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✨️He's levitating✨️

Gosh I miss being there so much, I hope they'll come back to Europe soon🥲

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Will you ever forgive me?

Of course, Cody.

Rewatching Clone Wars atm and forgot how much I loved them🧡💙

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Because I am sick AGAIN, here are my current Codywan WIPs🫣

I genuinely cannot believe that I got ill again, in the span of like a few weeks, this time my body blessed me with the cough💅🏽 But I didn't want you to keep waiting so here I am posting WIPs for the first time ever on this blog I think!

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Okay guys, Codywan it is! I already have a few wips, and I can't wait to continue them after all this time!

Guess who wanted to be more active and their body was like: Hmmm, perfect time for a intestinal infection🤪😍✨️🤩

I lost four kilos and even had to go to the hospital, but now I'm better and ready to make new art! For that, I thought, why not make a poll, so I can see what you are invested in rn🫶🏽

These are all the fandoms I'm invested in atm and I just don't know what I want to do first, so maybe you can help me :)

Thank you, voting and sharing is highly appreciated🫶🏽🤧❤️

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Guess who wanted to be more active and their body was like: Hmmm, perfect time for a intestinal infection🤪😍✨️🤩

I lost four kilos and even had to go to the hospital, but now I'm better and ready to make new art! For that, I thought, why not make a poll, so I can see what you are invested in rn🫶🏽

These are all the fandoms I'm invested in atm and I just don't know what I want to do first, so maybe you can help me :)

Thank you, voting and sharing is highly appreciated🫶🏽🤧❤️

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Old fanart I haven't posted on here I guess🫶🏽

My two favourite Nerds💚💜

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GUYS yesterday, finally started to work on Can we get back to yesterday? again🤧 after two years!

I just felt like I have to continue this and well yesterday I managed to write another paragraph!

Not enough for a whole chapter yet, but I think I now know which direction it shall take :)

Also I try to get off Instagram for reasons and I will try to be more active on here. I was gone, for like 2 years in the Octogoblin fandom and I'm asking myself if anybody is still there sometimes. But otherwise, I am doing this for me and because I had so much fun with all of the Octogoblin people, so maybe I will revive this fandom someday! <3

💜💚

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...over someone like you🎶

Quick first sketch of Perpetua💜

I gotta say, seeing him smile while he sings is something so special, it's really moving somehow🥹

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"Y'know Krags, that ye're my best man, ay?"

Well, I am BACK

Again, but I would lie if I said everything is fine atm, it's clearly not, but you know sometimes old Kragdu Fanart comes first💅🏽

Also when I re-read some old fanfics and fanart I more and more realize, how present they were in my teenage years, it's unbelievable! I love how I found back to something that I loved so much as a kid💙❤️ and maybe this is the one thing that helps me through my problems atm🫶🏽

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Guess who wanted to be more active and shortly after first caught a flu, then had the Norovirus and now has to battle with multiple allergies against literally every pollen that exists🥳😩🤪

BUT

I still have some left over fanart that I will post so I will now try to be more active🍀🫶🏽

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Thinking about posting an old Gotg fanfic which I started writing in 2017...

It's about how Peter wasn't the first human the Ravagers "stole" from earth🫣

Basically there is a lot of Kragdu fluff and an OC they adopted as their Child. They are a happy "family", until something happens that left especially Yondu very bitter and broken, idk if I should just go for it, I even illutrated the fic so it's a completely finished work

Only problem is: I wrote it in German💀

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So, I updated my pinned post!

Now there is everything in one place and in new Order!

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Got into the X-Files recently, I had to draw the girlboss with her malewife💅

Please, no spoilers further than S6 in the tags/comments🚫, life update under the cut!

Platonic work partners? Soulmates? Old married Couple? I don't care, I love them either way✨️

Also, I used no reference, please spare me💀

If you want to know what was going on and what will happen in the future with this blog, read under the cut! Cw: mental illness, depression and a lot of private stuff

So, I am still around and yeah, tbh life was pretty fucked up. I am searching for therapy bc I might have depression, but the cause for this seems to be, that I still live with my parents and I am financally unable to move out. The relationship between me and my parents is good, I experienced no physical abuse, but they are way too clingy than they should be and this is like I am living in a prison which I am emotionally trapped in.

I currently am searching for a job, as I finished art academy last year and the anxiety of my future carreer got over me. I went to a doctor, who said I need therapy, but, you know, the situation is pretty bad.

Next week, I have a job interview, and if I get the job, I will be at home less and I am hoping my mental health will get better.

Due to my low energy and my living/ housing situation I couldn't draw as much as I liked to, because I just had no creativity left in my head. Slowly, it's getting back, but it's still very much draining my energy, which led me wondering if this is really the job I want to do. I just don't have fun anymore and that's also why I didn't share art on here.

Although, so hopeless this all might seem, I look foward to share more fandoms on here. More Guardians of the Galaxy, as I got drawn into that again, the X-Files, Ghost, maybe even some german stuff! I just want to break up the "this is an Octogoblin blog", to make room for ALL the things I love.

Otto and Norman still are a very big part of me, and I still love them so much! But I think for now, I just make this blog what it was intended to be: A place for all of my fandoms, where I can be who I wanna be and share all of my fanart.

All of it!

And I am looking foward to that.

It's overwhelming stuff that happens atm, for example the new Ghost album/ Papa V reveal, the Good Omens Drama, job interviews and therapy, and I tell you, after I rested another time, I will come back.

Because, honestly: I love the tumblr community. I love every single one of you.

I don't care, how many people like the same things as I do. If you are 3 or 300. You all mean a lot to me💜

Thank you for reading, and hopefully see you soon!

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Merry Christmas everyone!

Merry Christmas everyone!

Take this as a present! <3

Chapter 17 aka The Christmas Special is now online! Have fun!

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I am riding in the shadows behind you on a pale white horse

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I am still alive, yay

Sorry I wasn't active recently, I just feel very bad atm, I am sitting in a dark hole and I cannot get out by myself :/

This is something I made a few weeks ago, so yeah, just to let you know why I am not active rn

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*gripping your shoulders and shaking you* you gotta promise me one thing, if nothing else. you have to promise me to live, do you hear me. and if it's for nothing else but spite, LIVE. donald trump wants you to feel defeated and alone. let's show him and all the americans who voted for him that we will not stay quiet, we will not be devided and we will LIVE. we will survive that 78-year old felon, we will OUTLIVE him. so please reach out to friends and family, reach out to each other and STAND TOGETHER.

PLEASE, LIVE!

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Kragdu folks, I see and hear you!

Got drawn into that hole again, so here I am sharing some doodles with you <3