starzinkexe
starzinkexe
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Human experiences of all kinds
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starzinkexe · 2 months ago
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drop your genshin headcanons, I'm making a very big fanfic and I desperately need ideas for character interactions
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starzinkexe · 2 months ago
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We’re still starving… Please don’t look away.
This is not just a photo. This is Gaza. This is our reality.
The girl in this image is one of thousands of children in Gaza suffering from severe malnutrition. Her fragile body is a silent scream — a reflection of the hunger, fear, and pain that haunt every corner of our lives.
She could be my daughter. She could be yours.
My name is Fayez, a father of three beautiful children. I live in Gaza, under the unrelenting siege and devastation of war.
Every day, we wake up not knowing if we’ll have food — not even bread or clean water.
The fear of bombs has been replaced by a greater fear: starvation.
I am not afraid to die from the airstrikes anymore. But I am terrified to watch my children die slowly from hunger. To hear them cry at night from empty stomachs, and have nothing to give them — that is a pain no parent should ever bear.
Please, I am begging you — if you are reading this, help me feed my children. Help save their lives. Any donation, no matter how small, can mean a meal, a lifeline, a moment of hope.
Please Donate now:👇👇 👇
💔 Don’t look away. Help us survive.
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starzinkexe · 2 months ago
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Pamplemousse (Masterlist)
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"The soul comes from without into the human body, as into a temporary abode, and it goes out of it anew… it passes into other habitations, for the soul is immortal."
Will add parts to this post
Part 1 (soon to be here)
(I will also post them on my spacehey link )
TW LIST!!
Cannibalism
Violence
Graphic descriptions
Heavy religion themes
Possibly blasphemous themes
Abuser x victim (past life victim x reincarnated abuser)
HEAVY power imbalance
"justice" on the rich done by the rich
public executions
Burning alive
Human meat dishes
Imprisonment
Torture + mentions of torture
scars
Mentions of insanity
Kittens!!!!
Medical whump?
Questionable experiments
Downright BAD mc
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starzinkexe · 2 months ago
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Writing References: Tips & Advice
Some Tips & Advice for Writing Fiction
Active Reading ⚜ Hook ⚜ Outline ⚜ Summary ⚜ Wordiness
Allegory ⚜ Food ⚜ Horror ⚜ Humour ⚜ Memoir ⚜ Mystery
Beginning & Ending ⚜ Chapter Ending ⚜ Last Line ⚜ The End
Conscious Language ⚜ White Room Syndrome ⚜ Writing Style
Creative Writing ⚜ Journal Writing ⚜ Speculative Biology
Fight Scene Part 1 2 ⚜ Plot Twist ⚜ Subplot
Procrastination ⚜ Rejection ⚜ Vocabulary ⚜ Your Audience
Writer's Block: Part 1 2
Your Character: Hero ⚜ Likable ⚜ Morally Grey ⚜ Well-Rounded
Writers on Writing
Anaïs Nin ⚜ Andrew Motion ⚜ Annie Proulx
Elmore Leonard ⚜ Ernest Hemingway ⚜ Friedrich Nietzsche
George Orwell: Motives for Writing ⚜ On Poetry ⚜ On Nonsense Poetry
George Orwell: The Prevention of Literature ⚜ On Good "Bad Books"
George Orwell: Describes A Writer
H. P. Lovecraft ⚜ Henry Miller ⚜ Italo Calvino
Jack Kerouac: Are Writers Born or Made?
James Baldwin ⚜ John Rechy ⚜ John Steinbeck
Joyce Carol Oates ⚜ Ray Bradbury ⚜ Ronald Knox
Kurt Vonnegut: The Shapes of Stories
Margaret Atwood: On Plot
Rick Riordan: On Character ⚜ On Dialogue ⚜ On Plot
Rick Riordan: Some Common Problems in Unpublished Manuscripts
Stephen King ⚜ Ursula K. Le Guin ⚜ Vladimir Nabokov
Virginia Woolf: On Censorship ⚜ On Words
W. H. Auden ⚜ William Strunk Jr. & E. B. White
Zadie Smith: Dance Lessons for Writers
More: Worldbuilding ⚜ Plot ⚜ Character ⚜ For the Poets ⚜ Prompts Notes & References ⚜ Templates ⚜ Word Lists ⚜ Writing Basics
Writing Resources PDFs
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starzinkexe · 2 months ago
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“Nobody’s going to want to sit on high-speed rail for fifteen hours to get from New York City to LA.”
