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do you feel like a relief when you think it’ll be over?

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true story

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and I cry

Today, during my breakfast, I cried

I remembered how you like your coffee in the morning

and than I remembered you’re in love with someone else 

you make her breakfast now

you think about her

you only care about her

and you've never regretted leaving me 

and I still remember how you like your coffee 

and I cry

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“I don’t know if you can love someone and betray them or be cruel to them, but I do know that when you betray someone or behave in an unkind way toward them, you are not practicing love. And, for me, I don’t just want someone who says they love me; I want someone who practices that love for me every day.”

— from Brené Brown’s The Gifts of Imperfection

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I hate myself.

 why am I like this..

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I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS WORSE THAN THAT.

This scene made me cry so much, it was a huge trigger for me and I felt so alone. Part of me wants to just move on and forget everything, but I also wish that she suffers in life as much as I do.

Killing Eve 3x02 “Management Sucks” 

Villanelle and Felix Bond Over Unrequited Love

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it’ll pass

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sometimes all you can really do is grow from your mistakes

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