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[koiguy94]

This is absolute bullshit! I just lost my OG Reddit account!

I am fucking LIVID right now. My OG Reddit account that I’ve had for three years, the one with 30K karma—GONE. Just like that. All that fucking work, all those posts, the comments, the connections—it’s all fucking gone, and I didn’t even get a real explanation. It’s total bullshit.

Some asshole starts spamming my posts with lies, calling me a fake and accusing me of shit that’s not even true. This piece of shit commented, “The OP is chasing upvotes, copy-pasting the same content that already exists from social media – if someone thought that is a real story/question or how this person is feeling – it’s not. They are also using AI for writing some of the content. Purely tragic, I’m surprised they aren’t down-voted to hell. This exact specific post was already posted in various subreddits years ago, OP is just re-writing/copy-pasting something that already exists to get upvotes and posts it all over again. It’s not real.”

How the fuck is that fair? Someone violates the rules by spamming my posts FIRST, THEY STARTED IT, but THEY don’t get banned for it? I get banned for defending myself? What sense does that make? I retaliated by doing the same thing they were doing to me, spamming their posts with the same comment they spammed me with. And for that, I got my account locked and banned? How is that fair? I’m the one who gets fucked over for defending myself, while the piece of shit who started all of this gets to walk away free and clear. It’s total bullshit.

30K karma down the drain, all the effort I put into those posts, gone. It feels like everything I did on Reddit was a fucking waste. All those hours, all that energy, just to have it ripped away because some jackass couldn’t keep their mouth shut. It’s enough to make me want to rage.

I’m so fucking pissed. I worked so damn hard, and now it’s like none of it matters. I don’t even know what to do anymore. I can’t go back, and the piece of shit who started all this is just walking away like nothing happened. It’s fucking infuriating.

I just had to get this off my chest. This whole thing is complete and utter bullshit, and I’m fucking done with it. And lastly to the asshole that ruined everything for me I wish nothing but death upon you & your family!!!!

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I was used & dumped

I want to fucking kill him! I’m a mess right now I’m heart broken, Last couple months being with him wasted What was the point in the first place? Dating fucking sucks cuz what if you break up with the person then what was the point of dating them in the first place you spent all that time with them for what nothing since y’all broke up…. No matter how much time you spent with that person whether it’s months or years if you break up all time is wasted You never gonna get that time back it’s so fucked up!

Fucking sucks my anxiety been horrible non stop panic attacks I feel like I’m gonna die any minute now. when someone breaks up with you for no reason they don’t care what that does to you how much it hurts you how they put you through hell when they break up with you they’re selfish they only care about themselves & will leave you for dead like you’re nothing.

I’m fucking worthless, I got screwed over in the end like all my past relationships when I didn’t do shit to him I treated him like a prince & I get shit on In return. why do I always attract the batshit crazy ones? I always attract the batshit crazy ones, ones that use me & string me along & leave me like I’m a piece of meat.

I keep thinking about everything my ex boyfriend said throughout the relationship he saying “you changed my live” “ I’ve never met anyone like you” “you’re different” “you’re a one of a kind” “I want to spend the rest of my life with you” “you’re the one” & etc. I honestly felt that way about him. I Can’t help to think he didn’t mean that shit & he was lying the whole time he was just love bombing me, messed with my mind & my heart. That’s so fucked up like you don’t mess with someone’s feelings like that. He never loved me he never cared about me I was just a sex object to him, I was objectified.

He dumped me like I’m nothing, He got fucked a couple Times got what he wanted then tossed me to the side like I’m just a worthless piece of meat. I wish nothing but death upon him FUCK HIM!

[koiguy94]

Whats your routine when hosting a hook up?

Im always struggling to say yes come on over, because then my cleaning overdrive kicks in and I gotta get all ready and clean house, vacuum floor, double check toilet seat, have towels handy, and all that, like a damn hotel I am 😆🤔

Then I have been to guy’s who were not even bothered by their overflowing garbage, stained toilets… etc etc one in particular had stuff from floor to ceiling and a mattress off to the side closest to the sliding door… odd enough he was one of the “hot ones” in a gay club.

How do you feel about it?

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Heard My Ex-Boyfriend Talking About Our Intimate Life with His Friends

I just need a place to FUCKING VENT and maybe some advice because I feel completely empty and down right now.

I (30M) and my ex-boyfriend (28M) had been dated 2 months. Everything was great for the most part until it was all a lie on his part. To avoid boring you with unnecessary details, I’ll get straight to the point.

