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[lowcalcake]

that is so me

This feels 1llegal to confess here in €dblr but I need to get it out of my chest:

I bing3 bc it’s fucking thrilling. It’s always sweets & the sugar is so addictive for me. When it I get in the “fuck it” mindset, I feel good for a moment. I love the feeling that nothing matters, and loosening up. It even makes me consider just being a miserable b1ng3r for the rest of my life, at least I’ll have the comfort of sweets

I’m always in conflict with that part of me. I promised myself I’d get to my gw, but sometimes b1ng1ng feels like more reliable coping than listening to the @n@ voice. It’s instant gratification. If I feel vulnerable enough, the thought of l0sing 0.5 - 2 p0unds a week doesn’t feel relieving enough, compared to the sensation of sugar.

But Ik I’ll never have peace of mind unless I get to my gw.

I wish my €d was more simple than this. Just ⭐️ve to cope, or stop caring & b1ng3 forever. But no, both extremes have to coexist in me 😍

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PLEASE I NEED THIS

just NOT proteins ! i rely on proteins

PLSSS COMMENT !!

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day two / im 162 and yeah im fine with it just wish i was a bit taller so id look skinnier

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day one : 28/01

sw : 62

cw : 51

gw : 50

Ugw : 45

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can someone remind me of how fat i am ? my bmi is fucking 20, and my stupid feel like eating is worth it

SEND HELP

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Group chat

Hey we are looking for more members for our ana support group ! Mostly under 18,

gimme ur instagram under and ill add you

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wth is wrong w me ive been eating 1400 cals without even feeling bad, just bc its vacation like cmon i have to wear this dress for new years eve and im doing this to myself ?

Anyway im back on track and wont let go, wish me luck, meanspo will be appreciated here bc mannn ive been way too relax these last days

fun fact : shopping thight on aliexpress made me realise i was doing shit bc bro the thinspo there is amazing

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heyy im looking for an ana buddy, just to help me trought my fast, to give each other tips, motivation , ect...