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The Party & The After Party

Trafalgar Law & Crocodile x Reader (separately)

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Warning(s): some sexual content, emotional manipulation, toxic dynamics, psychological themes, spelling mistakes (will be fixed soon)

A/n: this is heavily based off of the song ‘Then Part & The After Party’ by The Weeknd, Law’s part is the part ‘The Party’ and Crocodile’s part is ‘The After Party’ I do recommend listening to the song while reading and they just fit those parts of the song to me but enjoy!

⋆˙⟡Law (The Party)

“Everybody wants you, you can have them all but I got what you need”

Trafalgar Law who watched some random guys put their hands on your shoulder or rub your back for way longer than you or Law would like but law still didn’t do anything about it instead he just sat back and watched as the man and you laughed and giggled at each other.

Trafalgar Law who swore he wasn’t jealous when you confronted him about the way he was acting towards you after your conversation with the random guys that stopped you but still didn’t say anything

Trafalgar Law who pressed his mouth to your ear and whispered, “You look real comfortable letting hands that aren’t mine touch you.” Then walked away knowing you’d follow because that’s what you always do.

Trafalgar Law who makes you beg for his attention, only to smirk when you finally crack.

Trafalgar Law who kisses you like punishment and praise at the same time, like he hates that he wants you this much.

You were both breathless, foreheads pressed together, he didn’t say anything, just looked at you with swollen lips and a clenched jaw, like he wasn’t sure if he wanted to kiss you again or leave before he fell apart. “I know you want this Law.” The way his name rolled off your tongue made him want to take off everything and fuck you.

Trafalgar Law who backed you up against the nearest wall, tongue deep in your mouth, fingers digging into your hips like he was trying to memorize the shape of you.

Trafalgar Law who pulled away again, just slightly, breath ragged as he stared down at your kiss-bruised mouth, hands starting to pull your shirt and pants off.

You whimpered, a breathy, desperate thing that made him smirk as he pushed his thigh between your legs. He rocked you against him slowly, deliberately.

Your fingers tangled in his hair as his lips found that spot under your ear that made you arch into him and he knew it, he kissed it again, harder, slower.

He rolled his hips and your knees nearly gave out.

Trafalgar Law who touched you like he hated how good it felt, like he wanted to ruin you but couldn’t stop worshipping you at the same time.

Trafalgar Law who finally pulled back, chest heaving, lips swollen, he just stared at you for a second too long, like he almost said something real.

Trafalgar Law who he stepped back, picked up his coat, and said without looking at you:

“You can go back to them now.”

⋆˙⟡Crocodile (The After Party)

“Ringtone on silent, And if she stops then I might get violent”

Crocodile who hired you as his personal maid because why would someone like him do things that he can have someone else do for him.

Crocodile who claims you could wear what you want but always request that you wear a silk robe that he had given to you on your first day.

Crocodile who never touches you during the day, but makes you clean his bedroom at night, always while he’s there, always while he’s watching.

He doesn’t say a word just smokes and lets the silence choke you.

Crocodile who leaves the room messy on purpose just so you’ll have to bend over to pick up the ashtray, the jacket, the ring he left beside the bed.

And when you finally snap “Am I your maid or your toy?” he just laughs low and says, “You were never just a maid.”

Crocodile who never raises his voice but somehow makes you feel like screaming just from the way he says your name.

Crocodile who punishes you by ignoring you, knows silence drives you mad faster than violence. Three days, no words, just the click of his boots and the burn of his stare every time you pass.

Crocodile who kisses you only when you’re upset like he’s rewarding your collapse. And when you whisper, “I hate you,” he smiles for the first time in hours “That’s better than pretending you don’t feel anything.”

Crocodile who pulls you into his lap without a word, cigar still burning between his fingers, and spreads your legs like it’s routine.

Crocodile who fingers you slow and cruel, like he’s reading you, memorizing you like every gasp is a confession.

Crocodile who eats you out like he’s proving a point, holding your thighs open with one hand and pressing down on your stomach with the other.

“Squirm all you want. You’re not going anywhere.”

Crocodile who takes you against the window of his office just to remind you who owns the highest view.

The desert heat pressed against the glass, your hands leaving marks on it and his voice in your ear:“Let them see. Let them know you’re mine.”

Crocodile who makes you ride him with your wrists tied behind your back not because he has to, but because he likes watching you beg without touching him.

Crocodile who kisses you so deeply mid-thrust you forget how to breathe because he wants to suffocate you on more than just his cock. And when you cry out his name, he pulls your hair back and mutters, “Say it louder. You’ll be screaming it by the time I’m done.”

Crocodile who doesn’t care if you cry during sex he just wants to know why. “Are you scared? Are you ashamed? Or is it because you love how good it feels to be ruined by me?”

Crocodile who finishes inside you without warning, without asking because he doesn’t have to. And when you flinch, he holds your chin and says, “If I wanted to trap you, I’d use a ring. This is mercy.”

Crocodile who cleans you up himself, slow, quiet, meticulous not out of care, but because it’s another way to remind you he controls how you fall and how you’re put back together. “You break pretty,” he says, wiping your thighs with a cloth you know he’ll make you wash later.

Crocodile who doesn’t fall in love, he consumes.

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YOURE A BRAT | Track 10

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Fun facts🥀:

Y/n’s idea of ‘boundaries’ includes letting Bachira hold her hand while denying they’re dating.

Y/n has tweeted “i hate men” twice since the friend agreement one of them was after Bachira smiled too hard.

Bennie the raccoon now growls when Y/n flirts with anyone except Bachira.

A/n: sorry this is short I’m UNDER STRESS🥀ill upload more soon

Taglist: @dazqa @meovvx @kukukurona @meikstv @444neapolitain @lynn-myster @sapphireillusions @frootloopscos @idexmids @randomhumans-blog

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PLEASE CAN WE STOP WITH THE AI FICS BRO 💔 IM SCROLLING HAVING A GOOD ASS TIME READING FICS THEN I COME ACROSS THIS SPECIFIC GOJO ONE AND BY THE FIRST PARAGRAPH YOU COULD TELL TS IS A FUCKING I ITS SO IRRITATING LIKE IF YOU CANT WRITE BUT WANT TO LEARN HOW TO DO SO ASK AN ACTUAL WRITER & ITS PLENTY OF VIDEOS THAT CAN HELP YOU!!! YOU DONT HAVE TO USE AI GNG🥀🥲

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YOURE A BRAT | Take my hand

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yourinstagram mentality preparing myself for tonight feat. Bennie & rinwrecks

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m_kaiser mentally preparing for what? to text your ex? (again?)

yourinstagram Istg ima put my hands on you take this comment down

clutchyoichi rin’s face says “i regret every life choice that led me to this moment”

rinwrecks I do in fact regret every life choice that led me to that moment.

ChigiriH mentally preparing for your next mistake huh💀

yourinstagram BRO PLEASE WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM 😭

sleepyseishiro i thought we were just chilling… what do you mean “tonight”🌚

reoofficial DAWG I TOLD YOU TWO DAYS AGO IT WAS TODAY😐

reoofficial praying for the poor house this party’s about to destroy 🙏

yourinstagram HEY my house will be just fine

User224 please WHY WILL I BE PARTYING WITH A RACCOON???😭

yourinstagram don’t worry about it he don’t bite 😁

reoofficial SHE JUST FUCKING LIED HE BITES, HARD ASF TOO

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yourinstagram i regret everything but also nothing❤️thanks for coming 💋

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shidouthegoat host another party

yourinstagram WHY SO YOU CAN TOUCH MY DJ💔

shidouthegoat most definitely

reoofficial no shame in his game

sleepyseishiro did i imagine the man in the dinosaur suit or was that real

yourinstagram bby that was real

rinwrecks before you went into the laundry room you threw glitter in my eye and said “rinwreck this pussy” i’m still processing

yourinstagram I DID NOT DO TS

user793 you did do that babes

yourinstagram wtf😭🤚

reoofficial bennie needs to be in rehab after last night he saw too much & he has an official fan club now

m_kaiser you tried to fight me with a plunger. 0/10 form but 10/10 passion

yourinstagram STOP FUCKING PLAYING WITH ME I DIDN’T DO THAT BRO 😭🥀

ChigiriH before I allegedly (allegedly bc I don’t recall doing such thing) went to the roof you kept calling me “maroon 5” and made me sing sugar into a banana

yourinstagram YOU WERE GONE OFF BUZZBALLZ SO THIS ISNT ACCURATE

ChigiriH this was literally the last thing I remembered 💔

megumonster me and your raccoon trauma bonded on your balcony🤷🏻

yourinstagram this is the most sane comment here 😭

yourinstagram WHY DOES EVERYONE HAVE A CRAZY STORY TO TELL😭

Fun Facts🪩:

Someone wrote “Free Bennie” in eyeliner on the fridge.

Nagi slept in the guest bathtub and scared the shit out of you

The “stranger” in the laundry room was Rin and he stayed with you the whole time till you said you were ready to go.

Bachira WATCHED you the whole time with no shame and didn’t care when someone pointed it out

Taglist💚:

@dazqa @meovvx @kukukurona @idexmids @meikstv @randomhumans-blog @444neapolitain @lynn-myster @sapphireillusions

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YOURE A BRAT | Rewind

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(It’s a small written part for Bachira’s insta post)

megumonster

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megumonster never in my 19 years of living did I think I would be holding a raccoon

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clutchyoichi bro fell in love again and tried to hide it behind a raccoon pic 😭😭

yourinstagram FRIENDS CAN’T HANG OUT WITH EACH OTHER ANYMORE

rinwrecks right… friends

ChigiriH the raccoon looks more comfortable than u

sleepyseishiro that’s not just a raccoon that’s her raccoon you’re cooked bro

reoofficial she let you hold bennie?? yeah it’s over for all of us

yourinstagram Bennie jumped in his arms I didn’t let anything happen ��🤚

m_kaiser you’re not special bennie sat in my lap too for 0.5 seconds

reoofficial none of us are special Bennie is just spoiled and wants everyone to hold him

yourinstagram HE’S NOT SPOILED HES JUST A BABY

rinwrecks yeah an oversized baby

rinwrecks not the emotional support raccoon being the bridge between exes

Fun Facts🦝:

Y/n thought about bailing on the beach hangout at least 6 times.

