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please im so fucking fat and everything fucking sucks and i fucking hate myself and i swear to god if i dont start to lose weight real fucking fast im gonna be dead before i hit my gw

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My personal th1nsp0 from my phone <3

(All pics from 📌)

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20+ recipes below 150kcal (Pt. 1)

I was on pinterest and I thought I must share the recipes with you guys. I picked all of them, and the limit is 150 kcal so yeay!!

here’s the list of the recipes.

cheddar egg muffin (150 kcal)

italian baked egg and vegetable (149 kcal)

quick cauliflower stir fry (114 kcal)

shrimp stir fry (117 kcal)

cauliflower stir-fry (57 kcal)

stuffed strawberry and cheese french toast (149.3 kcal)

chicken miso soup (132 kcal)

prawn salad with pickled cucumber (100 kcal)

spanish tortilla with artichokes (107 kcal)

tarka dhal (137 kcal)

warm rainbow cabbage salad (129 kcal)

fruity prawn cocktail (130 kcal)

leek and potato soup with peas (134 kcal)

strawberries in balsamic yogurt sauce (51 kcal)

skinny mini blueberry cheesecakes (138 kcal)

slow cooker fudge (114 kcal)

white bean avocado toast (140 kcal)

squash and kale gratin casserole (104 kcal)

avocado breakfast toast (140 kcal)

individual egg and spinach bowl (84 kcal)

fast fish burger (141 kcal)

roasted ratatouille (150 kcal)

chocolate cake (95 kcal)

vegetable balti (131 kcal)

baked aubergine (81 kcal)

Chinese dumpling (63 kcal)

You can always find substitutes for the ingredients to lower the calorie count.

If you made any of the recipe, don’t forget to share the outcome with us ❤

Stay safe lovelies ❤✨

Part 2 | Part 3

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fasted all day today it feels so comforting

broke it with a kids menu spaghetti bolognese when i went out with my family

i was on the edge of a panic attack the whole time lolll

i hate eating out

was only around 250cal tho

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MOOTSS!!!!!! Reblog if ur an active 3d/sh block as of april 24 would love to be moots!!

Under 18 please thats all(im a minor so yeah other minors) -read my intro !!!

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opening ur phone after 6 hours to see no notifications

they never answered... we were in the middle of a conversation

i guess im not worth their time

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i ate 250 calories today and im so happy

because now im not scared that restricting is hard

it was easy and made me happy

i will get out of this forced 'normalcy' and back to restricting easily, with joy.

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at this point im not even functioning

i can just feel the weight building up all over me

i would rather die than be fat again

but ik im already halfway back to my sw

please either let me lose or let me die

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im getting closer and closer to my hw and there is nothing i can do about it until school goes back

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i didnt realise i had the starvation fluff until i lost it, now im shedding everywhere wtf

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my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->

REBLOG IF UR AN ACTIVE EDBLR BLOG AS OF: APRIL 2024

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please excuse that brief moment of emotions i promise it won't happen again

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please no-one is answering me but if im alone im going to kill myself and i said i wouldn't do that yet

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dude my heart is beating so slow and sluggishly what the hell... this never happened when i fasted

is my body punishing me for eating? its not my choice i swear!

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mealspo

100g of celery: 14cal

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ive gained. ive gained 2 WHOLE KILOS

from 2 DAYS OF BINGING and 1 DAY OF HEALTHY EATING PATTERNS

all of my progress from the last month is gone

i want to kill myself what the fuck

i need to get my shit together

*2 kilos is 4.5lbs