when I was 14
I wrote a paper about myself
using male pronouns
I’d never heard of a trans person
but before I turned it in
my parents made sure I remembered
to make myself into a girl
matthew shepard had died only a handful of years before
a year ago
I woke up to the news
that a nightclub 32 minutes from my home
had been destroyed
and that 50 people were dead
it was sunday and I had a queer date scheduled for later that afternoon
neither of us wanted to go
people told us to stop politicizing it
it could have happened anywhere
this weekend
when I told my doctor I had been cut off from my family
because I had told them I was trans
when I told her
that they didn’t want me anymore
that the nephew who I had held when he was born
before anyone
(even his mother)
(the doctor passed him to me first)
(bloody and screaming)
couldn’t see me
because doing so would damage him irreparably
she said:
‘yeah, we hear this story a lot’
she had transitioned 20 years prior
I could tell by looking at her face -
she hadn’t just heard it
today, at 2pm
my mom called me at work
to tell me she knew why I had no money
(it was because I’d used everything I had)
(on the treatments that would turn me into a freak)
it wasn’t true
but I pounded on the wall of the bathroom for five minutes straight after that
wondering when she’d stopped loving me
All k9 dogs are abused hands down if you post any pro k9 stuff on my dash you’re unfollowed I don’t care if we’ve been mutuals for years, you can claim to be anti-cop or a leftist or whatever but if you post k9 dogs with like “a good doggo! A good boy!” fuck off, if I lose followers over this then good riddance
today I present you…. BakuDeku!! These boys are totally gay for eachother, and have probably the most complicated relationship out of all my otps. Of course I head canon, along with most bkdks, Izuku as Bi, and Katsuki as Demisexual/Acespec! I love these two so much, and I had a lot of fun drawing them. I will post the daily doodles here, and if y’all wanna see more of my content check out my art blog: @pintrovertsartcorner
I am currently in the heat of writing a song, and as soon as it is done I will post it on my youtube! it will mean a lot to me if you take a look into my music and subscribe to my youtube!
I have started small, and cant wait to grow my youtube and blogging
Here is the link to my youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCAJ-clKg2_6oftIeXWhHvXw
Something that makes me happy is my friends. I know, its seems pretty basic, but they mean a lot to me. I have recently moved schools and I find it pretty easy to make friends, and I think I made the best ones. We mostly have the same interest and we are constantly talking. I have also met a lot of other amazing people through them. Even if I am upset, they will always ask if i am okay, and they are the ones who always make my day better. i know they will always be there for me, and I will be there for them. They hvae also have me find my place in the LGBTQ+ community which I thank them all for.
Shoutout to my friends! Everyone one of you, ily <3
Finding myself is very important to me, not because I want to fit in, because I want to stand out. I want to show others to not be afraid of being yourself, even if it does take time to find your self. <3