Chigiri bribed Y/n to come with a drink order he still remembered from junior year and saying Reo was coming.

Nagi fell asleep mid-hangout with AirPods in with water splashing on his toes and sand in his hair.

Y/n still doesn’t know about the post Bachira made on his private account.

Taglist💚: @dazqa @meovvx @kukukurona @idexmids @meikstv @randomhumans-blog

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YOURE A BRAT | SO FAR AWAY

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yourinstagram

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yourinstagram back like i never left📸

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clutchyoichi welcome back

yourinstagram HII YOICHI

m_kaiser delete this u didn’t even warn us 😭

yourinstagram oh who is you😒

m_kaiser I’m ya grandmother

reoofficial oh she’s back back god help the men

sleepyseishiro why’s this kinda scary

rinwrecks I would comment something nice but you don’t deserve that luxury

yourinstagram I FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE SOME SECRET ANIMOSITY TOWARDS ME

rinwrecks it’s not a secret

megumonster welcome back

yourinstagram thanks bachira 😁

ChigiriH who knew Bachira had the balls to type that

clutchyoichi DEFINITELY NOT ME

megumonsterprivate

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megumonsterprivate welcome back

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clutchyoichi oh nah he’s going through it 😭

sleepyseishiro u ok bro?

ChigiriH i knew it. she came back and unlocked his sad playlist

reoofficial this is a soft launch of heartbreak

rinwrecks bet he posted this and stared at the screen for 6 minutes in silence

Taglist💚: @dazqa @meovvx

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💚 #notclickbait

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💚 Y/n’s Angels (and Rin)

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YOURE A BRAT | Bachira SMAU

💚 WHERE Bachira and Y/n broke up in high school, now they’re back on the same campus. He wants to protect his peace she wants to protect her pride but some love stories don’t end, they just hit pause.

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taglist: OPEN (comment to be added)

warning(s): toxic exes & emotionally messy rekindled romance, mentions of unhealthy coping mechanisms (partying, avoidance, impulsivity), swearing / explicit language, Alcohol consumption / college party culture, angst + jealousy + emotional breakdowns, slight manipulation / gaslighting (from side characters), passive-aggressive social media posts / subtweeting, implied sexual content, emotional whiplash + attachment issues

a/n: each chapter will be named after a Charli xcx song but that doesn’t exactly mean you have to listen to the song while reading

Playlist: coming soon…

Introduction: Y/n’s Angels (and Rin) , #notclickbait

Chapter Guide

1. So far away

2. Rewind

3. Take my hand

4. Track 10

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“You’re a Brat” is the self-sabotage to soulmate pipeline, but in a body glitter and platform heels. It’s “I don’t do relationships” x “But I’d still walk through fire for you” energy.

y/n is the type to flirt with you at a party, post about someone else the next day, and pretend she doesn’t see the look in your eyes. Bachira is the type to fall anyway, to sit front row for the chaos she brings, and smile like it’s a privilege to watch her burn.

She’s glitter in the dark, he’s late-night voice notes, half-finished poems, and the boy who still believes in her even when she doesn’t believe in herself.

“She’s gonna ruin you.” “I hope so.”

He’s “you deserve soft love” and she’s “I don’t believe in happy endings.” She leaves parties with mascara-stained cheeks and Tito’s in her veins. He waits outside in the cold, every single time. Big “you’ll never love me like I want” x “I already do” energy. A slow-burn tragedy & a love story told through subtweets, missed calls, and the one boy she never meant to love again.

“Only threw this party for you I only threw this party for you, for you, for you I'm about to party on you Watch me, watch me party on you, yeah Party on you, party on you Party on-party on you, party on you Party on-party on you, party on you” Party 4 you by Carli xcx

“You're in love with somethin' bigger than love You believe in something stronger than trust Wanderlust Wanderlust” Wanderlust by The Weeknd

“I fell in love today There aren't many words that you can say That could ever get my mind to change She's enough for me, she's in love with me You're a doll, you are flawless But I just can't wait for love to destroy us I just can't wait for love” Flawless by The Neighborhood

“And for you I keep my legs apart And forget about my tainted heart And I will never ever be the first to say it But still I, you know I-I-I I would do it, push a button Pull the trigger, pull a mountain, jump off a cliff 'Cause you know, baby, I love you, love you a little bit You would do it, you would say it You would mean it, and we could do it It was you and I” Little bit by Lykke Li

© kawacake — please do not steal, plagiarize, repost, or translate any of my works, and do not put it on any other platform without my permission.

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never seen a more accurate thing on tiktok

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That’s literally how my Kaiser fic was made

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Colleen Hoover and ‘x OC’ writers who tag their works with ‘x reader’ are my worst enemies rn

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“How’d you two first meet?”

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synopsis: when internet sweetheart Y/n and pro volleyball star Oikawa Tooru sit down for a couple’s interview, the host asks the one question everyone’s been dying to know: how did they meet?

w/c: 800+

a/n: request are open (I lowk need ideas)

“So Y/n, you and Oikawa are one of the internet's favorite couples. How’d you two meet?” The interviewer asked with a smile on his face and you crossed your legs with a smile on yours “You wanna know the whole story or just a quick summary?” You responded while Oikawa just had a stupid grin on his face. “I think netizens would enjoy the whole story.” He said scooting closer to the microphone ready for the story you were about to give. 

July 13, 2019

“It's summer, we've barely gone out, just go this once.” This was the third time your friend had tried to get you to come out but you kept refusing, only making her beg more. “Why would I go outside in 90 degree weather just to party?” You said looking away from your phone to look at her.

“It's a pool in the backyard and the house will be open and a lot of people will come if they know you’re coming which makes it even more fun.” You turned all your attention towards her as she gave you puppy dog eyes.

“Plus that super hot volleyball player Daishou that you’ve been talking to will be there.” She whispered knowing that her saying that would make you want to go or either make you not want to go and yell at her for trying to use him. “When does it start?” You mumbled looking away from her knowing she had the biggest grin on her face “IN A HOUR BE READY I'LL BE BACK TO PICK YOU UP!” She shouted jumping out of your bed and now rushing out of your house.

And that’s how you ended up alone in the backyard toes in the pool with only a bikini top on and shorts on over your bikini bottom. Your friend left you for some guy that started hitting on her the minute she walked in and the guy that you came for ditched you to talk to his ex Miku or something like that.

“Fucking pigs.” A male voice said from behind you, you turned your head and raised a brow as the guy took a seat next to you.

“Is that how you talk about everyone?” You asked, turning your head back to the water “Only squealing fan girls who don’t know what boundaries are.” He said taking a sip of whatever that was in that cup. “And do you sit down by the pool, looking like you want to murder someone with your bare hands all the time?” He asked, handing you the cup he just drunk out of. You couldn’t help but laugh and take the cup drinking off of the side he didn’t put his lips on.

“Your name?” You asked putting the cup cup down beside you “Oikawa Tooru.” “Huh. Sounds fake.” “Search it up, I'm like this big volleyball player in Argentina.” “Well this is Los Angeles where everyone considers themselves famous.” You shrug your shoulders. “What's your name?” He asked “Y/n L/n.” “Sounds fake.” He said mocking you “Search it up I’m like this really cool upcoming model in Los Angeles.” you said repeating what he had said to you.

“What are you even doing here?” You asked him as he threw his head back “I only came because my cousin dragged me here saying it was a bunch of cute girls and good food but only the first part was true.” He sipped on his drink and you couldn’t tell if he meant you or some other random girl he met inside the house.

“I came for someone else.” You confessed “yeah?” “Yeah he ditched me for his ex.” “What a dickhead.” “Right.” You agreed with him now looking up at the stars “his loss.” Oikawa mumbled. There was a beat of silence just the water sloshing and the faint sound of The Weeknd playing from inside the house.

“So… what are you doing now?” he asked “Drinking with a random hot guy who might be lying about being famous in Argentina.” “And regretting it?” “Ask me in ten minutes.”

Ten minutes later you were in his lap just talking about any and everything.

Twenty minutes later the two of you are in a guest bathroom making out as his hands gripped you tightly.

By midnight someone had taken a picture of the two of you sitting on top of his car trunk with a hand on your thigh.

That photo had hit Twitter the next morning.

“WHO IS THIS MAN WITH Y/N AND WHY DO THEY LOOK LIKE A ROM-COM ENDING???”

“Is that… OIKAWA TOORU???? FROM ARGENTINA???”

The two of you were trending on twitter for the rest of the week.

Back to the interview

“Best bad decision I’ve ever made.”

“She’s saying that like I didn’t buy her a Birkin bag two weeks later.” The interviewer laughed, “I can’t tell if this is a love story or the start of a scandal.”

“It’s both. We’re very multifaceted.” Oikawa said, holding your hand with a smile.

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The Things We Hate in Ourselves | “The Easy Life Never Last.”

