIN

[iwouldstilldrink-dietcoke]

50 reasons to lose weight ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

so your s/o can pick you up effortlessly

free piggy back rides from your friends

so you don't have to worry about being too heavy when you sit in someone's lap

so people will lend you their clothes (and they'll be too big on you)

when people buy you clothes, they'll get the smallest size (and worry that a size S might be too big)

someone from a k-beauty youtube video said "losing weight makes you 10x prettier"

to fit into petite and aesthetic clothes (eg brandy melville)

so you don't have the gross feeling of your skin touching (thighs rubbing together, stomach rolls, etc)

to look effortlessly beautiful doing anything

you'll sweat less

to look good in tight clothes

to be able to wear revealing outfits and still look cute

you'll look cute and small in oversized clothes, instead of looking bigger

so you can wear a bikini

to feel more confident

people will treat you better

if you stick to it and work hard to lose the weight, then you'll be better than everyone who has failed to do so. you're willpower and self-control will be admired and envied by your peers

people will pay more attention to you

people will worry and care about you more

for the skinny/pretty privilege

to make people jealous of you

to prove that you can

to look good wearing anything, even if it isn't a good outfit

so you won't be anxious about being weighed at the doctor's

to look prettier in pictures

so you can go clothes shopping without being insecure

no more dressing room breakdowns

so your s/o can fit their fingers around your wrists and their hands around your thighs (or so you can do it yourself)

for the thigh gap (duh)

to be small enough to use your s/o as a bed

so your s/o can easily lift you with one hand

so your sh scars (if you have any) look more "aesthetic" (idrk how to explain it, but scars always look prettier on thinner limbs

to be desirable

you'll have a higher chance of people stopping you on the street for photographs/modeling scouts/etc

to be more attractive

you'll use less products (body wash, lotion) if there's less of you (so you'll end up saving money too!)

people will take you more seriously

you'll be able to move through crowds easier

to boost your self-esteem, feel better about yourself, and be happier

you can purchase the smallest size when shopping online and you won't have to worry about it being too small

to be able to shop at cute online shops that only carry smaller sizes (brandy, yesstyle, other asian stores)

to look good while eating, instead of like a fat, greedy pig...

to finally be in control

so you don't feel jealous/sad when you see other people's bodies/thinspo, because THEY'LL be envying YOU

to have your pics/bodychecks put in a thinspo compilation

to finally feel pretty

to take up less space

to be able to wear low rise bottoms

so you can talk about your weight and not feel ashamed

if you actually stick to it and restrict, your appetite/stomach will be a lot smaller once you reach your ugw, so you'll naturally eat less!!

[iwouldstilldrink-dietcoke]

It should be illegal for menus to not have calories on it

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i leave 3dblr for a little bit and all of a sudden im the fattest ive ever been

five months later and im cycling back from bed to ana.. at least i'll maybe get skinnier this way.

[iwouldstilldrink-dietcoke]

name a food and i won’t eat it in november <3

[iwouldstilldrink-dietcoke]

lol haven't been on here in a while... it's obvious that not being on 3dblr has fck3d w me cause ive gained a lot of weight and i'm at my highest weight i've ever been 🙃

[iwouldstilldrink-dietcoke]

can someone tell me why eating in front of others/with others feels shameful.

like it's so embarrassing. I'm human, I consume food, how gauche of me to have the needs of a mere mortal.

[iwouldstilldrink-dietcoke]

hey i'm elle

21, she/they

STATS

5'5"

hw: 205lbs

gw1: 125lbs

gw2: 115lbs

gw3: 110lbs

ugw: 100lbs

INFO

bed/ana/ortho/mia girl (srsly its a hell cycle)

been almost ana for ages but here we are..

DNI

under 15

non ed

meanspø

[iwouldstilldrink-dietcoke]

just wanna be skinny and pretty 😢😢 is that really so much to ask

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My motivations

- being smaller than him

- not having to worry about how my fat sits on my body sitting/ laying down

- thigh gap thigh gap thigh gap

- seeing my bones

- “you’re so small”

- being able to take up as little space as possible

- always being comfortable in the middle seat

- creating a body that hasn’t been touched in a way I didn’t like

- being able to sit on nearly any surface because I know my weight won’t break it

- people comparing my body to theirs

- poking and prodding the fat on my body and noticing it feels different

- that feeling after great cardio

- feeling clean and empty

- being skinnier than irls with Ed’s

- sitting with my knees to my chest or my legs crossed

- watching my face change

- hunger pain

- clothes fitting looser/ better

- eating clean

- balanced macros

- black coffee

- watching the number on the scale get smaller and smaller