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tips on writing poetry?

I‘d definitely say don‘t force it, let the ideas and inspiration flow on its own. That‘s how you get poetry that is authentic and also makes you tell your story in your own words. Don‘t pressure yourself, my ideas always come randomly and throughout the day! To calm down your mind & get inspiration you could also try to meditate or take a walk. I know its simple but for me it helps a lot. You got this. 🤍

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This retrograde is drowning me,

in a lake filled with pity,

reality seems kind of blurry,

I can‘t escape the waters now.

Try to hold myself above,

but my lungs keep bloating up,

my whole body is about to explode,

atleast thats what it felt like,

when you told me you will let me go.

Emotional death is like a curse,

going numb when all you know is hurt,

my body not responding to emergencies,

suddenly it can‘t tell what is dangerous to me.

I‘m too scared to leave this situation,

staying is sometimes more comfortable on my nervous system,

but if I continue to do so,

I will hurt myself the most.

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crashed out in my bed,

sheets covering my skin,

how did I ever let you in,

loneliness down my spine,

I didn‘t pick you as mine,

you did it the first time,

run and chase me,

catch and kill me,

just to try to revive my lifeless body,

such a disgrace,

but I couldn‘t stop playing your game,

like a fallen puppet on strings,

treated like the villain in movies,

why do i need to feel this?

pieces left of me sit,

across your house,

can you see it?

my energy never left the building,

it haunts you to this day,

2 years down the drain,

now I can never love again,

I can never love again.

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I fly like a fairy through the winds,

getting carried by my gorgeous wings,

for a moment I feel relieved,

to not have to deal with worry.

I keep flying higher than I ever have,

until the wind pushes me down from above.

Now I lose control over my situation,

panic spreads all over myself.

My thoughts are rambling around my brain,

I don‘t know how I‘m gonna land safely.

Crash through clouds and between trees,

I somehow make it down effortlessly.

Sometimes it‘s not as bad as it seems,

even if I feel like I‘m dying.

I make it out alive and continue flying.

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Territorial behaviour,

a replaced misfit,

you intended to leave me,

and I still ran with it.

Felt the betrayal miles away,

like a wolf his clueless prey,

you see my face in every cloud,

and think of me whenever they come down.

As the rain pours against your window,

and the clouds become one,

you realize you can stop searching for me now,

because I‘m gone.

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run,

hide,

run,

hide,

you always knew where to find me,

thinking my love would last for eternity,

here I am letting myself fall again.

I landed on the hardest surface,

the concrete was in desperation,

now my spirit searches for you in abandoned places,

but the man is nowhere to be found.

I stroll around your streets,

make it past your house.

But the car you drove wasn‘t on the entrance.

I‘m about to give up seeking revenge,

I‘ve never been a woman like that.

But my ghost will haunt you for life,

because what you did killed me inside.

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run,

hide,

run,

hide,

you always knew where to find me,

thinking my love would last for eternity,

here I am letting myself fall again.

I landed on the hardest surface,

the concrete was in desperation,

now my spirit searches for you in abandoned places,

but the man is nowhere to be found.

I stroll around your streets,

make it past your house.

But the car you drove wasn‘t on the entrance.

I‘m about to give up seeking revenge,

I‘ve never been a woman like that.

But my ghost will haunt you for life,

because what you did killed me inside.

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I‘m not fond of it,

the idea to let go of an circumstance,

once meaning the absolute world to me.

My brain still visualizing,

the pain and blame you caused,

as I thought we had it all.

My intuition has been signaling the worst,

but the gut wrenching feeling that comes with it,

is even worse.

I try to find the right words to put in a letter,

but my soul has no words left to enter.

My nervous system can‘t decide,

if I‘m in danger or safe at the time.

Constant distress and despair,

no mirror could ever show me an accurate reflection,

of who I am today.

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Spoke in riddles,

not ready to reveal the truth,

I‘ve been carrying with me,

for years and years.