Me. I will sit on high-speed rail for fifteen hours. I’ll sit on it for days. I’ll write and read and nap and eat and then do it all over again. I’ll stare out the windows and see America from ground level and not have to drive. I’ll see the Rockies and the deserts and cornfields and the Mississippi River and your house and yours and yours too. I’ll make up stories in my head about the small towns I see as we go along. I’ll see the states I’ve yet to see because driving or flying there is a fucking slog and expensive to boot. I’ll enjoy the ride as much as the destination. And then I’ll do it all over again to come the fuck home.
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starzinkexe · 2 months ago
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Friendly reminder that like 96% of the people irl don't look like the pretty ppl you see on TikTok, Pinterest, or Instagram. Algorithm pushes out typically pretty people. Beauty and ways to achieve is are always popular. It all makes easy money. You're not mid because you don't look like that girl or whoever. They are just useful for making money
(no hate to these people)
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starzinkexe · 2 months ago
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help a disabled queer teen sys in need?
hey, im kyler or kam. or collectively kae. i go by he/pup prns and im a syshost. i hate asking for money but im in extreme need atm, my moms once again being evil and tore up my binder and i feel incredibly uncomfortable going out without one. cheapest one i can find thats good quality is around 30 cad plus 15 shipping (since my moms refusing to let me use her amazon account). shes also threatening to kick me out due to my current mental health and school performance. i have no place to go, and without a job i cant do much. i can write up some code for you, make a graphic, a fully completed bundlrs, and even pay you back once i get a job again. you can find my commission prices here, if interested. anythings appreciated.
paypl: ppowfu
if you cant donate, no worries. reblogs will help us get more reach <3
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starzinkexe · 2 months ago
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Hey! Able-bodied people who know someone with tics or want to learn more! Pls stop to read this really quick if you can. I'm someone with tourettes and I would like to kindly remind you to not do the following. 1. please for the love of fuck do not give someone who is ticcing (or in general disabled) fake pity looks. You know the ones where you look at us in an almost pitying way, but it isn't really that genuine because you kinda care but it's not effecting you and you can't really bring yourself to care much. Yeah, cut that shit out. 2. if someone's tics cause them to hit themselves, don't get mad when/if they hit you. Most likely it will happen if you are around them a good amount. You can be hurt - obviously tics like that hurt - but if I see you demanding comfort, pity, and apologies angrily from the person ticcing I'm going to stomp you with my cane. Especially if you don't show you care when they are hitting themselves nonstop daily. 3. I shouldn't have to say this but even if the person ticcing doesn't seem overly upset, don't trigger their tics on purpose. Just don't. The person ticcing might not care much but why do you feel the need to? Like, unless explicitly asked for whatever reason, just don't. It's kinda rude, can be dangerous, and you don't have any reason to (again unless asked). 4. please, please, please don't be awkward when someone is complaining about the pain their tics put them in. Don't just stare at them weird after they talk as if they did something wrong or it's so odd that they just expressed any amount of discomfort of their disability. And for the love of goodness do not be rude to them about it or gaslight them. 5. in general you shouldn't do this at all but we're talking about tourettes so here we go. If someone needs a mobility aid due to tics, don't touch it. Don't pick it up without permission or play with it. Don't try to take it as a form of punishment (parents this is for you). don't doubt they need it. Again, don't gaslight them into thinking they don't need it. Don't tell them they're being dramatic. 6. the last one. Do NOT fakeclaim ANYONE. Please. Tics can develop at any age and tourettes is not the only tic disorder. Sure, you can't be diagnosed with tourettes if you developed them after 18, but you can have tics. Tics can be sudden or gradual when developing. If you want to fakeclaim your friend, roommate, family member, or even that rando on the internet. Just shut your mouth. It's not that hard. Most people don't do this so don't feel targeted unless you have done these. If you have done these, just stop. It's not that hard.
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starzinkexe · 2 months ago
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starzinkexe · 2 months ago
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UPDATE: NEW LINK! Yahya and his family were displaced by the IOF, and are currently residing in Deir al-Balah, south-central Gaza.