M. Kaiser x Fem!Reader

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warning(s): strong language / profanity, mild sexual tension / suggestive content, implied sexual activity (non-explicit), mention of virginity, emotional vulnerability / tension between characters, light romantic interaction (kissing, lap sitting), mild angst, slight humor / sarcasm, light physical contact (kissing, waist touch, neck kisses), & this chapter isn’t proofread

a/n: haii i had to cut this chapter short and just add it to the next chapter so the next chapter is going to be out soon, and it’s some Ness x Reader in this but not for very long it’s just for plot purposes but i did enjoy writing this chapter it reminded me a lot of my life just a little but enough of me yapping i hope you enjoy and leave a like and reblog if you enjoyed they’re very much appreciated and comment if you wanna be added to the Taglist, baii👋🏼

w/c: 6k+

INT. MENS DORMITORY - NOON

The sound of snoring from not one but two people woke you up, with the sun also beaming down on you through their window that had no curtains whatsoever. Your head was throbbing and the sun wasn’t helping and neither was Bachira who was laying on your leg.

“Move..” You said shoving Bachira off as he fell off the bed as he tried to grab onto anything to keep himself from falling but ended up grabbing Reo pulling him down with him as you opened your eyes fully noticing what exactly just happened sitting all the way up ready to apologize.

“OH MY FUCKING GOSH IM SO SORRY.” You say putting a hand over your mouth keeps you from bursting out laughing. Reo looked over at Bachira with a irritated look before pushing his hand off of him “You fucking bird brain why pull me down instead of the person that pushed you.” He scoffed, finally standing up from the floor. “PFTTT!” Bachira had started laughing at the annoyed Reo causing Reo to look back at him as Bachira quickly fixed his face to a neutral expression like he was a kid that just got caught sneaking a snack.

“Holy fuck. What time is it?” you muttered, pushing blankets and limbs out of the way. “1PM,” Chigiri called out, walking in shirtless with a Gatorade in hand like a post-party Greek god.

“ONE?! I SLEPT HALF THE DAY AWAY?” You bolted upright, only for Bachira to gently press down on your shoulders, making you sit again. “Relax,” he grinned. “We all did. Most of us missed class anyway, so we’re skipping the rest and starting the weekend early.” He finished off as you just threw your body back onto the bed.

“How did I even end up here?” You asked looking up at the roof “I don’t even remember anything from last night.” You say as Bachira let out a loud gasp “YOU DON'T REMEMBER ANYTHING?” He said, now towering over you, arms trapping you below him. 

“Nope, not really the last thing I remember is talking to this guy while watching a guy throw up.” You admitted because that’s honestly all you really remembered, “Yeah that guy she was talking to was Kaisers best friend or more like lap dog,” Chigiri said from the other side of the room on Bachira’s beanbag “And get off of her you’re making it weird bachira.” He finished off as Bachira plopped down beside you.

“WHOS BEST FRIEND?!” You said lifting up looking at him with a shocked expression, Reo then walked back into the room “You also had some girl talking shit about you then Kaiser butted in and you kinda embarrassed him THEN proceeded to go talk to him using the excuse you had to go to the bathroom.” Your jaw was dropped at what Reo and Chigiri just dropped on you.

“You can’t be serious, that’s so embarrassing.” You say fully sitting up looking at the two boys that stood on the other side of the room. “Bro I gotta drop out now.” You said, shaking your head as Bachira burst out laughing. “Alright enough play time we’re going out so I need you to go back to your dorm and get ready.” Reo said, you threw your head back and groaned “I’m tired of going out, can we rest for once?” You complained grabbing your bag and phone before a hand grabbed you pulling you up “You’re going now stop complaining I’m walking you to your dorm you have an hour.” Reo said, pulling you out of Bachira’s and Chigiri dorm as you screamed bye to the two.

“It’s getting cold out.” You say as the cool air hits your body “Yeah falls right around the corner.” Reo said, starting to pull off his hoodie, handing it to you once it was all the way off, “Thanks but you didn’t have to because the girls dormitory is right there, I would have lived.” You say as he rolled his eyes at you “It’s too late now you already have it on.” He said putting his hands in his pockets. 

“Kaiser, Isagi and Ness will be coming with us today.” He blurted out causing you to stop in your tracks. “I don’t think I want to go now.” You say as he stopped and looked back at you “You’re going, you can’t just talk to some of the people in the friend group and not the rest.” “I understand that but I don't want to sit around and pretend I like them.” You say starting to walk again and so did Reo “Well just come this time and if you don’t enjoy the experience you don’t have to hang around them anymore.” He said reasoning with you and you nodded your head finally arriving at the girls dormitory.

“You don’t have to dress down, put on something comfortable and I’ll be back in like 45 minutes to come get you.” He says and you gave him a thumbs up and made your way into the dormitory. 

Upon entering you saw some girls standing around talking, glancing at you but soon going back to whatever they were doing. You entered the elevator clicking your floor letting out a sigh as the elevator dinged letting you know you had arrived on your floor. 

You pulled your keycard out, swiping it and the door unlocked, you walked in, it looked almost empty. You weren't even sure if your roommate made it home last night which made you wanna go check her room. 

You walked to her room door and tried to twist it and it was locked “Thank gosh.” You say relieved she made it home safe you then turned around walking to your room to get ready for whatever the chaotic group had in store for you.

This was new you, you never had a big group like this back home you had one that contained 3 friends that really weren’t your friends, they pretended to be your friend for some sick reason they’re some of the reason you’re fucked up in the head. Once they encourage you to do sick shit for their own pleasure. They even had you steal 50 dollars from your parents for weed and pills and you did it just because you didn’t want to lose them, plus they were the only group of people that tolerated you.

Everyone else seemed almost disgusted in you for some unknown reason, it’s not like you were ugly or something, you were attractive, pretty face, nice body, you were what people wanted to be or that’s what your friends told you so you made yourself believe it too.

“Y/n when did you get here?” The voice startled you and you turned around seeing your roommate walking out of her room. “Oh I just got here, I'm leaving again soon though.” You said to the girl who was holding her head in her hands “Do you need water you look like shit.” You say looking at the girl concerned as she nodded her head no “I just took a pill hopefully it goes away soon.” She said and you nodded your head “Well ima go get ready I’ll come check on you before I leave.” You say and she utters a faint okay before you walk into your room.

You let out a groan. The silence of your room hit hard after being surrounded by loud boys for the past 24 hours. You pulled off Reo’s hoodie and walked into the bathroom to start your shower water.

While you waited for the shower water to build up you opened your closet door and pulled out a comfortable outfit. A light grey cropped zip-up hoodie, worn over a white fitted noodle strap crop top with matching light grey oversized sweatpants that sat low showing your stomach a little. Then you entered the bathroom again, getting into the shower once the water was ready. You stepped into the shower, tilting your head back and letting the warmth hit your skin. Your muscles relaxed instantly, the tension slipping down the drain along with any leftover regret from the night before.

By the time you stepped out, you felt like a new person. You put on your outfit and glanced at your makeup, contemplating on if you wanted to put on makeup or not. “ASAMI!” You shouted as she screamed back a yeah “YES OR NO?” You asked and that would help you decide if you were going to put on makeup or not. She had gone quiet but then a few seconds later she spoke up again “NO.” She yells and you look away from your makeup and shrug your shoulders then look down at your phone looking at the time before you jumped up realizing it had been exactly forty five minutes. 

Reo had also sent you a text five minutes ago saying he was outside of the girls dormitory. “Shit.” You muttered in a hurry to put your socks and shoes on, then grabbed your gray tote bag, shoving your phone charger and other essentials you ‘might’ need throughout the day. 

“Reo’s gonna have a damn aneurysm.” You say turning off your lights, grabbing your cup that had water in it and rushing out of your room. “Bye Sami, call me if you need anything.” You said rushing past her and the girl couldn’t even say anything before the door was being slammed shut. 

Reo💜

I’m outside.

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Y/n

Sorry I’m coming now

Delivered 2:35

You clicked the first floor on the elevator and it felt like it took the elevator forever to get to the first floor till you heard a small ding and the elevator door opened. You practically ran out of the elevator trying to get to that car as if he was about to leave you or something. “Took you long enough.” Kaiser said from the passenger seat “You’re seriously not one to talk, you literally took forever.” Reo said looking over at Kaiser and he only rolled his eyes at the purple haired boy.

“A hello would suffice.” You said opening the door and getting into the backseat where Isagi, Bachira, and Chigiri sat but Bachira sat on the floor. “There's no way, you’re rich as fuck but can’t buy a big enough car for your whole friend group.” You said squeezing in beside Isagi “It would have been one more person on the floor if ness didn’t agree to drive behind us.” Reo said, referring to the car that was behind his “You know what just drive.” “Yes ma'am.” He said pulling out and starting to drive.

Surprisingly at first the car was quiet, not even Bachira said a word.. till he did. “Can we play music? I wanna be the DJ.” He tried to stretch his arms but Chigiri’s legs stopped him. “You’re literally sitting on the floor, you don’t get DJ rights.” Isagi said looking down at him “hahaha very funny.” Bachira said sarcastically “This is basically discrimination.” “It’s called having standards.” Kaiser said, picking up the aux cord connecting it to his phone. 

“FUCK NO GIVE IT TO ME.�� You said reaching for the aux cord squishing Isagi in the process as he bumped into Chigiri “Hey chill they'd rather listen to what I listen to then that shit you listen to.” Kaiser said, pulling the cord farther away from you as you rolled your eyes sitting back in the seat. “Actually we’ll go in a circle.” Reo said side eyeing Kaiser as he just rolled his eyes whispering a ‘whatever’ under his breath before playing a song.

“Now Playing PUNTO 40 by Rauw Alejandro & Baby Rasta”

“WHAT THE FUCK YOUR CAR SPEAKS?” Isagi said lifting up looking at the monitor in the middle “I was thinking the same thing I just wasn’t going to say anything.” You say looking out the window causing Bachira and Reo to laugh “I’m not surprised someone like Y/n is surprised at such a thing.” Kaiser said and you snapped your head towards him.