Two weeks ago, my ex-boyfriend and I were pretty drunk and ended up doing the deed. For context, in our intimate life, I’m a top, and he’s a bottom. And my dick is big and thick 9 inches. After we finished, I went straight to sleep because I was really tired, while he stayed up to talk with his friends on a video chat. I didn’t immediately fall asleep—I’m the kind of person who wakes up to the smallest noise—and his conversation with his friends, even though they weren’t loud, kept me awake.

At one point during their conversation, his friends started asking about how our relationship was going, if everything was good, and eventually, the topic of our bedroom life came up. I won’t lie, I got a little curious about what he would say. But what I heard completely broke me.

He told them that he fakes enjoying it, that his reactions and sounds are all just an act to let me have my fun. Then, he said he misses how things were with his ex, who was “way better” than me in his opinion. I was shocked who don’t enjoy big dicks lol

Hearing that crushed me. After that, I started distancing myself from him, feeling disgusted to be near him or to let him touch or kiss me.

Yesterday, he came to me crying and begging me to tell him what’s wrong, why I’ve been avoiding him, and why I wouldn’t touch him anymore. I didn’t know what to say, so I just told him work had been draining me—which is partly true, as I’d started picking up extra hours just to avoid being around him.

But I’m still haunted by those words, and I can’t get them out of my head.

I just feel like complete shit. My confidence and self-esteem have been shattered by those words, and I regret ever hearing them.

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His overuse of the word "hoodrats"? (Showing the full argument)

**CONTEXT: “Him” is a friend and we'd had bad arguments about social issues before where he'd yelled & said pretty bad things to me.**

Him: “Old people call for stupid fucking reasons or are angry over things I don’t have the power to do anything about. They also overexaggerate. Hood rats are uncooperative. Always give me a hard time usually. Kids are the same as juveniles. They deserve a x2. Accidents are really time consuming and tedious. Plus dangerous and the people involved aren’t the brightest sometimes. I get called for animals way too damn often. I explained my beef with lesbians.”

Me: “Don’t call people hood rats, that’s racist. But yeah, the rest sounds tedious.”

Me: sends a funny cat video

Me: “That cat is you doing random stuff for the old people that call you.”

Him: “You are the racist. You just assumed I was talking about black people. I wasn’t. I was talking about hood rats. All races.”

Me: “It’s a racist term. Also classist. Like why equate poor people with rats? Not for non-racist or non-classist reasons.”

Him: “They are hoodrats. Until they prove to me they’re not. I can think of worse things to call them.”

Me: “See, this is why they don’t like you.”

Him: “I am always professional and respectful until someone gives me a reason not to be. Hoodrats instantly are hostile. So fuck them.”

Me: “Just don’t call them that.”

Him: “Literally the moment I make contact, they want to start shit. I’ll call them that. Fuck them. You don’t want to be civilized? I’ll be an asshole back.”

Me: “I mean, asshole is a non-racist alternative. Literally no need to be classist about it.”

Him: “I’ll call them hoodrats because it’s more fitting to me.”

Me: “Because you like the classism and racism? Is that the appeal?”

Him: “Because they are scum. Yeah, it is.”

Me: “Insults need that racist dimension?”

Him: “Again. You are making it racist. You. Not me. Scum comes in all colors and backgrounds.”

Him: “They are hoodrats.

Him: Until they prove to me they’re not.
Him: I can think of worse things to call them.”


Me: “See this is why they don't like you.”


Him: “I am always professional and respectful until someone gives me a reason not to be. Hoodrats instantly are hostile. So fuck them.”


Me: “Just don't call them that.”


Him: “Literally the moment I make contact they want to start shit. I’ll call them that.


Him: "Fuck them. You don’t want to be civilized, I’ll be an asshole back.”


Me: “I mean asshole is a non-racist alternative. Literally no need to be classist about it.”


Him: “I’ll call them hoodrats because it’s more fitting to me.”


Me: “Because you like the classism and racism? Is that the appeal?”


Him: “Because they are scum.
Him:  Yeah, it is.”


Me: “Insults need that racist dimension?”
Him: “Again. You are making it racist. You. Not me. Scum comes in all colors and backgrounds.”


Me: “The term was made by racists.


Me: Words have histories. It's specifically to insult poor people from urban centers.


Me: I guarantee I can trace the etymology back to the Reagan or White Flight era when urban areas became predominantly not white. Whatever, call them assholes, disrespectful, whatever. But have some basic decency.”


