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Loaf's Shadownilla (+ more!) Fic Recs

My personal favorites are marked by blue; must-reads are marked by green; other good fics (just not my jam) are marked by pink.

Shadownilla gets its own category because I am not immune to propaganda:

Blind Man's Bluff by thebiscuitlabyrinth - PLEASEEEE READ THIS. PLEASEEEE. ON MY HANDS AND KNEES PLEASEEEEEEEEE. SHAKES MY HANDS IN THE AIR. Smilk goes back in time to before PV remembers he's PV. Healer Cookie please he's right behind you. Healer please. Turn around. A Guide to Making Friends by Poker - Nilly finds a book about courting traditions and mistakes it for a book on making friends. Beyond the Farm Gates by Plushyofcc - College AU featuring farm boy Nilla, rich kid Smilk; some hinted background relationships that can be read as /p or /r (ElderLily, BurningCheese) Jambound by Anonymous - I feel like everyone has read or at least heard of Jambound at this point, but that's for a reason; it's good. Legally obligated to include it because of this. Friends, Huh? (Yeah Right) by Treehouse_Tales - Smilk is changing for the better after meeting PV and he doesn't like it. If Looks Could Crumble by louoll - Another "Smilk lives with PV after the events of Beast Yeast 8." The Whole Universe Baked Into You by Pomfuuyu - Smilk gets hurt as the spire crumbles, gets nursed back to health by PV. No Loose Ends by TheRealSMCFan - Hitman Smilk AU. Target is PV. SMC Slowly Falls in Love by TheRealSMCFan - Semi-canon-compliant aftermath oneshots. Lovefool by I_Have_No_Life_523 - Smilk and PV end up trapped in a dimension together. It goes about as well as you'd expect. Plush Hugs and Kisses by StarrySkyShine - What it says on the tin. I love the plushie fics they're my favorite flavor of Shadownilla.

OTHER CRK FICS:

The Resolute Volition by Osamu (MysticCacao) - "Domesticating the Beasts" fic, told from the perspective of both MF and DC. Good, natural character progression. Real-feeling relationships. Sweet Bitterness by TheNarrator_ME (No Ships) - Affogato POV, meeting Cacao after he accepted apathy and is waiting to crumble. Gingersiblings' Guide to Babysitting by Kaitou_Spectre (No Ships) - Silent Salt, Burning Spice, and Shadow Milk get sealed inside Strawberry's, Ginger's, and Wizard's weapons. Shenanigans ensue. Against All Adversity by Almellow (BurningCheese) - GC and BS can talk to each other through the Soul Jam years before they ever meet. Love the Subhuman Self by J3stHoLLyY (LilyEnchant) - Listen. LISTENNNNN. WHO CAN HELP YOU HEAL BETTER THAN YOURSELF??? PLEASE GIVE ME MORE SELFCEST HEALING PLEASEEEEEE. IF THE WRITERS DON'T DELIVER I'LL DO IT MYSELF AND I CAN'T AFFORD TO FAIL MY COLLEGE CLASSES SOMEONE TAKE THE RESPONSIBILITY OFF MY HANDS. Affogato and Caramel Arrow's Get Along Shirt by FaeMytho & legendspeaker (I don't know their ship name. Uh AffoArrow) - The two get banished until they learn to work together. Funniest possible scenario, and Affogato immediately acts like a bitch about it.

If you like any of the fics listed here and want more that aren't limited to just CRK, DM me and I'll give you my Top Ten Ficlist.

If you want more CRK content specifically, I mean... I have. A White Lily RP Blog.... if you want.... yes we are shipping silentlily before salt is even out. We stay winning.

DON'T LIKE, DON'T READ! PLEASE BE RESPECTFUL!

[For @midnighthewerewolf and @adorbssssseva]

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Got me into crk unfortunately

ShadowVanilla NSFW (Yes this IS pay gorn, got an issue? SHOVE IT UP YOUR A- Im tired, it's like..late and I cant-

