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uhm so i kinda just started a 72 hour fast.. i was gonna recover but got bodyshamed so we are back at it again ig 😓

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hi guys, i have an announcement to make.

recently some stuff has been happening and it has caused rapid weight loss for me, now normally i would be happy abt this but the reason behind it is killing me. hereby i wanna say that i think its time for me to slowly recover, im not deleting tumblr fully yet, incase of a relapse, but i wont be active for a while

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why is tumblr so dead ☹️

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my new safe food is gyoza dumpling. its only 45kcal for one gyoza dumpling and it fulfills my pasta needs?

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just found out that coca cola (doesnt matter what kind) is linked to obesity. im gonna kms

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coming back on tumblr after a binge is the worst type of shame

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realising im either gonna die bc of my anorexcya or im gonna go in forced recovery

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does drinking soup count as breaking your fast?

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Reblog if you’re pro recovery because we love recovery, we’re just not ready for it

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just completed a 40 hour fast and im starting a 50 hour one rn, give me tipss

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remember, food can always wait

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📌post for edblr

❥ desserts edition

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dont mind the spam posts yall i just relapsed 🕴️

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me getting an ad for yazio is crazy tumblr knows me well

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crazy how my tumblr goes from meansp0 to ‘are you kinky? take this test’

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im a wannarexic. im giving myself problems i dont have. my ana isnt even that serious. if im not dangerously underwe1ght whats the point? nobodies gonna believe me. im faking it all. all the days ive fasted were for validation. validation for myself. if i tell someone abt my ed the best i can say is ‘i dont eat for a day’ like its that bad. i need to get sicker. i WANT ana. i need the validation. im not even diagnosed. i cant be diagnosed. im not even at a healthy weight. why would the doctors ever think i have ana?

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i hate my height. i hate being short. being short means that i need to be a lower weight than other kids my age. im not actually overweight, its all bc of my height. ive been getting bullied all my life for it and im sick of it. why cant i just grow? why cant i be normal? why cant a guy like me for once? why cant a guy actually ask me out without it being a ‘joke’? why am i seen as a joke? why am i never taken seriously? why does the one person i told abt my ana not believe me? maybe when im sick enough she will