#my own personal hell

[delayeddrabbles]

my own personal hell - tvd!rafe

"See, when your family��decides that you're nothing but an irredeemable piece of trash, well, guess the best thing to do is prove them right, right?".

a vampire diaries au for rafe cameron inspired by @starkeymeow's hunger games au. i know I've seen someone else use gradient moodboards before. if that's you let me know and I'll credit you.

vampire hunter!rafe who doesn't realise Ward is a hunter and the Cameron ring is a resurrection ring until he dies as a result of working for Katherine.

vampire hunter!rafe who's still very much unhinged and sociopathic even though people always assume hunters are the good guys.

vampire hunter!rafe who hits on Bonnie even though he's too old for her. Caroline would love for him to be older sexy danger guy 2.0 but she's too perky and spoiled for him.

vampire hunter!rafe who gets obsessed with weapons and power, eventually finding a knife that siphons witches and makes him stronger so he then exclusively hunts witches.

vampire hunter!rafe who kills supernatural creatures because they're an abomination not because they're evil or murderous and who's basically a gun for hire.

vampire hunter!rafe who dates Liv until her death and plans to kill Kai for revenge.

vampire hunter!rafe who would probably fully support the Augustine Society and is lowkey a human supremacist.

vampire hunter!rafe who despite being a hunter often ends up with supernatural beings due to a taste for hot crazy chics.

vampire hunter!rafe who's from out of town but Kildare has it's own Founder's Council equivalent which Ward is on.

vampire hunter!rafe who hatches a plan to get Kai alone in a prison world so he can kill him but the Camerons betray him and lock them both in there.

[frnkiebby]

do you have any clear images of frank's left arm tattoo?? specially during revenge era, i need them for art reference :(

i think these might be the best i have for that time period.

mind you it’s 3:56am and i woke up and can’t sleep so like….i’ll look again when i’m actually human~🎃

[time-traveling-slime]

Oh gods. Oh gods oh gods oh gods.

[feral-ass-raccoon]

beat borderlands one today let's gooo

anyways WHY ARE THE CREDITS 35 MINUTES LONG. WTF. WHY.

[honeybee-fuzz]

horror movie but it’s just 2 hours of mouth sounds and people eating grotesquely

[itmeblog]

Watching people get really excited to see snow for the first time in years: 👍

Walking my dog while wearing 2 pairs of pants (still can't feel my legs) and getting hit with a 20-something mph wind that drops the balmy 25 degrees Fahrenheit (about -4 C) to somewhere in the teens and tries to strip my coat away as it forces me to either walk backwards or decide that I just don't like breathing:

[intothewildewego]

Title: The Void

Your blood flowing through my veins,

feels like poison, burning my insides,

spewing out of me.

A part of me wishes it would—

till there is no more.

No more questions,

no more lies,

no more pain,

no more anger.

No more family.

Reflection:

There’s a space inside me where all the unanswered questions live. Family, expectations, and emotions intertwine into something that feels like both poison and release. This blog is my journey through that space—the void where I search for clarity, understanding, and a way to heal.

[undead-potatoes]

I have a couple of family members with some dietary restrictions, and trying to find recipes for them makes me feel like an insane person every single time

"this brownie is gluten free, sugar free, paleo, vegan, low calorie, and totally guilt free 😋😋😋" bitch I'm just trying to bake a normal brownie that won't send my family member into anaphylactic shock, not go through some kind of disordered diet culture horror story

[cellgatinbo]

so mad that the days i’m away from my computer is when my favorite streams happen 😔

[arandombiped]

this is one of the reasons I think I may be autistic. It’s not just that I miss social cues, but that they’re always so fluid for the neurotypical people I’m trying to read.

Sometimes it feels like everyone around me is speaking in a secret language and I'm the only one who doesn't know it.

[nibbles-whispers]

trying to find the blog i sent an anon ask to, but i didnt follow them bc i didnt want to give myself away nor did i reblog any of their posts cuz i didn't want them to see me stalking their blog

[hellishvxbes]

It’s crazy how I was literally just so fine until I walked into my house and it was like all the weight just came back on my shoulders. It just tells me how I need to desperately find my way out.

Cuz I’m so unhappy, no matter how I try to mask it I just. I hate it here.

[symphonyofsilence]

Let the poor man rest.

[ihaveanaxe]

Being forced to read Lord Of The Flies, while I’ve newly bought Deadpool comics (DP, Spiderman & DP, AND Wolverine VS DP), the entire Lord Of The Rings trilogy, and Book Of Bill sitting on my shelf is actually torture

[pumpkinbear-7]

I got the brain rot of this hell

i know if i was 1000 years old i'd be googling people i used to know and readig the personal life section on their wiki pages and calling my oomfs to gossip about them allll the time

[pretendfan]

I go between loving my fics and hating them BUT I also have the unrealistic urge to write at least three different wip’s that are all haunting my dreams so…