“If Kaiser gets any cockier, I’m calling animal control because someone needs to tame this peacock.” Chigiri says, twirling his hair while looking straight forward, noticing the scowl on Kaiser's face. Chigiri knew exactly how to get under Kaiser's skin and it pissed him off so much.

“Oh my gosh just listen to the music.” Reo says getting tired of the sassy Chigiri and the arrogant Kaiser. “Wait, turn this up, Kaiser's music taste might not be shit after all.” You say nodding your head to the beat and so was everyone else, Reo was tapping the steering wheel, Isagi and Chigiri nodded their heads, and Bachira drummed to the beat. “I seriously don’t know what they’re saying but this goes hard.” Bachira said, wiggling his body on the floor making you laugh a little.

“Yo sí puedo que los borren si la tocan a ella Yo mato por ella.” Kaiser sang out loud “Wow i see why god made you a soccer player, you can’t sing for shit.” You said as he reached his hand to the back seat trying to hit you but you dodged his hit and he ended up hitting Isagi and it’s like all the color drained from his face when he realized.

“Stop at the next gas station, not for gas just so I can beat his ass.” Isagi said looking at Kaiser and that was the first time you witnessed Kaiser afraid of Isagi. “WAIT? THAT WAS BARS!” Bachira said, looking up at you as you nodded your head agreeing with him. “I didn’t mean it! You know I didn’t mean to hit you, I was trying to get Y/n.” He tried reasoning with the boy, causing you to laugh at him but Kaiser didn’t have time to react to you, only focused on Isagi.

“The motherfucking sensei” the song faded out as you pulled into the gas station and when the car parked Kaiser started fearing for his life even more now. “Ugh get me out of this car at this point I’d rather ride with Ness.” Chigiri said stepping out of the car and stretching and so did bachira, his stretch was a well needed one after sitting on that floor. You stepped out the car with Isagi behind you and the car that was following behind parked beside Reo.

“Hey!” Ness said, stepping out of the car and approaching you, “Hello.” You waved with a smile while the two of you walked towards the store. “You drank a lot last night. I'm surprised you remember me.” “Oh I remember you but I don’t remember anything we spoke about.” You say turning away as he lets out a laugh “Thank goodness.” He says opening the door for you as you enter.

“How was the car ride here up till this point?” He asked following you towards the chip aisle “It was like a therapy session with no therapist present.” You said reaching for a bag of takis and Pringles “It was that bad?” He let out a few chuckles as you nodded your head. “I’ll be back, I'm going to go grab a drink.” “Okay.” You said looking at the different chips you could get before another person stood over you causing you to look behind you only seeing Kaiser.

“Try the pizza flavored Pringles.” He grabbed them and handed them to you and you grabbed it while squinting at him “What do you want?” You questioned “Why would I want something from you..” He said his sassy attitude showing, “Usually you’d just come up to me and insult me.” You said crossing your arms looking at the man in front of you. 

“Well if i'm being honest i came over here to apologize for last night.” He said and you gave him a confused look “I’m not even going to sit here and lie, I have no idea what happened last night.” You uncrossed your arms and he gave you a look of relief and you just brushed it off “But whatever it was I accept your apology.” You say with a small smile as he just nodded his head “Well of course you accepted it who wouldn’t.” He said looking at you with that shit eating grin. 

“Chigiri was right, if you get any more full of yourself we’re going to need a second car to carry your ego you damn peacock.” You scoffed walking away noticing Ness making his way back over to you with two blue raspberry slushies for you and him. You skipped back over to him with a stupid grin on your face but little did you know the same guy with the inflated ego that you were speaking to watched the two of you interact with something boiling inside of him.

“I didn’t ask what drink you wanted before I walked off so I just got you a blue raspberry slushie.” He said holding it up awkwardly as you gave him a smile “It’s fine come on let’s go scan our stuff.” You said walking towards the corner as Ness just watched you in awe. 

“35.21” The cashier said as you started to pull out your card but Ness had beaten you to it handing the woman his card paying for everything. “You didn’t have to, I’ll pay you back.” You walked out of the store with the snacks you had picked up. “No need I wanted to pay for it plus it wasn’t even a lot of money.” “If you say so.” You said walking back to the cars “Want to ride with me? The car seemed a little pac—” Before he could finish his sentence a voice interrupted him. “Nah Chigiri already agreed to ride in your car.” Kaiser says with a bags of snacks in his hand. 

“Wait he did?” You blinked confused “No, the hell I didn't,” Chigiri called out, stuffing chips into his mouth from the gas pump. “I said I might if you bought me something.” “And I did, catch and shut up.” Kaiser threw a bag of sour patch kids towards him and he caught it.

Kaiser then flickered his eyes back to Ness and you who stood beside each other but really only looking at ness who had gotten the memo to shut up at the start of the conversation. You raised an eyebrow. “Are you trying to assign my seating arrangement like you're my dad or something?” “If I was your dad, you wouldn't have left the house wearing that.” he muttered under his breath but loud enough that you could hear. “EXCUSE ME?!” You said seconds away from strangling him “GET IN THE CAR BEFORE SOMEONE CALLS THE COPS OR SOMETHING!” Reo yelled at the two of you causing you to flinch. 

“Well I’ll see you.” You said waving bye to Ness once again walking to the car sitting in the same spot you were in before getting out of the car, but this time Bachira sat in the front seat leaving Kaiser in the backseat with you and Isagi. “You gotta be kidding me.” You said looking right over at Kaiser who was touching shoulders with you.

“Is the princess too high and mighty to be sitting next to a low life like me?” He said looking at you while you were trying to put space between the two of you. “Yes I am actually.” You say scooting away from him, “Well that’s too bad.” He said looking away from you “You two flirt like middle schoolers. It’s exhausting.” Isagi said as you and Kaiser both threw him a nasty side eye. “Play the music before Kaiser says anything else.” You said finally putting space between the two of you and he rolled his eyes at your stubbornness.

“Now Playing Finesse by Bruno Mars & Cardi B”

“DROP TOP PORSCHE ROLLIE ON MY WRIST DIAMONDS UP AND DOWN MY CHAIN!” Bachira screamed like he was headlining Coachella while also throwing Reo a wink. “IT’S MY BIG BRONX BOOGIE, GOT ALL THEM GIRLS SHOOK, MY BIG FAT ASS GOT ALL THEM BOYS HOOKED.” You sang with Bachira so he wouldn’t be having a concert by himself. “It's like every time we get in a car we always have a mini concert or something.” Reo said over the music but you and Bachira ignored him continuing to vibe to the music.

Isagi, holding a bag of chips in his lap, looked up mid-chew. “If this is the tour, I want a refund.” And you and Bachira let out a dramatic gasp at the same time while clutching your chest. “He’s just mad cause he’s not moving like us Bachira.” You say as he agreed “I’m pretty sure nobody would want to be moving like you two.” Kaiser butted in but you ignored him.

“SO TONIGHT, I'M GOING TO SHOW YOU OFF, OH, WHEN I'M WALKING WITH YOU!” You say pointing at Bachira but he was already pointing at you causing Kaiser to look at the two of you and roll his eyes. “You two are insufferable.” He mumbled and you just smiled at him. “BLAME IT ON MY CONFIDENCE, OR BLAME IT ON YOUR MEASUREMENTS.” You said moving closer to Kaiser's face out of spite and he scowled at you pushing you away from him making Isagi let out a laugh. 

“We out here drippin in finesse, it don’t make no sense.” You and Bachira said in sync and wiggled your finger near Kaiser only irritating him more “loosen up you’re always so arrogant all the time have some fun.” You nudged him but all you got in return was an irritated glare leaving you a tad bit disappointed. “NOW SLOW IT DOWN FOR ME BABY CAUSE I LOVE THE WAY IT FEELS WHEN WE GRIND.” Reo started to sing which brought your mood all the way back up.

But you soon get thrown off by Ness's car passing Reo, “YOU JUST GOING TO LET HIM PAST YOU LIKE THAT?” Bachira pointed out which obviously struck something in Reo cause he started driving faster going beyond the speed limit which was already 85.

“PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE NOT THIS AGAIN.” Isagi said, gripping onto the door as if Reo was about to crash. What’s even worse is Reo just dropped his roof as the wind came crashing down on all of you, and ness had all his windows down playing Rich Baby Daddy by Drake. “YOU PEOPLE CAN'T BE REAL.” You said pulling out your phone to record to put on your close friends. 

You looked over at the car seeing Chigiri and Ness glance at you before Ness turned his attention back to the road “LOOKS LIKE SOMEONE'S MAD HIS SITUATIONSHIP IS LOOKING AT SOMEONE OTHER THAN HIM!” Chigiri yelled and you looked over at Kaiser noticing he had an attitude “WHO SAID I WAS HIS ANYTHING?” You yelled back, causing Chigiri to laugh.

“I HOPE YOUR FUCKING AC BREAKS NESS!” Bachira sat up in his seat to yell but only received a middle finger from Ness and Chigiri singing Sza’s line. “Whoever loses has to bring all the bags in.” You say “I DON'T CARE WHO WINS BUT IF I DIE TELL MY STYLIST TO BURN ALL MY OUTFITS!” Chigiri yelled from Ness's car and this caused Bachira to pop his head up like a meerkat “Reo, hit the NOS! Think Fast & Furious: Tokyo Drift.” He said provoking Reo and sadly it was working now he was going 100.

“This is NOT a video game, this is real LIFE, Reo! Real lives!!” Isagi screamed like a little girl beside Kaiser who seemed unfazed by this whole thing. 