Him: “Negative. They have none. So I will show them none in turn. You get what you give.”


Me: “Just stop being racist and classist, man. This is like the ‘gypsy’ thing all over again. You say stuff, you’re just repeating it without realizing what it means. And literally all it comes down to is shitting on one group of poor people or another. Class-less behavior, period.”


Him: “Ok. I'm going to drop it. It’s something you would never understand until you were actually doing it and dealing with these people.”


Me: “I’m sure that assholes would piss me off. I hate assholes. But I wouldn't be racist or classist in return because that'd make me an asshole.”


Him: “Whatever dude.”
(the chat interface showed he was still typing for a couple of minutes)


Me: “Yeah yeah. I know you respond poorly to any resistance to mean behavior. You're "gonna go." We've had this fight a billion times. Yadda yadda. I'm the worst person ever, blah blah blah.”


Him: “Those low-income people I'm calling hoodrats. Or I should probably say no income or homeless, cause trouble for others, are disrespectful, and are an absolute dread on society. Hoodrat is derogatory, and it’s well deserved. Because they benefit nobody, which alone wouldn’t be so bad, except they cause problems for others. So yeah. I’ll call them hoodrats. I don’t care how offensive it is.


Him: It’s a title well earned.”
Me: “Jeez, you're insulting homeless people too? Dude. Zero empathy in that brain of yours, huh. "No benefit to anyone" sounding real capitalist there.”


Him: “Yeah, I am. They aren’t just homeless. They are burglars, dope addicts. They steal, they harass, and they bring trouble to hard-working citizens of society.”


Me: “Tito would not approve.”


Him: “Because they aren’t! Tito would have them jailed or hauled off to work camps. People like that were spat on and looked at with extreme disdain.”


Me: “I mean you still look at them with extreme disdain.”
Him: “As I should. What should I praise them? They are useless.”


Me: “You brought that European classism right over here.”
Him: “But beyond that, they cause problems. Listen to this dumb shit.”
Me: “They’re human beings. Yeah, people are assholes.”


Him: “But beings that are fucking pieces of shit.”


Me: “But like homeless people are often sick. Or disabled. Or just fucking poor. Which again brings me to the fact that you can insult people who are assholes without bringing class or race into it.”


Him: “Being homeless does not make you a bad person. Being a POS does. And you say all of this. But you wouldn’t get within 5 feet of these people. Race has NOTHING to do with it. You are bringing race into it.”


Me: “Hoodrats is a racist term. You brought race into it. I just pointed it out. You just have no idea, like you had no clue "gypsies" were an actual people. Because that word is used so often as an insult or derogatory term. Some shit that's normalized shouldn't be, and this is one of those things. Calling people vermin or classist, racist, cruel things is literally how you end up with unhinged policies. You act like my family and I don't get called shit like that. And you're expecting me to be okay with you calling other people that? Develop a crumb of empathy.”


Him: “Blow me. You and your empathy.”


(Didn’t reply because Him had gotten angry and called me many awful things for speaking up in the past.)


Him: “Nothing to say?”


Me: “What am I supposed to say to that?”


Him: “Fine. I'll say something. For some reason I'm in a shitty mood and just got really snappy. I've been behaving like an asshole all day. I'm sorry.”(Showing the full argument) Was I wrong in this argument about his use of the word "hoodrats"? Was I being too sensitive, over-blowing it or putting words in his mouth?

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Who Pays For Dinner?

I’m seeing a therapist after a badly broken heart and we got to talking about a recent date I had. I said I paid half on our first date. She asked why.

I said I always split. Once in an established relationship we take turns paying rather than formally splitting.

She still didn’t understand why. I said because it feels equal. Because I don’t want to feel like I owe anyone anything.

Her response was that even if I was dressed like a bum, I should get dinner paid for and not have to feel like I owe anything.

For me, it’s really about feeling equal, but I also don’t like feeling indebted to anyone. Friends of bfs/gfs

Am I crazy? Or is she?

She also talks like the woman/gay fem guy should be the queen in the relationship, but I don’t agree. Why not equal?

Should I stop seeing her? I think her advice is warped.

