ladykoa

[ladykoa]

I'm writing a story but I can't put anything queer in it because my family will give me crap about it so here are a few things that are canon TM but aren't really mentioned in my story!! :3 1) Kharisma is bisexual, with a preference for women 2) Faye is secretly head over heels for Kharisma 3) Kharisma was Faye's first kiss <3 4) I'm still debating on whether or not to make Faye bisexual or a full on lesbian, cuz she gives off lesbian vibes but also I kinda ship them with Nodin and he fs likes her a lot.. hm I think Faye is a lesbian I'm like 80% sure haha 5) Faye's pronouns are they/she :D 6) The banished prince (still workshopping his name lol) is gay, and fell in love with a Half named Dune 7) Despite how feminine Dov is, and ik y'all will wanna make up your own hc about him, He is a fully hetero cis man. He and Nodin sorta flirt here and there, but it's in the same way that straight boys in school hit on each other and are somehow still 1000% straight LOL 8) Jason/Jay is transgender, ftm <333 He's also asexual!! 9) Speaking of, Faye is also asexual my beloved

Hopefully I'll be back with more of this

[ladykoa]

trans?

I think I might be transgender, ftm, but I don’t want a wiener, I’m fine with my lady parts except I get dysphoria from my b00bs every other day. I’m pretty sure I’m gender-fluid, but idk sometimes I think I’m just saying I might be trans for attention cuz I’ve almost always played girl characters in games but recently I’ve been thinking maybe that was because I just thought they looked cool/pretty cuz I really like girls but I want to be a boy but I still like being feminine but sometimes I wanna look masc or androgynous, so that’s why I think I might be gender-fluid cuz my style is always changing. So I think I might be trans, gender-fluid, pan-sexual...  Sorry, I just needed to vent there wasn’t really a point to this post.  

[ladykoa]

[ladykoa]

if you like her, buy her daggers

[ladykoa]

I'd Like To Build A Greenhouse

It's so expensive to live in Alaska, and with all this crap going on with the Willow Project and just,, the world plummeting in general, I think a really smart move is to start a garden, and I encourage everyone to do this. Saves tons of money in the long run. But where I live it is hard to have gardens because the winter is so harsh. So I'm gonna try to build a greenhouse. But that’s expensive, so I'm trying to get the word out as much as I can. If you are unable to donate money it would be wonderful if you could at least repost it. But I'm not forcing anyone to give anything. Have an awesome day y'all <3

[ladykoa]

my love are you alright, love? Do you feel well, darling? *feeds you soup* get your rest, my love. *kisses your nose*

[ladykoa]

I need to care less about what people think. My life would be so much better :’)

who cares 💥

[ladykoa]

Numb Nothings I think my mind’s Deteriorating My eyes are Glazing over I am Blind. I hear every sad wave As it washes over me Tangled in the plastic rings I cannot swim To break the surface Pull me Down I feel Heavy Like a boulder is tied To my chest I sink To the ocean floor. My head is Empty The insides Rotting, Hollow. Make room for Insects and mice Their chatter is Far too loud Headache.. Close my eyes Sleep. Four more hours Yet I’m still Just as I was before. Exhausted And Lonely. I will waste away In my room. Timelapse til my Skin sinks in To my ribs, And broken bones emerge. I have no Energy. Why Do I feel Like nothing? How is it that I Mix better with The mushrooms and mountains and trees Than I do With any other person? Why must I Feel as though I need purpose I need reason To live In order to be ‘Happy?’ Purpose Is hard to find. I just, Exist. Let me exist In quiet contentment. Let me not dwell In this numbness. For it Consumes Me

Carolyn Abigail

[ladykoa]

amen to that ;)

everytime a man does me wrong i have to remind myself that i could do better because Asra from the Arcana would never treat me like this.

[ladykoa]

My Silent Lover

Trace this bosom

Paint a map

Lose yourself

In me.

Lure me deeper

Deeper

Deep

Kiss me until

I lose sleep.

-carolyn

[ladykoa]

okay this took a bit of a disturbing turn-- he kept coming back, never bought anything at the store where I work, just dropped by to give me little gifts like a loaf of bread or coupons. He then called the store phone one day and invited me to get pedicures, like a date? Keep in mind he's like 70 yo,, and I'm like 19. It was a very uncomfortable experience, and I wound up lying about my age saying I was 16, to which he apologized and hung up.

Please be careful out there, guys. He interpreted my being nice and polite as flirting, and saw that as an opportunity to try to pursue me. I'm a late bloomer when it comes to a lot of things in life, so this is my first real job, despite being 19. I've never had this happen to me before and so I was so so scared. Maybe I'm overreacting but I just had to share. Stay safe y'all!

I told a guy at work that he looked like the Vulture, and today he stopped by to give me a spiderman Pez Despenser haha

[ladykoa]

Originality *chef's kiss*

[ladykoa]

✨romanticize communication ✨

Communicate to your partner!! This helps every situation aNd helps you both better understand each other. <3

[ladykoa]

I'd much rather marry my best friend than a stranger as pretty as the sky

[ladykoa]

I told a guy at work that he looked like the Vulture, and today he stopped by to give me a spiderman Pez Despenser haha

[ladykoa]

Shiiiiiiiiiiiiit I need to be more patient

There are no shortcuts to any place worth going

[ladykoa]

I'm on Facebook dating... just had a guy message me saying he'd f*ck me "so hard I wouldn't be able to walk for days" as if that were a compliment and in conclusion I hate men.