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When someone asks me about my plans for future but I plan to shift for the rest of eternity

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me maladaptive daydreaming while listening to songs from my dr and imagining performing them instead of actually shifting

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Shifting is kinda scary. i haven't made it to one of my drs, but just thinking about what a mind blowing and like intense experience it will be for me to just process that i actually did it feels weird but also very exciting.

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i get so frustrated and just wanna freak out sometimes because i've been shifting for over four years now and i feel like i haven't made any progress. i haven't felt any kind of connection to my dr or had a minishift or anything while trying. i don't wanna give up on it and i don't plan to but i also just don't know what to do to at least try and change my mindset so i can actually believe it's something i can do 🫠

maybe i'll just make this into a shifting journal kinda or maybe i'll forget i have tumblr for a few months again.

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So for people that have shifted, what made it clear to you that it was real? like is it just how it feels when you wake up in your dr or is it something else? i really wanna know what it's like to shift and how yall like clarify to yourself that it's a real experience and not something else.

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Thinking about bathing together, not in a sexual way just being close to each other in the warm water, feeling their fingers massage shampoo into your hair and then feeling their soft hair around your fingers as they do the same thing. just being close to each other with you leaning back with your back meeting their chest (or the other way around if you prefer)

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Shifting experiences from old Internet forums.

while we should thrive off of internal validation when it comes to everything we do but it’s exciting to discover things that could validate our beliefs. here are some that i came across last august.

persistent realms.

an obe from 2008.

another obe from 2002.

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Not fic today or tomorrow i've been feeling very off the past few days (probably from lack of sleep) but shifting motivation.

I've seen alot of people (mostly on tiktok) try to push that you NEED to believe in shifting to shift and that is not true.

just two post of anti shifters or people that didn't fully believe they could shifting from the subreddit

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i'll try getting something written tonight or tomorrow

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hello!

may I ask for Idia x afab reader nsfw please? like Idia eating out reader for example

I crave Idia smut

thanks!

Yes! i love Idia sm 💕

Idia x afab reader smut

no gendered pronouns mentioned

Idia loved this feeling, your soft thighs on either side of his head and his hands holding them in place as he lapped at your folds. your juices were all over his mouth and running down your thighs as he continued eating you out as if he was in a trance.

You hadn't expected him to be so good at this but after a bit of guidance in the beginning it only took him a few minutes to catch onto what made you feel good and he exploited those weaknesses all he could.

“I-Idia that's-” you were cut off as another orgasm rippled through your body causing a loud moan to come out of you. Thank the seven his room is sound proof.

“J-Just a little m-more, [reader]. you taste s-so good, I wanna keep going…” He said through pants as he continued using his tongue to torment you. he let out a small moan when he felt your thighs tighten around his head as you came.

It was going to be a long night for you.

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Choso x reader fanfic where they get freaky deaky

opened requests and i watched my friend type this out on discord and my other friend request mamon nsfw head cannons (will do them after i do another request)

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this is a silly request but do you think u could do an older brother choso comforting a depressed reader........ headcanon/drabble/whatever i just yearn for older brother choso content .. (and im depressed) (and hes my comfort character)

ofc! i'm not good at comfort but i hope you still like it.

Older brother choso x depressed gn reader (fluff)

Choso was getting really concerned. You haven't eaten all day or come out of your room, except to use the bathroom a few times, he stood outside your room with your favorite food ready to try and make you eat or at least tell him if there's anything he can do to make you feel better.

You were one of Choso’s precious siblings after all, to him that meant he had to do everything he could to keep you safe and happy.

He opened your door and walked in to see you laying on your bed and scrolling through social media on your phone. e walked over to you at sat down on the edge of your bed as you sat up to see what he wanted. “I brought you some food, you haven't eaten all day, [reader], i'm worried about you.” he said offering you the plate. he watched as you hesitantly took the plate from his hand and began eating. you knew that if you denied the food from him he would keep bothering you until you ate at least some of it.

“Are you doing well, is there anything i can do to make you feel better.” Choso said. You shook your head, taking another bite of your food. “No, i just haven't been feeling good for a while.” you said.

“Are you sick? i can go get you some medicine.” He said, wanting to make you feel better any way he can. “No, not like that…I just don't feel like i have the energy to do so much get out of my bed.”

choso paused thinking about what could make you feel better “well if you just need like a reason to then we could go do something, like just go out to eat or whatever else you might wanna do. as long as we can get you out of your room for a bit i'm sure you'll feel better.” he said, reaching out to rub your back gently.

“yeah you're probably right, i wouldn't mind going somewhere tomorrow if that's ok.” you replied. choso immediately got his phone out to see what was available and you started feeling a little better as you guys started planning what to do tomorrow.

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He’s in another reality.. :’(

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Writing and requests.

will do:

all gender pairings (wlw mlm mlw etc)✅

afab or a amab reader/ y/n✅

Smut/ nsfw✅

fluff/sfw✅

head cannons✅

random scenarios/ drabbles✅

yandere✅

won't do:

non con❌

stepcest/incest❌

big age gaps (minor x adult etc.)❌

smut/nsfw of underaged characters ❌

characters i'll write from: My hero academia, jujutsu kaizen, genshin impact, honkai star rail, haikyuu, obey me, twisted wonderland, demons slayer, attack on titan, and whatever other characters i may know.

enjoy and feel free to send requests as long as they fit in these rules. i'll occasionally write just whatever i'm thinking for fun obviously so it won't just be requests

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shifting saved me, yes in the sense that I hate this reality and can go to better ones, but also that I can finally fuck those pathetic men-

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