Now Ness was back in front of Reo which set Reo off just a little bit and he started to tail him swerving just a little bit. Isagi’s face showed pure terror at this “I’m not dying because Ness wants to flirt and Reo wants to win a fucking race.” He said putting his seatbelt on and sliding down in the seat as you pointed your phone camera at him. 

Then the car jerked now you were in terror too causing Kaiser to laugh “This is the most fun I’ve had all week. Keep going.” He spat out as Reo swerved around Ness pushing on the gas “Let me out. I’ll walk to Kaiser’s house.” You say clicking off the camera app, not being able to record or take pictures anymore.

“No ma’am we’re almost there.” Reo said looking at you through the mirror and you wiggled down in the seat a little just like Isagi. “You’re the worst driver ever.” Isagi mumbled out “Say one more thing and I’ll start driving backwards.” “NOOOOOO!” Everyone yelled in sync. 

INT. KAISER’S HOUSE - DOWNSTAIRS MOVIE THEATER - AFTERNOON

“Your house never ceases to amaze me.” Bachira dropped bags of snacks and you did the same. “What are we watching?” You asked while taking a seat in the recliner chairs with your snacks, “Pick whatever I don’t really care.” Kaiser said, shrugging his shoulders sitting to your left.

Ness and Chigiri entered, dropping the last few bags of snacks, grabbing the snacks they wanted and taking a seat. “We’re watching How High 2.” Bachira said while the movie started to play as he hopped on his recliner chair with his snacks.

You let out a sigh opening your sour gummy worms and Kaiser looked over at you. “You okay?” He asked softly leaving you a tad bit confused on his sudden change. You glance over at him, chewing slowly, “Yeah, just tired. Too much testosterone in one room for 24 hours straight.” He smirked, “You love it here.” “Sure, if by love you mean tolerate.” He chuckled and turned his attention back to the screen, but his arm brushed yours slightly, lingering just a bit longer than it needed to. You didn’t move. Neither did he.

-

Halfway through the movie you heard nothing but snoring. You sat up in your recliner chair looking around seeing literally everyone sleep, even Kaiser who snorted just a little, but then you heard another recliner move, it was Ness and he looked over at you flashing a smile. “You wanna go?” He whispered and you looked at him confused “Go where?” You whispered back at him but his smile only had gotten bigger “Wherever the wind takes us.” You smiled and stood up from the chair and so did he as the two of you made your way out of the movie room. 

“I didn’t expect all of them to go to sleep.” You say walking down Kaiser's long hallway just to get outside. “They always fall asleep during movies but we’ll have to be back soon because they’ll wake up in like an hour and a half.” He explained opening the door for you and you stepped outside. 

“So you planned this?” You sat with a smirk but he just looked away nervously while approaching his car. “I really just wanted to hang out with you.” He said sitting down in the driver's seat and you took your seat in the passenger seat throwing your head back. “Well I’m here.” You say smiling, turning your head towards him as his face turns red as he pulls out of the driveway.

“Wanna play some music?” He asked softly and you perked up “Of course I do.” You say pulling up your car playlist clicking shuffle and the first song that played was Dollhouse by The Weeknd and Lily Rose Depp. “From what I’ve heard you like The Weeknd a lot.” He glances over at you while tapping his finger on the steering wheel as the streetlights start to shine down on you. “Yeah u became very fond of his music over the last year.” You say looking out the window at the empty roads. 

“For the first time in weeks it’s quiet.” You mumbled out but Ness had caught what you had said “You haven’t caught a break yet?” A small chuckle came from him after saying that and you just shook your head no “I didn’t even want to come today but I’m grateful because I feel like I’m at home when I’m with you guys,” You expressed still looking out the window “Even with Kaiser surprisingly.” You say now looking at him.

“It’s funny…the loudest people always have the most to hide.” It had caught you off guard “What are you hiding?” You asked genuinely curious. “Not much but when I was little I was so into magic but my parents were scientists and they taught me and my siblings that everything could be explained through logic, and that magic didn’t exist and my siblings started clowning me for liking magic and stuff but I ignored them and just used my imagination like every other kid but my siblings and parents crushed that too but I kept dreaming,” he said pausing to look over at you to see if you were still listening and you were, eyes staring at him listening to every word.

“Then one day I went to a soccer game and that day I fell in love with soccer because soccer had this magic to it, so after that I trained and I trained to be good at soccer because I believe soccer players are some sort of magician, then one day I got invited to bastard high for soccer tryouts and I was fighting my ass off till I got the ball stolen and it felt like I couldn’t fight anymore,” he paused again but not for the reason that he thought you weren’t listening because he knew you were but because that’s when he met the Kaiser only he knows.

“Then I met Kaiser and he called me a loser and was like ‘you thought of giving up didn’t you’.” He said imitating kaisers voice “Then he helped me up and said let’s do this loser and then after that we got accepted and we played soccer together and he was like my first friend but then the attention started getting to his head and something in him changed for the worst and the next thing I know I had gotten replaced by Isagi when we had gotten to college even though his goal was to destroy him.” He said finishing off his story.

“That’s like… pretty fucking sad.” You said at a loss for words “Yeah but I just started to accept it.” “You shouldn't, he shouldn't just be able to throw you under the bus like that, that’s not how you’re supposed to treat a friend.” You say turning your whole body to look at him while he was driving and he just bit his lip.

“Enough about me, what about you?” “What about me?” You let out a dry laugh before speaking again. “Ever since I got here life has just been easy being around everybody just feels easy. I don't have to change my personality, I can just be myself sometimes.” You say as he parked in an empty parking lot.

“When you’re with me you can be yourself all the time.” And for the first time in a long time you felt free and that’s exactly what Ness wanted for you. He then turned the engine off but kept the music on being surrounded by complete darkness except for the dashboard that was flashing. You propped your arm on the armrest looking at him, “Do you care about what people think?” “That question just came out of nowhere but yes I do. I think everyone does and anyone that says they aren’t bothered or slightly irritated is lying.” He let out and you silently agreed but still continued to look at him.

“I like how honest you are.” You say as he looks over at you bringing his face close to yours staring at you like how you’re staring at him. Ness leaned in a little more, a smirk tugging at the edge of his lips. “And I like how mouthy you are.” That caught you off guard “Mouthy?” You raised an eyebrow, turning to look at him. “Is that your version of flirting?” “Maybe.” he shrugged his shoulders, “It’s working, isn’t it?” You tried not to smile but failed. Now that he was this close, you could actually see him, the way his lashes curled under his eyes, the smile lines that told you he smiled a lot more than he let on. His features look softer in the dim light, more human.

And then his hand brushed your face, fingers warm against your cheek. “You’re really beautiful.” He murmured and before you could respond, his lips found yours, slow and careful, like he was waiting for you to change your mind. But you didn't, you kissed him back, running your fingers through his hair. His hands slid down to your waist, gently pulling you closer, a silent invitation. You shifted, climbing over the armrest into his lap without a word, your knees pressed against either side of him as he kissed you again, deeper this time.

For a moment, everything blurred, the silence, the heat from your body, the way his body moved beneath you, desperate for friction. You didn’t realize you’d made a sound until he pulled away just to breathe, only to start trailing kisses down your neck and that’s when it hit you.

You placed your hands on his chest, stopping him. “Wait…Ness…” He looked up, his brows pulling together. “What’s wrong?” You hesitated, “I’m a virgin.” He blinked, like he didn’t hear you at first then he let out a short breath and leaned back slightly, arms still around your waist.

“Wait, seriously?” he asked, half shocked, half unsure whether to laugh “I’m serious.” You dropped your head, your body felt like it was heating up. But his tone softened immediately “Hey that’s fine like, totally fine. You don’t have to be weird about it.” You looked up at him again, and this time he was all sincerity, no teasing in sight. He cupped your cheek again, more tender this time, “You don’t have to explain anything I promise.” “But I think we should go back, they're probably waking up now.” He said and you nodded your head and slid back to the passenger seat. You just know this might change everything.

INT. KAISER’S HOUSE - MAIN LIVING ROOM - NIGHT

You opened the door of Kaiser's house just to see everyone sitting down on the couch or on the floor next to the coffee table. “FINALLY YOU’RE BACK.” Bachira said, throwing his arms up in the air “Your boyfriend insisted that we bought you food even if you weren’t here.” Chigiri said looking over at Kaiser, “That bitch isn’t my girlfriend.” Your eye twitched and it was visible “What did you just call you.” You said walking up to him as he shielded his face as you jumped on him and he flinched prepared to feel your hits but it never came.

He uncovered his face and looked at you who was just sitting on him “Damn Isagi did a number on your ass didn’t he, but thanks sesame seed chicken is my favorite.” You said, still sitting on top of him before he pushed you off and you landed on Isagi who was just laying on the floor.

“Oh my gosh, I’m sorry.” You said hopping off Isagi as he just nodded his head “Here.” Reo said handing you your food and you took it happily. “Where did the two of you even go?” Bachira asked, causing Ness to freeze up but you just brushed it off “We just rode around listening to music since all of you wanted to freaking fall asleep on us.” You said, rolling your eyes, taking a bite of your food. “I only fell asleep because the movie was boring.” Chigiri said, looking over at Kaiser but he just ignored Chigiri's stare.

“You know, Ness you should drive her around more often, she is less annoying when she’s tired.” You snapped your head at Kaiser “You’re seriously so—” “Charming I know thanks.” You gagged before speaking again “Far from it.” You said picking up another piece of chicken.

