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I'm the kinda girl that listens to love songs on the radio...and Long for that kind of love. I tell myself it doesn't really exist, but that's me gaslighting myself. I know there is love like that out there.
#love#kindness#lost#bpd#bipolar#misunderstood#actually bpd#mental health#bpd thoughts#thoughts#relationships#empty
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If I have used up all of my words and you still don’t understand my hurt, I’ll let my silence explain.
-Soulinkpoetry Silence speaks
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Devil Horn Crystal Brass Knuckles by Debra Baxter (me)
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Oh wow look at me living the life I always dreamed of.
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When he texts me about playing a game later...when we are about to move...and I'm the only one working...and I have a million other things on my mind. There's always a list...that's growing...
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And all of a sudden the world is talking about BPD 😮💨🙄
BPD doesn't mean you're evil. That's just an Amber Heard thing.
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I've got a radio heart and you're the only thing that's coming in
Static from my better sense
Stagnant on my betterment
I'm praying for signal or a sign that you haven't sent

#rainbow kitten surprise#hide#RKS#ela melo#lyrics#music#lyrical#muscian#fave bands#RainbowKittenSurprise
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Fun stuff about me: I've had this account since I was about 16ish (I'm now 28) and I have nothing to show for it lol. I have a bad habit of deleting or throwing away things I've written. I start over with everything if I feel like there's a mistake or I've shared too much... (great at starting most things in my life but not finishing 🙃) so yeah countless things I've written I'll never see again but oh well. Not again though...at 28 yrs old I'm learning to just put it all out there...I've changed a lot over the years but it's taken me this long to just start coming out from the inside...to show/share more of me...to not be afraid of what others think...or what I think ...my inner critic.
#rant#mental health#bpd thoughts#bipolar disorder#writing#self expression#thoughts#sharing#depressing shit#depression#newme#writer problems#dreams#as it was#not the same#growing up#bad habits
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The Batman (2022) Dir. Matt Reeves / Twilight (2008) Dir. Catherine Hardwicke
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