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I got to the point where this doesn't even come close to how I feel. I would kill myself in a heartbeat if I wasn't scared of death and what comes next I don't want to go to a worse place it is so bad living like this but eternal damnation would be so much worse.
I divorced my wife I can't see my kids I don't have a single friend in my life because I pushed them all away and my family don't understand or believe that depression is real. I cry so much and so hard in my bed that my heart feels like it's going to stop from the pain. I tried to find someone and I thought I did but again I pushed her away by shutting myself off.
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It's my birthday 🎂 and the only thing I wish for is I wish I was never born 😊
#anxeity#anxitey#dead#lost#deppresion#cant sleep#dead inside#demon#dissapointment#the losers club#birthday#i hate my birthday#wish i was never born
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#anxeity#anxitey#dead#lost#deppresion#cant sleep#dead inside#demon#dissapointment#the losers club#mood chart#therapist#therapy#luck#bad luck#good luck#worst luck#bad hand#worst hand#lucky me
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#anxeity#anxitey#dead#lost#deppresion#cant sleep#dead inside#dissapointment#demon#the losers club#mood chart#therapist#therapy#children#son#daughter#happiness#true happiness
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#anxeity#anxitey#dead#lost#deppresion#cant sleep#dead inside#demon#dissapointment#the losers club#mood chart#therapist#therapy#love#true love#my love#love quotes#what to expect#expectations
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#anxeity#anxitey#dead#lost#deppresion#cant sleep#dead inside#demon#dissapointment#the losers club#mood chart#therapist#therapy#friends#i have no one#no one cares
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#anxeity#anxitey#dead#lost#deppresion#cant sleep#dead inside#demon#dissapointment#the losers club#mood chart#therapist#therapy#humans are a plage#evil humans#bad technology#good technology#good or bad#humans are stupid#i hate stupid people
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#anxeity#anxitey#dead#lost#deppresion#cant sleep#dead inside#demon#dissapointment#the losers club#mood chart#therapist#therapy#worthlessness#worthless#self worth#self doubt#self hate#self destruction
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#anxeity#anxitey#lost#dead#deppresion#cant sleep#dead inside#dissapointment#demon#the losers club#dreams#mood chart#therapist#just thinking#cant remember my dreams
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Down my own personal black hole again.
#anxeity#anxitey#dead#lost#deppresion#cant sleep#dead inside#demon#dissapointment#the losers club#black hole#personal suffering#my own personal hell
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#anxeity#anxitey#dead#lost#deppresion#cant sleep#dead inside#demon#dissapointment#the losers club#mood chart#therapy#therapist#always alone#never gonna be good for anyone#bad partner#failure#worthlessness#worthless#bad husband#bad father#why try
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2019 Fashion year in review. (via @rover_thecat)
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#anxeity#anxitey#dead#deppresion#cant sleep#dead inside#lost#demon#dissapointment#the losers club#mood chart#therapist#therapy
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#anxeity#anxitey#dead#lost#deppresion#cant sleep#dead inside#demon#dissapointment#the losers club#mood chart#therapist#therapy#delete me#dint want to exist#i want to die#without me#life would be much better without me
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