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My friend killed two men and doesn’t regret it

Yeah, I met my best friend of two years through mutual friends. I got too drunk at a party, ended up spending the night at the house who hosted the party had a one night stand with the host I fucked him he is a bottom & were both drunk af. Honestly I deserved it lol. I met my friend (host’s roommate) while I was leaving to go home, In the living room, we got to talking and he told me he was probably gonna get two murder charges. That shook me so I asked who exactly he killed, apparently 2 men had raped and permanently disfigured his 15 year old sister when she tried to walk past them, she had hid it for a month but eventually couldn’t handle it anymore and told my friend about it. He didn’t say anything to her, drunkenly loaded 6 rounds of 12 gauge slugs into his mossberg shotgun later that night and handled it. He ended up beating his case a week ago too, he’s a damn good man and I just wish the best for him. I don’t excuse what he did but I understand, I have a younger sister I’d gladly do the same for. I’m just happy the system didn’t turn on him and that he’s free

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I’m speechless my friend didn’t deserve this

The blue lights flash behind me, and my stomach knots up like it always does. I’m not speeding, not swerving, not doing a damn thing wrong. But none of that matters. I’ve seen this movie before, and it doesn’t end well for people who look like me.

It’s 11:47 PM, and the streets are dead quiet. The only sound is my heartbeat pounding in my ears. I pull over slowly, hands already at ten and two on the wheel. The squad car rolls up behind me, and its headlights flood my rearview mirror.

“Stay calm, Marcus. Stay calm,” I whisper to myself.

A tall officer steps out, his face shadowed by the blinding glare of his car’s lights. Another follows, shorter, stockier. Both walk toward my car with a predatory swagger, like they’ve already decided how this is going to go.

The first officer taps on my window with his flashlight. I roll it down just enough to speak.

“License and registration,” he barks, not even looking at me. His flashlight shines straight into my eyes, making me squint.

“Yes, officer. I’m reaching for it now,” I say, my voice steady but strained.

I move slow, deliberate, narrating every motion like I’m talking a toddler through a bedtime story. “I’m opening the glove box… here’s the registration.” I hand it over, then reach for my wallet.

That’s when it happens.

“GUN!” the shorter one yells.

Before I can react, the door yanks open, and a fist slams into my temple. Pain explodes in my skull as they drag me out of the car. I hit the pavement hard, gravel biting into my cheek.

“Please! I don’t have a gun!” I scream, my voice cracking.

But they don’t care. The first blow of the baton lands on my ribs, then another, and another. I feel something snap inside me. My screams bounce off the empty street, but no one comes.

“Stop resisting!” one of them yells, even though I’m not resisting. My arms are pinned under their knees, my chest pressed to the asphalt.

The flashlight smashes into the back of my head, and my vision goes blurry. Blood pools in my mouth, the metallic taste making me gag.

“I’m not… I’m not resisting…” I gasp, the words barely audible through the blood and pain.

They don’t stop.

One of them pulls out a taser and presses it to my back. The jolt rips through me like fire, my muscles convulsing uncontrollably. I’m choking on my own screams now, tears streaming down my face, mixing with the blood on the pavement.

“Thought you could pull a gun on us, huh?” one of them sneers, kicking me in the stomach.

I can’t breathe.

I can’t breathe.

Everything starts to fade—my vision narrowing, my hearing muffled. But just before I black out, I hear the crackle of the radio.

“Suspect subdued. No weapon found.”

I wake up in a hospital bed, handcuffed to the rail. My body feels like it’s been through a meat grinder. My jaw is wired shut, and I can barely see out of one swollen eye.

The nurse won’t look me in the eye when she whispers, “You’re lucky to be alive.”

Lucky? That’s what they call this?

The door creaks open, and two officers step in—not the ones who nearly killed me, but their colleagues. They’re calm, composed, rehearsed.

“You assaulted two officers during a traffic stop,” one says, his tone cold. “You’re under arrest for resisting arrest and endangering law enforcement.”

I can’t even respond.

The story they’ll tell will be different from mine. The dashcam “malfunctioned,” and my word won’t mean a damn thing in court. To the world, I’ll be just another violent Black man who got what he deserved.

But they won’t tell you about the nightmares I’ll have for the rest of my life, the way I’ll flinch every time I see those blue lights again.

Because for men like me, there’s no escaping the horror.

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Its a white man's world and the rest of us are only allowed to play.

Maybe it’s an unpopular opinion, so I am posting this in what I consider to be a neutral place where I can FUCKING vent.

All these Woke, BLM, LGBTQ movements are permitted to a certain extent, but when they start to truly interfere with the white man's world, they shut it down and the sad part is that they have the support as the recent election has proven.

