nikolaiirl

[nikolaiirl]

ATTENTION

Does anyone have any toy house codes??

I really want a place to be able to hold all my ocs do I don't forget about them and use it as some sort of archive!!

I also have been wanting a toy house for sometime now (a few years) so if anyone is willing to share a spare, please DM me 💕💕

[nikolaiirl]

Hey Beans-

Hey beans, I have a bit of a hellish update. 

Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life. My grandma made a huge fight happen while I was on call with a friend, and things just escalated between me and her so badly I had to leave. When I came back home, my family was also on my ass about it all, despite knowing how she lies and how she instigates. 

She threatened to hit me, she threatened to kill Sammy, she hurled insult after insult at me and this all started because I didn't get up in time to do something she asked (Which was locking the door. I waited three seconds too long and she went off). 

When I came back after trying to let things cool down I was berated and told I had no right to be so “selfish” in the house, so on and so on, and the fight got so intense I had to just physically walk away, leaving the home and going two miles up the road because I did not feel safe. 

They made me so sick I began to pee blood again, as well as my sugar spiking and causing me to have palpitations. My heart cannot take this stress anymore, and neither can my mental health. I wish I could explain how bad the situation was. I had tears down my face, gasping for air, chest heaving and in pain, I felt like I was on the verge of passing out. 

I got in contact with some good friends of mine, who say they can help get me out of not only that home, but the entire state i'm in. But I need money to do so, for travel and gas and so on. As much as they can house me, they need me to pull my weight. 

I hate having to ask for help, I hate that I'm even in this situation, to the point I'm so sick I might have to be seen in the ER or sent to ICU. 

I need to come up with 700 dollars, and I'm willing to do some commissions, but with how sick I am I may take a bit to get back with you. I plan to leave by early June, if not the beginning of July, as that's when my friends are able to drive down and get me. 

Donations are greatly appreciated, even if you can only afford a single dollar, it’ll be more help than you know. 

If you’re wanting a commission, please don't send money and then ask, for your sake and mine. I’m incredibly overwhelmed, and I’ll do my best to get with you and explain rates. 

And if you’re willing to donate anything, here’s my Ko-fi link. 

Again, I can’t thank you enough for if you donate or even spread this post around, even well wishes mean the world to me because I know you beans care and want to help however you can.

This post was incredibly hard to make, I’m still all over the place and trying to figure everything out, so I apologize if this sounds like rambling and nonsense. There is a silver lining however, as I actually have a way out this time, and I pray I can get out before things can get worse.

-Mommabean 

[nikolaiirl]

This will make you cry.

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Leaflets have been dropped on Rafah by the IOF for evacuation orders to “temporary safe zones” in the middle of Gaza and other southern parts of Gaza. There are no safe zones in Gaza, these are blatant psychological games. There are 1.3+ million humans in Gaza, where are they supposed to go?

Leaflet photos: X: Mai_Gazan

[nikolaiirl]

Arven: Hey, did you know as a kid I accidentally ate paper?

Nemona: I feel like we've all done that at least once.

You: I ate it too-

Nemona: See?

You: -On purpose...

Arven & Nemona: ...What?

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A PALESTINIAN CITIZEN AND HIS DOG FROM GAZA RAISES THE VICTORY SIGN FROM INSIDE HIS DESTROYED HOME. X

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Arven: hey y/n? I need to tell you something..

You: okay what is it?

Arven: *sigh* I think I'm falling for you.

You: well then get up silly!

Arven:

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Waiter: What would you like?

You: Bring a milkshake with two straws.

Arven: *blushes*

You: *puts both straws in their mouth* Watch how fast I can drink this!!

[nikolaiirl]

I RISE FROM THE DEAD AND MELT FROM THE ICE

sorry I haven't been active for like

What a year?? My bad 😭

[nikolaiirl]

Fyodor: Nikolai, can I speak to you for a minute? In private. Nikolai: Ooh, someone's in trouble. It's me. I don't know why I did that.

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This!! Venti and Xiao! It's a favorite ship of mine! A comfort ship if you will. I have collected some songs that I think fit the pair very well!

— Heart Attack by LOONA

— This Side Of Paradise by Coyote Theory

— Talk to Me by Cavetown

— Devil Town by Cavetown

— Lemon Eyes by Meg Myers

— She Wants Me (To Be Loved) by The Happy Fits

— Always Forever by Cults

— Cloud 9 by Beach Bunny

There's many more most likely, but that's all I can think of at the moment!

[nikolaiirl]

Y/n: Ayo?? Are we about to kiss??

Luciano: I AM LITERALLY STABBING YOU RIGHT NOW

Y/n, furrowing their brows: that doesn't answer my question

[nikolaiirl]

Dazai, in a jail cell: What about my Miranda rights!? You’re supposed to say I have ‘the right to remain silent’”! NOBODY SAID I HAD THE RIGHT TO REMAIN SILENT! Fyodor, in the cell next to them: You have the right to remain silent, what you lack is the capacity.

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OKOK SO LIKE HEAR ME OUT

I have this hc that Allen (2p!America) would paint his nails with his s/o !!

He would love painting your nails any color you would like, his hands are a little shaky and he does mess up a bit but he's trying his best <//3

But when you paint his nails he always has them black or maybe dark reds along with grey. He thinks they fit his personality. Of course you full on support him for his choice <33

In the end you both probably squeal like high school girls after seeing some boy because both you nails are so pretty 😟⁉️ /lh

Hey, at least you're both having a great time together <3

[nikolaiirl]

Jyugo: *tapping fingers on table*

Uno: *taps fingers back furiously*

Nico: …What’s going on?

Rock: Morse code. They’re talking.

Jyugo: -.-- ..- .-. / ... --- / -.-. ..- - . / --- -- --.

Uno: *slams hands on table* YOU TAKE THAT BACK!

(translation yur so cute omg)

[nikolaiirl]

Nikolai: Hey Fyodor?

Fyodor: Yeah?

Nikolai: What's your favorite color of the alphabet? True or false?

Fyodor:

Fyodor: ...What.

[nikolaiirl]

ranboo my beloved

HIII today I will be sharing my Ranboo fanart !! :D I worked pretty hard on it lolz

I wanna say that it was uhhh abt more that 5 hours?? I did it on a broken tablet so thats why it took longer than that BUT other than that I hope you like the art !! <33

here's the proof btw !!

I do apologize for the low quality of screenshots, like I said, I made this on a broken tablet and I'm sending them to my laptop </3

I hope you enjoyed the art! :D