Life as displaced Gazans was already extremely difficult for them. Food is very scarce, and their living conditions leave them exposed to the elements. Here is the frequent condition of their tent now that the winter rains have come:
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Then, Yahya’s father was injured. Some cartilage was damaged in his neck, and doctors say he requires IMMEDIATE surgery to avoid permanent paralysis.
Yahya and his family previously had another campaign, but it was suddenly shut down by GFM with no explanation. They have created a new one, but it has EXTREMELY LOW FUNDS.
The surgery is a stifling €15,000 euros (about $15,729 USD). Yahya and his family have no hope of paying for it without your help.
I am currently watching an elderly loved one lose their mobility, and it is an extremely heartbreaking and isolating situation. I cannot imagine what Yahya and his family are going through, having no social or financial support and only minimal medical care.
Please give what you can to this family. You are their only hope to save their beloved father’s mobility!
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starzinkexe · 2 months ago
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Trump basically declared disabled people ‘unfit to work’ as he put it by revoking the Equal Employment Opportunity Law of 1965. It means employers no longer have to legally give accommodations to disabled employees. This will render so many Americans jobless and barely anyone is talking about it because disabled people like me are treated as expendable.
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starzinkexe · 2 months ago
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I'm kinda seeing my tics turn into vocal ones (as in I get motor + sometimes small vocal ones, but they are getting more and more common), and I'm just wondering if my current friends will tag along even if that stays and happens near them. I haven't seen them talk like typically ableist of people with disabilities like that but they sure were towards all other disability types. I'm kinda scared and maybe curious how that'll work out
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starzinkexe · 2 months ago
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as a person with tics i unironically mostly don't care about people faking it for attention. Like, I genuinely think it's their problem. You know what I care about tho? People without tics accusing anyone who's having tics of faking. Too much tics? Nobody tics that much. A very few/almost no tics? Well I knew you were faking. I actually have a bit of periods when my tics subside usually when I'm focused on something or something similar, and I always was kinda scared of someone telling me that I'm faking because I had a break. Like god please people understand that tics vary from person to person.
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starzinkexe · 2 months ago
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Im kinda thinking, how cool would it be to be someone's prized possession? Like, maybe not all the time, but for a week or a weekend. Like, full on supervision, parental control on the phone, max like one hour or smt. Basically no doing anything without my partner's premission. Restraints on most of the time. Or affectionate evenings where my hand are secured behind my back and he's just caressing me or smt. I think that's cool
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starzinkexe · 2 months ago
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Can we talk about these stereotypical romance shit? Cuz i think everything today is either sad Yuri, doomed yaoi, or unique girl x alpha dark romance, or male wife x girl boss. I need the most pathetic, bloodcurdling, shitty romance I can find. Let me be suicidal and have my parent force me to stay alive. Not in "I care about you!!!! Don't Die!!!!!" Way but in a "Fucker if you die I'll go to hell and back to get you back to me". I kinda want my partner being tired of me and I want to be tired of them but like we stay together because neither of us imagines a life without the other. I want that. It can be violent and can be stupid like pathetic romance. Pathetic yaoi.
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starzinkexe · 2 months ago
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im tired of boyhood being portrayed as if life is these stereotypical coming of age movies. I'm tired of that!!! Tfym boyhood is lighters, metal dents, skateboards and sweaters. I literally saw no stereotypical guy wearing a sweater for the past two years. That's a very specific genre of a guy and the whole Tumblr posts I see are either that or shit eating grin eye bags and fabulous haircut men. What if I'm a loser? What if I hate sweaters? What if I don't smirk thru the shit eating? Like ugh does anyone get me.
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starzinkexe · 2 months ago
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That's so real omfg
Honestly, talking to our hallucinations is hilarious.
There's a weird figure in the dark? Dude, get off of my lawn. Go home.
We see a cat for a split second but it was never there? There goes the extradimensional cat, that's a good kitty.
We see bugs that aren't real? Besties you really gotta start paying rent to be in here!
There's weird figures darting around the corners of our vision, never clear enough to be seen? Sorry we looked at you, I totally get social anxiety!
It makes it seem less serious and lets less room for fear to creep in, because when we get afraid is really when it gets bad. "Why are you talking to yourself?" So I don't go insane actually. Deal with it.
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