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Got put into forced recov but I'm back now >:D

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Mal3spo is a spectrum and it's either Chrístían BaIe as Patríck Bateman, Chrístían BaIe as Trevor Reznik, or scp-096 and that's IT!! NO IN-BETWEEN 🙅‍♂️❌!!!

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I'm in this serv and can confirm, very good >:3

4n4 discord #5: 3dblr strikes back server is officially back up, come get yall grub!

dm for the link <3

ft. 50 self assignable roles anon confessions bot 75 channels water, meds and teeth brushing reminders! qotd poketwo + owo bot

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new freak alert ❗❗❗

their username is on the screenshots, pls block/report them

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GO BESTIE!1!1!1 ^^

36 kg d1fference ✨

b3for3

aft3r

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Little update on my wl :3

In the span of 3 weeks I've gone from being 1kg away from my lw, TO THE HEAVIEST IVE BEEN IN 2 MONTHS 😭😭 Turns out I kept gaining BECAUSE SOMEONE (my dad) KEPT FORGETTING GO GIVE ME MY MEDS!1!!1!1 UUGGGHHH IM SO PISSED OFF WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE GAINING 4KG IN 2 WEEKS!1?1!!1??1 Anyway I'm gonna try and set a new record for my longest fasting time bc my birthday is in a week and 4 days AND I NEED TO BE MY LW ON MY B-DAY 😭😭😭

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OMG YALL IM SO SORRY FOR BEING SO INACTIVE, I SWEAR IM NOT IN RECOVERY OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT , LIFE'S JUST BEEN CRAZY HECTIC LATELY 😭💔😭

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That skinny feeling after taking a huge shit >>>>>

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I WILL REACH MY UGW BY HALLOWEEN (im completely fucking insane)

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just a reminder not to interact with/block people like this person!!

they are most likely a creep and a “4n4 coach”.

another reminder that i am NOT looking for a coach and anyone creepy is not welcome on my page

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You would probably be ur GW if you followed your own advice 😁

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UUUUGHHHH WHY DO I HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS

Yesterday I was at the lowest weight I've been in months (43.4kg), and my fat-ass decided that I can "reward myself" (eat 2500cal), and now I've gained 0.9KG AND AM BACK IN THE 44kg RANGE, I HATE THISSSS, WHY DO I HAVE TO ACT LIKE SUCH A FATASS

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OMG IM SO SORRY I FORGOT TO DO THIS 😭😭😭

But in the span of 21days I've lost 3.3kg (not bad but also not good)

Anyway here's my weight on the day of my psychiatrist visit aka sept 25- 43.4kg

I NEED TO GET TO 42kg BEFORE MY PSYCHIATRISTS VISIT

Watch me document my weight loss, from Sept 4th, to sept 25, and hopefully reach a new lw

(I'll update by rebloging every day with my morning weight)

Sept 4th - 46.7kg

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TW: BC

I think my collarbones are becoming more visible, I'm BMI 17.1 rn and weight 45.4kg :33

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Doing a new diet!1!!!1!!1

Day 1

Morning weight- 44.0kg

4 Chicken nuggets- 205cal

Pork roast with mashed potatoes- 231cal

Chocolate- 199cal

Exercise- 297cal

Net- 348cal

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“You deserve to eat🥺” take one GOOD look at me

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I would look so much skinnier if I didn't have boobs

I just wanna cut them off so badd