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I miss being active on here. I’m in my comeback era.

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Omg. Being diagnosed with atypical ana is by far one of the most invalidating things that could ever happen. Like ok thanks sure, just send me spiraling why don’t you?

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Srry i didn’t answer ur text im litterally trying my hardest not to kms !! 😊

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It’s like as soon as I hit my gw I turn into a raging pig and start binging.

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I no longer have a bedroom door. Bye bye exercising in the middle of the night. I’m going to go die again. 🤗

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My new favorite quote is, “If being skinny was easy everyone would be skinny.. so shut the fuck up and go work for it.” - @localtranny

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Guess who’s less than a pound from meeting their goal weight…it’s me bitches. 🙂

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I wonder if I’d feel differently about recovery if I actually had supportive parents who cared about my well being.

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There’s nothing worse than relatives showing you pictures of your old self. Wish I could erase me from history.

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POV: me after realizing I can’t be a sкιnny queen if I bιnge everyday

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Ok I need to rant.

I collapsed at a volleyball game (probably the most embarrassing moment of my life) and long story short I’m now in forced recovery. I have to eat at least 300 cals to be able to practice for cheer and I literally want to die. I’m thinking about quitting cheer. I don’t want to gain muscle but it also fills time which means no room to binge. But I never loose weight endless I have atleast 100 cals but this whole forced recovery makes me want to fast because I literally have no control and it makes me crazy. Ugh I hate life.🖕🏼

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If the only reason why im still here is because people in my life need me why do I feel so lonely all the damn time

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Me with an ED wanting to loose more weight but ignoring Google when it says the fastest way to loose weight is actually eating. 🤡

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adults when you tell them you might be mentally ill be like that's not mental illness everyone does that. my brother in christ you are also mentally ill

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One of my old teachers came up to me and asked if I’ve been working out because I look thin. Love the validation Mr.Y

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