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Put on your mask, is what they say

Put on your mask, keep your feelings at bay

Put on your mask, it's just another day

Put on your mask, hide yourself away

Put on your mask, watch you slowly decay

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I never thought would carry so much trauma.

I have given so much of myself away and yet...

I realise you give me so much of you.

It doesn't make the feelings I have disappear.

But, I understand now that it's okay...

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What is something you've lost?

...

Can it be found again?

...

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Let's start with something simple.

Why don't we start with you?

You... will be my ending.

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You hide the turbulence in your mind so well.

But that doesn't mean it isn't there.

No Captain can calm the ocean.

But the crew, people you trust, guide you.

You are in this together and have their support.

You just need to tell them what you need.

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Why is it there?

Why am I thinking like this?

Why do thoughts of doubt slowly consume my mind?

You have done nothing wrong.

Yet... I cannot escape my past.

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Don't be afraid to reach out.

It's scary but you'll be better for it.

It's never too late.

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Consistency was my goal. I failed...

What matters now is to keep on trying.

I'm doing the best I can, even if it's one step.

How can you hike a mountain without taking steps?

Steps create the journey. They are the most important.

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Don't let your current failures dictate your future.

It all adds up.

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How can you share your experiences if you hide away?

Go, get out! Do something! It's not too late... It certainly isn't easy, BUT it is possible.

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Life isn't meant to be easy. Death is easy.

If I wanted a boring experience I'd choose easy.

I will NEVER choose easy.

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It's been a while. A lot of things have changed. The biggest challenge was staying true to myself. Expect some consistency with this one. I'm committing to creative expression, working hard, and having some damn fun!

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Find someone that makes you question your negativity.

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It's funny to think two people can be on the same wave length and not know it. Saying nothing and worrying about the same things. Having the same thought process.

Talk... please.

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Maybe one day I will free myself

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It's time to give yourself the chances that you spend on others!