-Pure vanilla always tops with Shadow milk in the bratty bottom position, which they both perfer -Pure Vanilla loves to tease him and take his time with him even if it takes hours, Shadow milk hates this but obliges otherwise he knows Pure Vanilla will take longer -Pure Vanilla constantly makes eye contact during it just shamelessly staring at him and his blue blush, Shadow Milk hates this, and seeing his harsh gaze just makes him blush harder -Pure Vanilla is pretty slow at first but slams it in when Shadow Milk starts complaining per usual about the pace -Shadow Milk's hair is fairly sensitive -Shadow Milk has a weak spot for head pats and having his hair stroked which Pure Vanilla happily obliges to during it -Pure Vanilla does find it entertaining to humiliate him by making him beg and speak even though he can't' and admiring his overstimulated expression -Shadow Milk is extremely touch-starved and even the slightest touch makes him shiver, when Pure Vanilla is in him sometimes much to his dismay, he tears up and can barely think -Pure Vanilla loves to tease him by calling him blue bird, calling him adorable, cute, and "so well behaved.." -Typically Shadow Milk has his arms around Pure Vanilla's neck so that Pure Vanilla can see his facial expressions and Pure Vanilla's arms are typically firmly wrapped around Shadow Milk's waist so that he is perfectly close to him -Pure Vanilla has fairly high stamina and can and will go on for hours until Shadow Milk finally swallows his pride and pleads for him to stop -Shadow Milk is really noisy and constantly whines for him to hurry up or throws a tantrum and Pure Vanilla just says "Good things take time, bluebird, and believe me… it's more worth it for me and you if you wait" -Shadow Milk has a weak spot for having his sensitive hair pulled and will immediately shut up whatever he is whining about if done so -Pure Vanilla sometimes presses his hand on Shadow Milk's lower stomach and mumbles something like "G-good heavens blue bird.." letting him feel how deep he is

oaky im done..go away kjgskg tired

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I am SO DONE with hear me out cakes having a bunch of normal and conventionally attractive guys on there. That is not a hear me out. There are four major categories of hear me outs, including;

1. Not conventionally attractive OR not often seen as attractive. Ex. Deadpool, Il Dottore, the Papa’s Pizzeria guy, Robin (TTG)

2. Inhuman. Ex. The Wave from Moana, Nick Wilde, Dragons, Gill, Discord

3. Definitely a bad guy. Ex. Hisoka, Scream, Harry Hook (Descendants), Nikolai Gogol, Fyodor Dostoyevsky (both BSD), Dr Facilier

4. Not often talked about, or just not a normal person fandom. Ex. Nightwing, Vada Cavell (The Fallout), Shadow Milk Cookie, Keith Kogane, Miya Chinen.

Things that do not count:

Normal attractive guys. Really guys? Hugh Jackman is objectively hot.

Normal attractive women. Sabrina Carpenter literally markets herself for sex appeal.

People that everyone and their mother like. Alhaitham is fucking fine we get it we agree.

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i live a messy life in a messy place

an

Are you feeling romantic yet?

blushes

well i sure am

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model x photographer

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shadowvanilla hannibal au shadowvanilla hannibal au shadowvanilla hannibal au shadowva-

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It tastes like cigarette butts, tire and scrap metal shreads, arsenic water, and the bile you get before a breakdown. And I LIVE FOR IT.

I love bsd's flavour of gay

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We should start stating whether we have an ordeal or not instead of proclaiming ourselves single. Where’s the drama!! 👏🏼 where’s the homosexual intent!! 🙏🏼

Ah yes, this is my ordeal. I demanded him return to me after his death and the god obeyed.

Ordeal:

I have one. (Taken)

I am lacking one. (Unhappily Single)

I don’t find myself needing one. If I happened across one I may accept. (Happily single)

I have many. (Poly)

Would I call it an ordeal? (Situationship)

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Because I just have oh so many character comparisons, I thought I might give you another.

Lance and Keith as Kim Dokja and Yoo Joonghyuk

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I happy! Until I realize… Asagiri only enjoys bringing pain. We must hide our whimsy in the likely event Asagiri decides to punish us. Taking on the role of a god in a wager for characters lives, putting devout readers into a spiraling pattern.

SKK SHIPPERS WE STAY WINNING

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Another couple of characters that I think parallel each other:

Veritas and Aventurine as Echo and Jinx

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Ok hear me out…

Coran and Alfor as Viktor and Jayce.

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“You can’t skip to the end of the chimera arc, you don’t even know Gon’s father’s name”

“Jim?” No. “Went? Because he Went Gon(e)”

A CONVERSATION WITH MY FATHER

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Something I never hear people talk about is the personal forgiveness you have to go through in able to have a healthy base for a romantic relationship.

I would love to hear people talk about how they communicated things they regret that they’ve done to their partners, and I think it would help a lot of people going through a lack of self worth when getting in a relationship.

It would also be good for this to be incorporated into character storylines, especially if the viewer understands that what they did is forgivable, but definitely not a good thing. They aren’t excused from it but they understand it was a bad thing to do.

ILL MAKE POETRY ABOUT IT IF THE FEED WANTS BC THATS ALL OF MINE THAT EVER GETS POPULAR

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Thought I might as well share this since I’m not proud of it and it’s not going to see the light of day if I don’t post it

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I have significantly underestimated the amount of work a rewrite and redesign takes. Fuck you, Thomas Astruc. You could’ve done so fucking much.

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Yearn for a life, that which is experienced only through the literatures that define the outside world, prohibited from entrance.