Went into hiding a while ago,

not wanting to be seen,

by some friends I used to know,

over different seasons.

Like a fox in the wild,

I‘d like to be free,

but my anxious heart,

murders my will.

I try to fight my thoughts,

so the war in my mind can stop,

and I get to rebuild my tender soul.

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Come to me,

like I‘d come to you,

it‘s not easy to accept the truth.

Not miles away,

just a short walk,

but you still feel so hard to grasp.

Hold your own heart captive,

but let mine be free,

I feel like an addict,

craving you here with me.

It‘s so unfair,

I know I shouldn‘t have been so naive,

to think you would keep me for an eternity.

I keep running,

maybe I will catch you up,

until then I’ll keep trying,

chasing butterflies your direction.

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It started to sink in,

and a wind of revenge overcame me,

blowing catastrophic thoughts inside my body.

I became numb to my own touch,

as I tried to save me,

from the hollowing storm following my every step,

waiting for my downfall so it could take my breath,

I ran faster than I ever could,

trying to escape the misunderstood.

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Should I surrender,

our time together?

Let go of the past,

there‘s plenty reasons as to why it didn‘t last.

Late night cries,

teary eyes,

a lot of pain,

I feel in my vains.

Why was it so sudden?

I wasn‘t prepared,

so sadly now,

my heart won‘t be repaired.

You‘re still on my mind,

even if I wish I could finally leave you behind,

but all that I know,

is I‘m a girl with a good soul.

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It started to sink in,

and a wind of revenge overcame me,

blowing catastrophic thoughts inside my body.

I became numb to my own touch,

as I tried to save me,

from the hollowing storm following my every step,

waiting for my downfall so it could take my breath,

I ran faster than I ever could,

trying to escape the misunderstood.

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Did you see stars in my eyes?

I was able to be magnifying,

never scared to trust somebody.

Up high there was always someone,

on my mind,

now it‘s empty pages,

no names written on them,

probably just a phase,

I can‘t stand the chase.

I‘m not reliable,

not an option you can choose.

I‘m unavailable,

mentally and physically confused,

and still so unforgettable,

I know you want to be my muse.

I‘m unavailable and I don‘t want to hurt you.

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Please escape from me,

as if I was a shed burning to the ground.

Evil rage within those flames,

I lit up within myself.

Please run from me and don‘t look back,

I‘m not fully healed yet.

I know these burning flames could keep you warm,

but you‘ll turn out cold once I‘m gone.

And I noticed what you meant as I kept reading,

the blame I was ready to take on instead of dealing,

with the consequences of falling in love with you.

I held onto you until you transferred your fire over to me,

right as I was about to bloom.

My blossom caught fire now,

I couldn‘t run nor extinguish the flames,

so I had to sit with excruciating pain,

eventually turning into ashes,

while you move on to light up your next victim.

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Please escape from me,

as if I was a shed burning to the ground.

Evil rage within those flames,

I lit up within myself.

Please run from me and don‘t look back,

I‘m not fully healed yet.

I know these burning flames could keep you warm,

but you‘ll turn out cold once I‘m gone.

And I noticed what you meant as I kept reading,

the blame I was ready to take on instead of dealing,

with the consequences of falling in love with you.

I held onto you until you transferred your fire over to me,

right as I was about to bloom.

My blossom caught fire now,

I couldn‘t run nor extinguish the flames,

so I had to sit with excruciating pain,

eventually turning into ashes,

while you move on to light up your next victim.

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Did you see stars in my eyes?

I was able to be magnifying,

never scared to trust somebody.

Up high there was always someone,

on my mind,

now it‘s empty pages,

no names written on them,

probably just a phase,

I can‘t stand the chase.

I‘m not reliable,

not an option you can choose.

I‘m unavailable,

mentally and physically confused,

and still so unforgettable,

I know you want to be my muse.

I‘m unavailable and I don‘t want to hurt you.

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