“But you’d look better in my passenger seat don’t you think?” He said as you turned your face up “You disgust me.” “Ah so you’ve discussed me? I’m a trust fund baby, you can trust me.” He said, causing your eyes to widen “YOU KNOW YOUR HAMILTON?!” You shouted and for the first time his smile seemed genuine.

“What are those idiots talking about?” Chigiri asked as Reo just shrugged his shoulders and Bachira on the other hand was just downing all his food like it was his last meal. “Alright enough you idiots let’s settle down.” Reo said, setting his food down and sat on the fancy couch and so did Chigiri and Ness. You finished the rest of your chicken and walked to the kitchen and threw it away making your way back to the living room where everyone sat now on the large couch in front of the large television.

“Why do yall always put me near Kaiser or Reo?” You complained, taking the empty seat near Reo. “What's wrong with sitting with me?” He said his sass showing just a tad bit “What’s not wrong with it.” You said throwing your legs over him getting comfortable and he just rolled his eyes. 

And just like that, everything felt a little too easy again… and you knew the easy life never last.

Here’s something extra I did because why not so here’s what readers Private & public insta story look like

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Bro I have 4k words for my Kaiser fic already and I’m nowhere near done like I still have like two big parts to write and I’m NOWHERE NEAR THEM this chapter finna be long asf💔

And mind you this is only chapter three

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Reread my armin post I’m beyond shocked ACTUALLY MY JAW IS DROPPED I CANT BELIEVE I WROTE THIS

It’s lowk a masterpiece and I indeed put my entire😸in this

Masterlist

Paring: Armin x Fem!Reader

Warnings: smut & college au

A/n: I was listening to Earned It by The Weeknd while writing this (I don’t use Spotify guys T-T)

“Fuck.” Armin let out as his hands roamed your body as you bounced on his dick. He was obsessed with you and you riding him brought him so much pleasure. It’s been almost a month since the two of you had last seen each other due to the busy schedule the both of you have and when the two of you did see each other it would only be a quick make out session nothing more.

For right now his head was thrown back feeling the way you felt around him, you were perfect. “My beautiful girl, you're doing a good job.” He said to you while bucking his hips into you as a smile appeared on your face. Armin gripped your hips making you bounce faster using you as his personal fleshlight but you didn’t mind because when it was your turn you’d use him however you wanted. 

Leaning down kissing his lips as he moaned into the kiss before pulling away “I’m not going to last long.” Armin says following that with a moan before you shut him up with a hand around his throat and a sloppy kiss to his lips. “You’re fucking me so good.” You say letting out a breathy moan as he fucked into you faster and the grip on his throat tightened making his eyes roll back.

The room was filled with the sound of skin slapping and moans and that was enough to make you cum, clenching around Armin as he hit your g-spot causing you to throw your head back and placing your other hand around his throat too as your moans canceled out his. “Right there Armin.” You shout as he hit your g-spot one last time and you came leaving a white ring on his dick.

“Use me.” You say as his pace picks up but is sloppy and his moans get louder “Squeeze tighter.” He said and you did exactly as you were told and squeezed around his throat a little more. “I’m cumming.” He says eyes now closed shut and his grip around your waist has gotten tighter as you felt his warm cum fill you up.

“I love you.” Armin said as you laid down on his chest “I love you too Min.” You replied back “I want you to do that again.” You looked up at him a little confused, “Like put your hands around my neck again I liked it.” He admitted and you gave him a smile “Alright min.” You said to him before closing your eyes to go to sleep.

A/n: If you enjoyed please leave a heart, reblog, & comment to give me feedback !!

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The Things We Hate in Ourselves | “Emotion is weakness, be better.”

M. Kaiser x Fem!Reader

series masterlist, prev, next

warning(s): alcohol use & underage drinking, party setting (loud music, crowds), emotional manipulation, verbal confrontation / public argument, mentions of mental health struggles (past trauma, dissociation), implied emotional abuse (from parents, referenced in flashbacks), strong language / profanity, emotional vulnerability / breakdown (Kaiser), slight gaslighting / psychological tension, subtle self-hate references, and my proofreader didn’t proofread this (she’s useless)

a/n: heyy guys I just wanna say this chapter does go into a little of readers backstory and Kaiser showing some vulnerability 👀 I hope you enjoy this chapter, please leave a heart and a reblog if you enjoyed they’re appreciated and comment if you wanna be added to the Taglist, baii 👋🏼💕(Lorenzo made a guest appearance serving drinks)

w/c: 5k+

INT. DORM ROOM - YOUR ROOM - MORNING

A loud banging on the door scared you awake as you looked around the room that was pitch black due to the black out curtains you put up two weeks ago. The banging started again as you stood up and hurried to the door confused with messy hair and one of your pajama pants legs was up your thigh. 

The bright light from the hallway halfway blinded you as you looked at who was in front of you. “YOU'RE LATE!” Bachira yelled at you as you looked at him with a confused expression “Wait what? and be quiet my roommate is asleep.” “NO YOUR ROOMMATE LEFT SHE'S ON HER WAY TO CLASS.” Chigiri shouted at you “What the fuck? What time is it?” “BITCH IT'S 7:55 GO GET READY WE GOT TWENTY MINUTES!” Bachira said, pushing you into the dorm room rushing you to get ready as Chigiri followed behind.

“Go wash up I’ll get your clothes, jewelry and shoes, Bachira go get her matcha caramel Frappuccino.” Chigiri ordered as Bachira nodded and sat down his drink and flew out the door as you rushed into the bathroom to get ready. 

Chigiri pulled out an outfit that was similar to his. The top was a plain white cropped tank top that he covered with a white button up that’s only buttoned in the middle so you can somewhat see the chest area and your midriff a little that he paired with some light gray jeans with some white and grey adidas that he found at the bottom of your closet.

“CHIGIRIIII.” You yelled from inside the bathroom as he walked in and saw you washing your face, “What?” He asked, looking at you through the mirror. “Can you look under my pillow and get me two ibuprofen?” You asked as he nodded going back into your room and lifting up your pillow seeing multiple pill bottles grabbing the one that said ibuprofen and rushed back into the bathroom handing you the pills as you took it.

“I told you not to drink too much cause we had class.” “‘I’m not very big on being told what to do.’” You quoted what he told you last night after you told him to go to the bathroom and throw up instead of in your bed, “Whatever.” He said handing you your outfit for today and walked out of the bathroom. 

The outfit was something simple and easy so it was complicated to put on so it took you two minutes max to put it on and as soon as you walked out chigiri had your bag and his bag on his back ready to walk out of the door. “Come on.” He grabbed you by the sleeve of your button up and dragged you out of the dorm. 

“I’m so tired.” You let out as you watched the elevator number hit one and the door opened as Bachira stood in front of you and Chigiri with you coffee in hand and when he noticed the two of you he lit up “Oh my goodness, thank gosh you two came down we’re about to be late come on.” He said handing you your drink as the three of you left the female dorms. 

“Kaiser literally stopped me and laughed then walked away with a fucking green tea…from a coffee shop..” Bachira said, explaining his weird encounter with Kaiser. “What’s his problem anyways?” You asked while taking slow blinks as if you were about to fall asleep while walking so bachira wrapped his free arm around your waist just in case. 

“All I know is that his mom left and his dad beat him.” Chigiri said, sipping his iced coffee. “That should be enough to not wanna make him be a dick like why torment people and act like you’re some sort of goddess when you literally have a bad history.” You say just letting words spill out as the three of you finally arrived at the building that your class was in.

“Chigiri, did you give me the right ibuprofen?” You asked looking over at him as he nodded his head yes “It was two, the regular ibuprofen and then ibuprofen PM.” You said as everyone stopped “I think you took ibuprofen PM…” Bachira said, looking at your tired body but it was too late to turn around. You were already at the class.

“Fuck it.” You said entering the class instantly going to your seat and putting your head down as the two boys watched sleep take over you.

-

You let out yawn finally waking up fully after sleeping through your first class due to Chigiri giving you the wrong pill. You took a seat that was in the middle of the class but still near a window putting your earbuds in because this class was mostly just the professor reading off a PowerPoint that he made the night before that he also sent to all of his student so why listen when you could just read off the PowerPoint while also listening to music. 

The class started to fill up rather quickly as a familiar face walked in causing your heart to drop to your ass. Literally. ‘Why me god WHY.’ You said to yourself as you saw the figure approaching you and then taking a seat directly beside you only making you want to sink into the cold ground. 

You turned your music hoping that would be a way to distract you from the boy beside you that you had just got into a petty argument with a few weeks ago. “Didn’t know you were in this class.” He said as your body had stiffened up as you slowly turned to look at him, he had that same shit eating grin as any other time he talks to you. “If you would have come the last two weeks you would have seen me.” You say with a smile on your face as you picked your phone up to find a song to turn to so maybe he would get the hint to stop talking to you. 

“What’s your problem?” He asked as your eyes went wide and looked at him with a shocked expression. “I don’t have a problem, you were the one that gave a smart remark the other day, I don’t even know you.” You let out.

“That’s funny, because the whole school seems to know me and you're the first person to treat me like I’m not a big deal.” He said eyes staring forward at the front of the class. “Maybe that’s the problem. You’ve only been around people who kiss your ass. Now someone doesn’t, and suddenly you’re spiraling.” You glanced over at him meaning every word. 

He paused no longer giving you that shit eating grin or a sassy eye roll “You’re mouthy for someone who just transferred.” “And you’re sensitive for someone who thinks he’s untouchable.” You whisper putting in your other earbud so you wouldn’t hear anything else he had to say to you.

EXT. COLLEGE CAMPUS - AFTERNOON 

“And then he’s like ‘what’s your problem’ BOY WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?” You shouted while using your hands to talk as Reo listened but scrolled on his phone and Bachira and Chigiri nodded while you ranted about what happened to you in class. “So he hasn’t been in class since this semester started so when he does come he’s like why are you here? Fucking dickhead.” Reo chuckled out while walking towards the soccer field because today all the boys had practice cause they had a game next week.

