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Hey,

I know I haven't been on here recently, but I think its because I'm happy now....either that or I've been manic for way too long.

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And just like that, you broke the last bit of trust I had.

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Suicide is such an easy thought, but such a hard action. On days like this I wish it was the reverse..

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This chaotic love will surely kill me

[mypubliclypublisheddiary]

They aren't here for you

They're here for themselves and your pleasure is a mere side effect

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You didn't think I would smell her on you?

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Why is this so accurate

*feels any negative emotion that i KNOW will pass in 30 mins* im going to kill myself im going to kill myself im going to kill myself im goi

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Many people talk about hiding the unacceptable parts of themselves for acceptance, but I never hear about the people who don't have that skill and just walk through life with massive uncertainty because we don't know how to hide it... and we don't know if you'll like it...

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Everyone should know the international sign for Help Me. Let’s make this famous!!

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Hi

I'm looking for someone to trauma bond with

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I only come here when I miss you

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Its not you, its me

Its me

Its me

Its me

Its me

Its me

Its me

Its me

Its me

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If you admit that I'm not selfish, then maybe you'll find out that you've been the selfish one all along