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STATS ♡

cw:148

gw1:135

gw2:125

ugw:110

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I’m backk ♡ this time definitely sticking to this shit i wanna be cute in a bathing suit i wanna look like Ariana grande, to be so thin and delicate. i NEED to be petite. i will be just wait.

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how do i win

not eat and get skinny or keep eating and get a fat a55

im literally going insane i cannot win i hate this life

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just had to repost. this is gold 🙌

Fuck it: Trump fatspø

WHY HE LOOK LIKE THAT EWWWWUH

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currently scrolling tumblr while on the treadmill 😝

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Hii guys i’m back! i fell into a really bad rut and was quite literally eating three meals a day 💀

But i only gained 4 pounds so it’s manageable

the past 3 days i’ve been only eating dinner which is better but i need to pick an ana diet quick.

my issue is some of them never even work so if you guys have any favorites that work for you let me know and i’ll try them!! ♡

Also any super low calorie snacks!! i always get burnt out on the same one!

love,

syn ♡

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I feel disgusting

Abt to go to the gym and run until i pass out

How many calories should i shoot for? 😭

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this trend is so hard when i’m half ana and half gym girl 😭

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I have come to learn being in a relationship is the biggest @na inspiration. Like hearing him say “I mean she’s not skinny but I like her” to one of my friends really is giving me the motivation I need… and I’m not even mention all the half naked women on instagram 😭

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Me once I move out:

(I’m only half back btw- not dieting till new year)

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Haven’t posted in so long.. but going to try and start a 48 hour fast.

I work 20 hours out of the 48 so it should be fairly easy.

My only exceptions are water and tea

Also looking for 4n4 buddies so if you’re over 18 and wanna hold each accountable!!!

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i’m starting a 48 hour fast at 12 tonight water and gum only. i know tomorrow the hunger pains will be quite hard to fight but im hoping saturday isn’t going to be that bad and then on sunday i plan on in taking 400 cals at most. wish me luck i alr have a headache just thinking about it lol

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Hey everyone the weather is getting hotter in some places so make sure your drinking lots of water! ♡

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literally getting a new crush is the biggest ed motivation possible i love it

i started a new job in august and got a hugeee crush on one of my coworkers and i’m down 15 pounds just too look good for him 😭

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i literally cannot stop eating wtf i need to lose 15 pounds by the 9th omg help please

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literally ate one of my fear foods today during a binge don’t even know how that’s possible but i managed it😐 also wasn’t planning on eating today and i literally ate like a normal amount of cals. i’m honestly so disappointed in my self rn but i’m just going to try and forget about it and sleep lol. tomorrow and friday i’m fasting and then saturday i’m going to have 300 cals and then sunday monday and tuesday going to fast

also please help and give me your favorite calorie burning workouts because i’m going to try and walk and workout everyday

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breakfast// 0cals

lunch// 0cals

dinner// a large monster 15cals

only worked out for like 7 minutes and then got super lazy and gave up lmfao