“Well the prince himself is going to be at our practice.” Chigiri said, taking the water bottle out of your hand to drink it, a scoff left your lips. “I didn’t come here to deal with people like him, if anything I came here to get away from people like him.” You say but honestly you were very curious about him, like why does he act like that? Who hurt him so badly that he has to treat others like shit? And why do you care so much?

“Make sure you’re writing down the notes from this morning and when you’re done go get some lunch.” Reo says upon arrival at the soccer field, after the first encounter with each other he started treating you like a little sister even if he knew very little about you and that’s what you liked about Reo.

[Listen to Crack Baby by Mitski for full experience]

“I will.” You said climbing up the bleachers sitting down in one of the middle rows “I'LL BE WATCHING YOU!” He yelled as you just gave a thumbs up pulling out your computer to do the work you missed. As you open your laptop and pull up the notes that Chigiri sent to your email, you put your earbuds in while playing the first song on your playlist, Crack Baby by Mitski and the starting beat reminding you of a familiar sound.

March 12, 2012

A girl sat in front of a chair across from a man reading from a leather bound notebook as your fingers tapped the metal part of the chair due to nervousness. “You are not your feelings. You are control.” The man read, of course you knew what it meant, it's common sense. 

The line ‘you are not your feelings’ is stating that your emotions are a temporary thing, they don’t reflect who you are as a person, and the line ‘you are control.’ Emphasizes that you have the ability to observe your feelings, regulate them, then make a conscious decision. 

That’s what it meant.

But for your parents it was like a way to say emotions don’t matter; anything outside of happiness was treated like a moral failure. They forced this fake narrative inside your mind so maybe one day you’d understand and soon think like them and think the word emotion was just another word in the English language.

“But my teacher said it was okay to cry.” You say forcing the knot in your throat down and the tears in your eyes go away. “You’re not real, emotion is weakness, be better.” Was the last thing your father had said before taking a stand and making his way out of the empty cold room.

You knew what you wanted, and you needed it badly, you needed to feel any emotion other than happiness. If that meant harming yourself mentally and physically you’d do it just to taste anything other than happiness.

Present time

So much time had passed you didn’t even notice, your eyes shifted down to the field looking at Bachira and a couple of other people laughing with each other while kicking the ball around playfully as your mind flickered. 

The same girl from before sitting at the kitchen table, silent listening to every word your parents were saying like the obedient child you were. Crack baby, I still love you, even if I can’t. A sigh left your lips as you mumbled under your breath “I left you back there, didn’t I?” You asked yourself, eyes still looking down at the field.

Your eyes shifted from Bachira and his group to Kaiser and his, he was giving his teammates a smug look. “Emotion is weakness, be better.” Echoed in your mind while you looked at him, it matches his expression, now you realized why he bothered you so much.

He’s not your dad but acted like your dad, acts like the world owes him obedience, just like your dad. But then another memory flashed through your mind, a new one. “I didn’t come here to deal with people like him.” But you did, you just didn’t realize it.

-

“You Alive?” Reo asked, snapping you out of your day dreaming as the wind practically smacked you in the face, “Yeah.” “Come on practice is over.” He said putting your things in his bag before throwing your bag over his shoulder. “We’re going to a party.” Reo spat out while walking down the bleachers towards the others that were waiting on you.

“Who?” You said genuinely curious on who the ‘were’ are in that sentence. “US! As in everyone.” He said making sure you understood this time as the two of you reached the boys that waited for you. 

“Who’s party?” You raised a brow “Kaisers.” Chigiri said nonchalantly “I’M NOT GOING TO HIS DAMN HOUSE!” You said looking at Chigiri like he’s gone mad. A sigh left his lips “You’ll change your mind when you see the view, and the drinks.” Reo said, nudging you in the side with a smirk. “You asshole, you didn’t even give me time to give her a response.” Chigiri said as his eye twitched and he looked like he wanted to hit Reo.

“Calm down now princess.” Reo said, patting Chigiri’s hair as he smacked his hand away from his hair “WATCH THE HAIR YOU PURPLE HAIRED FREAK.” Chigiri shouted, causing everyone to laugh. “Go get ready brat but don’t wear anything you really care about, it might get a little messy.” Chigiri said, stopping near the entrance of the girl’s dormitory, “AND REO IS GOING TO PICK US UP IN ONE OF HIS FANCY CARS!” Bachira shouted as you turned around and put a finger to his lips to get him to be quiet as he just nodded.

You walked into your dorm instantly hit with a strong perfume and loud music as you hurried and shut the door and rushed into your roommates room. “Asami please turn it down.” You said as she looked over at you confused on what you were saying “HUH?” “TURN THAT SHIT DOWN NOW!” You yelled as she finally heard what you said, turning the music down. “Where are you going?” You questioned her “A party that this crazy soccer player is hosting.” She said, drenching herself in expensive perfume.

“ME TOO!” You say getting excited knowing you weren’t just going with a bunch of soccer boys. “But Ima go get ready now, one of my friends will be taking me.” “Aw man I was going to see if ya wanted to ride with me cause I totally didn’t wanna ride home alone.” She sulked with a hand on her hip, “Just come find me when you wanna go I’ll ride with you.” You said while walking away towards your room to get ready.

First you’d take your shower then look for the outfit.

You didn’t want to go full party glam because chigiri did say it was going to get ‘messy’ or whatever that meant, so it was best if you wore a pair of shoes just in case something popped off. “Oh my goshhhh.” You threw your head back struggling to come up with an outfit.

“Navy blue?” You asked yourself looking at the navy blue Adidas you had pulled out but soon it’s like a lightbulb turned on in your head as you went straight to your closet pulling out random pieces of clothing that would match the shoes.

The top was a navy blue tube top paired with a low rise distressed denim mini skirt that had a chain belt that had charms on it that complemented the gold that was on the navy blue Adidas. For an extra look you added a vintage styled navy blue Christian Dior shoulder bag, next was some gold rings and some chunky bracelets. 

“YES!” You said excitedly looking at the fit in the mirror, you reached for the perfume that was gifted to you by Reo on the first week of you meeting each other for some unknown reason. You then pulled out your mini makeup drawer for some light makeup that matched the outfit, you just really wanted the eyeshadow to match the outfit, gold in the inner corner and a little on top with some navy blue blending it together making it prettier than you thought.

Reo💜

You should be done…

Y/n

God forbid a girl wants to take her time getting ready

Reo💜

You have 5 minutes

Y/n

I’m coming 🥀

You put your phone in your bag making sure you got everything you needed and begin to leave your dorm turning the lights off throughout the dorm before exiting the room. 

Walking down this hall towards the elevator creeps you out just a little bit making you feel vulnerable till you enter the elevator where the lights shined down on you as you clicked the floor number as it took you to the first floor.

Reo was parked right in the front as a smile appeared on your face as you rushed out. “Reo it looks so fancy!” You said looking at the car then seeing the logo “And it’s a Porsche with a convertible roof.” You were so starstruck by the vehicle not noticing the guys in the back giggling at you. “Yeah yeah get in.” He said, rolling his eyes as you made your way around to the open front seat.

The car pulled off while you put on your seatbelt before turning around slightly “Hi.” You waved at the boys in the back then noticed Isagi sitting beside Bachira who was picking at him. “Queen, is he bothering you?” You asked, looking at Isagi as he gave you a nervous laugh “Uhh no he’s just fine.” He nervously said, looking away from you, “Isagi, she's just messing with you, calm down.” Chigiri said, patting his shoulder causing him to calm down just a bit. 

“Play some music.” You say sitting back in your seat as Reo looked down for a split second and grabbed the aux cord and handed it to you as you connected it to your phone with a smile on your face. “You guys listen to Can’t Feel My Face by The Weeknd?” You asked as they nodded their heads as you played the song. As the song started Reo tapped his finger on the steering wheel as Bachira started feeling the beat, finally leaving Isagi alone.

“And I know she’ll be the death of me.” Reo said as your eyes opened realizing they actually knew the song as the bachira started singing next “And she’ll always get the best of me the worst it’s yet to come.” He said pretending to hold a microphone as he sang his heart out. 

“This I know, yeah This i know.” You say with a smile on your face causing the boys to smile too, turning the volume up as the wind coming in from the top of the car blew on you setting the mood even more. “We both know we can’t go without it!” You sang holding Reo’s shoulder as if you were talking to him while he just smiled while keeping his eyes on the road. “I CAN’T FEEL MY FACE WHEN I'M WITH YOU BUT I LOVE IT!” you all screamed in unison as you felt free in this moment along with everyone else in this car. 

“And I know she’ll be the death of me at least we’ll both be numb.” Chigiri sang as his hair blew in the wind making him look even more majestic than usual. Bachira was now out of his seat, arms in the air, hair blowing showing the dyed hair underneath while Isagi took a picture of the boy. “She told me, “Don’t worry about it” she told me, “don’t worry no more” WE BOTH KNOW WE CAN'T GO WITHOUT IT SHE TOLD ME, “YOU’LL NEVER BE ALONE,” OH, OH, WOO!” you all screamed on top of your lungs as Reo prayed that a cop wasn’t around at this time.

But for a moment you forgot where you were going but now you weren’t upset about it. You were happy as long as you didn’t run into him at his party, at his house, you’d be just fine or just maybe don’t speak to him. Sounds like a plan.