It seems that you can only make it in this world if you align yourself with their interests, as you succeed - they must wet their beak. When you start to outgrow them, they will knock you down a peg or shut you out.

Racism, sexism and greed are disguised as patriotism, Christianity and conservative values. There is a core of beliefs that are deeply rooted into our society and when they feel we stray from them, they find a way to reel us back. They have no remorse for the way others feel as long as they are not affected themselves. The way they express themselves about the Black, Hispanic, Asian communities is disgusting. The way they claim rights over a woman's body is horrifying.

They dont care about tearing families apart, people taking their lives due to oppression. As long as it doesnt affect their life.

A friend of mine is an extreme red state supporter and sells himself as a devout Christian and patriot. He is also the most perverted person I have met (will not say it but will literally drool aftera woman). He also once told me that Slavery wasnt as bad as people tell it, that there were stories of slaves that decided to stay with their masters after slavery was abolished because they didnt have it bad at all. He says Democrats are evil, that Obama was the antichrist and that this was in the bible. Illegals are here to harm America, Blacks are victims of their own communities.

The sad part is that I have learned that there are millions of people like him, and only reveal their beliefs when someone passes the "test". In some ways they will refer to people of different cultures as "one of the good ones" if that person shares things in common with them.

They have generational wealth and control the economy and politics. We are led to believe that we are all equals and if we work hard we can be anything we want. What they dont tell us is that we are up against generations of networking and succession that only strengthens their power.

We work hard to have a good life and do well for ourselves but we as we grow and succeed, we must remember who's in charge if we are to keep playing the game or they will do it for us.

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My ex boyfriend & ex friends are plotting against me

I need to tell you guys something that is the truth. I’m convinced that my ex boyfriend & my ex friends are undercover and is working with the CIA. They’ve been plotting against me, gathering information because of what I know about the aliens. This isn’t just a feeling it’s real and important to share. voices in my head & hallucinations told me everything they’re with the CIA.

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50 posts!

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No friends

Does anyone else have like no friends and never had anyone that they could call someone their best friend in their 30 years of life?

Everywhere I worked it’s always the same story I say hello and try to smile and be friendly and talkative at first but it always ends up that I am the loner of the group and always end up eating alone. I don’t understand why this happens. I am shy person, however I do initiate the conversation at first few times, but after the person is not replying with the same energy I just kinda stop. But now I am talking with less and less people from the group and they don’t talk to me. Any tips on how to reverse this and in general what are the reasons someone you don’t know seems to dislike you already?

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Why do people treat mentally ill people like kids?

It’s so annoying when they talk to me as if i’m a child. They treat me like i’m beneath them like hello?

Their tone is condescending and like talking to me is charity work like get tf off your high horse.

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Jealousy

Why are so many people Jealous of each other these days?

Why can't they just worry about themselves?

What do you gain out of being Jealous?

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Wtf happened

I’m sorry but when tf did poorer people start liking the rich politicians. When I was younger it was eat the rich in these rural areas and now it’s let’s worship him like a fucking weirdo. Sorry but wearing political merch of any kind is cringe tbh. But when tf did it flip and why? I don’t understand, and it was brought my attention when watching a podcast and I was like hey wait a minute you’re so right, what’s with the switch up?

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I don’t want kids

Why is this such a damn problem for everyone around me? In my early to mid 20s the thought came across my mind but not ANYMORE!!! My views changed drastically! I'm now 30 years old.

Why is everyone still saying "Oh you might still want them one day!" HELL NO I don't. I have never wanted a child not once in my life and why should that bother you.

Also, I will never raise another man's kid. That's not my responsibility. I'm sorry so many men make a mistake at 15 and 16 and getting girls pregnant way too early, but it isn't my responsibility to clean up after that shit. I avoid woman with kids purposely as to not get mixed up with that crap. I have never lead a woman with kids on, never had a one night stand with one, and I have always cut things off if I flirted with them and found out later on that they had kids.

I'm so tired of hearing about all of this shit.

Leave me alone.

I seriously would rather be romantically alone for the next 75 years then have a child or raise someone else's.

Fuck off.

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Why are people so fucking miserable on Reddit.

“Don’t major in this career because it’s saturated”. Or you get made fun for picking a career that’s not high paying. “10% of top men are fucking 90% of women”. You try to reply with common sense and you get immediately downvoted. “You’re in 30s with no wife your life is over”.

you didn’t really run away from competition. I know there’s issues with capitalism in the U.S but you would think the U.S is the walking dead if you believed everything on Reddit