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Ok hear me out…

Coran and Alfor as Viktor and Jayce.

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“You can’t skip to the end of the chimera arc, you don’t even know Gon’s father’s name”

“Jim?” No. “Went? Because he Went Gon(e)”

A CONVERSATION WITH MY FATHER

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Something I never hear people talk about is the personal forgiveness you have to go through in able to have a healthy base for a romantic relationship.

I would love to hear people talk about how they communicated things they regret that they’ve done to their partners, and I think it would help a lot of people going through a lack of self worth when getting in a relationship.

It would also be good for this to be incorporated into character storylines, especially if the viewer understands that what they did is forgivable, but definitely not a good thing. They aren’t excused from it but they understand it was a bad thing to do.

ILL MAKE POETRY ABOUT IT IF THE FEED WANTS BC THATS ALL OF MINE THAT EVER GETS POPULAR

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Tell me everything about yourself please. I’m trying to get better at character design but I can’t observe people cause I’m never around them even when I try to be (thx covid). I want to hear every little thing. Your bad habits, vent, how you see different parts of the world, your view on the concept of positivity and negativity, your favorite stories, how you like to dress, how you view yourself

Please treat me like I am a dragon and you are a part of my hoard, I’ll listen to you talk for hours because all of my beloved treasures deserve polishing to shine.

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Thought I might as well share this since I’m not proud of it and it’s not going to see the light of day if I don’t post it

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I have significantly underestimated the amount of work a rewrite and redesign takes. Fuck you, Thomas Astruc. You could’ve done so fucking much.

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Yearn for a life, that which is experienced only through the literatures that define the outside world, prohibited from entrance.

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Yaelorke is just like “I am the voice of countless children’s terror, running from the cruel parts of the world and hoping to bury far enough below ground in a fleeting escape. The masks they wear reflect their pliable and prey-like nature, as childlike as we once were.”

Hozier is just like “I’m a corpse in the woods I have a complicated relationship with religion and I’m tastefully horny” (source: spacefroggity)

AURORA is just like “I’m in love with being in love but find the universe and the ideals of humanity more beautiful and worth protecting and I’m at the same time finding a home for myself”

Florence + the Machine is just like “I find beauty in the natural and unnatural pain in things, the woods reflect my soul, which is encompassed in my all-consuming violent love”

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Mitski is just like “I peel away the sugarcoating that has been layered on by society, a bitter chorus of experiences I am learning to work through and appreciate. I speak to the young women of our generation, teaching of love, addiction, depression, and the mundane.

Hozier is just like “I’m a corpse in the woods I have a complicated relationship with religion and I’m tastefully horny” (source: spacefroggity)

AURORA is just like “I’m in love with being in love but find the universe and the ideals of humanity more beautiful and worth protecting and I’m at the same time finding a home for myself”

Florence + the Machine is just like “I find beauty in the natural and unnatural pain in things, the woods reflect my soul, which is encompassed in my all-consuming violent love”

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The Crane Wives are just like “We are in the state of loving and longing for that which we see others chase, then follow in their wake. Watching from afar, we talk of our own struggles and the mistakes we learn to recognize, pleading forgiveness from ourself while still hiding behind a beloved guise.”

Hozier is just like “I’m a corpse in the woods I have a complicated relationship with religion and I’m tastefully horny” (source: spacefroggity)

AURORA is just like “I’m in love with being in love but find the universe and the ideals of humanity more beautiful and worth protecting and I’m at the same time finding a home for myself”

Florence + the Machine is just like “I find beauty in the natural and unnatural pain in things, the woods reflect my soul, which is encompassed in my all-consuming violent love”

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Casual relationship not in a sexual way, but in a way that simply appreciates the idea of a relationship. Learning to feel at peace with another that you may not feel the want to devote your life to, but are happy to share your current with.

Casual relationships to learn more about yourself and the world around you, learning to accept a person as they are, they aren’t perfect but they are deserving, and growing with them.

Casual relationships to indulge in the soothing waters of something that is almost love- perhaps may even grow into a deep intimacy. Finding a new feeling within yourself that maybe doesn’t need to be defined.

After all, to live nearer in heart to another is a limitless experience that doesn’t take an unyielding devotion nor a pledge of years to come.

A simple connection is all that is needed to indulge in a casual relationship, free from boundaries of normality.

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I have a fic idea. Maybe perhaps combining Fyolai and Snupin

So I really enjoy reading cannibalism and violence for the sake of instinct, taking characters back to the base of their humanity.

Also, I kinda realized how much Severus looks like Fyodor.

So I think it’d be cool for there to be a fic similar to a lot of Fyolai ones - could be smut, could not - that basically talks about how Snape and Lupin bring out that animalistic urge in each other and they and so obsessed with the concepts and how it connect them to each other. (Y’know, like Fyodor and Nikolai do). I don’t have ideas for plot or anything, whoops, but the combination of their ship and Fyolai’s carnal longing for each other could be really cool.

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Sufjan Stevens is just like “I am the representation of regret I suffer through. The bad choices made and joy lost across many a story are fueled by my need to tell of the anguish I suffered through with the absence and loss of my mother.”

Hozier is just like “I’m a corpse in the woods I have a complicated relationship with religion and I’m tastefully horny” (source: spacefroggity)

AURORA is just like “I’m in love with being in love but find the universe and the ideals of humanity more beautiful and worth protecting and I’m at the same time finding a home for myself”

Florence + the Machine is just like “I find beauty in the natural and unnatural pain in things, the woods reflect my soul, which is encompassed in my all-consuming violent love”

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Im really not sure what to put here now.. anyway enjoy!!

1) they should be over all the butterflies by riverofwine. Skk get their marriage revealed at a New Year's Eve party. it's well past New Year's but there's no way I'm waiting till next year to post this.

2) until the afterglow by kiromye. three times Chuuya's cold and Dazai warming him up, and one time the roles are reversed.

3) darlin' i'd wait for you, even if you didn't ask me to. by dendronali. Soulmate AU with insane pining from both of them.

4) promise rings & what that means by lesbianhowlpendragon. 16 skk get promise rings and realize they both still wear them at 22.

5) You Don't Need Six Bouquets To Ask Out Your Childhood Best Friend by Sxtin. Dazai really wants to ask out Chuuya on valentines day but ultimately fails (??).

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I’d like to know how long this took but I think I might pass away if I did.

How to draw in the hxh/togashi artstyle/art analysis type thing I did for fun!!! I’ve never made one of these before so be nice 🙇

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soukoku fics you need to read.

yes, most of them are by arkastadt as you can see but it's because they are literally the skk messiah

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More assorted skk fics! Some don't have descriptions because my motivation left to get the milk and never came back.. but hey, at least I tried ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

1) Tempus Fugit by Imabakuhoe.

2) A Regular Thing by StarshipDancer

3) "You stole my wisdom?!" by BlowingYourMind (just read all their works at this point) Teen Soukoku have to get their wisdom teeth removed at the same time, and Kouyou is way too excited to see them both hyped up on drugs.

4) The Power Pouting Boys Hold by kwweeb.

5) I Can Still Recall That Last Summer by ThePirateArcInHamlet. Chuuya gets alcohol poisoning and gets saved by Yosano. He is then forced to spend a week a Dazai's because of that and a concussion.

I probably wont post another of these until next year (10th of January-ish) because I have family celebrations and stuff, so merry Christmas and a happy new year in advance <3