It’s like the music came to an end at the perfect time as Reo pulled up to the giant house that was already packed to the brim as lights from the inside could be seen from the outside. “Damn.” You said hopping out of the car leaving any personal belongings inside so they wouldn’t get taken. “Reasonable reaction.” Isagi said from behind you, causing you to turn your head to look back at him as he flashed you a boyish smile and began walking as you followed behind. 

Upon entering you were hit with flashing lights, a fog machine, the smell of alcohol, and a hint of smoke along with people scattered everywhere and Tia Tamera by Doja cat played on the loudspeakers. It’s like something straight out of a movie where the main character is going to his/hers first college party. A few people looked your way as you entered the house moving through the crowd with the same people you entered with. 

“Here you gotta take the red cup.” Chigiri said, bending over grabbing red cups and handing it to everyone “Wait, why do I have to have the red cup?” You asked, taking the cup and also picking up the bottle of Jose Cuervo to pour into the cup along with some others that were there “Because you’re single and not ready to mingle because I don’t want some random dude up in my car.” Reo said pouring Pink Whitney into his cup and seeing that sent a shiver down your spine. 

“Ohh okay.” You said taking a sip of the cup of death you just made, making a sour face once you were done. “LET’S DANCE!” Bachira yelled to you over the music and you nodded your head and started to follow him towards the open floor. 

Ayo by Chris Brown and Tyga had started playing and Bachira was already feeling the music pulling you into him as you playfully danced on him as he hyped you up as everyone around had gotten even more excited and hyped pulling out their phones jumping up and down flashlights on and everything. 

“AAYOO!” The crowd screamed as Bachira held your hand up while you and him bounced up and down with everyone as cameras were now pointed at Bachira and you since he was one of the star soccer players as he had a big grin on his face holding you close to him in a friendly manner.

“THAT’S MY CHILD!” Reo said with a bottle of Tito’s in his hand pointing at you and Bachira who were still jumping with the crowd as the music started drowning everyone’s voice out. Everyone was through the roof. “CAUSE WE POPPIN LIKE, AYOO!” Everybody screamed, feeling the music.

“Hold up, I need to step outside.” You said holding one finger up making your way towards the back door that had sliding glass doors, it was hot as fuck in there. A few people were standing outside just talking with cups in their hand and some were hurled over about to throw up. “Damn.” A voice said from beside you looking at one of the guys that was throwing up, the guy who said it had pinkish hair with blonde roots, he was a pretty boy.

“You think we should help him?” You asked, turning your head to fully look at the guy beside you but he just shook his head no, “Nah poor guy does this to himself at all of kaisers parties.” You let out a small ‘oh’ And nodded your head. “Are you new? You seem new or you've never been to one of Kaiser's parties before.” He said before downing the rest of the drink that was in his cup, “Yeah I’m new I came from America.” You said taking a sip out of your cup.

“Mm the parties there must have been more fun than this.” He said body is now facing yours so you’re looking at him face to face. “No parties were boring where I lived, it was nothing like the movies that I watched,” You expressed as he just nodded his head and listened “I had to sneak out just to go to them but ended up ditching the party to do stupid stuff with my ‘friends’ which was honestly better than the parties.” You finished off looking up at the boy who just stared at you, like he was trying to find something in you or something.

“I just followed Kaiser around most of the time so if he went to a party I went to a party.” He put his head down “You’re friends with that jackass?” You asked as he just nodded his head yes causing your eyes to widen.

“But he wasn’t always like that, he was once a little boy who just strived to play soccer for the fun of it, like it was his escape from the bad people in his life. But then over time he started to gain recognition and the bad people that were once in his life just went away and it’s like he just changed.” The guy explained and you couldn’t lie, you felt a little bit sad for both Kaiser and this unknown guy who knew so much about him probably one of his many slaves that he kept close. 

“Ouch that actually hurts me just thinking about being in a situation like that.” You said pressing your lips in a line, “But let’s not get all sappy, we're here to have fun not dwell on the past, or at least not right now.” You said with a smile making him smile too.

“Alexis Ness.” He said holding his hand out “Nice to meet you Ness I’m Y/n L/n.” You said smiling ear to ear shaking his hand before letting go. “You know Y/n you don’t smile like someone who’s happy. You smile like someone who’s trying to be.” He said shifting the mood once again as it kind of disturbed you just a bit but that was soon disrupted by a familiar voice.

“Y/n come on we’re about to take shots.” Your roommate said stepping outside “The purple haired guy told me to come get you from outside so we can take shots.” She said as Chigiri followed behind her as he noticed who you were talking to and his face twisted up. “Oh alright, I’ll see you.” You said waving Ness bye and started following behind your two friends.

“Why were you talking to him?” Chigiri asked with a concerned look “We were just talking about the party and how some guy always gets wasted.” You reassured him while approaching the island where people were standing with bottles and shot glasses and a person with a microphone stood on the other side of the island.

“Alright put your bottles away, we'll be doing something a little different.” The guy that had Lorenzo on the back of his shirt said as two people brought out multiple glasses. One of them was carrying glasses with Jägermeister in it and the other was carrying small glasses of Red Bull. “Holy fuck we’re about to get fucked up.” Someone said from beside you causing you to let out a laugh. They sat down two of both Jägermeister and Red Bull down in front of everyone surrounding the island as the person controlling the music started to count down.

“3..” “2..” “1..” You dropped the glasses of Red Bull into the glass of Jägermeister and quickly drank both glasses, placing it down on the island as Chigiri looked over at you like he just saw a monster. Now this felt like something straight out of a movie, the song Shots started playing as Chigiri started contemplating life and why he came knowing he was a lightweight. 

“We got Casamigos, Don Julio, and more, come get your shots.” Lorenzo said over the microphone a few minutes before the part of the song everyone was waiting for. You licked the space between your thumb and index finger pouring a little salt with a little lime in your other hand. As the part came up the crowd behind you started screaming “SHOTS!” As you licked the salt, took the shot and bit the lime. 

“HELL NO!” Reo said pulling you away from the island after you took another Jägerbomb. “Calm your little ass down.” He said to you as the clearly wasted Bachira just laughed at you. “I’m going to be so fucked in the morning.” You said starting to feel your first few shots getting to you. 

“Oh my gosh and I was talking to one of Kaiser's friends or whatever and I felt so bad for him.” You said loud enough for the group to hear but you were just loud enough for a few others to hear.

“I didn’t know we were just... letting anyone come to Blue Lock parties now. What dorm are you from again?” A girl said walking up to you with a few of her friends behind her obviously drunk as she held a small bottle of vodka in her hand. “Oh and I heard you say something about Kaiser, Kaiser usually goes for girls who, like, know how to shut up. Maybe he’s into something new.” You blinked a couple of times trying to register what was happening before it clicked.

“Who the fuck is this bitch talking to?” You scrunch your nose up looking over at Chigiri and Reo while pointing at the girl as they shrugged their shoulders “I thought so,” you said turning back to the girl. “She’s not in the best state so I’d advise you to go ahead.” Chigiri said moving the girl away from you creating some space just in case one of you decided to leap. “She’s just loud because she wants everyone to forget she’s not that interesting. Besides, it’s not like you’re used to being invited to things like this, right? I figured I’d give you a chance to feel... relevant when I saw you walk in..” Said the man you were trying to avoid all night.

Now Reo stepped in front of Kaiser looking him up and down before you moved him out of the way. A dry laugh left your throat “Bold talk for someone who’s the human version of a gold-plated mirror. Shiny, fake, and can’t show anyone the real him.” You snapped as a few people chuckled at that as his smile dropped, “Keep talking like you know me. You don’t even know who you are.” He said as the one loud room fell quiet as you just stared at him in disbelief as everyone just disagreed with how low he had gone “What the fuck is your problem?” Bachira said he was ready to pounce on him any second.

Kaiser snapped, not just at you but at everyone including his teammates. “None of you know me! You think standing next to me makes you relevant? Go suck up to Isagi next time, fake-ass teammates.” He said now storming off pushing past people making them drop their stuff.

“I’ll be back, I gotta pee.” You said to the guys you were around and began making your way upstairs following behind the now upset Kaiser. He stood out on the balcony that was connected to his room as you walked through his lifeless room. “If you’re going to just sit here and criticize me you can leave.” “Wow, bold of you to assume I would do that after you just did that to me!” You said closing the door of the balcony. 

“What’s your problem like I was trying to avoid you so we wouldn’t have any conflict but you still decided to find me and criticize me with a girl I don’t even know.” You said leaning against the railing looking down at Kaiser's tattooed hands that were visibly shaking.

He looked straight down at the cars that were parked in his driveway “They don’t know me. They don’t care. You think I’m cruel? Try being worshipped for a version of yourself that doesn’t even exist.” You looked over at him who had a neutral expression “So instead you tear down anyone who gets close and try to help you? That’s your solution?” He looked you dead in your eyes, his eyes looking like crystals you could stare into all night.

“You can’t treat people like trash just because you’re scared to be one.” You lifted up from the railing and he didn't say a word. “And who are you to judge another when you yourself walk imperfectly?” You say looking back at him once more before getting ready to make your way downstairs but his hand grabs you stopping you from going any farther.

He was now looking at you while the moon shined down on the both of you. “People only love what they can use. The moment I stop being impressive, I stop being needed.” He said bringing you closer where he was now towering over you.

He leans down as if he was about to kiss you, not romantically but almost like he wanted to feel a connection but you pulled away. You brung your hands up to his face as you shook your head no. “You’re not ready for that connection yet, but you’re not scary Kaiser, you’re just really fucking sad.” You said finally making your way out and this time he just watched.

Once you got back downstairs you realized they were standing waiting for you. “I’m ready to go.” “Okay let's go.” Reo said, throwing an arm around you as everyone minus Isagi made their way back to Reo’s car.

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