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lucky to have a body that lets me access it completely lucky to have a mind that is expansive lucky to have a heart that is full lucky to learn that life is worth participating in

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imagine having a whole community named after your own birth place literally dedicated to u just cause you did the majority of the influencing.

sappho wasn't just a wlw poet she should be considered as a greek goddess.

where did the term “lesbian” come from

Lesbians were long thought to have been named after the isle of Lesbos, home of the poetess Sappho who wrote in praise of women. Modern studies however suggest that this is inaccurate, as most lesbians have their own individual names.

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real

“fuck you, my child is fine-”

Ma'am, your child is a writer

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lames apocalypse

the amount of people i've looked at recently and thought "i'm glad we're not close like that anymore/i'm glad we're drifting/i'm glad our interactions will be limited because i am dedicated to end our meaningless connection asap" is crazy.

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lilith

lilith was never evil she was just fed the fuck up of men always being in control when it came to intimacy & was quickly named as "villain" & became an outcast just cause she had the guts to rebel against it.

lilith the black moon in astrology is what we call our "shadow self" because it represents our deepest darkest desires that we tend to normally neglect. That is because pursuing that little thing we extremely crave might make us feel scared, paranoid & we could possibly be shamed for it.

for example; if your lilith is in aries, you were probably seeking power and independence from childhood but the people around you always wanted you to be needy/dependent on them. They taught you that wanting your own independence isn't necessarily a good thing when it for sure is.

even if we tried going after it, we find ourselves getting constantly restricted because our mind automatically plays it down and convinces us that its a stupid idea. That is how lilith felt when people went against her. she lives within all of us. That is why "shadow work" is extremely important & has to be done - it is a form of rebelling against the things that make you unhappy just like lilith did. you gotta be happy in life and go after what you want :)

(i will never stfu about this)

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so comforting to know that i can just leave. i can just go. that is the mere allurement of existence. i can do whatever the fuck i want

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as a girl who is literally just a girl i am always yearning. always longing always missing always wearing my heart on my sleeve. always feeling like my heart is on the verge of exploding. the sight of the sun makes me cry. anyway

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Happy new year ✩

2024 is abundant. 2024 is warm. 2024 is the year where every dream & wish desired is surely manifested into this physical realm without fear and doubts, blessings on blessings for eternity.

virginia woolf's 1931 new years resolutions : "to have none. not to be tied. to be free & kindly with myself. sometimes to read, sometimes not to read. to go out, yes—but stay at home in spite of being asked. as for clothes, i think to buy good ones."

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connection

I keep seeing hearts everywhere specifically after prayers & manifestation rituals. I feel ecstatic. like i dont know who heard me out but i was heard bro !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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its ruining me mentally

youre weirdly obsessed with finding meaning

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full moon in gemini

i have never felt this nonchafuckinglant in my entire life what rlly is in the air? i feel so dark & emo

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(we are all Jerusalem, we are all Palestine 🇵🇸) ڪلنا القدس كلنا فلسطين

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she is me

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med uni moments

I remember being stressed over my anatomy seminar & when i expressed the anxiety i had felt to my prepared friend he told me:

"don't start if you're going to stutter" and I ALMOST died from laughter because of how real that phrase was.

I consider whatever he told me as one of my own personal philosophies today. He was absolutely right. Don't start if you'll stutter.

(he is a leo rising)

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i'm sure we're taller in another dimension

“Please tell her, that when the sun goes down I think of her. Please tell her, that I will never forget the sound of her voice calling my name. And please, let her know that she lives in my heart and that everywhere I go, I always see her face.”

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gilded lily

can't believe i haven't been on tumblr for 3 months. feels like i'm on a different dimension than the one i used to reside in. it is true. transformation does take place in time if you allow it to work itself through. it is true. things do get better, and you do eventually end up with what brings the soul bliss.

i came back for the poets and the spilled ink. The tears cried over Franz Kafka's letters & Sappho's gushing over lavenders and lesbian love. I came back for the writers that had everyone around them die or live in the pages of the poetry they've written. I came back to water my roots - my language.

poetry.